#what if I am a Fool again

[lokh]

kind of part of the ship week but i got the prompts mixed up LOL and got it in my head that angels were in there somewhere. i like to think that there was a fucked up blood demon art that splits their subconscious into the 'positive' and 'negative' parts and well <3

#this would make a funny manga cover by the way. im just trying to figure out what ridiculous title it would have #i was subconsciously channeling the kimi to no dogfight cover ORZZZ #if you saw the mockup with the text youd understand #renkaza #akaren #rengoku kyojuro #akaza #soyama hakuji #kny #yea. no comment. leaf me olone #art #like. 'my boyfriend is an angel AND a demon?!' #drawing it was all worth it just for that first bonus joke #theres alt text on all of them btw #again i do NOT go here i am just a FOOL

[bougiebutchbinch]

anyway, challenge for OFMD writers AND fans to stop using 'Izzy pukes easily and has incontinence issues' as a punchline to a joke designed to mock him

signed, A Disabled who pukes easily and has incontinence issues

#ofmd #our flag means death #izzy hands #ofmd critical #izcourse #once again I am begging people to think critically about what they are saying for 2 seconds #this fandom is just. The Worst. for ableism sigh #I know I shouldn't expect better but. more fool me I guess #ofmd fandom critical #our flag means ableism

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

A Blorbo You Treat Nicely, Right?

#non mdzs #ask #I've seen what people do to tumblr blorbos. I cant go back in the horse plinko again...please my bones aren't strong enough #I'm made of a gelatin like substance. Very Flammable. Terrible for plinko. Ill just bounce around and wail miserably. #You cannot fool my by putting 'horse' on the box. Yeah It made me curious and wander over here. Yeah I wanna see the horses. #Oh they're in the plinko? Oh well then- #jokes aside I am very touched to have reached silly blorbo status. I hope to keep bringing you joy! #I am simply just having fun and I'm glad people enjoy my little jester dances! #Yeah one of these asks is from June...I'm slowly eating away at the backlog....I promise.... #theres so many sweet and funny asks I want to properly draw for...I promise I read them all and go -> B*)

[ghostinthegallery]

I should not be allowed on the Internet unsupervised today. I am too trusting. I believe things people say. Like a dumbass. Thank God for booping this is the only prank my silly little brain can handle.

#boop #i am the april fool #i forget what day it is thanks to my on again off again relationship to linear time

[autisticacr0bat0u0b]

KARKAT VANTAS aka tthe guy i draw 2 much

it's like 4am wtf am i doing

#homestuck #homestuck karkat #karkat vantas #homestuck karkat vantas #illustration #digital art #art #once again i dunno what counts as illustration i am a FOOL

[ganondoodle]

a wild assortement of comic wip screenshots and a random doodle that i posted to twitter but not here

(this doodle here is of Raal (aka demise before he became a deity) but whatever happens here isnt anything 'canon', i just randomly doodled him to try a loosen up my painting style bc when i work on the comic i tend to concentrate too much of rendering it perfectly and i dont like that)

#ganondoodles #doodles #art #i am so very tired #too tired for tags #btw i do love and read every ask i get but damn i just dont have the energy to reply to most #and i feel so guilty #i wish i could make a warning show up when someone wants to send me an ask #that just says -yo i love and cherish and reread all asks but unfortunately have zero energy to reply but chances are it made me cry- #given the asks isnt mean spirited or straight up bots #which my impsoter brain sometimes still tries to make me think #like either woo look at all those people LYING to your face #but i have grown alot since those days and now its mostly just #so look what a nice and lovely absolutely beautiful ask this person send you and you disrespectful fool are not answering it shame upon you #thats most likely why i have been getting less and less and man i feel so bad #like when its asks about drawing advice i either dont know what to say bc i dont have any idea what im doing eihter #or bc i plan a giant response with a big ass illustrated tutorial even tho i know i neither got the time or energy for it #but still cant answer then bc wait you wanted to make a tutorial you cant answer it just like that #and when its a super nice compliment about my art i just #dont know how to express my gratitude and silently reread it time and time again never answering it bc then it would be gone from the inbox #;__; #alright falling asleep brain better not have written sth i will regret reading tomorrow #i think this is the longest tags i put on a completely unrelated post of mine #if you have read all these tags send me an ask only containing the name of your fav fruit and i will make you a little pixel sprite of it

[honestlyvan]

Alright, I see, my first mistake was referring to the Casey of the Dark Place as Alan's "familiar".

#fannish #Alan Wake (Remedy) #Alan Wake #Fictional Alex Casey #CaseyWake #I am a fool for doing this to myself #hey real quick #what if in my doubt and self-loathing I made a vessel for all my heroic qualities that had your face and your voice #Which then became a part of me again #through the repetition of service #a fragment of my own soul and an extension of my body

[keeps-ache]

i'm on some sort of kick lol

#art #my art #artists on tumblr #digital art #oc #listen i think this broke me a little bit Lmaohfv #i started laughing like a maniac and i just noticed i am. so jittery when i exported this rn hfshhd #this has taken me!!! i think like. 3 days #where did tuesday go ?? hello ??? tuesday?? where are you ? #which is frankly ridiculous even by my standards lmao #i Will be rerunning this at least 3 times. holy hells i needs to. stare into the abyss for a little while hvsh #it may look kind of simple but do not be fooled. not even i know how much effort went into this anymore Hfbvshf #my Back hurts there's something going on with my throat i think i magicked a headache away?? my hands are no longer working and my brain? #let's not even talk about it lol #staring into your eyesballs. now what if i designed more robots Hvhsfh #i did enjoy it! did it probably fry every system i need ot function? ye. but i'm gonna do it again anyway ehehgh #//aokay i'm going to. go. #byyye tooldes :3 :D

[charmwasjess]

for that smash reblog, I was quickly skimming my folders for a dooku pic where he's not a sith ghost or brokenly mewling on the ground (it wasn't easy my friends) but LOOK look look what I found again, look at our beautiful boyking, precious seer of the Force, whom nothing bad ever happens to--

#I love his canonical atla water tribe hair loopies #he seems to be using his lightsaber like a normal person here yet i am not fooled #sifo dyas #⛏️⛏️⛏️ #sorry I know I've posted this panel but guess what bitches (affectionate) you're getting it again

[perpetual-blue]

law has his whole being a little shit and pretending to be evil and cold to hide how depressed he is, but also to hide how much he likes being helpful to people

#the survivors guilt warring with the need to never get close to anyone again so he doesn’t lose them #by which i mean the survivors guilt compels him/gives him a desire to help people and save them from violence #but also he’s like what if i fail there’s no point even trying #he has this whole badass persona he tries to put on and it’s like babe you’re just a lil black kitty #you don’t have to couch your heart in 3000 layers of attitude #but who are we kidding and who am i to judge #it’s funny bc it makes it even more obvious how he’s actually a failguy #anyways i love him #my lil emo fool #trafalgar law #op

[hauntedpearl]

dean winchester is like. this is an equal opportunity torture chamber. maybe you are not a person to me, but I am also not a person to myself. get over it. let's go eat burger and shoot gun.

#i love him because hes crazy #spn posting #thinking about him wanting to strap his beautiful mind brother into the car and drive off the pier. what words. what flow. #suicide ment in tags #doe is talking again #i AM a dean scholar actually don't let my fluffy fanfic fool you I know how unhinged he is i just ignore it when im playing barbies

[glimmeringtwilight]

Ruin | Yandere Dainsleif x Reader

CW: Stalking, unhealthy relationships, yandere themes, implied murder.

Word Count: 658

Dainsleif has never known a ruin quite so undoing as you. 

To be entirely fair to you, and truthful to himself, it’s not wholly you. Rather, it’s him, with you acting as the unwitting catalyst. 

You’re none the wiser to the new shadow you’ve gained. Sure, you might feel eyes on you, late at night, as you walk a little faster home than you normally do. Or you might notice the occasionally misplaced item on your nightstand, earning what’s a little longer than a passing glance as you try to figure out what’s wrong with what you’re looking at.

But it’s nothing concrete. Not yet. Nothing you can take to the Knights, nothing to make you do much more than double-checking the locks on your window every night before bed. You used to sleep with the window open, letting the wind carry the gentle ambience of sleepy Mondstadt evenings in with it. Not anymore. 

Dainsleif knows that he’s the cause of your newfound paranoia. The guilt that is brought with it eats at him, worse than his curse, cutting deeper than any knife ever could. 

The guilt eats at him, and yet…

He still finds himself sitting beneath your windowsill, pretending he can hear your soft breaths, watch the rise and fall of your chest, see the peace in your expression as you sleep– even though your back is turned to the window, and it’s too dark to see with the moon hidden behind dark clouds, anyway. 

Eventually, standing guard at your window–a self-appointed duty, if only to disguise the ugly truth of the act and soothe what little of his conscience has not yet rotted and died– isn’t enough. 

Dain moves from nights spent under the stars outside your home to nights spent standing sentinel in your home. It’s for your safety, he tells himself, a paper lie through gritted teeth, it’s for your own good. 

He never touches you, of course. But it never stops him from looking, from standing across from your sleeping form and memorizing the gentle, quiet peace that finds you in dreams. You’re like the brightest star in his sky, blazing bright and fast across the backdrop of the universe. And Dain knows better than anyone that the brightest flame burns the fastest. 

So he holds you as close as he can without holding you. Stands guard while you sleep, kills any wayward monsters that wander a little too close to you, keeps as much of the darkness at bay as he can manage despite being made of rot and pitch himself. 

You will never know your shadow, but he knows you. It’s enough.

It’s enough, he thinks, to stand guard, to protect you, to slump against the windowsill bruised and battered and know you’re safe, making the blood on his hands worth the sin he’ll never scrub them clean of. 

It’s enough, he thinks, as in a moment of weakness after hundreds of nights spent silently standing guard by your bedside, he breaks the very promise he’s sworn to himself– to you– with only the stars as his witness, and kisses the inside of your wrist. 

It’s enough. And Dainsleif knows soon it won’t be, desires sparking like hunger pains, unbidden, in his gut. 

He knows he’s damned. Knows the blood on his hands isn’t entirely for you, that if you knew the things he’s done under the guise of your protector, you’d think him a monster. 

But if he’s a monster, then so be it. Let his feet fall heavy as he returns to your bedside each night. Let you stir and see him for the monster he is, let you know your shadow. May you never forgive him for what he’s done, for what he’s yet to do. 

Dainsleif brushes a thumb over your knuckles, knelt at your bedside enraptured like he has for months now, and thinks that perhaps it wouldn’t be so bad to damn you, too. 

#yandere #dainsleif #dainsleif/reader #dainsleif x reader #yandere dainsleif/reader #yandere dainsleif x reader #yandere dainsleif #genshin #genshin impact #yandere genshin impact #yandere genshin #dead dove do not eat #my writing #dainsleif genshin impact #ok there it is again. i reposted it #mars stop deleting your writing challenge gjkgjkgjk #i still feel not super great about this one anymore BUT i want to post something before the 500 followers thing #we're at 491!!! #i'm fucking astounded...... i am just a loud fool shouting at passersby on the street #also i'm at a bit of a loss for what to write atm. hit a block with l&ls and the only math thats mathin rn is the other zhongli piece #and i won't spoil anything yet. i'm really excited ab the premise of it heheheh

[aroace-polyshow]

oh speaking of hw btw. you remember rui’s whole “thank you for giving me the chance to change” thing towards tsukasa….….hw tsukasa being the one to give hw a second chance……idk they’re all convinced they’re hopeless and then this stupid star persuades them enough to join him and ghrdsgfygfndfnshansdngyhgsadfn

#mono’s stuff #hollow ☆ wonderland #listen like. like #tsukasa has the same dream that emu did to make people smile #tsukasa wants to make people smile with emu #tsukasa doesn’t think of her as childish or naive for wanting that #if emu’s a fool then so is he but he wants to do it with her #tsukasa who knows what its like to be burned by what he was pursuing encouraging nene to try #like he’s sure she wants this just as much as he does and he has faith in her ability to find that courage again #and idk idkkk the way he makes rui feel wanted #he likes rui’s’ ideas he wants rui there #rui isn’t obligated to join if he doesn’t want to but god tsukasa genuinely wants him there with the rest of them #rui is wanted…. #do you hear me #am i making any sense here #tsukasa who gives some light to these horribly sad kids lives and in turn they love him for it #and when his light dims they don’t think of him any less they just want to help him shine as well #DOES THSI MAKE ANY SENSE

[russquez]

that post just brought back all the anger and hatred i felt that year

#then again he never called out his fans after they sent so many death threats to marc's family they had to go around with bodyguards #and posted a video while burning a dummy with marc's face at the italian gp so what were we expecting #don't let the r0squ3z posts fool you i was i am and will always be a hater

[pa-pa-plasma]

i feel like a lot of people ignore the fact that in a lot of places, bicycling just. cannot be done for half the year, & that's why public transport being good is important. i cannot bike in 5 feet of snow & ice or in 40c heat. i can't even walk in that, unless i have the energy to snowshoe or a bucket of ice water to chug.

"but I can do it!" good for you. unfortunately i live in Berk (snowing for 9 months of the year & hailing the other 3) & cannot unless i want to die. also disabled people exist. & children. & people who live in a place where everything is no closer than 30 minutes away, & 30 minutes in -30c can kill you if you can't afford a good pair of boots & a good coat. i may have bike paths but the river floods past them every year. what do i do then? bike on the highway?? just let me take the train

#people who live in places where the weather is always nice (aka not trying to kill you 75% of the time): you are an outlier #where i live the temperatures range from -30c to +35c give or take. snow hail thunderstorms tornadoes all that shit too #''biking is so fun! even when it's raining!'' dude ima be real with you. it is ice raining. i do not want to be coated in wet ice #do you know what snowmelt is? it's where all the snow melts in the spring & then fucking floods everything #it's freezing dirty water & it kills people because people always underestimate The River #i am not riding my bike through that. it's always colder & deeper than you think & there is always a current even if you can't see it #''but it's not like it's the ocean'' dude. water aint fucking around salt or no #you may look at The River & think ''that's just a lake. seems calm & nice'' but you'd be wrong & you would die from your foolishness #this shit is connected to the Great Lakes. those fuckers are fresh water seas. i do not fuck with that #it's great you live in a place where biking all year round is feasible. but i cannot do that even if i wanted to #''but what if the weather's been nice lately'' then you'd be falling for fool's spring #where it looks like it's getting warmer & then the temperature drops & it snows a whole bunch again #& then it warms up & then it snows again. repeat until like May #we just want good public transport okay i get that exercise is good but i'd rather not risk my extremities for it thank you

[sparkleface42]

I was listening to Christmas songs and Last Christmas came on and just… Laurance bro 😔

#laurmau #HELP AM I OFFICIALLY A APHMAU ACCOUNT NOW LMAO #aphmau mcd #aphmau #aphmau fanart #aphmau x laurance #aphmau minecraft diaries #Minecraft diaries #mcd #NOW I KNOW WHAT A FOOL IVE BEEN #BUT IF YOU KISS ME NOW #I KNOW YOUD #FOOL ME AGAIN #I wish I made look more Christmasy #but my art never looks like what I invision in my head