ur art is crunchy /pos !!! how do you have the confidence to use stuff that isnt pencil and cant rlly be erased if mistakes are made?
make more mistakes
ACTUAL ANSWER BELOW because it got too long. oops lol
anyway. i wrote “DO IT ON PURPOSE” because when it comes to doing a whole drawing with ONLY a pen- you gotta force your brain get creative- at least practice. in other words- work with what you have. it’s basically like solving a problem every few seconds-
because sometimes my hand eye coordination glitches for a split second. or maybe my hand shook or maybe the line is actually shit looking. but instead of scrapping the thing entirely i gotta to try and make it work. ok so if my line looks like crap here maybe i can make it a Part of the drawing by making everything look messier. OR maybe i can even just. hide it!! by coloring a thicker line along it too!!
you can actually HIDE a LOT of mistakes with a pen without erasing anything. and sometimes the mistakes are part of the art- like when i see the most beautiful art online and i see an uncolored pixel. what matters is your final output not the things you cant change now or mean nothing in the big picture
honestly going from sketch to lines and rendering with a pen is about weight control (like with a pencil- sketching yk) and not beating yourself up. in order to gain the “confidence” you gotta absolutely ANNIHILATE the need for 200% perfection. because theres beauty in a mess.
anyway so. when you get the basic stuff down like “in order to to make less mistakes with pen stuff- make sure youre used to what youre drawing already!!!” or “draw/doodle stupid shit with your pen and make it (pen) a PART of you and not some scary beast (pen)
i think it all stems down to forgiving yourself and just having fun. having fun is always my motto. if you ever go “oh no i made a mistake!!!” imagine me yelling “WHO CAAARRESSS!!!!!!!! (#love #positive)” in your EAR
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I love him so.much but I know that a relationship would never work because sex is so painful I'd never want to have it and that'd make him.hate me. chat how do I deal with thay
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I had a… particularly terrifying and gross dream and now I want to write Illumi smut. Like I don’t want to get into details… I’m just suddenly a little inspired.
But idk if I should go all in like in my dream or “tone it down”. Hmm.
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kk so all i ever want to do is die. but uymmmmm hm
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I'm ending this right here right now. No more procrastination, no more side logs. This is goodbye.
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WTF MY MAIN JOB HERE WAS TO SAVE IT AND I FUCKIUNG FORGOT TO? WTF NATASHA WTF WTAF WTFWTFWTWTWFWTFWWTWFWTWFWTWFWTWFWTFWWTWFWT
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