#tsiaf

[tearsoverfears]

How to disappear.

conrad x reader

nothing but pure fucking angst

“you’re not the only one who’s fucking hurting conrad.” the words left your mouth with a sour taste. you knew conrad would blow up in any second, and your sentence just gave you the ultimate death wish.

he stepped away from you as his eyes passed with a second of sadness before the blue in his irises turned black. he balled his once free hands into fists as he carefully chose his words.

yes, you guys were in a pretty heated argument but his worst fear is too ever say something out of anger that he will never get to take back.

“but what about me? don’t i get to hurt? don’t i get to deal with this in my own way? i understand that i’ve been more distant y/n, but i’m fucking hurting. everyday i wake up and smell her perfume within the empty halls just to realize that’s she’s not here. and her perfume is fuck-“ his voice breaks off.

“her perfume is fucking stuck to the walls like super glue and it’s nauseating.” his eyes leave you.

you know he’s hurting, he has been for months. you’ve given him time and space. you just miss the old him, the old us.

he can barely touch you, or look at you anymore. he doesn’t call you late at night when he’s studying anymore. no more late night showing up at your doorstep because he misses you. no more kisses at the red lights when you guys go on cruises. no more kisses in the rain. and no more pulling your hair behind your ears and kissing the tears the touch your cheeks when you have a rough day.

he was no longer the conrad that you knew. he became this ghost of a person on who you once loved. losing someone was hard, but losing someone who was still alive was harder.

everywhere you went; you were surrounded with the reminders of him and everything you guys used to be.

but god, you wish you could tell him that.

“con, i know you lost her. we all lost her. i lost her too, but that doesn’t mean you get to distance yourself for me and expect me be there when you’re ready to come back.” every time you spoke you were afraid that it’ll break him even more than he already is.

he’s been skating on thin ice for months before he has a full blown breakdown.

“i don’t understand what you fucking want me to do. i’m fucking trying. i can’t possibly give you more y/n, so please hop off my fucking dick already. it’s been months. just take the fucking hint already. leave me alone.” conrad stepped away from you and he gripped onto the granite countertop. his free hand pinched the bridge of his nose as his breathing lessened but hardened.

you flinched at his harsh words. they severed through the crumbling shell hitting you write in the chest. you eyes began to water up blurring the view of the boy in front of you.

“i’m tired,” you’re voice cracked. you watched as he stood there, lifeless, emotionless towards you. towards the argument you both just had but most of all to your relationship.

“what can that possibly mean y/n?” conrad questioned with a level of harshness in his tone.

you tried saving and salvaging everything the both of you built together with everything you possibly can. it was as if you were both two candles burning with the same flame. your fire still rapidly burning but Conrad’s was fading away. piece by piece.

you’re share your vibrant and strong flame as his would slowly die down but you’re burning your own flame out by trying to revive his.

a person can only take so much before they burn themselves out. you’re afraid it’s finally your time. the flame finally dying out leaving the room cold no longer kept alive with the heat.

“i can’t keep saving this. i’m tired of trying to pick up your broken pieces conrad. i can’t keep cleaning up your empty beer bottles that surround you as you sleep every night. i can’t keep trying to save you while i’m fucking drowning. it’s over conrad. i’m done.” conrad finally looks at you.

you thought you would break through finally to him. finally crack the wall that’s he’s built up for months now. instead, you received nothing but a blank stare and a slight furrow in him eyebrows.

you slowly begin to grab your things before heading to the front door. you turn the doorknob turning back to glance at him one last and final time.

conrad caught your glimpse. he now sat on a chair holding the same old beer bottle that chilled his hands every night. his stare was empty and cold. it was like you were never there.

you were now another ghost that haunted the house. filling it to the brim with more memories that conrad would later rinse down with the burn of alcohol down his throat.

you leave out the front door, practically spinning to the car. your knees buckling as you open the door and crash down on the seat. your sobs breaking the deafening quiet atmosphere that made your ears pound. your body releasing everything that you’ve kept in for months now.

you wanted to disappear. you wanted nothing more than to slip into the abyss of the unknown and just stay there for awhile. you wish you could forget conrad and everything you’ve been through together but you couldn’t.

conrad made you, you. you’d now have to learn to be without him. you’d have to wake up to cold beds in the morning that was once warm with conrad’s body heat as he lazily slept in while his arm loosely wrapped around your waist.

everything you’ve owned will no longer smell like the salty ocean air mixed with a soft musk of vanilla. no more late night texts from conrad saying how much he missed you and no more early morning muffin runs.

you wanted to learn how to disappear.

#conrad fisher fluff #conrad fisher x y/n #conrad fisher x reader #conrad fisher #team conrad #conradbelly #tsitp fanfic #tsitp x reader #tsiaf #tsitp conrad #tears over fears #chris briney

[liichkiing]

Happy November here's a bunch of guys I've drawn in the past couple of weeks

(last image credit 2 @ducktbm and @apollyons for the first two guys)

#victor.png #art #my art #oc art #l project #green #orange #fuchsia #tsiaf #viktor vautour #tsiaf viktor #julia tsiaf #julia avvoltoio #sea glass #rigel #james #hero #sixpence #sascha fritz van helsing #augh. tags. #sif ocs

[officialjuniperdefender]

thoughts on juniper fucking viktor's wife

BRO THE NEW INSTALLMENT 😭😭😭😭 WE HAVE BEEN STARVING BUT WE ARE BACK BABYYYYYYYXY

Spoilers ahead for new drop

also lol i approve obviously. Junifred shipper till end of times, tbh, but like? Serves him right for

a) leaving her

b) faking his death?!? Bruh

c) technically fucking junipers fiancé

Get bent, idiot. I am dancing around my little room fucking cheering about the new short teaser man julia is a delight and juniper not written by the og author but so accurately gives me hope for the futureeee 😌😌💯💯

Yas

Also I *know* the Viktor stans mad (not looking at anyone) and that's so worth it

#tsiaf #tsiaf fandom #the sky is always falling #juniper koltstein #tsiaf viktor #unreality #tsiaf julia

[viktorvautour]

Winifred is such a painfully beautiful character. Not in a physical way, though they are also very pretty :) It’s so clear that their creator put so much care and visceral feeling into them. They’re so repressed in every way and they’re begging to get out of the place they’ve been designated. I know I talk a lot about the characters generally being pretty heavily nonbinary but Winifred’s arc is just so intense. They deserve to be exactly what they want, and they deserve to do so loudly and violently.

#tsiaf #the sky is always falling #tsiaf winifred

[the-ghost-behind-the-maxwell]

WHO EDITED TH WIKI👁 The relationships part. The timeline is incorrect @viktorvautour @theskyisalwaysfalling @officialjuniperdefender @tsiaf-explained @winifredolmsted someone explain

#tsiaf #maxarie #zacha #maxwell #blorbo talk #debate #lore #blorbo lore

[winifredolmsted]

i cant believe theyre making a netflix show!!

#the sky is always falling #tsiaf #tsiaf netflix #hollowspeak #im so excited it looks so good #the name theyre going with is interesting.....?

[helliot-highwater]

heard theres a fandom here now? interact so i can follow

#tsiaf #theskyisalwaysfalling

[tsiaf-explained]

👁👻Can you elaborate on the one soul theory? I think Maxarie plays such an essential role in it. Hes the most important one fr. 👻👁

Sure thing!

So, the one soul theory (also called the OS theory) is this fan theory that's trying to provide an explanation for the un-deaths that happen within the series and the immortality of all the central characters.

Basically, what we know for sure to be canon is that as long as one member of the household is alive, all the others will come back to life eventually.

This, plus some canon writing has lead some people to theorise that the main six (Juniper, Maxwell, Viktor, Ed, Winifred and Helliot) are actually all sharing one soul.

Some also say that this soul is currently fragmented and shared literally within the group, although there's a lot of different thoughts on how or why this happened (lmk if I should make a detailed post about that!)

Its one of the most popular explainations for why the characters all are immortal and in parts pretty heavily supported by the text.

It's a bit too much to go into in one single post, so if you want me to go into detail on something, tell me what!

Hope that helps!

#tsiaf lore #tsiaf theories #tsiaf fandom #tsiaf #the sky is always falling #juniper koltstein #winifred olmsted #viktor vautour #edward honing #maxarie #helliot

[fell4thesky]

"Winifred made her way towards the door of her room, so quiet, one could have thought she was a ghost.

In her mind, she had not been for a while, but on night like these, nights invested with nightmares of worse times, she wished her body could phase through the wall, then down into the ground, and lay there resting. Just for a while.

She almost tried to, softly pushing her body against the closed door. Nothing. With an exhausted sigh of someone who can't find proper sleep, she quietly opened the door and walked softly towards Juniper's room, whose light was turned on."

Extract from a TSIAF fanfic im writing... Juniper x Winnie is such a wonderful ship.

@winifredolmsted do you like it?

#winifred x juniper #TSIAF #ships💛

[haematicmagic]

Yall ever scared to just even interact with a particular fandom....

#tsiaf

[theskyisalwaysfalling]

♡ Maxarie Zacha - The Sky is Always Falling ♡

#erin posts ♡ #that's a good enough tag to use I think #the sky is always falling #tsiaf #tsiaf maxarie #tsiaf maxarie zacha #@the ghost behind the maxwell this is dedicated to u :]

[theyarebothgunshot]

say what you want about john green’s novels, but i fell in love the way you fall asleep, slowly, and then all at once is a quote that i feel deeply in my soul every time i encounter it 

#it just!!! makes me feel things!!! like yeah yeah falling in love DO be like that #is this gonna be a weekly thing for me hdhsd #last week it was a post about glee. now about tsiaf #what will come next? stay tuned

[haematicartwork]

Scribble dump! I‘ve had a very stressful time lately which for me typically means „scribble a bunch of sketches and see where it goes“ and in this case that meant a lot of art i will probably never make anything great out of.

Here’s what they are/depict, in order:

Sketch of a new npc for a campaign I‘m running, his name is Agent Green and he‘s a massive dork. Seen here chilling on break with a stray cat

Another sketch of Green, this is what i ended up showing my players since it captured his baby face vibes better

Sketch of Cete the Ravenous, another npc from the same campaign. His final design is like 3 posts down from this one.

Coloured doodle of Elizabeth Fallacy, same campaign, this time the BBEG that the players are hunting. A full piece of her is two posts down from this one.

A random sketch of a girl dancing with death, loosely based on a friends character

Juniper Koltstein, from the TSIAF series (@tsiafexplained since you wanted to be tagged)

A scene from the aforementioned dnd campaign (god, i‘m obsessed huh)

Last two: A drow wizard npc from my newest Campaign, Repent. Her name is Imrae Fallacy and she‘s a perpetual work in progress, design wise.

Thats it for now!

#art #new artist #artoftheday #small artist #artistic #artists on tumblr #new art account #new art tumblr #comissions open #sketch #sketch dump #scribbels #design work #character design #dnd artwork #dnd sketches #dnd npc #trash art

[officialjuniperdefender]

What would the gangs favourite foods be in modern times? I'll tell you

Juniper: Döner Kebab. She canonically likes spice and foreign foods (to her) and it's popular in germany i think so shed be reconnecting with her roots

Viktor: Redbull. It's like coffee but it goes harder, i know for a fact he would go crazy

Edward: those japanese cream sandwiches with cutely sliced fruits. Because he is a posh english bastard at heart and you know he loves his tea sandwiches

Helliot: Taco bell

Zachary: Honestly idk that guy would eat nails... I feel like hed enjoy jawbreaker and sour candy, just readily available intense snack foods

#tsiaf #tsiaf fandom #the sky is always falling #juniper koltstein #tsiaf viktor #winifred olmsted #winiper #viktor vautour #juniper #zachary tsiaf #tsiaf helliot #helliot #small fandoms

[viktorvautour]

Thoughts on Juniktor? Or Vikiper? I think someone called it Viper? Yk, Juniper and Viktor...

I'll tell you what it's a goddamn FASCINATING ship! I think that there's a lot of potential to explore. It's a shame people who like it don't really go for that aspect and mostly prefer to just write smut. No shade, just I wish there was more content actually delving into their complicated relationship, y'know? And not the horny kind of delving into lmao

#ask #anonymous #tsiaf

[the-ghost-behind-the-maxwell]

💫🔥🌊☠👁moodboard based on the vague lore we have on Maxarie👁☠🌊🔥💫

#blorbo #blorbo lore #TSIAF #TSIAF moodboard #moodboard #maxarie #maxwell #zacha