I found out about ADHD induced anger the other day through a shitpost on Reddit and I'm frustrated that I didn't know about it until now lol Not even the behavioral specialist I saw mentioned it!!! Sometimes I'll get mad over the dumbest shit and sit there simmering over it for hours and then once I finally pull myself out of it I'm just like "well that was fucking stupid" lmfao
I've been calling it "baby brain mode" because I figured out that I get into those moods the easiest when I'm hungry, sleepy, or when I'm bored but absolutely nothing sounds fun/engaging. Usually I'm pretty good at recognizing when I'm going into baby brain mode and can distract myself out of it or go get a snack or whatever but sometimes I don't and then I end up frowning at a wall for like an hour lol
Tbh I'm mostly bringing this up in case other people with ADHD also didn't know about it. Here's an article (with sources) that explains it more: healthline.com/health/adhd/adhd-and-anger
Content warning on the article for mentions of suicide and drug abuse.
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icl if you’re excruciatingly tired & miserable all the time u need to do a check up on how ur eating. first of all check that you’re eating at all and by that i mean like proper food w protein and nutrients. i remember in 2020 i went from suicidal and unable to walk up the stairs to still vaguely suicidal but generally better about it and able to go on actual walks just because i started like. eating properly and cooking for myself.
like. okay first of all u need at least 5 portions fruit/veg a day we tell kids that but it’s so true. preferably diff portions but if u don’t wanna manage that u can just overdose on like oranges (vitamin c!!) or like idk carrots sweetcorn whatever. then u need protein, i don’t really eat meat so for me this is beans/lentils/chickpeas but i think a lot of meat counts too, like chicken.
carbs will fill you up and u can’t cut them out bc they give u slow release energy they’re meant to be a key part of ur diet but u also can’t rely solely on them, so many people just eat bread and pasta and rice and u need stuff that has nutrients with it too.
then stuff like specific vitamins can have the hugest impact, ages ago we thought my grandpa had dementia but it was literally a fucking b12 deficiency, b12 deficiency can happen so easily and it causes mental fog extreme tiredness/fatigue and depression. b12 is in stuff like red meat i believe and in lower quantities in stuff like eggs, if u don’t eat meat (i don’t rly) marmite is literally like a perfect source of it, just spread some on toast every day and ur set, think of it like meds. of course there are supplements for iron and omega 3 etc oh shit omega 3 is a really big one as well - i also started taking those near the end of 2020 and like i cannot exaggerate the difference, i was still depressed but like in a much more functional way - but u can also get these in ur diet if ur careful abt it bc supplements can be expensive. omega 3 obvi is in oily fish and i think in eggs, iron is in broccoli and probs other leafy veg and maybe some meat…..
anyway i’m putting this on my blog as a self own & a reminder cause i keep being weird abt this stuff at the moment. but food is so important. at the end of the day making sure ur eating is always better than not eating enough even if what ur eating isn’t nutritious, but if u want to feel at ur best then u just have to keep an eye on this stuff. ALSO. if none of this works then. u probably should go get that checked out mate
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from a "i dont honestly care for star wars except for One (1) series" standpoint i honestly. kinda dont like what happened to luke skywalker's character in the last three movies. cause like ??? it makes him a BITCH to write honestly.
in the original trilogy he's like King of second chances and Incredibly wise and Smart and Not Without Flaws but he's Worked Past It and he cares a bunch??
and then in the last three movies he's like. my nephew had a nightmare, he should die. I'm going to kill him. i made a big mistake I'm going to hide and not do anything about it.
and like im going to bring up the Mandalorian cause that's my One (1) series that fuels me to Put Up with star wars as a whole and like. Original Trilogy Luke was like "I'm going to save my dictator father's life by Believing in him. it worked. love wins" and Mandalorian Luke was like "sorry grogu you have to choose between your father or my jedi order. I'm homophobic btw" and its so shjhjsdhsjhdjwhdjh
LIKE. HOW DO I WRITE THIS MAN. HIS CHARACTER CONFLICTS ITSELF IT AN UNSATISFYING WAY. SIR. PICK A GODDAMN SIDE MY GOD
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My current notes as of the S1 rewatch. I’m probably going to revisit a lot of this at a later date. I’m starting S2 tomorrow.
"Something is coming. Something hungry for blood. A shadow grows on the wall behind you, swallowing you in darkness! It is almost here." (MF reference)
Will casts fire ball -- dilemma between casting fireball and a protection spell. (Possible s5 clue)
Electricity/lighting on the phone line. Phone is fried
Mike puts El in the closet triggering a flash back -- extremely reminiscent of the scenes with Henry and El trying to escape the guards and the storeroom.
Second phone fried, lightening again. (Possible MF interference.)
"The vale of shadows is a dimension that is a dark reflection or echo of or world. It is a place of decay and death. A plane out of phase. A place of monsters. It is right next to you and you don't even see it."
"An evil dimension
An echo of the material plane, where necrotic and shadow magic (cut off)"
You would have to create a massive amount of energy to open up a tare in time and space
what if this gate already existed
it would disrupt gravity
the magnetic field
Our environment
Heck, it might even swallow us up whole."
Sensory deprivation tank "the bath" -- Water symbolism/extrasensory symbolism possible transformation/rebirth womb symbolism etc
The upside down is wet- constantly moist and gooshy- slime invokes the feeling of salvia- seems almost digestive, as if the inside of a great beast?
Gates opening and closing seemingly on their own?
Reference to The Thing 1. The Thing poster in Mikes basement.
Characteristics of the thing: Insect-like limbs, harpoon-tentacle assemblage and digestive orifice. The thing’s digestive tract is also considered a womb of sorts.
The MF is “eating” Hawkins Theory looking good. Perhaps its also giving birth in some way to ? the creatures there ? Maybe not literally -- We know it “builds” creatures via possibly the Vines and the Spider monster.
Demogorgons. Highly predatory -- can detect blood -- bioweapon theory still looking good. Maybe they do come from the MF. Not sure what the VR game is showing us in relation to this though.
Brenner punishes El for refusing to kill a cat. Rewards her after she kills two orderlies in self defence. Typical Brenner behavior. Falls in line with my thoughts about Henry and Two prefectly.
More mirrors -- water -- reflections, continued water and extrasensory / outer dimensional symbolism.
Bath reference 1
Bath reference 2
Stephen king reference 1. Carrie.
Musical mobile was clowns - reference to IT. Stephan king reference 2
What was the Demogorgon feeding on. How do the Eggs fit into the upside down. More womb/birth symbolism?
The more energy she uses, the more tired she gets. Shes drained, like a battery.
Bath reference 3
The thing reference 2
Water symbolism -- reflection symbolism-- Barrier symbolism -- scrying -- the cosmic womb.
Bathtub reference 4 = hold water -- extrasensory-- scrying -- also sometimes symbolizes imprisonment.
Further bath symbolism: Central position domination of the house hold -- prediction of immoral actions, particularly committed or considering Infidelity -- brings up questions of trust -- warns against trusting a spouse or partner. (Hello Virginia Creel & Karen Wheeler, Wheelercore’s already covered it tho!)
Brenner possibly knows something about the UD -- been meaning to mention this anyway! Clear reason seems to be through Henry.
Joyce’s Brenner outburst -- Will / Henry relatable. You kidnapped my Son. Faked his death. Left him in that place to rot. paraphased but basically
Demo flipping in and out of the upside down at will.
El doing a straight up Henry on Brenner’s crew at the school. Hes the one who taught her how to protect herself.
Demo/MF attacks Brenner, is stopped by something. (Henry, likely.)
Victims appear as if being digested-- as if also trapped in a web, the left overs of a spiders meal. (MF-- Similar imagery found in Vecna’s Mindspace though with more of a trophy keeping approach.) Digestive imagery continues in the UD.
Will was dead. Hopper brought him back. Not sure how this can fit into the Henry intentionally Did That TM theory unless he wanted to kill Will? Death? Rebirth? Transformation? (always thought he was literally dead glad to finally confirm it cos I know I cant rely on this fandom for accurate info about shit.)
Demo turns to particles when pushed through dimensions like Henry, particles reminiscent of the MF. The MFs shadow body may be somehow continually traversing dimensions?
The lost knight (Steve? OR Jonathan?)
The proud princess (Nancy?)
The flowers in the cave (Not sure on this. Always likened the Demos to flowers myself)
Will looks into the mirror- transports to the upside down briefly -- more mirror/reflection/scrying symbolism.
Coughs up demo-slug. More birth symbolism perhaps.
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astro observations MARS edition
-its so easy to spot a earth mars imo. 🧚🏼 They have a no bs energy to them. very practical and level headed they will get their work done and don’t need anyone’s help either!
🧚🏼♂️virgo mars=workaholics HEAVY and yeah they just don’t know how to take a break like please take care of yourself more. a bit critical but its comes from them wanting the best for you.
🧚🏼cap mars girlies have such dominant energy it’s very easy for men to be intimidated by these woman. they demand authority without even trying.
🧚🏼I’ve met very little taurus mars in my life which is surprising coming from a taurus rising but they can come off intimidating at first ngl😭 I believe it’s just that nonchalantness they have idk how to explain it but they just dgaf LMAO. they just give a don’t interrupt my work or else😇
🧚🏼♀️I have a soft spot for cap mars and scorpio mars it’s no wonder mars exalts in these signs. it’s something admirable coming from a weak mars :,)
🧚🏼♀️so many people talk about scorpio mars sexual energy and while yes THEY DO HAVE THAT. i love the determination they put into EVERYTHING. If a scorpio mars wants something they WILL get it.? wether it be work, school, or a relationship. I notice in relationships they tend to study the person b4 initiating and stare often LMAO
🧜🏼♀️I attract so many pisces mars in my life, I feel like water mars attract each other way often. they have this easy going dreamy energy to them. they really do go with the flow, kind, a bit head in the clouds but very vulnerable people.
👼🏻as a cancer mars it’s so hard to have motivation when your just not doing well at all. the moon linking with mars makes you think everything emotionally and even thought it’s considered a weakness I believe it’s something beautiful :,) no but seriously I won’t do anything if I don’t feel like it ugh
🧚🏼♀️I have a love/hate relationship with aries mars and I believe it’s because they either fall into 11 or 12 house which is not really a good place for synastry but besides that they come off VERY bold. even though mars exalts in this sign I feel like it doesn’t do well in it?😭 now their anger will show real quick but it’s sizzles down just as fast and they have A TON OF ENERGY. can come off insensitive but it really depends on other placements in the chart.
🧚🏼♀️leo mars grab people’s attention so quick it’s crazy… they talk and you can just FEEL their energy. I love leo energy and they’re such good souls and funny people. just like other fire mars bold with what they do.
🧚🏼♀️I feel like many people water down sag mars anger… my dad has a sag mars and it’s so scary when he gets mad. also the pluto in sag generation can intensify this placement. they have a very philosophical mind and always think about the bigger picture which I like! It’s probably the jupiter influence, really random but I feel like these people would be great teachers LMAO
🧚🏼♀️gemini mars are so chaotic and this is coming from someone with a gemini stellium😭 they talk a lot and I love yapping with these people . they have such a fun vocabulary but they can just come off a big wish washy with their energy. It’s like they can just flip a random switch and put a whole diff vibe out. they can really hurt people with their words but their determination is just if they feel quirky that day I feel.
🧚🏼♀️now the only libra mars I’ve met is my mom and all I can say is that she avoids confrontation like no other. comes off as passive and it’s kinda ironic me saying this as a cancer mars but yeah. they find beauty in everyday routine which I think is the venusian energy.very kind people and love taking care of themselves
🧚🏼♀️never met a aquarius mars so I can’t really say anything but I feel like they would have a eccentric energy! they probably would love hanging out with their friends and find joy in work If there’s something different to do everyday.
QUICK MARS DATING OBSERVATION. 🧚🏼♀️
we know that mars energy represents man and that’s usually the first thing I notice in men obv when dating.
-pisces mars men are very shy their cute and lovey but it’s gonna be hard to really know what their feeling cause YOUR gonna have to make the move😭 saying this in the nicest way but they get too in their head about what to do and then they just don’t do it lmao.
- scorpio mars man and I feel like this is one of the few placements that matches my cancer mars. theirs just this underlying feeling of I know ur hella passionate and that’s okay cause I am too.😍they will INITIATE that’s for sure
-sag mars men love:,) this guy was older than me by like 3 years but our chemistry was so good and I think it’s because my venus and his mars made a opposition( good balance). I learned a lot from him
- mars 4th house synastry -I WANNA TAKE CARE OF UUUUU
-mars 7th house synastry - let’s get into a relationship rn even though I’ve talked to you for only a month 😍
-mars 6th house synastry- wow let me take you everywhere with me and let’s basically live together😭
-mars 5th house synastry-“you make me feel like im livin a teenage dream”
-mars 11th house synastry-friends but more than friends? But friends….
THANKS FOR 200 FOLLOWERS YALL 💘
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Monarch!AU take: I think it would be funny if Danny wasn't coronated king until he's like 18-20 years old and before that is really just pitching in on like- basic manners, knowledge, etc as a monarch ruling the infinite realms, cue; his utter refusal to be a vigilantee/hero. Like— imagine if he's just DROWNED in paperwork after finally setting in with the Waynes because Pariah Dark couldn't hold his shit together. Like one of the bats/birds would be there for emotional support and additional judgement ngl since he doesn't trust himself (because he'd unknowingly do something out of pure spite).
Some other takes:
It would also be funny if Danny kept quiet about the monarch thing and the bats/birds just think that Danny's busy because Kronos (/Clockwork) gave him stuff to do which already says a lot. But then he went to the JL tower to introduce 'Phantom' to the Justice League, with Bruce explaining how they can't interfere with whatever it is he's dealing with unless asked while also introducing their last line of defense, but he didn't expect the JL Dark, Teen Titans AND Young Justice members to be there. Cue him arriving and he and some of the JL who knows who he is (like Raven, Marvel, and maybe Constantine) having this moment where they're trying to process who the fuck just arrived and they ended up bowing to him briefly as the other members VERY NOTICEABLY watching and Danny just fucking groans.
"I greet his highness, the prince of the dead—"
"stop, stop, stop, holy shit, no—"
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