#this is how I feel about Bunny too

[an-architect-of-words]

Something about this paragraph makes me want to burst out crying. It’s so human and miserable. Donna Tartt, you’re a genius but why do you use your powers to hurt me?

#this is how I feel about Bunny too #sometimes I hated him so much #sometimes I thought about a cute or funny thing he did #you can feel such pain in Richard’s voice #the secret history #bunny corcoran #richard papen #donna tartt #tsh

[kinokoshoujoart]

oops all rock (springtime edition)

i’ll be able to draw digitally again soon! ;w; in the meantime i’ve been scribbling a lot on paper…

could not wait for Soon, so i resorted to coloring it using the markup tool in default iphone photos app (don’t do that ever again)

#my art #sos awl #debating whether to just dump my sketches from my soujourn to hell or save them to be transferred and finished as digital stuff #or like both idk. i don’t know how ppl feel about WIPs #i’m happy to post art again ;w; thank you everyone who welcomed me back i’m slowly getting through everything i missed while i was y’know #and thank you for the sweet messages while i was gone i am bbghkjh i need to calm myself and respond !!!! love #rock tumbling (sos) #story of seasons a wonderful life #bokumono #story of seasons #harvest moon #hm awl #harvest moon a wonderful life #bunny sighting 😳 i still have THOSE wips too #there’s certain things i wanna prioritize once i can use my tablet again and those are one of them #but i will also probably post new stuff alongside finishing old unfinished stuff….. i hope that is OK…… #idk i’ll have to talk more later! right now i am nervous!!! i love you all!!!! #fanart #awl rock #bokujou monogatari #hm anwl #unfortunately this scum neet still has my entire heart so. most of the notebook is just him pulling goofy faces… sorry…….. #also a lot of lumina and nami…. and molly…. they r really cool… #ceci is also cool and i’ve drawn a collage of her that i just. never posted #mostly drawing HMDS related stuff about the descendant characters #OK I’LL STOP TAGBLOGGING #i am once again back in DS for girl hell. i want to make a series of posts about differences in the English vs the Japanese version #and also fun secret things related to DS #this is all in the future i gotta finish all my unfinished stuff…. uuuu…. #i love you all mmmmmwah (i cast sleepy time blanket and sleep forever)

[werebutch]

My mom getting a new place is kinda making me anxious I think she thinks I’m gonna move in w her instead of my dad 😭 and I’m not sure why I don’t want to. Cuz she’s way better. But I don’t. And I feel responsible I think and plus my sisters will never favor my mom over my dad… so we’d live apart. but I’m 20 years old I can live whatever I want. But. But but but

#idk I really like our house too. it’s great. it’s exactly my style. I would miss it LMAO #but again my mom is just.. she’s so much more organized and she and my stepdad actually get stuff done #and take care of themselves. living w her would be more like we’re roommates and not how it is w my dad #who needs to be taken care of and doted on like a child. my sisters too but I don’t think they’d survive living without me at my dads 💀 #or they’d be really pissed at me. at the least #my dads house is constantly horrible so messy so so so bad no free counterspace anywhere can barely walk thru the house and cat vomit #everywhere. unless I take care of all of it. I can’t have company over unless I know a week in advance so I can make it look like a normal #house. and at my moms it’s never like that. it’s messier than average sure but it’s never disgusting like that #people are always telling me not to do anything and let my family learn to clean up after themselves but if I don’t it will just get worse #and worse. they’ll wait weeks before doing anything. it’s embarrassing. and depressing. if I let it go long enough I am miserable every day #after being homeless or on the verge of homelessness for 10 years my dad can’t even appreciate the fantastic house we have 😭 #he has to fuck it all up. it’s not 100% his fault bc my sisters do fuck all but he DID teach them to be this way. the only reason I do #anything is because I snapped out of planning to kill myself and realized that I needed to be there for my sisters. so I started being like #their parent more and more. but they still never learned to unload the dishwasher or take out the trash without screaming about it. #I’m just very overwhelmed and nervous about this move. I also feel horrible as if I’m disappointing my mom if I don’t move in. I don’t want #to disappoint her any more than I already have.. #she is soooo excited about giving me a room the basement so I can have my bunnies there..

[bittersweetresilience]

for the ship ask game...

feligami 🦚🐉

HI SELKIE 💘💓💗 let’s go into my room and sit on my bed. i have snacks 🥰

What made you ship it?

i didn’t ship feligami until very recently, since i have strong feelings about arocoded félix, but while i was making amvs i saw how many times they held hands and my heart was swayed.

What are your favorite things about the ship?

i don’t ship it enough to have an answer for this question 🤣 get nina in here. nina has essays on essays about queerness and abuse recovery. i suppose my answer is the hand holding.

Is there an unpopular opinion you have on your ship?

i have strong feelings about this one too. they would not have kids ‼️ they would not get married ‼️ down with the nuclear family ‼️

(ship ask game)

#miraculous ladybug #🦭 #🌃 #maybe i will ramble about why i think félix is arocoded eventually #although i think part of it is the level to which i associate myself with him i mean i get physical pain whenever i think about aus where #he’s replaced in adrien’s life because i feel his emotions so viscerally they’re entangled with mine #BUT i think the idea has narrative merit on its own i mean #just another way in which you’re called a monster not human not feeling things like everyone else #seemingly doomed to be alone because you don’t relate to other people in the right way #your cousin chooses love over you and you just can’t understand you know? #and possibly even félix’s inability to love being a command from his father #the bunny incident i mean #paralleling trauma based aromanticism and the complicated feelings of not knowing whether you were always this way or it was done to you #and how to proceed and whether you’re valid and whether there’s even such a thing as being fixed #but i also believe in aroace amélie which means we can draw another parallel between them and he can be comfortable and proud because of he #*her #and you could make an argument for aro adrien too but i’m getting way off track #whoops i rambled so much LOVE YOU SELKIE

[bakubunny]

it’s inevitable that i’m gonna start screeching abt discussing oral fixation again soon. not sure which idea i’ll rot on first but stay tuned ig.

#shoto loves tits. lovesss them. and he’ll indulge you too #shota might be a busy man but he loves watching your eyes cross so of course his hands are always clean #kats claims it’s all for you and whatever but he loves it when you’re a drooly mess #kiri is just so sweet and a bit teasing so of course he’s going to get you every now and then and boy does he love you on your knees #denki… don’t get me started on denki. he’s obsessed. his oral fixation rivals the best of them and he’s all about teasing you with yours #and we all know how i feel abt izu and oral fixation so i won’t say it again #also kojiro would be all for it but kaoru would have to be convinced and i will take no further questions on that at this time 😵‍💫 #shitpost #shut up bunny #x reader #bnha #aged up characters #sk8

[mystqueerion]

At this point I'm not hyperfixated on south park I'm hyperfixated on bunny/kenjorine/mystechaos /hj

#its actually insane how bad it is i cant go 5 minutds without thinking abiut tuem #i literally feel like im going to spontaneously combust thinking about them #sp bunny #kenjorine #mystechaos #i genuinely have so much overwhelming emotion for them like i think too hard and need to stop and calm down but CANT its ? #okay apparently tumblr doesnt let me keysmash with symbols anyway theyre fukcing breaking my brain

[lilysundragon]

It's a really brief moment, especially in the context of SS Arc Satellite which is a long event story, but I really adored how much of Hiiro's character development we got to see in his conversation with Tatsumi.

Satellite does a great job of showing how emotionally intelligent Hiiro is. He's the first to pick up on Tatsumi's weird behavior, he is the first to offer support or a listening ear, and while he's talking to Tatsumi, he acknowledges how far he's come in the time since the Main Story.

Motorshow was only eight chapters long and Feather-Touch didn't focus on Hiiro very much so this is the first time that we as viewers get to see the impact that the Main Story had on Hiiro. It's clear that he's been able to reflect on everything that people have offered him and that he's made conclusion in the time since

He's proud of who he is now. He can accept the love and affection of others, finally believes that he can be worthy of love too. It's such a sweet moment and it's impossible not to be proud of all the things Hiiro has managed to learn -- from Alkaloid and the people around him. Hiiro mentions that in his village, learning these kinds of things would have been "sinful."

I don't think it's a coincidence that he mentions all this to Tatsumi, someone who is still grappling with his own past. During Satellite, Hiiro has already found the answer. Tatsumi is only just puzzling it out, still trying to find a way to reconcile his past and his present. It really shows how much Hiiro has matured since the last time we've seen him.

Reading all of this during Satellite put the dumbest smile on my face. It's a perfect unintentional epilogue to Main Story Chapter 5, where Hiiro was only just learning to accept love and happiness. It makes me happy to know that Hiiro isn't that sad and lonely child anymore.

#my literature major ass cannot read a single event story without composing a little essay in my head #i meant to post this a week ago and then forgot oops #black bunny hasn't started yet tho we'll count this as on time #i have a lot of feelings about hiiro and his character development and everything but this thing is already too long #i cut out a whole chunk of how cool it was that hiiro knew that tatsumi needed a confidant #this boy is so smart #obligatory: i have not read hiiro's event story (the vermillion one) so like #i hope none of this is contradicted #enstars #ensemble stars #hiiro amagi

[yandereshingeki]

also wanna say thank you to those being patient with me and my slow ass self with writing… I’m trying to write as much as I can but it’s hard to find the motivation with work weighing me down so much （；＿；）+ the holiday seasons been so busy for me… but im hoping stuff will cool down after and it’ll get better. I’m also actively looking for another job that I hope will be less physically draining so that I’ll feel better lol

#im actually gonna apply to a local pet store soon…. praying I get that job because even if im there 8 hours a day i’ll #at least feel better about being there with all the birds and bunnies and pigs #I think the difference would actually be kinda big considering birds are like. so important to me. pet animals in general lol #maybe it won’t feel like I’m getting the soul sucked outta me if I get to listen to the loud tweeting all day #you’d also be surprised how physically draining it can be to bring in carts all day and have to constantly bag for like 3 cashiers at once #having cart duty is only fun at night bc during the day once you bring in one stack of 6-8 carts they’ll all be gone by the next time you #bring in another 8 #and we have to do it all manually with straps cause our store doesn’t have the cart machines 😞 #NOT TO MENTION. THE PARKING LOT IS ON AN INCLINE TOO. all of that pieced together just kinda makes it suck lol #I can do it but my body is so sore after every shift its so hard smtimes

[butchdykekondraki]

woe, sappy thoughts be upon ye all

#[ren] #[bunny posting] #i am just so absolutely fucking enamored by my partner. like truly just. god. #there is no other word for it i think #just so enamored. so absolutely in awe of her. #just of everything about her. she's just the most wonderful person ever #they're just. so so fucking sweet. just the kindest person ever #shes so lovely. my goodness #can i just say how nice it is to call her my partner?? MY partner!! MY girlfriend!! #she is MY girlfriend!!! mine!! #i'll literally never get over how lucky i am to have her #just. in my life. just to get to know her at all #bun's just the dorkiest person ever too!! and shes so smart!! they really are just the loveliest person ever hgfnhdf #every little thing she does just sends my head spinning #shes so. ohh my god. #i feel like a repeating radio but god. she really is just such a sweetheart. #alright rambling over back to normal posting ^_^

[multishipper-baby]

Baby fever so bad I've been thinking about the ideal number of kids for characters. What is wrong with me.

#no main tag #anyway. I think for freddy it would depend. he's the anxious type- so having just one kid would be a lot for him #I'd imagine his decision of having another baby would be impacted a lot by how the first kid went #if everything was mostly alright he'd be all for it- if shit went sideways he would forever dread having a second one #fred doesn't like children. so... he probably wouldn't have any if not tied to freddy. and even then would insist on only one #chica... I think she'd like two. I've heard headcanons that she has younger siblings #and I see her as the type to want to want that for her children too #although I also imagine she would want to have her kids later in life... mid 30s maybe #fox I also see as someone who wouldn't really want kids- especially since I headcanon him as trans #he doesn't want to be pregnant and he doesn't want to dedicate years of his life raising a child #when he already spent most of his childhood having to take care of meg since they didn't have any parents #maybe if his partner wanted to adopt. and they adopted a slightly older child instead of a baby. but that's a big maybe #bonnie... I'm not too sure honestly. I feel like he values his freedom and would want to enjoy his youth #but I don't think he'd be against having a kid or two (maybe even three) #also I find the idea of him having lots of kids funny because. bunny lol #so idk about him #golden meanwhile I fully believe would want a big family. he felt so alone growing up and he's so starved for love #so he dreams of having his own family with lots of kids living in a big house and being very happy <3 #I think he'd be happy with up to five kids lmao. although he understands if his partner would rather have less #he'd definitely want at least two though. he always thought having a sibling would've made his childhood less lonely and sad #so he wants that for his own babies :') #I was going to say more characters but now I'm embarrassed lol goodnight

[loveryss]

🎵🎶

#that's a youtube link btw #basically how safiya feels about this party she doesn't wanna be at at all #both malachi and jasper were there too just didn't make it to the pictures #everyone was doing their own thing and not dancing at all #what a lame party tbh #neila was dancing bc i told her to lol #the last pic is safiya upstairs in her room #ts4 gameplay #ts4 #sims 4 #bunny:4 #safiya bunny #neila bunny #max villareal by newbieacres #he was the first one to mess with the keg

[nuclearforest]

sitting here to myself reading old works and drafts only to get obliterated by what I thought was a super well written scene and now I wanna spread that joy in a tag game.

there are no requirements for the number of folks that can tag, but if you are tagged: know that the person who tagged you wants you to share three of your favorite lines/descriptions/scenes that you're written.

wanna give it a try? @rotten-hearts-sharp-teeth @hellogreyeyedathena @neet0 @corvidcrybaby @zestyaahbutler

3.

The minute parting of her lips and ruby red dust on her cheeks burn her expression into his memory and he knows that he’ll savor it over and over again. A big bad wolf and his sweet little bunny, living in their cottage in the woods with a floor of wildflowers. Better yet, it’ll be the same little spot that Briar teaches their kids the magic to weaving branches with flowers and Barrett will get to sit and watch over them, alert for threats to keep them safe. That’s almost as strong an urge as the hunt, now, and he wonders how he could ever deny it. He’d lay his life down for this woman without a second thought.

(May Day Celebration, Briar/Barrett, OCxOC, thanks Rotten)

2.

He follows not long after, trailing just far enough behind he can enjoy the way her skin seems to glow in the humid air before she takes a couple long strides and flings herself off the end of the dock. Contrary to his training and previously rigid life, he just dumps his clothes in a pile beside hers and follows her lead: taking wide strides until he reaches the end of the dock and vaults himself into the air, landing with a splash that swamps over her just as she surfaces.

Even then she laughs and they chase each other throughout the lake, strokes and splashes kicking up ripples that disturb the view of heaven overhead. He feels young again with her, cool water caressing his skin and giving him the illusion that, for one night, it was just them in their prime and all the privacy in the world in all the ways he’d craved before the violence of his life dragged him in.

(Midnight Dip, Claire/Hans, OCxCanon)

“No!” Briar squeezes his hand in hers, taking him seriously. “I’m knitting so we can curl up in it together. It's warmer that way.”

1.

His eyebrows push together and he wrinkles his nose at her, seriously questioning her judgement, before he gives up and decides it’s at least in his favor for now. “Are you knitting that blanket so that you can stay warm without me?” He cracks a dry smirk at his own joke.

“If you insist,” he says, smile falling back into neutrality.

"You're not going to make me leave soon, are you?" Briar’s hand in her knitting tightens.

It’s Barrett’s turn to squeeze the hand he holds. "No, you'll always have a spot in my den, bunny."

In Briar’s ears, the sound of the television drowns out and her heartbeat picks up. Her sweater and the half-made blanket in her lap are stiflingly hot and yet not warm enough. It leaves her fingers twitching and her gaze searching Barrett’s calm face. "Don't say that or I may never leave."

"All the more reason for me to say it over and over again."

(Dreams, Briar/Barrett, OCxOC, thanks again Rotten!)

#mun's snippets #caes is really feeling soft tn huh #yes these are all from romantic drabbles and im really sitting here in my feels #bunny briar #werewolf barrett #hellsing oc #briarrett #also in that last one they kiss after and i wax poetic about how its like seeing a friend again after far too long #but im not here to bore y'all with that atm it will come much later because this is like in the not quite middle of a story #and no this story is not being written in chronological order but it is stacked with somewhere around 30k strictly on OCs #and is an AU for what Rotten is writing hehe #so go give some love will u??

[bloomfish]

I definitely will not get back into kpop ever but occasionally I'll go through a youtube binge of my old faves. I only ever liked female artists but the thing was you'd get attached to a girl group or a female vocalist and like a year later it would be like "no she's too old now. time to abandon her and introduce a new group of 15 year olds" . they continually wasted so much incredible talent by viewing the artists as well as talent itself as a replaceable commodity imo (i'm not saying this doesnt happen in western pop too but perhaps not so brazenly)

anyway a lot of it is bad lol but these are some of the things that I've revisited that still actually go so hard:

4minute crazy- excuse me?? this was such a slay. also hate. the tonal plot twist in this track: unparalleled. hyuna was iconic but also jiyoon !!! i agree w the comments of this yt video this would absolutely be a massive hit if it was released today

ladies code. this is just legitimately good pop music. a very sad story behind them as well and they were very undervalued as I recall. but this. galaxy was spectacular. both of the last two EPs tbh. that vocalist's voice does things to me

f(x) 4walls. should have been an international dance hit tbh

wonder girls obviously. even as far back as irony which is so charming in a retro way but I love that they eventually were playing their own instruments/having more of a hand in their own music. specifically i want to point out that park ye-eun from wonder girls was legitimately SUCH a talented musician imo (as a singer and a composer) and so much of her solo stuff as ha:tfelt was incredible. I was very glad to hear that she (and the others i think) left their agency bc they were so mistreated rip

yezi cider.... god she was so talented and i was so in love with her. my underrated fave... at one point i watched a whole reality show about korean female rappers for her lol (which was. a lot. but she should have won)

suzy yes no maybe again this was just really good pop.

dalshabet someone like u this is the corniest thing i'll put on this list but mostly it's just a super interesting case to me. iirc it was fairly popular with international audiences but kind of a flop in korea. which is fascinating to think about in terms of the cultural differences in what music appeals to us. like as a cheesy pop song it is just so catchy to me lol and I can't understand how it could not be but there u go

in capable/caring hands so many of these women could have done INCREDIBLE things imo. like it's undeniable that there is very real talent in kpop, I think the aggressively commercial aspect just limits the artists criminally and it's a shame. which ig is true to some extent about any pop music.

anyway i've put two of my kpop playlists that were popular on 8tracks on spotify: here and here

#im speaking in the past tense but im sure a lot of them are still doing stuff that is perhaps good i have no idea tho #4minute were ahead of their time and their stuffs aged SO well too like i was watching live performances of crazy and they're iconic #there were some soloists/k-indie artists that were good too. like neon bunny #4minute #ladies code #this isnt even touching the other suspect aspects of kpop. like idk what to tell u about the feeling of watching a girl group performance #and the audience is just men bellowing incoherently.... ugh #ha:tfelt #ha:tfelt was my fave and truth is incredible song any way u look at it #another thing i think is that their insistence on following a specific formula was limiting. like not EVERY song needs a rap part lol #unless ur 4minute in which case thats the main thing it needs #but it ws so funny how youd get an incredibly twee little girlish pop track with a random rap part in the middle of it #i didn't mention red velvet here but i also loved them

[sysig]

What’s Bun-Bun’s signature colour? (Patreon)

#Doodles #BunBonBop #All these options and for the life of me I can't decide! #Is it the rainbow???? What is it!! #I was really hoping that scanning and editing would give some clarity - maybe by how easy it is to edit compared to Bon and Bop #Nope all I know is purple is the least likely but I already figured that #At least dark purple - maybe if I get a lighter purple lol #Also I'm pretty sure I mixed up Bon and Bop's shoe tongue-shapes lol - it's hard to keep all their little details straight! #Even with references on-hand and it Definitely didn't help that I was mostly offline at the time lol #I got them Mostly correct that's the important part and also they're not even the focus this time! They got their moment in the light! Lol #It feels a bit silly to try assigning a colour to Bun /now/ like - what about when I got the other pencils? Why not then? #I just didn't think of it at the time lol #I've always imagined her with a warm tone so it was probably getting the orange that was the reminder I needed #Now that I've tried it out tho I'm still not sure! #Purple would be really nice as a combination of the other two but Bunny is her own individual so hmm #Plus like I said that purple is way too dark and I'm not currently willing to get a lighter purple pencil just for her lol #I love her but I don't Need another purple pencil! ...Maybe for [Purple Text] someday...... but that's Someday! #Yellow would fill out the Primary Colour trifecta but eh that feels so done y'know? #I kinda already figured green wouldn't suit her but she does look cute haha - she's always cute that's the problem! #Orange isn't bad I suppose but it is very bright - Bun-Bun has always given me pastel vibes #Which I guess would leave pink? I'd feel really silly if it ended up being a colour I had At The Same Time of drawing the other two lol #I don't Dislike it - she's like a softer version of Bop (which she is! Personality-wise) and the culturally-recognized counterpart to Bon #Again feels a little done to have The Boy of the group be blue and the Soft Girl be pink lol #But I mean this isn't what they Actually look like - it's part of their brand #I could see the corporate side of things leaning into the stereotypical expectations #Having the fans recognize and maybe give a little pushback might be fun too hehe ♪ #Plus they do still have their own aesthetics outside their signature colours - Bun-Bun is pastel like I said #Bon is probably like ''Cool'' - again leaning into his role as The Boy - but still cute and poppy - sporty I guess #And Bon would be a little more sleek - sharper edges more flattering than elegant - GirlBoss chic I guess lol #I dunno lol I need to do more work on what their brand actually is anyhow lol

[moe-broey]

WHEN are they going to add bunny Alfonse and Sharena to Meet the Heroes. Btw. And New Years Takumi for that matter 😤😤😤😤

#feh #LIKE. i feel like def looking at the art some older heroes got a meet the heroes retroactively #beyond just alfonse and sharena's standard forms. like henry and libra have really nice art #but i think some alts are so old that maybe they existed before meet the heroes??? which would be bunny alf/shari #and ny takumi. plus halloween henry it looks like #bunny alfonse/sharena and ny takumi are some of my fave alts of all time. PLEASE. I WANT MORE OF THEM 😭😭😭😭😭😭 #i NEED to see what sharena's takes are on them too. how she talks about herself and how she talks about her beloved brother #in a bunny suit. LIKE. WE DO SEE IT IN GAME BUT I WANT MORE IT'S SOOOOO FUNNY

[undermycoat]

genuinely i think there's something about me that's just averse to fathers/father figures like idk if it's my general dislike of men or something about how i've seen the men in my life act around/about women (esp women i respect/love like my mom) but the way my relationship with my dad is so fucked & then in theory i had another chance at that kind of relationship with my stepdad but he's like . always on a power trip with me constantly belittling me and getting onto me about shit my siblings do all the time i am genuinely cinderella when you think about it. my mom's started defending me to him now but it kind of doesnt make up for the last fifteen years where she kind of let him do everything except hit me. like lady i love you so bad but you two are part of the reason i have an ed 🤣

i don't really mind it bc i try to prioritise my relationships with women instead but sometimes i see my dad's kids and my mom's kids and see the love i could have received and it's like damn. idk tho i like how i turned out & it's a fun tragic little backstory right?

#cupid de bunny #also my relationship with my mom has improved a looooot and i really do love her so much but when i get suicidal #it's my grandma and how she'd feel that i worry about the most. idk i know my mom loves me too #but when im all up in my head its hard to remember that after all those years that had me thinking otherwise LOL