#this body is a fucking prison

[scandalousadventures]

My nightly headache punctual as always

#this body is a fucking prison

[inkskinned]

it takes a really long time to unlearn but there's no such thing as "cheating" or "half-assing" being a person. if you need to leave the cabinet doors open, leave them open. microwave your tea. sit down in the shower. buy the eggmaker. use your phone to calculate tip.

it's mostly fake posterity rules. who cares if you microwave your dinners. who cares if you use instant coffee. who cares if you stop watching the show that got boring. we all have a different set of skills and a different life and taking care of yourself is fucking hard.

at the end of your life there will be no final scoreboard. nobody is going to judge you because you brushed your teeth in the shower. there will be no final count of the number of times you had the same meal five nights in a row. there will be no fanfare or party because you won at being a person - and no one will be disappointed that you never understood the point of using paper towels to dry your hands off after washing them.

yeah, in this world, people will put up a fuss. i've noticed some of the biggest fusses are over what you'll put in/on your body. the fact that i will regularly eat deli meat straight out of the bag makes a lot of people genuinely concerned for me. but here's the thing: sometimes that's the only way i'm getting any protein. my doctor says i am doing fine. i'm sticking to my weird snacks and calling it deconstructed charcuterie.

they'll say they're horrified because you take a shortcut. that's fine. it's just that it looks like a shortcut to them because they're on a different life path. these kinds of things stand out to them as important. that's fine too. but for you? you've got other things that already make you pretty hard working. and these tiny things - well, they're just clutter on your journey.

#before any motherfucker is like <3 #''i know more about this and it IS WRONG to do this THING'' #shhhhh #unless ur a doctor and a patient has specifically asked... shut the FUCK up dude #one of the ways my life has changed in the last few years is like #taking coffee for granted #isn't something i can do #can you stand up for the entirety of making a meal? i can't always #and having some pompousass person be like #MICROWAVE THE WATER? FOR TEA? like . yeah actually i've been in prison for it ever since #''it tastes different!!!'' cool. it's not going into yOUR body. #i personally don't ever make hot chocolate with water. only ever oat/soy milk #but i wouldn't be like ... SIR. I WILL NOW JUDGE THEE #it's just like ableism all the way down innit #ableism and classism and #the expectation of the mental load as a form of being ''good'' #also. besides the like. pots and [redacted medical information] #im doing GREAT actually #>:) i have visible abs even when not flexing #it's bc god prefers me as a lesbian n has rewarded me lately for presenting more openly

[minecraft]

instead of making the nether taller they should just put the existing nether upwards and then fill the underneath section with a new Deeper Dark biome that links to the overworld via ancient city portals.

#make it composed of like. obsidian and crying obsidian with streaks of tuff+deepslate and a new rock called voidslate #voidslate would have stalagm/tites like dripstone #also a new liquid called soul lava or smth... and fireflies but they're like vex and evil and fucked up #also nether portals wouldnt be able to be lit in the deeper dark BUT ancient city portals would be analog to 16x distance in the overworld i #also the main mob there would be a sort of warden/enderman fusion type mob called the Prisoner and it'd be kinda like a giant spider but wit #with six very long legs and a huge body that looks kinda like an upsidedown ghast mixed with a hoglin/cow #give it six eyes too - 2 big orange ones - 2 medium yellow ones - 2 small white ones #and like its body would be covered in a sort of mossy fungus that slowly pulses betweeen reddish and bluish like crimson and warped trees #also it should sound like the massive anglerfish from outer wilds mixed with like... the ghost leviathan from subnautica

[pinbitch]

supernatural really is just a collection of the most batshit insane premises taken to the most sanitised possible conclusions. and she is my best friend

#supernatural #what if a guy was locked in a cage for hundreds? thousands? of years and fell in love with his fellow prisoner and they shared a body #what if another guy who was also in that cage raised the devil’s son #what if your mum came back to life but she started working with people who tortured you #what if you were the only person who could kill your friend #not to say that they did badly with a lot of their premises. but they could have been more fucked up. as a treat

[umblrspectrum]

ive been procrastinating a lot, and you'll NEVER guess why

#truly a game that just lets me be fucking malicious #just straight up evil #i punched every single cerberi in the dick until they died #the boss will be stunned and you'll just see +DISRESPECT +DISRESPECT #it took p-ranking all of act 1 to realize that +DISRESPECT is just for punching the guys and NOT for punching them square in the balls #speaking of which i've p-ranked all of act 1 on violent and i only bought the game 5 days ago #act 2's giving me a fucking headache so maybe not #unrelated finally i can draw my two favorite things in the same frame. body horror and robots #ultrakill #v1 ultrakill #flesh prison ultrakill #v1 #flesh prison #minos prime #ultrakill minos #he's implied. i'll tag him anyway #ill get back to murder drones eventually #right now im in my ultrakill arc #and oh boy am i turning evil

[turtleblogatlast]

Leo not escaping the Prison Dimension and just becoming reluctant vitriolic roommates with the Krang is so morbidly funny to me.

Krang out here despising Leo’s whole existence but refusing to let him die since then he’d be alone.

Leo out here having an eternity to work on his quips and insults because damn it’s not like he can fight the Krang in any other way so he may as well make use of his words.

#rottmnt #rottmnt leo #rottmnt krang #rottmnt headcanons #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #like listen #krang: IT’S ALL YOUR FAULT IM HERE- also did you clean area 8 #Leo: it’s your own damn fault you bubblegum fuck and yeah I cleaned it #krang: you wretched pest I hate your existence also thanks #Leo: you and me both buddy! and yeah np #I’ve seen the concept around a few times and it’s just so interesting #the prison dimension in general is SO interesting #I personally love the idea that it keeps those that inhabit it in a state of suspension #in that their bodies cannot age or grow or get hungry or anything #but they can get hurt #and can die but ONLY by other inhabitants

[altgoth-aesthetic]

"Woke up this morning,

I feel so fucking important

I looked in the mirror, I'm different

I finally made the decision" 🖤💅🏻

#fuck my body dysmorphia i'm cute af!!!!! #i'd almost stopped taking pictures of myself altogether bc of how shitty i've been feeling #but omg why am i being my own biggest hater?! #my flesh prison keeps me trucking along and i get to decorate it and make it my safe space!!!!! #i want to be my own safe space!!!! #goddamn idk if that will make sense to anyone else lol #but i just want to get to the point where i can at least look at myself in the mirror and not feel disgusted #i want to feel safe and loved within the confines of my own being #anywayyyyy #here come the annoying tags #my post #me #my face #my style #ootd #fit check #outfit #black and white outfit #alternative #alternative fashion #alternative style #alt enby #alt girl #goth #goth style #goth fashion #goth enby #goth girl #blue hair #body positive

[pillarsalt]

MAiD is not a mercy -- it's an excuse to refuse to spend money on sick people who need it so their lives can improve. It's a way to guilt vulnerable people who could heal into killing themselves, because apparently needing help from others means you should just die actually. Fuck you, Canadian government.

#i'm in full support of assisted suicide when the person is in pain and unfortunately can't be relieved until they die #unbearable pain* #but offering it to suicidally mentally ill people like myself #to prisoners and the homeless #to a transsexual person I follow on twitter who had botched bottom surgery and no one wants to help. he's already officially set a date. #I can't fucking believe it #they broke his body for money and now they're killing him to get out of paying to fix it #it's fucking evil.

[uncanny-tranny]

The normalization of misogyny to the point that you are expected to self-censor/censor anything related to what people think of as "women's health" is so fucking infuriating.

Like, not only is it infantilizing as hell to be forced to couch everything you say in ~flowery, feminine language~ it also fucks up people's perspective about what healthcare for women* looks like. Suddenly, the only part of women's healthcare that matters isn't related to the woman, it's related to how she can be a woman of Good Breeding.

Women's healthcare matters - not because it might affect if they can be barefoot and pregnant but because these women are people. Women are inseparable from humanity.

#feminism #misogyny #misogyny tw #also like it makes being trans a fucking warzone #trans liberation 🤝 women's liberation #i'm still reeling from this time i was buying diphenhydramine and the ~feminine multivitamin~ was called hoo-ha or something to that affect #like... if i were a woman trying to buy vitamins i would be fucking insulted #like why are we calling normal human body parts by eldritch summoning chants #i dunno it's pretty harrowing when your humanity and body is locked away behind a prison of fear and hatred #(speaking as a trans man it fucking infuriates me when my manhood is treated that way - and it is often the case) #it just makes me feral every single time i see that shit y'know #and fostering that shame within other people is fucking awful #also if people want to use this to be anti-trans: you are an ouroboros #you are eating yourself whole with the hope that you can be liberated without including those you want eradicated #trans right do not happen without women's rights and vice versa 👍

[nonwal]

Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Essek Thelyss/Caleb Widogast

14: explaining the whole not-dead thing

Beau shrugs. “He cut me off when I tried to bring it up when he dropped Eadwulf off, right before TravelerCon.”

“TravelerCon?”

“Long story,” Wulf grumbles. “They’re all insane.”

#look there are probably better excerpts to include from this chapter #but I want to ask a moment of silence for Eadwulf Grieve #who got murdered. then revived by a bunch of weirdos and his dead ex. held in a mind-bending foreign prison for three months #(though in surprisingly good conditions because apparently his dead ex is a national hero over here) #and then. then. he's set free and his first proper interaction with the M9 is fucking Travelercon #critical role #critical role fanfiction #shadowgast #body in absentia

[m0e-ru]

losers meetup

#persona 4 spoilers #persona 5 royal spoilers #p4 #p5 #gsa sl au #takuto maruki #tohru adachi #arttag #boot.tingting #komikku #// IGNORE the inconsistency of the chairs . like i care <- on their knees #// they let maruki do psych evals since they were spending too much of the budget on professionals and this guy would do it free of charge #// 'sorry god kinda used my body as a vessel for a separate avatar and um some kid fucked up both my corneas even though it had one eye' #// i tried to draw susanoo and yosuke trying to stop gigi and souji . souji has kill maim murder here #// adding onto the college acquaintances part yes woo yes everyone loves putting maruki in inaba 💪 #// adachi knowing maruki was a cognitive psience major he would steer clear explaining all of the tv shit #// he joked about how this guy could 'really' change the world if it was real and now hes seen it with his own eyes he doesnt #// want to take any chances he saw namatame grow a messiah complex what about this ween #// if i mess up royal lore please blow up this gas station #// adachi isnt really in prison yet so hes just in his shirt with a number ID oh this takes place before arena too

[obstinatecondolement]

Not to be all "this is an Only Murders in the Building blog now" but apparently since yesterday I have reached a point of no longer being satisfied with being part of a two-person fandom irl with my sister and I need to Discuss things with you all.

Anyway. Currently thinking about how Theo Dimas is a) Greek and b) Deaf—both cultures that are very physically demonstrative—and that he is. Like that.

#I love Theo Dimas so fucking much #the poorest and littlest of meow meows #haven't we all committed accidental manslaughter and allowed someone else to go to prison for it? #have we not all in our time robbed valuables from dead people's bodies? #and consider this: he was very sad about it #and he is so sweet and has such a delightfully quiet and affectionate friendship with mabel #who he kidnapped that one time and who wrongly accused him of murder on a podcast that lead to his arrest #neither of which they hold against each other because they are fellow traumatised disaster millennials who haven't got their shit together #also I think maybe they should kiss about it??? #because he has stuck around a lot longer than any of her canon love interests #and! she is learning asl so clearly values the relationship and wants to make it easier to communicate on his terms #and mabel is famously guarded and slow to trust #(but also a real 'once my walls are down I will love you forever' type) #so her being like 'I want to talk to you and I want that enough and to do it often enough that I want to meet you half way #and not just expect you to always lip-read and write things down for me #because I don't want understanding me and being understood by me to be as much work as it would be if I didn't make any effort to sign' #is like... a very significant indication of how she feels about having theo in her life imo #also they are both very cute and ping bi4bi to me and honestly that would have been more than enough for me #only murders in the building #omitb #omitb spoilers #only murders in the building spoilers

[silenthill2ps2]

mr x lives in my au but i need to think of how nemmy and eveline survive as i am the #1 bioweapon apologist

#al post #maybe nemmy's body reforms cuz he can't fucking die and ethan is nice to eveline for once #they’re all still prisoners of the govt of course. nothing's perfect

[the-knife-consumer]

One thing I really like is the idea that springbonnie hates William just as much as William has (probably) grown to hate it.

#i say probably because book william is off his fucking rocker. obviously the game one is too but the book one is actually so #uncomfortable to read. dont like him. but anyway say probably because book creep enjoyed being a rotting corpse in a rabbit suit #but game william. lol get tortured stupid. #my ver of the animatronics have?? weird pseudo free will??? like they know they are not real animals and that theyre only #here to entertain kids. but they ARENT aware that there are multiples of them #or at least they shouldnt be. see glamfred endo existential crisis. #and when on stage they arent really 'awake' just going on script and not thinking at all. #and even though they can think whatever they want they cant do anything against programming. or they shouldnt be able to at least #that is for the older ones. glamrocks have full complexity of human brains pretty much. #but anyway. something something your prison hates you just as much as you hate it. you are trapped with it and its equally trapped with you #it cant do much because youre taking up too much space inside of it. but it knows your there. and every chance it gets #it will do anything in its power to hurt you and get its body back. idk william parasite on his creation moment #it is not human like you. it doesnt process things like you. hate will not fade into acceptance it will always want you OUT

[mouthpoisons]

are there actually any good movies or anything about the trauma of being dehumanised for being disabled + getting revenge for medical abuse that acknowledge the vengeance as justified and don’t have piss ass endings bcs I’m still so mad

#post #there has to be surely but every other potential example I can think of is still #‘Guy who was experimented on or whatever who goes around bodying those fuck ass doctors dies in the end #OR GETS LOCKED IN MIND PRISON’

[sharlmbracta]

i've seen a couple of fics where azula and zuko has a third op sibling but i could find none, zero(0) fics where ozai has a sister over him-

i'm saying this because i want his ass pummeled and headwrapped by his (not too much) older sister. i want him to be raised by an older sister

iroh, being like a decade or two older than them both, would neglect them both serving war on propaganda during his prime and takes his leave after his loss not unlike canon

the sister would have a couple (or more?) years with her mother so she picks up some actual parental love and how it's supposed to be before ozai is born

(or not and they end up like zuko and azula except they have just a little more agegap then them, ozai is more ill-tempered than zuko, and the sister pummels him more than azula does zuko but not brutally (or not) and they have a lot of sibling fighting and bonding and normal sibling shenanigans minus the parental love so probably some angst as well)

and if it still somehow ends up like canon where ozai takes over the throne due to either by his plotting or some fucked up misogyny by azulon or sozin's law or whatever she will be fucking furious and she will show it

(if so ozai could team up with her for her support but betraying her when the idea of power gets to his head)

(or or ozai would keen to her after iroh's loss and she would be like "no you little shit i knew all of your antics even better than our elderly dad and ever since you were baby" but if somehow he manages to convince her to her that he'd "do well" on the throne with his personal method of pleading to his sister (you choose) and then betrays her-)

-boy would she be fucking livid. ozai is absolutely afraid of her but pretends he absolutely isn't. she is definitely going to pummel his ass for good

zuko and azula would be mostly clueless at first thanks to ozai's efforts. azula would be a bit more keen though. she may not completely understand what really transpired between them when she suddenly left, but when she finally finds her again bidding for her time she would find the whole situation so fucking hilarious once she got over the initial shock of reunion - the sheer idea of how her imposing father was so afraid of his own sister (who technically didn't actually even do anything to him) that he yeeted her out of the fire nation.

azula would fucking love her.

#ozai #azula #zuko #sister #ozai's sister #seriously disappointed in y'alls lack of creativity /j #fandom you did literally literally everything except giving ozai a sister #starting from zuko adoption/ozai adoption/waterbender zuko/waterbender ozai/time travel/body swap/erasing ozai out of fucking existence #+ good dad ozai/letting other nations take turns for imperialism/reviving dead key characters/premature killing off living key characters #+ phoenix/dragon/modern/don't get me even *started* on abo/littles/mpreg/that one fic where ozai breaks his fucking*rib*sucking himself off #+ timespace ripping just so*you*could beat up his mfing ass/a regretful ozai dying in prison to be reborn as a concubine for the earth king #yet not a single one of you didn't even think of giving ozai a third sibling #you gave zuko and azula a third sibling!! you gave katara and sokka a third sibling!! yet you couldn't give one(1) for ozai #not even for a oneshot comedic purposes?? #sacriligious i say #sacriligious #atla #fire nation #royal family