#seriously why am i like this

[the-way-of-words]

*bangs credit card on desk* 3x3 for Mouthful NOWWWWWWWWW

*Siiiigh* yes dear... also I don't know why it's taken this direction, but SURPRISE SURPRISE HERE WE ARE

This is a newer side of Noah that Jolly’s never had directed at him before in their bedroom encounters. This gentle, soft side that’s usually reserved for Holly and Nick alone. His chest feels heavy, as something he’s not ready to think about settles warm in his bones and adds to the arousal pooling in his gut.

thanks for asking 🧡

#seriously why am i like this #w h y #fern's wip weekend games #wip weekend #bad omens fanfiction #bad omens fanfic #bad omens fic

[definitely-spirit-halloween]

me fighting the urge to create another gimmick tumblr blog every 5 seconds:

#Seriously why am I like this #I have the Steven universe blog #the haiku blog #And my main blog #I need to give those more attention

[da-proti-toku-grem]

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#i'm seriously starting to considering quiting uni and i've not even been here for 2 month yet #seriously why am i like this #i'm literally on the verge of tears rn and trying not to have an anxiety attack #and just because my chemistry teacher told us that we have to do some shit for a presentation in december #just thinking about all the stuff i have to do for december makes me want to cry #and 90% of it is the week after my concert #and i already feel like shit because i'm going to a f*cking concert instead of studying #also i don't like almost anything we're doing up to this point #and i keep telling myself that maybe it's because it's the first year and we are doing more 'basic' things #so maybe i'll like more stuff in the next years #but it seems more unlikely everyday #and i can't stop thinking that maybe i chose the wrong career #i know that's not the end of the world but i can't help but think that i've been wasting my time #and that i had such a bad time last year just to be able to get into this career only to not like it now that i'm in #also idk what i would do if i actually quit because this was honestly the only thing i thought i might like #it's just so frustrating and idk what to do #so i'm here writing this rant in the middle of class trying not to cry in front of 60 people #and feeling even worse because i'm not paying enough attention #istg i think that the only thing keeping me sane rn is this fandom #i'm very grateful for all of you who put up with me every day :( #venting #maca speaks

[spectrumlife99]

Talking is SUCH A HASSLE...

I’ve gotta say, not talking much for the past two days has really been nice...talking drains me of energy and is often anxiety-inducing to the point where I just CAN’T get any words out and considering the fact that I’m FORCED to talk just because I can (seriously I’m forced to even say things that could easily be conveyed with simple gestures, like ‘yes’, ‘no’, and ‘I don’t know’), even though writing is a much easier and more effective way for me to communicate my thoughts and feelings in the first place, finally just being able to stay quiet for once has kept me calmer than I’ve been in a long time, especially since I’ve been going through a lot lately.  I’m one of those people who doesn’t like talking much, and I have episodes where I lose the ability to talk VERY often, usually if I’m tired, stressed, anxious, in meltdown or shutdown, etc.  I went through a phase in elementary school where I stopped talking altogether for a while because of bullies, even though I used to be KNOWN for being the ‘weird copycat kid of few words’ in the first place, and I have social anxiety so bad my words lock up when I’m in public by myself or whenever I’m on the phone with anyone else besides my grandma...I only have a select few people that I’m comfortable actually talking to, and they are my grandparents and my immediate family, I can actually talk to them without much of a hassle (ESPECIALLY if it’s about my special interest in Pokemon), except if I’m stressed, tired, or in meltdown or shutdown.  I’ve even become so distant from my friend group that I’m afraid to get back in touch with them even if I can somehow manage to resolve the conflict between us...which makes me freeze up just thinking about it.  I’ve completely isolated myself at this point and won’t say anything to any of my friends...because I just CAN’T without my words locking up which gets me nowhere.  I don’t know WHY talking is such a hassle, I don’t know WHY it’s so much easier to just write instead, I don’t know WHY I lose my ability to talk so often at seemingly such small things, I don’t know WHY I can only talk to my grandma on the phone but no one else, I don’t know WHY I freeze up in public when I’m by myself, I don’t know WHAT IN THE WORLD IS WRONG WITH ME AND MY STUPID VOICE THAT ALWAYS BETRAYS ME!!!  

....even though I don’t like talking and prefer writing instead, it still gets frustrating when I can’t get any words out...it’s like a double-edged sword...and a battle I can’t seem to ever win...

Anyone ever feel the same way...?  If so how do you deal with it...?  Because I’m seriously stressing over this right now...       

#actually autistic #autism things #i hate talking #but it's frustrating when i can't #seriously why am i like this #i can't stand it #i also hate being forced to talk just because i can #writing is easier #talking is a double edged sword for me #i don't know what to do #SL99 talks #SL99 rants

[billie-j-nimal]

Phyllis, Andy and Mrs Hughes are too late to save Thomas. But whoever said death was the end?

“Well, whatever,” Thomas said to himself. Death was not so bad so far, but it was also incredibly anti-climatic. Thomas had expected some angels to smite him, some level of cosmic retribution, at least; something to validate everything he had to endure during his life.

#thomas barrow #jimmy kent #ghost story #grief/mourning #ao3fic #seriously why am i like this

[thatonefatgumsimp]

me: "I have multiple wips I need to finish, I probably shouldn't start any more"

also me: re-does the 100 heads challenge that I started near my last birthday with metallic pens and highlighters

#seriously why am I like this #“when you die you'll be judged by your intention to finish all of your unfinished artworks” - my irl best friend #he's not wrong- #shitposting #random shitpost #clarification: #it's not the official 100 heads BC i couldn't find the board #but there are 100ish random heads #...and statues- #i've drawn exactly 3 of them

[cocoabubbelle]

Man.

I just downloaded Disney’s Mirrorverse today,

and I’m already shipping Rapunzel x Jack Sparrow.

#disney #disney mirrorverse #shipping problems #ship #shipping woes #multishipper #rapunzel #tangled #pirates of the caribbean #jack sparrow #laughing at myself #lol #seriously why am I like this

[evthesimmer]

Me: creating a TON of sims to post. 😮‍💨😊

Also me: takes no screenies 🤡

#seriously why am I like this #ugh #so much work but no content #who is this #I need to get off the internet

[hi-my-name-is-dotdotdot]

help why am I like this

as a first day activity in English I made a video about why Star Trek is worthy of attention, just three little minutes of me talking to the camera

My teacher commented on it, being like “great pitch, any recommendation on where to start?”

and somehow

somehow

I wrote over a thousand words on it

on a schoology assignment comment (it’s like canvas or blackboard or all those school sites)

currently debating whether I should just reply with that or cut it down…

#seriously why am i like this #star trek #technically #AND I HAVENT EVEN WATCHED ALL THE SERIES #only tos tng and ds9 #and I mentioned lower decks and snw but they’re like #somehow 240 words combined

[cinnabon-sweetroll-tiramisu]

Me: It's so cold 🥶

Also me: *Wears no hoodie and has the fan on*

#seriously why am I like this #text #it's cold #but I'm fine #but really I'm not #cold weather #cold day #quotes #words #reblog this #share this #are you cold #I'm cold #Cinnabon Sweetroll Tiramisu #ugggggggggggh #bored rambles #bored at home #bored and cold #gimme blankets

[thesunoficarus1]

not trying to self diagnose or anything but oh god oh fuck something is seriously fucking wrong with me on a molecular level

#seriously why am i like this #make the horrors stop pLEASE #hello sharks today i am asking for the cosmic horrors to stop for a 90% stake #I'm literally not even kidding #mental illness #mecore #from my brain™

[bookscorpion73]

me talking to people on the internet: so that was probably the most traumatic thing that’s happened to me… oh you want to know my name?….. no. me taking to people in person: my name? Sure!…… you want to know things I like? What books I read? Yea no you get my name and maybe a few things about my pets max

#Seriously why am I like this

[collectivemesses]

One day I will learn : ) Apparently it is not this day : )

#seriously why am i like this

[lilybug-02]

Pain is a great motivator…

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Meanwhile Toriel:

(Loud noises don't wake her up usually.)

Artist note: I’m so proud of this :))) I know it’s a lot of dialogue and reading, but dialogue is grueling work for me. I’m glad with the art and for the amount of pages I made in such a relatively short time span -w- page 5 was super fun to work on. A lot of blood, sweat, and hours here... :) The backgrounds were a big bore tbh, but I finished them! Yippie!

#CHARA WTF DO YOU MEAN “COMPUTER”???? #lol i hope you guys dont hate me for what im doing in the next update. #IS THAT A MAC OS??? #Yes......owo'' #Kris and the Gang are LITTLE now. I've pixelated them and turned them into little game characters! #FINALLY!! #I never thought I would be going so far in the story to explain WHY Kris pulls out their SOUL and opens Darkfountains even when they killed #Berdly in Chapter 2. Pain can make people do horrible things. #Uhhhhhhhhh anyways. :3 I hope you liked it! I made this post a little too long for my liking and didnt get it out when i wanted too- #but thats okay! As long as people enjoy it :) #bread #art #deltarune chara timeline #deltarune chara timeline comic #seriously though #long post #man am I glad I switched over to the limited color palet! It helps me feel alot more relaxed uwu #This is....way over 16 hours of work q-q #chara #asriel #susie #kris #asriel dreemurr #kris dreemurr #kris deltarune #susie deltarune #deltarune #comic #my art

[itsyourstarboy]

My stomach hurts

This is why I hate myself

#seriously why am i like this #im alive out of spite #🐏💎

[lilacyennefer]

I'm literally in the middle of writing an assignment for uni but I still had the time to be BOO BOO THE FCKING FOOL bc I texted him happy birthday and he left me on seen....

#alex why r u like this #seriously why am i like this #im officially done with him 😇 #fo real this time