#will can fuck with your brain holy shit

[mykandrakar]

Just read The Stone Falcon w.i.t.c.h. book and in it Cornelia mentions that dreams are electrical impulses in the brain. and it results in Will later just. fucking putting a guy straight to sleep by telling him to “dream of home” bc she remembered Cornelia’s comment and decided to fuck around with the guy’s brain bc she can control electricity. absolutely wild. I love it when the books explore the girls potential powers

#will can fuck with your brain holy shit #would be a terrifying concept if explored further which it isn’t #I wanted to reread the series bc I haven’t read them in years #w.i.t.c.h. #w.i.t.c.h. comics #will irma taranee cornelia hay lin #will vandom #Kandrakar #heart of Kandrakar

[kiwiwisdeathday]

If you make "memes" like this I get to steal something out of your house. I don't make the rules

#I SAW SOMEONE POST THIS and oh. oh my god #resisting tye urge to say some really awful shit #yhis makes me sosoosos fucking ANGRY #YOUD FIND ART LIKE THIS IF YOU USED YOUR BRAIN AND LOOKED #ALL OF THIS IS STOLEN FROM ART YOU CAN ACTUALLY FIND AND SUPPORT #HOLY FUCKKKK #kiwi rambles

[withasideofshakespeare]

Poins! Come get your boyfriend! I know you disappeared from the narrative, but he’s been traumatized by the death of his father and is now executing conspirators in the most terrifying way possible.

#shakespeare #Henry v #ned Poins #I said ‘holy fucking shit???’ out loud at the scene where Hal asks the traitors’ opinions on mercy #and then hands them letters that I can only assume just say ‘I KNOW.’ #and then when they ask for mercy he tells them he’ll take their advice on punishing criminals #apparently having your father die immediately after accusing you of being a fuckup one last time does things to your brain #as if Ned is a good influence lmao #maybe he’d come up with something more funny and less terrifying #either way #please come pick up Hal #he’s scaring us #also I just think hal deserves to have fun sometimes #and Poins would go NUTS for walking around a military camp in disguise and challenging people to stupid duels

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

thought about prjme defenders greyscale arc for longer than 30 seconds

#sorrry im thinking abt that again. god what the fuck. horror movie. #ros if u see this im sorry youre not at the greyscale arc yet . but holy shit. fuuuuuck #i ahve so many things to say about the greyscale arc. worlds most fucked up 3 episodes ever #hey can we talk about the fact that the greyscale arc is only 3 episodes long. it feels like 20 years. #what the fuck man #william wisp i want to put you in a blender and boil the remaining liquid over my gas stovetop #me watching tokyo ghoul like wow this is just like wjen william wisp [REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED] and then [REDACTED] #extremely loud dialup tone playing in my brain when i think about kimuri and clarence and mal and ghoul and jason king and emily and #fucuuucucuuckkk #im going to eat microplastics #reaction time #<< kind of. i guess #im not liveblogging it bc im watching tokyo ghoul instead but. now im just thinking about the end of the greyscale arc. in the kitchen.

[fakeshibe]

when my short film is done i'm gonna be so annoying about it like i'm mkaing tiktok edits of that shit, hyper-niche shitposts, fancams, --- and ---- as vines, you fucking name it i'm doing it

i put too much work into it to not get at least 3 notes off of a shitpost based on it lmao

#another classic sheeb post #sometimes i forget i'm like an actual for real filmmaker and like #actually am making actual for real films that you can like watch with your eyes #like holy shit i'm making a fucking short film #it came from my brain and now i'm building the set dec for it and soon i'll be editing it and like #holy shit that's just so fucking cool

[eldritchamy]

me, drinking coffee for once: this is it, this is going to fix me. today I will have just enough of a functional brain to be productive and get important things done

the horrible little creature that lives in my brain and decides what I hyperfixate on and when I go into an infodumping trance on an arbitrary topic and also makes me wildly over- or under-use punctuation:

#man fuck ADHD #can somebody diagnose me with 'holy shit how are you ALIVE without adderall' #for the record the horrible little creature that lives in my brain just stuck me in a 90 minute rant #about how 'Monstrosity' is a HORRIBLE creature type in dnd #it's so ABSURDLY wide ranging #there are 'Monstrosities' that should be BEASTS like the obvious Owlbear or Peryton or some specific cats and wolves #but there are also things like. horrible centipede monsters and Purple Wurms and disfigured Kraken monsters #AND ALSO CENTAURS AND MINOTAURS WHICH ARE EXPLICITLY PLAYABLE RACES???? #as well as a NUMBER of creatures that could EASILY fall into the humanoid category #things that WEAR CLOTHING and use CRAFTED AND MAGICAL WEAPONS and have CULTURE and SPEAK MULTIPLE LANGUAGES #is a YETI less humanoid than a Bugbear or a Grung??? #what about Draconian mages which are literally just dragonborn? #what about all the YUAN TI and THRI-KEEN which are literally viable PC races #what about Yakfolk priests and Merrow swordsmen and Driders which are no less humanoid than a Centaur #WHY ARE THEY LUMPED INTO THE SAME CATEGORY AS SPACE HAMSTERS AND WEIRD PARASITES AND GRIFFONS #THERE'S NO JUSTIFICATION FOR ALL OF THESE THINGS BEING A SINGLE CREATURE TYPE IT'S JUST PURE FANTASY RACISM #and also extremely lazy worldbuilding #why the fuck are PLAYABLE RACES lumped in with displacer beasts and mimics? #because you suck at categorizing your creature types that's why #in a fantasy world that has fantasy creatures there's no reason for an owlbear or a peryton or a griffon to not be considered animals #you know the Polymorph spell specifies beasts of your challenge rating (player level) or lower? #did you know the highest CR in the Beast type is 8? #T Rex Sperm Whale and Huge Giant Crab are all CR 8 beasts #so Polymorph can't scale past level 8. even though player levels go to 20. #meanwhile TRUE Polymorph and SHAPECHANGE just say any creature. Shapechange specifies not constructs or undead #and you know what. Wild Shape specifies BEASTS. with a MAXIMUM CHALLENGE RATING OF ONE. #unless you're a moon druid and then it's your level divided by 3 #except they're removing that in 'One DND' (shut up it's just 6e) #anyway DND has some CRAZY fucked up stuff in it and Monstrosity is just 'Miscellaneous' but with more racism in it #also I have not been productive today at all thanks coffee

[jankwritten]

Jason Grace who finally has enough and turns around and snaps at the people who poke and prod at him about being perfect. His team loses ten seconds in a race because someone tripped and fell and they stopped to help, and someone on one of the lower-ranking teams makes an offhanded comment about how Jason probably wished they hadn't wasted the time and they kinda nudge him like he's in on the joke but he turns around and shoves them flat onto their ass instead. He kicks dirt on them. He says, "don't even begin to act like you know what's going on inside my head," through gritted teeth with a voice that's just a shade more voice than growl.

I want Jason Grace playing a secret role board game and everybody keeps joking that Jason can't possibly be the villain because he'd give himself up, that's just how perfect Jason Grace is, he can't even fake being evil for thirty minutes, haha, meanwhile Jason grips tighter and tighter to the little traitor token in his pocket and loses the game, because he got lost in making that one specific person miserable.

Camp-wide truth or dare where people keep giving Jason all the tame fetch-quest type dares like they all think he'd immediately protest to anything even slightly straying from the rules to the point that he starts targeting other people with the worst dares he can think of, asking the nastiest truths, things that go beyond petty gossip into realities. They decide to end the game early because he asked one of the Aphrodite boys if it was true he laughed while his capture the flag teammate nearly bled out last weekend.

Jason Grace who had all of his wolf traits beaten out of him by a merciless system that couldn't see who he was beyond a name, a son, a soldier, so when he bares his teeth it's not to threaten he'll physically bite yknow. Because when he snaps it's not his jaw it's his tongue you need to worry about.

Jason Grace who is a menace, and not in a good cute fun way. Jason Grace who is a bully and an asshole and he sucks and he deserves it.

#WOW i'm in a fucking mood tonight partners holy shit #pjo #jason grace #hoo #evil Jason Gracce #If you can call it that #really more chatoic neutral jason than Evil Jason #yfeel me #he's only going after the people who go after him first he's just being WAY meaner about it #i'm in a vindictive little mood because my brain is an asshole today ugh #percy: haha oh i bet you hate that your diorama is just slightly off scale bet that bothers you soooo much #jason: are you truly sure that your dad loves you? i mean really. do you look in the mirror and see someone who deserves a father's love? #percy: #FUCK now I wish I remembered who made that post earlier about Jason and Percy having a more irked relationship #like they DOn'T like one another but they're still making out about it you know #yeah that's this Jason #but also of course this Jason has a soft spot for Nico still because Nico has never once pressed those ideals onto him #Jason will slash someone's throat open with pointed words and then turn and snuggle his cheek against Nico's hair immediately after #help my jason grace and my kent parson are bleeding into one another #oh man. oh fucking man this just gave me SUCH an idea for hockey au....

[ialwaysknewyouwerepunk]

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#this is not a hot take anymore but i Will be a hater about this #if you're at a concert and you're literally on your phone the entire fucking time #like you can safely say more than half of the gig you were staring at a tiny screen in your hand #the brightness of it burning your brain cells and ruining the enjoyment of ppl behind you #you are not living right #take a few videos!! take a few pics!! but you don't need all of them!! you don't!! #someone else will have it and otherwise you'll have your own fucking memories man!! #maybe perhaps your memories will be more vibrant if you're not focusing on that fucking phone!! #holy shit i'm mad and i know i should let it go bc they can live their lives the way they want #but they're actively making concerts and my enjoyment of them worse #also this is not me hating on younger ppl bc i witness all ages do this #this rant is based off my experience last night standing behind an insane person constantly on that damn phone #rant over

[asteralien]

probably not a Good opinion for someone with an english degree to hold and to be sure i am usually not this kind of person but i saw a book about "understanding four quartets" and. i'mma keep it real with you babes. i don't want to understand them better. i'm like rex in toy story 2, i don't need to play the understanding game, i lived it. ts eliot poetry, to me, is not something that needs to be understood as much as it needs to be gnawed on like a stick in a dog's jaws, and also felt like a needle in a blood transfusion. do u get me. ts eliot poetry is like those rings on a playground where sometimes you have a ring to reach out for but mostly you're just dangling. four quartets is just gravity baby.

#this is 50% a joke to be clear. i love reading shit about my favorite poems. i'll probably try to find this book #but also like............some things are better left in the dark. u know #i would eagerly guzzle down a hundred books about say my holy trinity of the evil century (moby dick frankenstein dracula) #but the four quartets? that's like. that belongs in your own brain #don't read about it until you've FELT it #this is so pretentious english major with a favorite poet vibes ugh i'm SORRY. eliot is literally not this big of a deal #but also i am an obnoxious english major so i'm allotted 1-3 overrated poets i can be obnoxious about #let me have this i'm so english class starved. i want to write a paper. fuck #aster chat

[unironicallycringe]

Wait I have a bad opinion to share (it's lighthearted and meaningless and has no judgement on your opinion)

I have such a love/hate relationship with Skyward Sword for real

Like, it's my most blorbo-heavy game! So many good feelings! I love it regardless of its many flaws! The lore! The design of Lanayru!!

But also you couldn't pay me to play it too many times in one year. I'll murder you first. I'll kill you in real life. Especially after playing BotW even once, which, mechanically feels like the completed draft of SkSw's gameplay. Imo in comparison, SkSw's gameplay mechanics feel like an essay finished at the last second and just barely turned in under the deadline. The way Link controls makes me want to explode into tiny bits of shrapnel. I don't know if it's his stiffness with the sword or his--NO STOP CLIMBING THAT WALL I DIDN'T WANT TO CLIMB THAT WALL--

But also I love that game so fucking much.

Do you get what I mean?????

#this is also how i feel about The Witcher 3 #geralt is too floaty and the feeling grinds against my brain like a poison status effect #until i have to set it down #love the game though holy shit what a good game #shea muses aloud #skyward sword #also @ ghirahim pick a better boss battle for me than a fucking rock #you had a dragon statue right there #you had dragon BONES right there #motherfucker animates a rock and calls it a day and leaves #get back here so i can kick your ass for insulting me like that #oh right i should take my adhd meds this is what happens otherwise

[glareandgrowl]

I me myself needs a good few days of rest and relaxation.

Instead of torturing my personas in my own emotional distress, I will instead draw my personas just having a good self-care day.

#oc artwork #oc art #fursona #technically? #Con taught me that I am actually a real furry #I mean... James and Oposstag are technically fursonas? #which means The Oposstag is my horror fursuit #Anthrohio was super fun tbh #as my first ever con it was a good experience #seeing all those bomb ass suits and amazingly talented artists just made my self-expectation skyrocket #its one thing seeing fursuits online but its an entire other to see them in person #like Kire? Holy shit. If you can watch the Anthrohio dance contest when it is uploaded to youtube #it would be worth it just to watch Kire the Demon's entrance and subsequent dance #because OH MY FUCKING GOD #I think Saturday and that dance comp just feudally changed my brain chemistry #anyway consider my break done #I will be continuing work on the stories now #dear followers #rest your laurels here at the furry feet of my newfound fixation #I'll continue writing now #digital art #art #longsheepart

[frecklystars]

Hi frecklydork!! I just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you- I just got out of a convo w/ a therapist where I realized I was in a really bad relationship and she mentioned I was displaying PTSD like symptoms. I just wanted you to know that theres someone out there who's super super super DUPER proud of you and all the work you've put into managing your PTSD- Feeling constant overwhelming anxiety helped me understand a little of what you must be going through, I can't imagine how stressful your day to day life is and I'm feeling overwhelmed rn! I hope you can take some comfort in this

Goodnight! Or Good day, or good morning whenever you get this!

Hi sweetheart. I'm so sorry to hear that you have gone through a relationship so devastating that it left this much of an impact on you. My heart goes out to you, it's not fun, to say the least, it is a really horrible time and it's especially difficult (in my opinion) when it's repetitive actions from someone you trusted... it's like an extra layer of betrayal on top of everything else. I'm so sorry. I know how badly that hurts.

My response is kind of long so I'm gonna put it under a readmore for ya:

I am so touched that you thought of me, and even more touched that you took the time out of your day to tell me that you thought of me. I hope you don't mind it took me a few days to finally crack open my inbox. I reread this a few times because it really warmed my heart. Thank you for being proud of me. I'm so proud of you, too. I'm so happy you've (I'm assuming, hoping, praying) gotten out of the relationship, or in the very least I'm reassured that you've realized how unhealthy the relationship was for you and you can take the steps to overcome and heal from it now. It's SO HARD getting out of relationships, but nobody else can do it for you, it's always you who has to take those steps, and I'm so proud of you for pushing yourself to take those steps!!!! I know it isn't easy!!!!! I think one of the loneliest feelings in the world is knowing that you're in an unhealthy friendship/relationship with someone and you can literally feel this person draining your energy and making you feel hopeless and worthless and numb. I have never felt more empty than when I was trapped in an emotionally abusive relationship/friendship. It's awful. Getting out of that kind of situation is so difficult, so I am so damn proud of you for recognizing that you deserve better!!! Because you do!!! You deserve the whole world and I'm sorry somebody didn't give you the respect you deserved. It's not your fault. Nothing you went through is your fault at all, and I'll say that as many times as you want to hear it.

I completely hear you on the stress side of things -- thank you for empathizing with me. My God, isn't it the fucking worst? The constant stress?? I PROMISE YOU IT GETS BETTER, I PROMISE I PROMISE I PROMISE!!!!!!!!!! I am finally at a point where my anxiety is not killing me 24/7. It took a hot fuckin minute to get here, but I am at a point now where my anxiety will only eat at me for a chunk of my day instead of my whole day. Getting into the Barbie movie literally saved my life. But, like... it's literally a stress disorder, an anxiety disorder. That feeling of it literally EATING at you every single second that you're awake, and even giving you nightmares when you're asleep -- jesus!!! it's so much!!! it's!!! A LOT and it's intense and it's like you never get any peace. BUT I PROMISE IT GETS BETTER!!!!! 😭😭💙💙💙 IT GETS BETTER ANON I SWEAR TO YOU. I AM HOLDING YOUR HAND THROUGH THIS WHOLE THING!!!!!

One day you will wake up and the person who traumatized you, the events that traumatized you, will NOT be the very first thing popping into your head. One day you'll be able to sit down and eat a sandwich and think to yourself "oh I just went 20 whole seconds without thinking about it". One day you'll be tying your shoe and thinking "oh I think i just went five whole minutes without thinking about it!" slowly, gradually, you will have healed so much, you will look back and think "oh. I'm... so much better than I was."

I actually had this revelation a few weeks ago, I sat down making comics, and then I thought to myself... "...oh... I don't think I thought about my abuser... at all... when a trigger was right in front of my face... for a solid two minutes." I saw a gifset where Margot Robbie was wearing an article of clothing that normally triggers me into a panic attack, but I just kept looking at Margot and thinking "hehehe that's my Barbie!!! <3" and then i realized the trigger was right in front of my face but I was so focused on being gay asf I didn't even realize the trigger was there. And then when I noticed it, my body was like "oh. time to panic" but I managed to push away those feelings and say "nope. nope. that's Barbie. and Barbie is safe. and everything is ok!!!" And two minutes of handling a certain trigger may not seem like a long time, at first... but when you're constantly overwhelmed every single second of every single day... two minutes looks like a blessing. and one day you won't even have to count the minutes anymore. you'll just exist and the misery will only be momentary.

But aside from triggers, now, just in general, I am at a point where I can go hours without remembering my abuser or the events that gave me literally DOZENS of triggers in the first place. Flashbacks are rare, when they used to be constant. I'm not as jittery as I used to be, I'm not as... uh, feeling like I'm going out of my mind, I don't know how else to phrase it, but the anxiety that ptsd gives you literally makes you feel like you're losing your sense of self, and I promise you that feeling goes away with time. I promise you it gets better. I didn't have a support system during my time of need, so my healing process is taking much longer than it would have, so I am hopeful that your healing process is actually going much speedier than mine, even if our circumstances may not be exactly the same ofc but just hearing that you have a therapist helping you out with this is absolutely wonderful. Therapy is so important, paired with self care.

I'm so proud of you anon. I'm so sorry you're going through this and ahhh sorry I'm scatterbrained, it's been a long day and my brain cells are on fire, but!!! I AM SO PROUD OF YOU and I LOVE YOU and IT'S GONNA BE OKAY!!!! IT'S GONNA GET BETTER!!!!!! That feeling of constant anxiety 24/7 is an absolute bitch, but it gets better!!! It gets better!!!! I'll say it a million times, it gets better!!!! And I'm here for you the whole way okay? Please feel free to message me anytime. Ilusm I'm sending you so many hugs and I will be keeping you in my thoughts. 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙

#thank you for taking the time to empathize with me holy shit #i feel like a lot of ppl dont rly. understand ptsd. unless if they have it. which is normal ofc #or just trauma in general. which is fine! u cant fully understand smth til u go thru it #so when you mentioned the CONSTANT anxiety i was just nodding my head while reading #24/7 your brain is making you remember things you wish you could forget and it aint fun #tips: journal your thoughts everyday to reduce nightmares #bc it helps your brain process things while its awake #so it wont process AS much when youre asleep. that way you get BETTER sleep #more tips: sleeping is so good for u. drinking water is so good for ur Scared Brain #EXERCISING!!!! going for walks in the sunlight helps you with vitamin D + tiring u out faster #so u can sleep easier. bc again. oh my god the sleep is so important. #and sleep is the thing i struggle with the most i only get 3 or 4 hours every night #being social helps so much. im going out with friends at LEAST once a week #and scheduling hangouts with online friends once a week as well. or voice calling #i know it hurts so fucking bad right now but i promise it gets better #i am holding your hand the entire time ok you're not alone. im here for you. #anonymous #asks #ptsd #keepsake

[thanonymousotp]

i need more friends who know both bsd and drgl so i can force them to recognize this insane brain rot ive been having. GOD. i wish i could think abt literally anything else. grahhghh. bungou stray dogs is genuinely so good tho so if uve been thinking abt watching it this is ur sign to do so

#thanon.txt #i genuinly wish my brain would release the comparison but #its like got bird talons latched into the fucking thoughts #i even took a nap and woke up and my first thought while awake was #holy shit. atsushi and thaniel handshake emoji #ATSUSHI ISNT EVEN UP THERE ON MY FAVES GRHEHRHGHRH like hes the protag so ofc i like him but like #i have other characters that make me insane bonkers mode (read: blonde guy. poe. the guy who can erase evidence whos name i suddenly forgor #OGURI i remembered its ok #also bsd is full of fruity gay rivalries #like jesus fucking christ #also akutagawa is nedrick core like they feel like the same fucking character #dazai? nevin core. dont worry losties i can probably diagnose your faves with a bsd character #because i am neurodivergent as fuck #ok anyway. i should go do dishes LMAO

[unearthlydream]

it is becoming increasingly hard to fake positivity and happiness. and people are noticing and asking things and I just don’t know what to tell them.

#personal #like I’m only supposed to be sad online !!! brain get your shit together holy fuck !!!! #I just don’t have the energy to force conversation or feign happiness or even emotion in general at this point #I try to drown it out and fill the void with literally anything but nothing helps. nothing has helped for a while. #and so I’ll just keep sitting here. keep #procrastinating and keep being standoffish and keep making things worse for myself and suffering in silence bc what other choice is there #I can only ever articulate what I’m feeling through written word. I don’t know how to talk to people and the words don’t ever come #and even when writing things down I painstakingly review every line and rewrite and delete and rewrite until I have just…. nothing #I can’t make sense of it so how am I supposed to communicate anything to others so they can help? #and regardless they can’t help. my brain is fucking stupid and I can’t function and I’ve been lying to myself for so long #saying I’m capable and I can be successful and I can fit the mold and fake it until I make it through but I can’t. I can’t. #someone killed themselves by jumping off a dorm at my uni yesterday. it could be that easy. it could be so simple as a free fall. silence. #I’m just so tired.

[carcinized]

feeling of growing into my body is so nice too. god puberty sucked

#i mean i had other stuff too. and so do probably most of my followers bc Trans Things. i never had dysphoria from being trans tho #it was all from discomfort during puberty + depersonalization #so now that both of those have lessened + ive gotten better at managing them. HOLY SHIT ITS NICE #i dont feel ashamed of my body!!! ive achieved complete body neutrality its so fucking awesome #i dont even feel like i need to dress up anymore. nor am i uncomfortable with the idea that someone could find me attractive #bc i understand its not my job to be or not be attractive its just my job to EXIST. other ppl can think whatever they want about me #its SO NICE. i am growing into my life its so lovely. #just a bit of positivity for you guys :] this site (and online spaces in general) can be so negative bc it’s a safe place to ent #so heres a break from that. from someone who struggled heavily w mental illness for multiple years #i don’t want to disclose what or why but it wasnt just quirky depression anxiety etc it was like from real scary shit + near death experienc #<- not to say anxiety & depression don’t suck. what i mean is that it wasn’t quirky ‘omg i have anxiety im so scared of everyone 🥺👉👈’ #type shit that every white girl highschooler insists they have. it wasnt just beingn sad cus of high school LMAO #NOT TO DOWNPLAY THAT BUT LIKE. U KNOW THE PPL I MEAN. u dont have anxiety/ocd/depression dude youre just Sad. fairly so but itsnot Disorder #but. from someone who went thru all that. IT GETS BETTER. also if ur like 13-15 ur brain hormones suck and it gets better 100% #like everything feels So Bad but its just uour brain chemicals and i am so sorry uour brain does that. BUT IT GETS BETTER I PROMISE. <3 #it doesnt make your struggles easier but you should know that it DOES get better. <3 love u #ok <3 take care guys #tobin talks

[ziracona]

Can we talk about how completely ape Shaun’s plan for releasing his surviving parent from Valut 111 was? I don’t even mean the ‘Teehee I want to play a Little Game ™️ with a living person to see how long they survive and also if they Loved Me and try to destroy things to find and save me 😌💙’ because we all know about that, but I mean that even in a worst-case scenario for him he tries to??? Essentially End of FMA Pride himself??? That it’s at weakest heavily implied that his whole goal in making Shaun the Child is to keep living once he realized he had cancer??? That he—?? It’s fucking insane and SO creepy. The guy makes a synth of himself as a child to copy his early brain to and has a very complex long-term plan to live again through this tiny child he made in a lab and plays fun little psychological experiment games on??? And he’s carving out this creepy ‘ideal life’ for himself lining up people like chess pieces in the expectation of being able to essentially download himself into a child? He simultaneously doesn’t think synths are people and thinks if he puts his brain in one he will not only live again as the same exact him that he is rn but WILL be a person bc he’s Not Like Other Girls??? And sees NO hypocrisy or cognitive dissonance in ANY direction with this plan??? If he’s gone through experiment files he like he knows Nick exists and has seen other copy replacements and that they’re not resurrecting dead so-and-so but still?? He-? Insane

#I love my child synth Shaun so much but holy shit my biological child was something beyond a freak and a horror show #super fun idea for a charcater though I love the /extremes/ to which he dehumanizes and thinks he can control everyone around him and the #world itself and how /casual/ he is about it all. he treats watching his surviving parent from 200 years ago struggling to find him #and survive like a normal person surveys the drinks in their fridge. the way he introduces himself alone??? #one of the most horrible men of all time but the way he’s written is SO good like yeah you made SOMETHIN there you sure did Bethesda #fallout 4 spoilers #fallout 4 #that he thinks it’s not totally transparent what he’s doing?? he gives you a holotape sent with the kid and I’m like ‘listen you stupid shit #I know exactly what you’re trying but I know something you don’t. that’s not how the world fucking works. ship of Theseus baby. is the kid #you if you added a bunch of your brain to him? not unless he wants to be and honey he’s not going to be a thing like you