#we'll put it down anyway

[laze-art]

This one is actually currently finished. I'm just sharing the wips first since the process for this one was kinda cool. I spent 9 hours on this monster and only partially because I ended up not liking the initial designs for Supes and Bats.

#batman #superman #fanart #dcu #dcmultiverse #superman has his outfit from before the flashpoint paradox i think? #i just think its the sluttiest one #could be superbat #batman x superman #we'll put it down anyway #cuz why not #sun and moon

[nudibutch]

i was finally able to have the house to myself for a bit today... brought all my dirty dishes out of my room and was able to tidy up a little bit without feeling weird

#by tidy up i mean put my dirty clothes into a hamper and my clean clothes onto the floor so i can reclaim my bed #i dont know why i feel so stressed taking dirty dishes out of my room with other ppl around #im self conscious. i think because my mom would get mad if she saw me doing it #and that leads to bad eating (not being able to eat) etc. #i took rlly poor care of myself this week.... but it felt like it just didnt slow down #i was barely able to feed myself cause there was just no time for grocery shopping #and i STILL need to grade tomorrow #bc thr fucking. kids. are so stupid. using chatgpt and making my head hurt #i cant wait to grocery shop tomorrow #i might try and get up early for it so theres no one around but we'll see #me saying 'i cant wait to grocery shop' u know its bad when i HATE grocery shopping #but this evening was wonderful... after a field trip day that was good for me (got sun on my face) i came home and washed my hair #and got cozy and played stardew valley and balatro #i'll do laundry tomorrow... grade... grocery shop... try and just relax #anyway ur still here. gives u a thanks 4 reading sticker

[oldpotatoe]

little life update! 

i’m poor.

like, went to university to get out of abject poverty, poor.

like, grew up with my family struggling to choose between heating our home and filling our bellies, poor.

but i’ve done it! i’ve gone and gotten myself a stable corporate job that can pay my bills and help me and my family not be poor.

unfortunately, if you’ve been keeping up with the news, my country (the UK) is dealing with a shitshow on the horizon in the form of really super-duper inflated energy bills. our bills are expected to more than quadruple this coming winter, and while i may not be POOR poor anymore, i’m still not rich enough to escape that unscathed.

so i’ve been busting my ass, trying to pay my rent and also save and squirrel away enough money for the winter, which leaves me  e x h a u s t e d  for literally any other activity. like exercising or watching tv or writing. and trust me, the words want to EXPLODE out of my brain and through my fingers... i just don’t have enough energy to even think, some days.

it’s a real shitty situation all around, and i’m sorry. flwogb is on accidental hiatus, but soon as i get some room to breathe, i’ll be back.

#i hate existing under the ever-heavy fist of capitalism grinding me down #love that we keep voting for the 'fuck you i got mine' party #with MPs who get to CLAIM BACK THEIR ENERGY BILLS THE FUCK #on top of their 80k salaries. they get to. claim back. their energy bills. #while the rest of us have to struggle with putting the kettle on not too many times in case we accidentally go broke #i genuinely genuinely hate losing my twenties to late-stage capitalism #anyway rant over good day we'll return to your unregularly-scheduled angst train sometime in the near4 future :// #flwogb

[absolute-snzaster]

Hoiy shit, y'all, it's me actually answering a prompt! (Well, two prompts.) With a fic! (Well, a mini fic.) @victoriablackrose and @sniction-fiction , two of my greatest comrades in being hørny for W/itcher snz, were both so lovely as to send me prompts from this list, and I decided to combine them!

500ish words of pre-g/eraskier with sick!jask under the cut, for the prompts "sleepy sneezes", "shivery" and "concern". This is meant to be set in the same timeline as Not With That Cold (which I mean to add chapters to someday I swear I have drafts), but much earlier on. Gonna give slight mess and language warnings just in case but they're really barely there. LOTS of stuffy talk, so heads up if that is or isn't your thing. Hope y'all like it! 💕

If Jaskier’s wits had been any less dulled, he would have woken with a shout at the hulking presence looming over him like a ravenous wolf. As it was, however, he had spent the past several days doing battle with an all-consumingly horrid head cold, and every last one of his senses might have been stopped up with glue for all the good they were doing him. And so he merely stirred into vague half-consciousness and turned over in his bedroll, rubbing his interminably stuffy nose against a warm object that, if he really thought about it, hadn’t been there when he went to sleep.

“heh… ehhh… tssh’hew,” he sneezed as the tickle in his feverish nose spiked, irritated by something decidedly hirsute in its immediate presence. The presence moved, then, the warm rampart drawing away from the wet spray of his sneeze, and it was only then that Jaskier’s eyes cracked open enough to see the lumbering form above him.

“Mbelitele’s sacred tits, Geralt, what cad you possibly be doi’g.” His voice was a thin and reedy spectre of its usual melodious affront, his mind still too foggy and congested to properly startle. “‘s the biddle of the ‘dight. Why’re you leadi’g over be like I’b your dext ‘beal.”

Geralt grunted. “You were shivering.”

“I was s—” Jaskier stopped short in the middle of his usual sardonic repetition, stumbling into wakefulness as the realization dawned on him. “...I was shiveri’g. Oh.” He broke out into a positively delighted grin, one that Geralt recognized all too well even on a red nose, cracked lips and bleary eyes and dreaded all the same. “Why, Geralt, you great cake-hearted fool! You–hehh–you were—hehh’TCHEW!! You were cod’cerdned for be!” He gave a tremendous, self-satisfied sniff.

Geralt turned away with a grudging ‘hm’, and Jaskier swore he could almost see the Witcher’s face reddening in the dim glow of the firelight. “You were!” he crowed. “You care for be, Geralt, I kdew it all alo’gg,” he needled him, languidly poking a finger between his ribs.

“Don’t push it,” the Witcher scowled sullenly.

Jaskier held his hands up in surrender. “All right, all right, I yield,” he capitulated. “Sdf. You kdow, you’re dot wro’g. It r-really is cold out hehh-heh-EHHTSSCHIIEEWH!” He sneezed wetly, and began shivering again as if to illustrate the point. “Oh d-dear… I d-dod’t suppose you had adythi’g id bi’d to put ad e’d to this, did you.” He drew his bedroll tighter in around him, trying to keep his teeth from chattering. Geralt didn’t speak by way of reply. He merely grunted and eased himself down next to Jaskier, wrapping his muscle-bound arms around the shivering bard and pulling him back-first into his big, broad, blessedly warm barrel chest. “Not a word,” the Witcher muttered, stopping Jaskier’s bewildered gasp in its tracks, and while the sniffly bard did technically comply, he couldn’t help the groan of relief that slipped from the depths of his being as the heat—that unfaltering fire he’d always ached for but never had leave to touch—enveloped him.

As he began to drift off, awash in bliss as much as in congestion, Jaskier felt Geralt stir with an unspoken question behind him. “Yes, mby dear Witcher?” he prompted.

Geralt was silent for a moment. Then, “...cake-hearted?”

Jaskier scoffed reproachfully, turning it into a dramatic snuffle which served him all the same. “You mbustd’t laugh at mbe, Geralt. I have—ahhh–hah-hih’TISSH-IEW!—a terrible cold.”

#snz #snz kink #sneeze kink #snz writing #coldfuckery #g/eraskier #snzfic #snz fic #sneeze fic #sickfic #my fic #I started writing this the day I got the prompts and I swear I had it fully outlined in my head #but then I stopped like 3 paragraphs in #and didn't pick it up until tonight #so we'll never know #anyway I hope it's satisfactory at least #it's also fully un-beta'd #because my usual w/itcher beta sent me one of the prompts 😂 #and I'm not gonna put it down and look at it later bc it's been too long and I just wanna post the dang thing lmao #so idk #anyhow #hope it's at least decent

[the-busy-ghost]

Petty rant this morning- I can understand that somtimes even the nicest noises can be a nuisance, even painful, and believe me I have become cranky about all sorts of innocuous noises at the wrong time.

That being said, I have heard a surprising number of people complain about bellringers practising, when they moved into a house next to a mediaeval English church

#Oh I'm sorry we'll just move this twelfth-century bell tower somewhere that doesn't irritate you #Can it sometimes be a rather awful cacophony? Yes but they only get better if they practise #And even the worst noise of bells (from the distance of neighbouring houses not the tower) is better than car engines and drunk arguments #And bellringing is such a magnificent piece of craft and tradition; it's worth preserving even above and beyond any religious role #Though to be fair all the bellringers I've met seem to hold bellringing as their chief religion and are indifferent at best to the church #So it's not even that much of a reminder of Christianity imo #Thouhg I suppose people could disagree #Anyway church bells were one of the best things about living in the south of England #Even when they were rattling away very untidily #I miss them so much being back in Scotland where we only have a handful of towers at best #and certainly don't have the longstanding tradition of ringing in small churches #I have to get my kicks from the Tolbooth clock and let me tell you it just isn't the same as hearing an English bell tower ringing up #Let alone actually ringing the changes #It's one of the few genuinely wholesome English traditions and you want to whine about the sound of BELLS #Not because it's a sensory issue or anything just because you don't like your lie-in being interrupted #But you'd expect your neighbours to put up with your noisy barbecues #Actually never even mind disruptive events like that- in my opinion the noise of your silly car idling in the driveway is worse than bells #You trying to fit your massive SUV down the tiny streets of a small English village #Is always worse than plain hunt

[miabrown007]

a minute of silence to my skills to estimate how long a project is ever going to take

#my google calendar and Carl bot (and my friends) have been kind enough to inform me today was the estimated posting date of heist au #suffice to say that is not happening #it would have been rad to make a habit out of the co-occurrence of starting a new job and starting to post a finished WIP but alas #that will not be happening for a while longer #I have no idea when will I find the time for writing between two jobs and the big bang but. we'll work something out. #but hey it's good to give your projects breathing space so your brain can do the work in the background and solve the problems for you #I'll probably need to go back and revamp the whole last chapter I've been working on #but I'm still too sick and jet lagged and sick to be thinking about that so I'll consume some more media in the meantime #and complain about how bad the fic I'm listening to is. like god it's supposed to be so romantic and cute and he's literally #depriving her bodily autonomy and her friends support him I want to leave a strongly worded comment so bad #I will not be doing that but god it's so awful I should have stopped listening to this fic long ago. so that's a lesson learned. #put the fucking fic down there's plenty of stuff that's going to be better #hot take I sure no one saw coming sometimes things that are popular are actually bad #anyway have some stream of fucking consciousness /ref to another fic I'm fighting hard to keep discontinued #I know I won't like it why is this so hard #heist au should have been posted today based on maths btw. maths I did wrong for the first time which means it should have been posted #a year ago really #not like I have the proper structure to do a heist au daily #but it would have been fun to post the first chapter on the exact day it takes place. idk just for flavour #does all this make any sense? hardly. this is a diary entry and my two braincells are firing random thoughts at each other #that's fine though. it's all fine. here have some popcorn to go with all this nonsense 🍿🍿🍿 <3 #(and also all the drama in the new shadow and bone season. ugh it's so good I love Wesper SO. MUCH. or just Waylan. and Nikolai. #he's my blorbo assigned at first relevant information. relavant information: he's my friend's blorbo #but gods he's so my type it's scary. of course I'll have him as my blorbo. of course of course! #*puts him on a shelf next to Adrien Draco and Hunter* #*steps back to think before putting Waylan there too and sitting Zuko on the far end* #war crimes look so good on them :3 #miaing #heist au

[sleepinglionhearts]

gettin back into genshin, now with more artwork

#doodles #genshin impact #genshin impact art tag #yes that is diona biting diluc and kaeya laughing about it #that is what STARTED this #bc apparently myself and like two other coworkers all inexplicable logged into genshin on the same night after not playing in a long time #and we were all in a mood about it #and i finally drew something silly and felt better than i have in a while which led to more art! #also here we see some of ny rare forays into digital art #also guest starring my mean-spirited genshin oc jun say hello jun #hmmmm as always i have more ideas in mind now it's just seeing if my hands will let me put them down somewhere #we'll see whatever of my current interests my art thoughts fixate on next #anyway enjoy this... stuff

[sims2veronaville]

I think tybalt's dislike of mercutio & romeo is entirely impersonal. Like he knows nothing about them. he just hates them on principle bc of everything his grandparents have been feeding him about the feud. But romeo & mercutio's dislike of tybalt is personal. They hate him because he's a dick.

#i have this scenerio in my mind. which i haven't actually played out in game yet lol so we'll see how it actually goes down #but anyway i have this scenerio envisioned where romeo & tybalt become friends while away at university #Juliette & the rest are scattered elsewhere but Romeo and Tybalt just happen to end up at the same school #& Juliette is like Romeo. Romeo. can you please look after my brother & just like. make sure he doesn't get expelled #& Romeo. who was already comparing their schedules and mapping out routes specifically to avoid Tybalt. is like 😕 #but whatever whatever hijinks and mishaps ensue and eventually they embrace the power of friendship #and then Juliette & Romeo break up for whatever coming-of-age reason they think up this time #i forget where i was going with this lmfao. i just think it would be funny if #they were able to put aside their differences outside of Veronaville & then they come back over break #and are just operating on a completely different wavelength from everybody else #ts2 tag

[starsandthorn]

wghat. the fuck

#personal stuff #thorn plays genshin #narzissenkreuz lore. man #all the alice and wonderland stuff. aughugh. #like i know if i sat down and read it in order it would make more sense #but like. huh. it's just not knowing how many people there are in this cast that's tripping me up i think #the only point where i went ohhh this is that thing!! past the Very Beginning was when we collected the two artifacts #from the nymph's dream set #OHHH THE NYMPH'S DREAM SET. CAUSE IT WAS. HER. DREAM. AH #anyway. narzissenkreuz as a whole just makes me want to blow up. in my brain #everything that happened with rene in the sumeru desert and their connection to the abyss #paired with all the abyssal corruption related stuff in the institute. #but it seems like the ordo itself was run by at least one oceanid which was mary-ann. who created ann #ann's own role is not clear to me but maybe we'll get to see more of it in time #anyway. traveler crumbs #mary-ann saying that lumine looks like a princess. this is now the second time this has happened i'm lying down #mary-ann asking what flowers grow ''where they're from'' and lumine responding with the flowers in her hair.................... #accepting her connection to khaenri'ah. explodes #like the only connection she has to those flowers is that aether put them in her hair. #really curious to see what the aether version of that conversation looked like

[mashmouths]

i need to remember that i actually dislike drinking right before bed!! it hurts my tummy and gives me a headache and makes me cry over pictures on the internet!!

#teared up looking at a picture of minho in gingham and a straw hat btw. besties it is dire out here i need to fall in love or get laid ir be #put down just Something #anyway. what a shot and a half after not drinking for 2.5 months does to mf i guess. #i need to be up for work in like 4 hours but the tipsy sgower was kind of worth it. we'll see how i feel a out it romorrow i suppose <3 #good night <3 #a post #also a smooch on your forehead <3

[many-gay-magpies]

you ever have disproportionately large feelings about something that seems comparatively very small and you feel like if you don't articulate them all perfectly youll explode and die

#im. still fucking thinking about the last scene of the beyOnd mv. i am irreprable #fuck it this is my blog i can freak out in the tags if i want to. #hell dude it isnt even the kiss itself at all jsut. the fucking REST OF IT. the way mill treats nine's wounds and then lays down just to be #-close to him and the look of utter PAIN on his face. not ''why do i want this'' but ''why does it hurt so much to want this. why does it #-have to be this hard. why do i have to suffer just to be happy''. and nine leaning in and responding: ''yes it hurts. yes its not fair. but #-fuck the world; we'll have it anyway. i'll have YOU anyway. even if it hurts. even though its hard.'' #god dude im unwell. #onlyoneof acting KINGS #magpie thoughts #onlyoneof #ooo #yeah im putting this in tge main tag because i feel like someone out there will appreciate my absolutely deranged tags

[ask-orchidthemew]

PALI: Try one more time!

AQUA: HMMMM-- Ugh, nothing. That binding seal is too strong. I can’t teleport at all.

PALI: So what, we’re just stuck here until they come back?

AQUA: Hey, I’m sure they’re coming back as we speak. Oh, I think I hear them!

CYTO: shit shit shit shit shit sHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIIIIIIIIIT!!!

ORCHID: Hey what the FUCK is that!?

AQUA: There’s was a binding spell in one of the antechambers, and I think that’s what it was binding!

ORCHID: Well c’mon let’s teleport outta here already let’s fucking go!

PALI: We can’t. The spell is locking us in here too. We need to find the exit.

ORCHID: Well that thing is currently blocking our only exit!

CYTO: Are we in trouble? Is that thing gonna kill us??

AQUA: Not if we can help it. Pali, Orchid, you grab its attention. I’ll try and clear the exit.

PALI: Right!

ORCHID: Whatever gets us outta here faster.

AQUA: Cyto, you stay here, it might be a bit too dangerous for you. Let us handle this, okay?

CYTO: Uh, s-sure...

AQUA: And for some added protection...

[Aquamarine used Aurora Veil]

ORCHID: Man, it’s about damn time. I’ve been waiting to really let loose.

[Orchid used Fire Punch]

[Palisander used Telekinesis]

AQUA: Okay, I’ll be right back.

[Aquamarine cast Phase Body]

#pokemon #pokemon ask blog #pokeask #mew #reuniclus #palisander #aquamarine #orchid #cyto #ic #jovian arc #fight time fight time FIGHT TIME FIGHT TIME #ive been picturing this specific scene in my head for years and actually having it put down is SO weird #anyways #this scene is pretty long comparatively so sorry about the no asks #we'll get right back on that train after they deal with all this #kyuu

[violetsareblue-selfships]

good morning!! :3

#eee hi everyone #it's sunday so of course i'm excited #breakfast time again in like an hour :3 #beyond that i'm down to like two companion quests in hsr so I'm happy on that front #like it's march 7th's and argenti's left (i semi-tried to go in order but saved hers for last on the luofu bc I'm fond of her :3) #then more of this otome game #i swear i'm gonna f/o at least one of them (maybe both of the ones i like?? idk we'll see) #definitely gonna come up with s/is (or at least one) separate from the mc #bc i like her but i can't put myself in her shoes like i could with the mc of another game i played #which makes since given in that game we were both infps so i related to her more i guess #anyways #finally am getting more cards of the boy that i like so I'm happy on that front #still i hope you have a good day/night!! <3 #morning rambles #haha putting the rambles part of that tag to good use this morning

[ragingtwilight]

bruhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh yesterday was my bday and i had a reservation made to go to a restaurant (phone anxiety be damned), but i got insanely sick and had to cancel when ive been waiting like all month to go :’((( spent my bday being sick and laying face down in bed when i couldve been eating sushi UGH at least we got takeout but man half the time i cant tell if im gonna be sick or if im just hungry but yesterdays sick was the worst outta nowhere arrarrkarkbarkboooorr

#venty #still sick :'((((( #been feeling like butt all week bruh wtfff go away #we cant reschedule for next week bc theyre gonna be closed all of next week HSGAHJKDF #awesome time to get nauseous man #wahoo #yippee #we're gonna try again the week after when my bf is off work n hopefully i wont still be sick bc this SUCKS #it was my first time booking a reservation too and i put it off for so long bc speaking on the phone makes me anxiety skyrocket jhsagkdwkhk #BUT I DID IT AND THEN IT WAS WASTED #im mad LMFAO #anyway might stream today #we'll see how stinky i feel but i rly gotta get these designs done and i can force myself to sit down longer when streaming #peace out breadslice dawgs ✌️

[six-of-ravens]

apparently you can buy a replacement keyboard for a 2015 macbook air for about $60, so if worst comes to worst and the apple store wants to charge me an exorbitant amount, I can attempt surgery.

if that doesn't work, well, I've had this thing since 2017 and it's apparently actually nearly a decade old so. might just have to bite the bullet and get a new laptop. which is not a decision i wanted to make bc costwise (and steam game-wise) i think im gonna have to get a PC next. and I HATE PC SO MUCH. but mac is also. so SO expensive and like half my steam games can't be played on mac anymore.

but also, ideally would not have to buy a new laptop bc that is a credit card bill i will take uh, a few months to pay off. BIG YIKES.

#if i get a PC ill have to get deep into the settings and lobotomize the shit out of it #which im prepared to do #but i just wanted this computer to last forever :( #anyway. it's upside down drying. someone on a forum said to put it upside down so i did that #maybe the psychological torture of being in a stress position for 24 hours will force it to figure it's shit out #we'll see how it is tomorrow night when i do my call with my aunt

[dandyshucks]

going to cry because i am worried i won't finish all the crochet gifts in time :''")

#okay wait time to decide on a vent tag sjdkskl UHHHHH #can i just... tag it with ... ''vent //'' or is that annoying to add to a the tumblr filtering system fhdkdl #thats how old school tumblr cw/tw tagging worked fjdkl they'd just put slashes in so thats what im used to #vent // #we'll go with that ig? lmk if that doesnt work for anybody for any reason and u want smth else and I'll accomodate!!! #okay. um. anyways yeah idk fjdkdl i have been crocheting pretty much all day? i havent done anything else other than eat meals fjdksl #just... crocheting. my wrist hurts sm fjfkdl #i would still be crocheting but after messing up three times on this wing and frogging it all the way back i gave uo #up* #decided to just call it a night bc damn thats frustrating! idk what i was doing wrong but i kept ending up w the wrong amount of stitches!! #i think theres a possibility i can finish everything but im rly not sure fhdkdl tomorrow is already the 17th #im just. afraid fhdkdl i rly want this to work out !!! agh!! #I cant tell if my current chest pain is from anxiety or from medication (which i take for heart pounding from anxiety) wearing off djdkdl #ough. uncomfortable. I'll go draw and hopefully i can calm down bc im just sbdhdkl so afraid rn #IT ALSO DOESNT HELP that im the only one besides Kam in the system who knows how to crochet well fsbdhdkl #so the others cannot take over bc they cannot crochet either at all or as fast as i can :') i am stuck! in front!! AGGHH #i want a break man djsksl this season is so bad for me mentally fbjfdkl but by god i am getting thru it #okay off to go draw now fhdksl i have several ideas for drawing yay