☆ Petite entrée sur mon émétophobie ☆
J' oublie comme ma vie existe partout sur mon corps. Je le sais mais j'oublie.
Sûrement parce que je m'abstiens d'y penser. A tout prix.
perdre mes cheveux, ne pas y penser, oublier de manger, ne pas y penser, gratter mes doigts, ne pas y penser, ne pas respirer, ne pas y penser, cogner ma tête, ne pas y penser, brûler mon ventre, ne pas y penser
Éviter mes yeux, mes yeux y pensent,
m'aveuglent de souvenirs interdits, ne me laissent pas en paix tant que
tant que je n'aurai pas vomi ma vie entière et peut-être même
peut-être même celle de ma mère.
J'ai peur de vomir
"To stay tender, the weight of your life cannot lean on your bones"
Ocean Vuong
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A qui veut bien l’entendre - Jérôme Florenville - 2021 - France (Documentary)
VOMIR
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- J'aime que tu désires le monde.
- Pourquoi ?
- Parce que moi je le vomis.
Olivier Py (Les Parisiens)
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oh and i also got my therapist to look up mike ix's harsh noise tape in our session today cause i was getting too upset and she suggested putting on music and this is what she looked like when she heard it
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Hier j’ai mangé beaucoup trop de pain avant d’aller en ski de rando et une fois au sommet de la montagne j’avais des nausées mais plus loin des personnes offraient des shooter gratuit. J’avais un doute que ça pourrait me faire vomir mais c’était gratuit alors j’ai pris le risque mais tout est bien qui fini bien, tout est resté dans mon ventre👍🏻
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Dying doll she woke at night, feeling lost she stoll alike, or two, like a kiss
Qu'est-ce que j'allais écrire et pourquoi?
Merci, chat, merci, j'étais parti sur une autre piste
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🎶✨️when you get this, put 5 songs you actually listen to, then publish. Send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (negotiable, but positivity is cool)🎶✨️
Fantastic timing, anon, given that I just redecorated my blog all music themed !!!
I can't work out how to add my mp3 files to the post directly so you're stuck with Spotify sorry <3
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My new icon is an edit of this album cover, because it rules. Love is like is my favourite from this album <3
🎵 Love is like a bullet in the head, o-oh 🎵
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It's difficult to really explain what's going on with experimental music but this one's pretty and I like the album art so it's my header now
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Scene Queen my beloved ♡ this is where I got my new blog title. She's just really good at balancing the heavy sound with serious discussions of misogyny while maintaining a fun, campy vibe - 18+ is another great example of that, if it's something you're interested in [cw: it is about sexual predators in the music industry]
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I think these guys might be my favourite band right now. This song in particular I think is great, though. The samples are particularly effective in supporting it's dissection of fascist ideology, as well as just being fun, and it's just an all-round bop.
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I have no idea what they’re talking about unfortunately - I can't even tell if the song is in English or Mandarin through the growls - but I do think the intro is absolutely chilling.
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