#the only thing keeping us sane

[1-800-nirvana]

iris.

#i've been having so many problems with this game since the recent updates #like my hq mod stops working when i use mccc to make sims happy???? what is that about? ugh #anyways meet iris my new witch sim! #i've been working on her cottage and its literally the only thing thats been keeping me sane through graduate school. #ts4 #the sims 4 #ts4 edit #sims 4 edit #sims 4 #<3

[suv-draws-stuff]

hello again record of ragnarok fandom

#art #my art #doodle dump #doodle #record of ragnarok #shuumatsu no valkyrie #ror qin shi huang #ror hades #ror poseidon #ror beelzebub #ror nikola tesla #ror adam #ror buddha #ms paint #i feel more productive using ms paint fsr #this series is the only thing keeping me sane in these trying times

[speerlyswhore]

Young Altan reading stories to baby Rin <3

“Did I do something wrong?” Altan had asked her, his eyes round with fear.

Hanelai had kissed his forehead, “My darling, never, but you should not use the fire. I need you to promise me you won’t use it.”

“Okay, I promise,” Altan said, earnest and eager again, before bouncing off to tell Rin another story or sing her another song.

Yall go read i want auroras and sad prose i want to watch wisteria grow right over my bare feet by thetravelingbard

#everyday i wake up and altan bouncing off to tell another story or sing her another song #baby rin and altan >>>> #thetravellingbard's altan and rin fics are the only thing keeping me slightly sane about these two #nobody say anything about the fcked quality i was using my phone #the poppy war #fang runin #altan trengsin #tpw

[mephorash]

#buzgie ❁ #cannabis #poll #wondering how much tumblr actually smokes #i have no anxiety medication weed us the only thing keeping me sane #polls

[cowboy-robooty]

shits gotten real bad cuz you know how you see those shitty ads for renta yaoi manga n shit on sketchy websites? sometimes i see them and know the source

#BECAUSE ALL I FUCKING DO IS READ YAOI #ITS MY ONLY HOBBY #I DONT EVEN USE MANGAGO LISTS TO FIND SHIT NO MORE #I USE BAKAMANGA BECAUSE I NEED ABSOLUTE THOROUGH SEARCHING #THE ONLY THING THAT KEEPS ME SANE IS READING YAOI 24/7 #I DONT EVEN LIKE 99% OF IT #I DO IT FOR THAT 0.0001% I LIKE #AND THEN MY YAOI OTPS ALWAYS END UP COMING FROM EVERYTHING THAT ISNT A YAOI MANGA #LIKE FUCKIN THE BOONDOCKS OR INTERNET HISTORIAN'S PIRATES VIDEO #stede x eigthmaster.... ohhh my god.. anybody else on that shit? #thats MY yaoi... 😍😍😍😍

[nerosdayinanime]

"Im worried what people would think of you then, that you're just a personal whore or something- i don't want to ruin your reputation.."

"Are you kidding? 'My dick was so good i got promoted-' Thats the biggest flex i can think of!"

"Well, you're certaintly enthusiastic about this."

#ive been thinking of the au from @planethoneybee's tags in that writing prompts post #on the topic of giyuu wanting sabito to have political power in case something happens or someone tries to pull shit- #him & shinobu debating the pros and cons of giving him title of concubine before giyuu brings up the social aspect #so shino calls sab in to get his thoughts on the matter directly and it made me laugh #another bit w sanemi- theyre at a meeting talking abt finances and theyre talking of cutting sanemi's beetle funding- #G: i can pay for it /Sane: what? /G: keep as much funding to the project as possible- i'll finance the rest of it out of my #own allowance. that works doesnt it? /Shino: i suppose. ..but you'd do that for beetles? /G: i see importance in it. /Shino: very well- #sanemi doesnt thank him or even mention it but he definitly looks at giyuu differently after that- he used his own shit to keep #the project going full blast? damn. he did that for sanemi's beetles. man. #somethn somethn giyuu bringing up the idea for shinobu to have a personal guard(/helper) as well #shinobu 'i know what you are' @ giyuu before he hurriedly explains he doesnt mean get a side hoe hes genuinely just #offering to find her a trusted guard/helper whos sole purpose is to do errands n shit specifically for her 'oh! that sounds nice actually' #'sab has someone in mind for you- says shes one of the best in the forces and a pleasant personality' 'ill see that for myself first' #'okay [thumbs up]' #im imaginging a mix between european kingdoms & east asian/chinese/japanese empires except i dont know shit about either #only thing i vaguely know is theres advisors & like sub-royalty & in traditional japanese more (/complex) layers of clothing = rich/royal #the 'sub royalty' has a name im p sure. i forgor. fuckiinnn. #nope its just not there. oh well. giyuu w the fingerless sleeve-gloves my FUCKING beloved #also vague thought of sabito & mitsuri wearing helmets that utilize their pink hair as fuckin. yk the european knights #w the stupid ponytail thing/romans w the gold helm/red mohawk thing. somethn like that #they wouldnt wear like full Heavy Armor like knights do their fighting styles & w the close-quarters they wouldnt need it #but like for Show at Fancy Pantsy Time theyd dress up similarly #loserboy giyuu posting #loverboy sabito posting #sabigiyuu #of all the shit i have for this au THATS the scene that gets front page. dick joke funniee #(in case its not clear text goes Giyuu-Sabito-Shinobu talking)

[ronon-dex]

they rlly rolled beau caleb vax and keyleth out of peaceful retirement for this dog's dinner of a scenario................... of all characters why did they pick the ones I care about to desecrate. WHy

#im kidding!!!!!!! (no im not) #vax'ildan #keyleth #critical role #vaxleth #when i tell you watching c1 in the panny-d was the only thing that kept me sane #and vax and keyleth's relationship was so special to me i still think abt it now #and critrole thinking abt their tv shows and the mcu-ification of their content said how bout we #just pop these guys #over there #and then show watchers will be interested and so will people who loved us in 2015!!!! #and i get they have a business!! #they got bills to pay!!! #but vax had a final ending and so did keyleth. a bittersweet GOOD one #and it's like. making them npcs seems insane to me. it's the difference between an action figure and a person #idk im def overreacting or whatever but vax n keyleth are like in my top 10 favourite characters in anything. #their story was so beautiful and SO underrated #and now...like i couldnt keep watching c3. #the endless weird sex jokes and lack of genuine interest from half of them #to the point that they need to go back and plunder old campaigns??? wild. #it's their show. but it makes me sad.

[da-proti-toku-grem]

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#i'm seriously starting to considering quiting uni and i've not even been here for 2 month yet #seriously why am i like this #i'm literally on the verge of tears rn and trying not to have an anxiety attack #and just because my chemistry teacher told us that we have to do some shit for a presentation in december #just thinking about all the stuff i have to do for december makes me want to cry #and 90% of it is the week after my concert #and i already feel like shit because i'm going to a f*cking concert instead of studying #also i don't like almost anything we're doing up to this point #and i keep telling myself that maybe it's because it's the first year and we are doing more 'basic' things #so maybe i'll like more stuff in the next years #but it seems more unlikely everyday #and i can't stop thinking that maybe i chose the wrong career #i know that's not the end of the world but i can't help but think that i've been wasting my time #and that i had such a bad time last year just to be able to get into this career only to not like it now that i'm in #also idk what i would do if i actually quit because this was honestly the only thing i thought i might like #it's just so frustrating and idk what to do #so i'm here writing this rant in the middle of class trying not to cry in front of 60 people #and feeling even worse because i'm not paying enough attention #istg i think that the only thing keeping me sane rn is this fandom #i'm very grateful for all of you who put up with me every day :( #venting #maca speaks

[dandyshucks]

i want to draw specific digital art ideas but i want to write but i want to draw things for other ppl but i want to start my next crochet project but i want to play a video game that's been sitting in my steam library untouched for ages but i want to draw in my sketchbook but i want to - etc etc etc 😭

#and so i sit and do nothing bc i cannot make up my mind about which to work on fsdjkl #i think ''okay just choose one and go do it.'' and then... sit here bc i can't choose one HFDSGJKL #i try to use a wheel spinner but that messes w the brain gophers for some strange reason #also i need to work on cleaning as always HFDSJKL #AUGHHH I HAVE TOO MANY IDEAS #its like... marbles in a marble tower and theyre all in the funnel and jostling for position so nobody can make it down the funnel #the only thing keeping me sane rn is that im listening to the da vinci c.ode audiobook LOL #otherwise i'd just be sitting here going insane all day JFDSJKL #dandy.cmd #vent //

[szczylpierdolony]

being aware that none of my experiences are original (which is generally a pretty comforting thought) and finding some sort of community and understanding online vs the complete isolation i feel in my day to day life that makes me think i barely qualify as a person. cool. cool cool cool

#screen recording the stream to be able to rewatch it at some point bc it won’t be available online #save me bartek sitek karaoke #i need to get up at 8 and i still have a text to read altho it’s not long sigh #i’ve gotten used to going to sleep after 12 and i don’t want to squander it but this is the only thing keeping me sane rn #📓

[hanrinz]

god im sick and TIRED but i have to finish sumeru quest to see neuvillette FREE ME😭

#pls i regret ghosting sumeru midway🥹 #the only thing that is keeping me sane is dain🙏🏻 the loml my dear my husband my lifeline the one who ghosts us every year i still love him #i already opened every teleporter in fontaine and sumeru can't even compete #rosie talks

[toastsnaffler]

parkour was fun btw even if my hands are ripped to shreds now..... also one of the community leaders (who I admittedly have a baby crush on.... any pronoun dykes unite!!!!!) said he'd get me a free pair of lesbian flag laces for my trainers by the next jam <3 😭😭

#it was only 4 of us this time.... theyre planning the next sesh for the weekend tho so hopefully more ppl can join #i need to dig some vegan baking recipes back up cuz I keep forgetting how many of them dont/cant eat dairy #and i like baking things to take w me hehehe #at least it means i have a lot of brownies leftover so i can take them to the climbing social on thurs >:) #pray for my muscles to recover by then.... today was abt explosive movements so it was INTENSE #I keep forgetting that im a bit of an extrovert like I always feel SOOO energised and upbeat after hanging out w them #who knew isolating myself and barely leaving the house or talking to anyone would make my depression Worse. #I hope I can like. keep reminding myself of that and keep pushing myself to go to social things like this bc I do rly rly need it #and itll become even more crucial over the next few months with the seasonal shit kicking in too..... #I love calling w friends online too but im a very physical person I need to interact irl w a lot of ppl regularly to stay sane yknow #anyway water tank should be hot by now im gonna go shower and then watch smth peace out ✌️ #.diaries

[pierswife]

this textbook is hell

#eye strain #data log: personal #not really a vent it's just... a time cause it's a freshman level class and I am NOT a freshman #but I'm starting a new major for my second degree lmao #but yeah i am in fact listening to last resort on repeat rn it's the only thing keeping me sane-- #not self ship #tbh this is pretty much my main blog now i barely use my main anymore dsjhsf

[loreofthefritz]

On one hand, I'm fairly confident that it's almost impossible for online trolls and haters to hurt me. On the other hand, if you say or even dare imply that Dende doesn't love me because he isn't real I will break down and die

#use this as an excuse to say which character makes you feel this way. this is ur permission dgshsgsh #god i hope im joking but this is just how much of a comfort character he is to me #looking at him is like the only thing keeping me sane #i dont feel like this in any other character #i keep his screenshots and manga panels close to me #i have such a non-romantic non-sexual love for him that i cannot describe #sorry for being weird on main idk where else can i talk abt this #dbz #dende my dearest

[astriiformes]

Honestly I think one reason my mental health has been completely shot this week is that it is hot and June and the summer POTS struggles are really settling in, and that is extremely hard for me most years (especially since it seems to be getting worse and worse over time) but this year with Scribe having chronic health issues of her own it’s like oh. This is the season where I really need someone to be able to take care of me, and instead I need to be the one who is functional, because otherwise no one in our household will be.

And it’s not her fault at all and I am trying so hard to regularly take salt tablets and actually pack a real lunch when I go to work and to drink (at least) a 32oz water bottle’s worth of Gatorade every day and bring electrolyte chews with me everywhere I go, but it is still not enough and a single grocery shopping errand on the train is enough to lay me flat for the rest of the day and I am. So worried about us being able to pull through this season as a doubly chronically ill household because summer was hard and exhausting and depressing enough for me already and now it’s so much worse.

#literally one of the only things keeping me sane right now is reminding myself that we are at least past the solstice #but like. summer frustrated me to tears even before this #and now i feel like i'm letting us both down not being able to cope with it #& i know that's not how this works but it's so hard not to feel that way when someone i love is sick & relying on me for help i can't offer #not to mention the only thing that was starting to get me to like summer was the like. foraging and gardening and stuff that it allows for #and now we can't even do any of that because she can barely leave the house #i hate the heat i hate the sun i hate this

[kisstheashes]

Okay but the bayous sounds like a dope ass setting for a story

Yeah!! It does mean that I have to rework 4 years of worldbuilding but its fine

im fine

im f i n e

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okay but seriously its given me a lot to think about, and I might have to change the entire origin of why Dead City exists. And that means the entirety of the infrastructure has to change. And it could end up being more probable that these kids are hunting and fishing for food rather than stealing it

which then of course leads into these kids having more basic survival knowledge than I had previously been dealing with, which means a lot of how they approach situations might be different and I'm ALSO handling a minority population that I now need to research and—

...I think you get the picture

#asks #ivybranches #apologies for using your ask like my own personal workshop lmao #dead city #its genuinely the only thing keeping me sane