#truly a serve

[fullsunsunoo]

XG | LEFT RIGHT (Official Music Video)

#truly a serve #these girlies continue to outsell #so glad they brought out a music video for this song #and the mv is so fun! #xg #xtraordinary girls #xgalx #jurin #asaya jurin #chisa #kondou chisa #hinata #sohara hinata #harvey #amy jannet harvey #juria #ueda juria #maya #kawachi maya #cocona #akiyama kokona #tw flashing #my gifs #click for better quality on mobile app

[sonseulsoleil]

Nick and Tao this season….it’s the way that they have mirrored trauma. Nick was abandoned by his father and Tao’s father died. Nick, in turn, has shut himself away for a long time. He’s been afraid to be vulnerable, to let people in to see his true self, because his own father has no interest in who he is. On the flip side, Tao has done the opposite. He clings to his friends, loves them loudly, as Nick says, and sometimes his fear gets the better of him, and he holds on too tightly. Tao has to learn to let go of some of that fear, to trust he won’t lose his friends if he allows for change. Nick has to learn to let people in, to be honest about himself without fear of rejection. They’re opposite arcs, but they come from such similar places of loss.

#Heartstopper #heartstopper spoilers #Nick Nelson #Tao Xu #I love them and their daddy issues and their developing friendship #truly it served

[softwaring]

zippo lighters from US vets during the Vietnam war

#my fam tells me what it was like growing up in vietnam lao and cambodia then and it was so horrific… #the us is truly monsters forever but i feel for those forced to serve #war

[wyrmswears]

more libber super hell au because i COULD be normal but no i wont be

#i should specify. libber isnt one of the forbidden five in this au. assuming kai and bonzle escape wirhout the blood moon.. theres some kind #of other exit. this serves as her entrance. i havent decided if ill come up with my own reasoning or try use what we get in canon #libber gordon #ninjago #ninjago dragons rising #SORRY FOR THE DOOMED YURI. except not actually. last post i vaguely hinted that she had a crush on maya and now ive gone all in for lily #libber loves all women i believe this truly. #ninjago libber #kai smith #ninjago kai #ninjago au #ninjago spoilers #dragons rising spoilers #dragons rising s2 #ninjago dragons rising spoilers #wyrm draws #libber superhell au

[inchidentalmeowmeow]

✨CHOOSE YOUR FIGHTER ✨

F1 Mechanics Edition ❤️💙🧡

#Ferrari serving cuntiness #Redbull being chaotic and completely unserious #Mclaren’s just here to have a good time #forget the drivers the mechanics are truly the soul of the teams 😌✨ #charles leclerc #f1 #formula 1 #cl16 #ferrari #redbull #rbr #mclaren

[actual-changeling]

Crowley stops with one hand pressed against the door, held back by a nauseating pull in his stomach.

"Do you-" he hesitates, refusing to turn around, and yet there is nothing he wants to do more than retrace his steps and keep trying.

"Do you want that angel back?"

Behind his shades, the world grows blurry with uncried tears he refuses to allow to fall, and his breaths tremble slightly, seeking a familiar smell, taste, the touch of lips against his. He doesn't know why he asks now, the question has been stuck in his head since Eden and turned into a cruel whisper after Job. Centuries of silence and swallowed words, but he opened the gates, and the unasked question is spilling out of his throat without much control.

"I- what?" 

Aziraphale sounds breathless, tears clogging his voice, and he hates that he knows he is crying, hates that he is the one who caused it, hates that he is almost crying too.

He still doesn't turn around.

"The angel I was. Is that who you—who you want?" Bitter and angry, and somehow softer than everything he has said so far. "Do you think you will get him back if I return to heaven?"

"Crowley-"

"Answer the question."

Wet heat traces a path down his cheek, and Crowley lifts his hand from the door to catch them before they drip from his jaw. The tears sting in his eyes and on his skin, and he wonders if they would taste like blood or him.

"No. I don't- Crowley, I want you to come with me. I want you to come with me and-- and be with me. Be happy."

There is no heat behind Aziraphale's words, no desperation, only weak resignation and the sound of sadness on his tongue; the fractures running through them are mirrors of each other, sharp beneath his fingertips. Crowley wants to hold onto his fizzling anger, but it's trickling through his fingers like sand, turning to dust before it even hits the ground.

"They don't want me there. I don't want me there. I want-"

you. 

It's always been you.

He can't turn around, not because he doesn't want to (God, does he want to), but he knew how this was going to end the second Aziraphale mentioned the offer. Crowley knows him, knows himself, and heaven would rip him apart in ways he knows he would never be able to fix.

It's them or it's himself, and for the very first time in six thousand years, Crowley chooses himself, and he hates himself for it more than ever before.

Behind him, Aziraphale takes a careful step towards him, then another. Crowley's hand returns to the door, a warning.

Let me leave, please. If you ask me to be with you again, I'll stay; you know I will.

"I'll be waiting, angel."

He savours the taste of it on his tongue, melts it until it mixes with the taste of him, their kiss, and for a second, the world stands still.

Before either of them can say another word, before he can turn around, before Aziraphale's hand can land on his shoulder, Crowley pushes the door open and allows the world to keep turning; he steps outside, and it swallows him whole.

#alex writes good omens #good omens #ineffable husbands #crowley #aziraphale #good omens season 2 #go2 #aziracrow #crowley x aziraphale #ineffable divorce #come children it's time for your daily aziracrow angst served hot by yours truly

[mctwinkdom]

you can tell Oscar is an eldest child and Lando a middle child because they convey exactly those two different energies

#lando norris #oscar piastri #mctwinks #landoscar #f1 #cause Oscar truly has the patience only a guy with three little sisters can achieve #and Lando really serves that chaotic middle child energy with brillance #sociology bitch #they work so well together 🫶

[maomango-doodle]

Dumping all my old Strike Hawk art here

These 3 pages are titled "Lost and Found". It's not rly related to any particular event in the story (it's just the aftermath of a mission here) But i'd probably situate it after chapter 8 with the whole Camu ordeal. I wanted to show how Kamui has found people that accept him and care for him while Camu is left behind, living through Kamui

#pgr #punishing gray raven #strike hawk #my love for this squad is immeasurable #am i the only one finding the “be positive” joke funny considering that chrome has coincidentally B fluid type #c-chrome crying p-prettty *gets sniped* #sometimes comfort is sunshine boy kamui hugging chrome who can't hold back tears of relief #serve me a protective chrome who's scared of losing his teammates and i'll eat that shit up #strike hawk angst *chefs kiss* #mama chrome and his lil birbs!!! #truly a found family #i have so much love for these four idiots #also kamui and camu's bond simultaneously kills me and heals me #pgr chrome #pgr kamui #pgr wanshi #pgr camu #cw injury #shinxo comic #shinxo art

[nuro-does-art]

Even the strongest of Angels are naught before the whims of the Gods...

#qsmp #qsmp philza #philza fanart #qsmp fanart #hardcore season 4 #I don't think any of the HC gods are truly benevolent #I think he just serves a purpose to them #A decoration #a soldier #an architect #but I think rose IS fond of phil #just more in the way that you love a pet rather than a person

[skitskatdacat63]

2010 Bahrain Grand Prix - Fernando Alonso(cont.)

#god he looks so fucking good in these #BARK BARK BARK WOOF WOOF WOOF #ferrari nando is truly a different breed... #<- but i cant even rly even say that bcs literally every single era he looks so fucking fine #its funny bcs i think rn he looks so god damn good with the bead but he also looks really good in these clean shaven????? #we stan a man who can serve a variety of looks #anyways having a big moment over these....he looks so good....... #also this made me feel a bit emo cause ive never watched him win live and i havent watched him win a race since April #so im like: THERES MY GUY THERES MY MAN THERES MY BOYYYYYYYYY LOOK AT HIM #f1 #formula 1 #fernando alonso #fa14 #2010 bahrain gp #we do a little bit of f1

[childhoodtheme]

a tomgreg endgame that i'd actually be very happy with would be for them to accidentally begin to address the very weird yet very real homoerotic tension between them, both of them at first pointing fingers at the other but weakening their arguments when they realise their strange feelings could actually be reciprocated, and then for tom to go "should we um—i mean do you want to" and then for them to slowly inch into the stiffest, most tentative open-eyed kiss which in a flash devolves into the raciest, steamiest, most impassioned hands-fumbling hair-tousling heart-racing blazers-flying office-shaking gay make-out session on television. and then for them to pull back, breathless and dishevelled, stare wildly at each other for a beat, before simultaneously conceding "yeah that's not—yeah i don't think that's it" and leaving the room only to never speak on it again

#and like they truly mean it when they say that’s not it #not even an impassioned whimpering electrifying office make out could serve as emotional release/payoff/catharsis for whatever the fuck #has been brewing between them for 4 seasons #tomgreg #succession #greg hirsch #tom wambsgans #talks #successiondaily #nicholas braun #succession season 4

[kindaorangey]

once again screaming crying throwing up about the fact that infinity train was prematurely cancelled despite being contracted for 5 seasons.

#infinity train #like i really really want all 8 seasons. & i really really want present day!amelia and all that would come with that (e.g. hazel and grace) #but i feel like i would be so much more content with the show's cancellation if we had the bow on top of it all that was the amelia season #because she was the villain from s1 #the fallout of her villanry births the antagonists from s2. #she appears again in s3 having moved on slightly and changed her outlook. thereby creating a somewhat optimistic outlook on the end point of #her story #and s4 shows (in parts) her descent into villany. #she's been the main reocurring presence in the whole show and her train motivation (unbearable grief) and villain arc are the most #complex the show would've handled #i truly believe that if they had been allowed to make it it would have served as a perfect ending to the show #because she's been built up for so long and because the writers would've had so much material to work with AND detail to pay attention to #it wouldve been spectacular.... and everything they wanted to explore in later seasons wouldve been so good too #(older tulip and revenge and acceptance of something as complicated as alzheimer's disease) #(and i also think it wouldve been neat for them to show us a glimpse of 40 y/o rymin cuz those boys have major issues still when they get #off the train #and so id like a snapshot of them in the future that shows they worked things out) #yeah. justice 4 infinity train justice 4 amelia hughes. i want to fuck that 60y/o deeply evil woman so badly and i need her back in my life

[wilsons-divorce-papers]

I AM WEAK IN THE KNEES

#they’re so beautiful #i can’t breathe #we are truly being served this season #good omens #good omens season two #good omens season 2 #good omens 2 #gomens #gomens s2 #gomens 2 #aziraphale #crowley #aziraphale x crowley #crowly x aziraphale #aziracrow #ineffable husbands

[immediatebreakfast]

I love how Renfield is the oldest (59) and Mina is very likely the living youngest, and yet they bond so well. (It reminds me how well Mina befriended the 99 year old Mr Swales that he sought her company and felt care for her.) It probably contributed that Jack may have experience with interacting with "madmen" and studying, Mina had lived with and loved a "madman".

It's truly incredible how a simple conversation between an old man in physical cell, and a young woman in a mental cell put such a dent in the Count's plans that he had to flee to Transylvania once it was clear that nothing would stop the crew.

Even if the repercutions were huge in the narrative, in between the horror and the action it was just a visit (probably the first visit that Renfield had in a long time) to talk.

Reading again the entry I noticed how hostile Renfield is towards Mina at first,

"You're not the girl the doctor wanted to marry, are you? You can't be, you know, for she's dead." - R.M. Renfield, september 30.

and even with everything one can say about sexism, and the building infantilization of Mina, let's remember that this is the first time Renfield meets someone that is specifically associated with Jack. Renfield's remarked abuser in both authority, and personhood in general. Also by probably being informed by Dracula himself that both Mina and Jonathan are the key players in this continuous attacks against his plans in England, on top of just almost correctly assuming that Mina must share the same opinion towards the mentally ill that society has.

Three strikes against Mina that she switfly defeats by treating Renfield like the person he is, and talking to him in a normal manner. After taking care of her beloved Jonathan, and being at Lucy's side most of her life Mina is aware of how the Other is viewed. Maybe as she saw Renfield, Mina thought of a worse reality where the man on the bed was her Jonathan in Budapest, maybe she saw how Seward reacted to Renfield's words, and realized what was actually layed out in the room. Or maybe Mina just saw an old man in need of an ear, and she just listened.

This is the first time that Renfield puts a face on a victim of the Count's games, he puts a voice on the young victim whose life is going to violently end in what he thought was supposed to be eternal bliss. Lucy is a distant dream for Renfield, the revenge against these people who dared to put up a fight against this old ancient evil that goes beyond all of their years combined.

Renfield never knew Lucy, but he knows Mina now.

Renfield sees the young Mina Harker, entering life with her equal young husband in hand, and trying to solve the murder of what he knows now was her best friend, and he reflects. He reflects on everything he has done, on what has passed, and what he can do tomorrow.

Mr. Renfield asked if he might see me. Poor man, he was very gentle, and when I came away he kissed my hand and bade God bless me. Some way it affected me much; I am crying when I think of him. This is a new weakness, of which I must be careful. Jonathan would be miserable if he knew I had been crying. - Mina Harker, october 2.

And the man is devastated to see how he is helping orchestrate the murder of another young lady to please the Count. He becomes desperate to leave (a request that is denied by both Seward, and Van Helsing), so the Count can't have access to the inside of the asylum. It doesn't matter if he looks like a coward by the time's literary standards because if the only way to at least save that young lady is by acting like one? Then Renfield might as well do it, he has nothing to lose sans his life.

I think that the key difference between Mina, and Jack when it comes to Renfield is empathy, and the ability to simply treat the other person with the same humanity you should be treated.

Jack may have studied, and climbed until he got to be the head of an asylum, but his own biases, mental problems, and ableism blurred the lines between patient and doctor so hard that he made Renfield's life a boring hell. From when their dynamic was introduced, to Renfield's death, the narrative dictated how Seward was putting both into a deep spiral in which, not even with Renfield's manipulations, none of them were going to come out in victory.

In contrast, Mina has cared for Jonathan without any restrain, and has lived in service of what the situation demands of her at all times. She knows, as a young victorian lady, how to balance herself without trying to compete, or win the other person in the room with her. Mina only needed to genuinely talk to Renfield to break his heart because she gave him the respect, and honestly she expects for herself when talking.

#I will always mourn the mountain of potential that was the character of R.M. Renfield #That old man was truly on the best wave lenght in the book #Why kill the only character that could serve as a counter point to Van Helsing after establishing a connection with Mina? #This was from last year by the way #dracula daily #dracula #r.m. renfield #renfield #mina harker #mina murray