#why am i like this!!!!

[vroomian]

Good news: I wrote 1k words today for the first time in. months.

Bad news: it was not for ANYTHING. I WAS ALREADY WRITING.

#WHY AM I LIKE THIS!!!! #vrrm vrrm #ughhhhhhbjh #it was for that Hazbin oc guys 😭 #any listening animal #in other words she’s a girl pangolin/armadillo based ten ft tall and built like a brick house #cause I got tired of the skinny prey animal ocs #they’re fun but :/ #variety ya know

[asexualbookbird]

kicking and screaming i have to write an email

#bookbird babbles #why am i like this #i WANT to write this email #it is MY DECISION to write this email #i am STARTING THE CONVERSATION #WHY AM I LIKE THIS!!!!

[alexturner2005]

it’s been over a week and i’m still thinking about how i was literally holding my strokes concert poster when i met fab and i was too much of a nervous idiot to ask him to sign it 😭

#why am i like this!!!! #in the moment it felt like asking for a photo AND signature was too much lmao #even tho plenty of others did #sorry just need to vent about it for a second bc i’m beating myself up over every second of that interaction 😅 #STILL #my brain just loves to ruminate on things #my friend and i were actually on our way back up to him later to ask him for signatures and he went ‘bye everybody!’ 😭

[fanboyzuko]

I cannot believe this is gonna be the second highest word count of LTF parts and it's a fucking backstory arc aahsdfjkhsdf

#why am i like this!!!! #BUT AGAIN DONT CARE I LOVE THIS PART SO MUCH #its 52k lmao #only sands of time is longer and everything else doesnt break 30k ahahaha #oh okay wait casting nets is 37 so ill give it that #but STILL #jam talks

[bethegaycowboy]

How I look and feel preparing to go on a date that I agreed to go on with a girl that I like

#WHY AM I LIKE THIS!!!! #rsie.txt

[actias-luna]

i will not waste my money on the new pokémon game. i will not waste my money on the new pokémon game. i will not waste my money on the new pokémon game. i will not waste my money on the new pokémon game. i will not waste my money on the new pokémon game. i will not waste my money on the new pokémon game. i will not waste my money on the new pokémon game.

#listen i’ve played every. single. one. #ever. #like every pokémon game EVER #ok maybe not forever but i play all the gens and have since the first one #and like…since moon and sun it’s just not been GOOD #probably since longer but the nostalgia of them gets me #i never finished moon and then i did finish sword but i hated it so much #i loved the d/p remake the most but again that was heavy nostalgia i was just excited about #and then i was FUCKING STOKED FOR ARCEUSSSSS #and i hated that too #haven’t even finished the first quest still #i just don’t have hopes for violet or scarlet tbh #but i still wanna play it god damn i wanna play it so bad!!!! #why am i like this!!!! #lu blogs #pokémon #hashtag post #don’t read all my hashtags i’m a freak

[kushi-lover]

Is it possible to just have like. A good day. Just a continuous good day. One where I don’t end up sobbing my eyes out or wanting to fucking kill myself

#I fucking hate it!!! #why am I like this!!!! #negative

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours? #also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that! #unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

[stil-lindigo]

frankly, the people whose kneejerk reaction to bisan asking for a global strike form the 21st-28th is to say that it takes years to organize a general strike are really unhelpful! no one is saying otherwise, but palestine will be a smoking crater if we all wait for years to do anything - bisan is asking us to do something now. Like are we only supposed to do something if we can do it perfectly??? At some point it’s a valid critique about the work that goes into social movement, and at another point I feel like some people are just trying to absolve themselves from not putting any effort into observing a week of economic inaction.

like idk! I get it, okay! People have bills to pay that don’t magically go away for a strike, we don’t have nearly enough social infrastructure in place to support people to fully stop going to work for a week. But fuck, dude! Stop immediately responding in such a defeatist way! Cut out unnecessary purchases! Try to shop local! Put more effort into promoting Palestinian voices online! Attend a protest, call a local rep, do something!

#like am I going insane #why did I see a post with thousands of notes on it talking about how it doesn’t make sense to be asking for this sort of action #it doesn’t make SENSE? #like god! I hope you’re taking other more sensible courses of action then! #fucks sake man #bisan is living through a waking nightmare and some of you are so pedantic and miserly #palestine #free Palestine

[uzguncilek]

Hi cutie

#uzguncilek #aesthetic #artists on tumblr #aestehtic #aestheitcs #aestethic #brown aesthetic #why am i like this #goodmorning #goodtimes

[officialspec]

can i say something. for years i thought the joke of the song short skirt/long jacket by cake was that he wanted a woman who was hung like a horse. like i thought when he says jacket it was a last-second fakeout because he very obviously meant to say cock. and the rest of the things in the song were just her personality and interests. which were secondary to her awesome penis

#is anyone else doing this. or am i stupid #i didnt question it at all i thought that was just the obviously intended meaning of the song #and i was like damn this is pretty progressive for the 90s i wonder why no one talks about this song when theyre talking abt #popular songs about trans women at the time. i guess some of the stuff mentioned could potentially rub people the wrong way- #OH. SO IT WAS JUST ABOUT A WOMAN WHOIS PRAGMATIC AND BUSINESS CASUAL WITH IT. I SEE #EDIT THE LINE 'a voice that is dark like tinted glass' LIKE....U GET WHAT I MEAN

[homosexualfairy]

#why i am like this #lol #memes #funny #humor #haha

[indigo6f00ff]

need to share an experience i had 30 minutes ago

(edit: thanks to @walks-the-ages for providing and reminding me to put alt text, sorry it slips my mind alot lol)

#my hands are still shaking to be quite honest i could not put a lot of effort into this. #but like. brain. why did you do that #literally i have been like hopelessly obsessed with de nonstop thinking abt it for the past couple of days it is Scaring me #it is terminal its soooo fucking chronic #disco elysium #kim kitsuragi #for anyone who wants to know i bumped into some guys car that was stopped for a school bus. i think my brain errored and thought #my foot was fully pressing down on the brake pedal but it wasnt. #i am like 99.99 percent sure neither of us had any major damage to our cars but we still filed a police report just in case #because insurance do be a bitch. dudes back bumper was scratched lightly and my front license plate has a dent now #also literally my first ever car accident that ive had ever yippee yay

[possessable]

Hello i'm a normal person here's some stuff i drew to illustrate different traits different "person getting controlled" tropes can have

edit: obligatory possession shorthand code link because people seem to be using this like the possession code but just. without the code part

edit: DO NOT BE HORNY ON MY POST 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥

#if you see tumblr flagging this its literally not mature i dont know why it got flagged #i like how you can see the artstyle in this change because i drew the first couple a year ago and then picked it up again intermittently #this aws just an excuse to draw a bunch of tiny possessed guys. ''what am i supposed to do with a possession hyperfixation its not like you #can draw possession fanart'' Yes You Can If you really Believe In yourslef #This isn't even all the traits i can think of there's four more but they seem kind of boring to draw and are mostly self explanatory #Less Unique my Ass #ThePossessionHyperfixationIsNeverEnding

[stuckinapril]

#LITERALLY #like umm why am i constantly floating in an abyss w nowhere to truly call home. huh. explain. #i

[frownyalfred]

“You wanna fight someone, you fight me” seemed like a silly rule at first. but after there was more than one batkid living in the Manor at the same time, suddenly the prospect of having to spar with Bruce on the mats because you couldn’t stop yourself from throwing a punch at Tim earlier is terrifying.

#stolen from Yellowstone #I think this is a great way to discourage the batkids fighting among themselves #mostly #like it still happens #but damn if getting beaten into the mats at 4 am reminds you why punching Tim won’t help you in the long run #bruce wayne #batman #dc #batfamily #batfam #thoughts