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slytherinshua · 11 months

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IM RIGHT HERE

genre. fluff. hurt/comfort. warnings. spoilers for at a distance, spring is green (obv). jun has a nightmare. crying. past trauma mention (child abuse/domestic violence). pairing. yeo jun x fem!reader. wc. 1.3k. request. no. a/n. for my baby jun </3 his backstory srsly broke me when watching and all i wanted to do was hug him so tight and shower him w kisses.

Jun had been doing better than ever. After struggling through freshman year, he knew that sophomore year couldn’t be any worse. After all, what did he have to worry about? He had his true friends, Sobin and Soohyun, by his side. And he had you always there to support him, to love him. To be honest, he felt like he could take on the world some days.

But, the thing about trauma is that it never goes away. There’s no way to erase what happened in the past, or pretend like it didn’t happen. Jun could ignore it— he was very good at that, pretending to be fine. Jun’s past haunted him every single day. It was always there in the back of his mind. He could focus on other things, his friends, you, having fun, being kind to people, smiling… but it was always there.

You had learned over the months of dating him that it came out the most at night when he didn’t have anything else to think about. Lying there in bed prompted his brain to think about it over and over again. He hated it. He would have dreams about it, too. Getting beaten in that room. His father yelling. His screaming and crying. And the pain. He would wake up in tears, heaving and shaking.

You had only been there for it once, late at night when Jun had passed out before you, and you were planning to leave, but couldn’t quite get yourself to leave his side. So you stayed in the kitchen, quietly peeking at him sleeping every so often, cooing at his cute face and fluffy hair. You were glad you had stayed that night, because he had woken up not much later.

It scared you, seeing him so distressed. His comments that day told you that he was somewhat used to the nightmares. “I’ll be okay”, “I’ve dealt with it before”, “Don’t worry”, “It’s fine”. Those words flowed so easily out of his mouth that day, as if you were the one who needed to be reassured. But when he said it was fine, you knew he was lying. You could see it in his face, in his soft doe eyes filled with fear.

After a couple months of dating, and by drunken chance, you had properly slept over for the first time. Jun was a big cuddler, which you loved. He slept like a baby when you were around. As long as he was in your arms, he felt safe. You found you slept better with him all curled up beside you, as well. His soft breathing helped you relax, made you happy.

You stumbled through the door to Jun’s apartment, discarding your bag and shoes as fast as you could before you no longer had the will to keep your eyes open. You were absolutely drained. It was past 2 am. Your stupid boss had kept you overtime to do a deep cleaning even though you had done overtime for your coworkers too many times to count.

But, you were home now, and that’s what mattered. Though you hadn’t officially moved in with Jun, you spent more time at his apartment than your own at this point. Half your clothes and things had migrated over to his shelves and closet. You joked that you were like a married couple. Jun responded with teasing, as always.

“What are we, a married couple?”

“We could be. What’s your ring size?”

“Jun!”

You smiled at the thought, hurrying through your nighttime routine to get to bed and be close to Jun again. You had barely been able to text him all day. It would be best to get to sleep as fast as you could so you could wake up to him next to you.

You found him already fast asleep just like you expected. Curled up under the covers. You noticed he was hugging one of your pillows which made your face break out into an uncontrollable smile. He was such a cutie. You slid under the covers, making sure not to disturb him. You lay on your side, watching his sleeping face for a minute before your eyes flickered shut on their own and sleep overtook your tired body.

Jun shifted around in his sleep, eyebrows furrowing and sweat building as the scenes replayed in his head. He was right there, watching it unfold over and over again. He hated it. It was torturous. No matter how fast he moved, he could never reach the door quick enough before his younger self was dragged through and screams were all he could hear.

He gasped, eyes opened wide, chest heaving. He knew it would happen tonight. He predicted it. He had been feeling overwhelmed all day with texts from his mother who had gone to see his father for reasons he could never understand. It stressed him out more than he could say. He should’ve mentioned it to you, but you were so busy with work he couldn’t bring himself to.

But now, here he was, unable to calm down. It was like some creeping terror was creeping up through his body, through his stomach and up, up, up until it reached his neck and he couldn’t breathe. His vision felt clouded and the tears dripping down his cheeks certainly didn’t help him calm down.

He needed something to ground him.

“Baby?” Your voice sounded soft and a little groggy, and knowing that you were there only made Jun cry harder. You quickly pulled him into your arms, knowing your touch could calm him down eventually. “It’s okay, Jun. I’m right here.” You kept whispering soft words to him, patting his back gently, pressing soothing kisses to his forehead and hair. The sound of his choked back sobs was your least favourite sound in the world. Your heart felt like it cracked into a million pieces, and you hugged him a bit tighter.

You heard his breath stabilise just a bit and you breathed a sigh of relief. Gently cupping his face in your hands, you pulled back from the hug just enough to look at him. You wiped his tears and fluffed his hair, calling him cute until he eventually broke out into a smile.

“I hate seeing you cry.” You mumbled sadly. Jun nodded, whispering a soft “sorry”. You shushed him immediately, “It’s not your fault, baby. It’s never your fault.”

“Thank you.” The words came out in a soft way that made your heart melt on the spot. You absolutely adored the boy in front of you. “C-can we cuddle?” He asked shyly, face a little puffy from crying making him look 10 times cuter.

You giggled, hands automatically moving to squish his cheeks adoringly. He let you, staying still and just staring at you with his big eyes. “Of course, whatever you want.” You told him and then pressed a kiss to his nose, making him scrunch it up from the ticklish feeling.

“I love you.” He said, arms circling your waist and hugging you to him in a way that made you giggle until he was laughing too.

“I love you more, you know?”

“No- No, I don’t know.” He quickly protested before grinning.

“I do!” You persisted, savouring his boyish smile, lighting up his features, bringing butterflies to your stomach.

He giggled and then suddenly his lips attached to yours, softly moving against them until you welcomely kissed him back. Even when you pulled back from the kiss, Jun whined and pulled you closer again, reconnecting your lips.

You giggled and pulled away, speaking before Jun could occupy your lips again, “You just want kisses tonight, don’t you?”

He nodded quickly, humming in affirmation, “Will you give me more kisses? Wanna kiss you more.” He mumbled with a smile.

“Come here.”

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elderflowergin · 6 months

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Twenty Questions

@rosyfingered-moon and @drivingsideways thanks for the tag! :D

1. How many works do you have on AO3? 24

2. What's your total AO3 word count? 170,114, which feels quite unbelievable.

What fandoms do you write for? So far on ao3 it's been for various Kdramas.

What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

the process of discovery (Extraordinary Attorney Woo) - I am glad this one resonated so well with readers.

buy cars, cut cards (Vincenzo) - this surprised me, because I wrote it the fastest and it's so short.

low in the weeds (Hyena) - my maiden effort!

or an excuse to stay on deck (Glory)

but I linger on, dear (Hyena)

Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

I don't get many and I do try to reply to everyone (except occasionally @haraxvati's because I'm usually a puddle of goo when I'm done reading what she has to say). Someone once said they wanted to get a fic tattooed, which is a pretty amazing compliment!

What is a fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

None of my fics have angsty endings, though they traverse some pretty angsty paths.

What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

I don't know how you'd measure "happiest"; all of them involve my faves finding their way to be together.

Do you get hate on fics?

Thankfully no.

Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

I do, with great difficulty. I often end up with something different from what I intended at the start. Most recently with or an excuse to stay on deck, I like to say I wanted I Wanna Be Your Slave by Maneskin and ended up with I Wanna Be With You by Mandy Moore - 'twas ever thus.

I am trying to be more thoughtful and grounded about it these days.

Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?

I've borrowed characters, but I don't think I've ever written a proper crossover.

Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not that I know of.

Have you ever had a fic translated?

No, but I'd love that!

What's your all-time favorite ship?

I can't pick a favourite ship - they're all my messy children and I love them all pretty equally.

What's a wip you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?

There is a Vincenzo AU fic that I have seen in my mind's eye. It has Hong Cha-young being the agent of her own revenge. I know how it ends, I know how it goes. I know that it will be good. I cannot for the life of me write beyond the 20k words I already have.

I don't want to say I doubt I ever will finish it, because hope springs eternal!

I did post a mini excerpt for the Reborn Rich fandom which would have turned into a Jin Do-jun/Oh Se-hyeon fic (except I gender-swapped Jin Do-jun to be played by Jeon Yeo-been). I'm positive I will never finish that, but I think it would have been a good story.

What are your writing strengths?

I think I land a good one-liner from time to time.

What are your writing weaknesses?

Consistency, pacing, dialogue - I'll steal Pri's answer here and confess that my hope is to improve the more I write.

Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

Many moons ago I wanted to do a fic for the Mani Rathnam movie Chekka Chivantha Vaanam. I considered Tamil dialogue for it between Jyothika and Vijay Sethupathy's characters that I would translate to English. I'm amused by this because so many of Mani Rathnam's characters speak like someone wrote their dialogues first in English and translated them into Tamil.

First fandom you wrote for?

Godfather in 2003 or 2004.

Favorite fic you've written?

I think the fic that has the most of me in it is metadata.

I will always have a soft spot for my Chief of Staff fics, especially this one. I'm not sure I'll have the bandwidth to do something like that again, but I'm proud of how I wrote that one.

tagging @cupofteaandstars @haraxvati @theinfinitedivides if you're interested!

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love-me-a-lotta-whump · 1 year

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Still Trapped - At a Distance, Spring Is Green Fanfiction

Whumpee: (여준) Yeo Jun played by (박지훈) Park Ji Hoon

Synopsis: Yeo Jun’s stay at the hospital was worse than what Soo Hyun had wanted or expected, somehow. The bar was so low, and yet, the experience dove deep and still managed to squeeze below it.

Maturity Rating: Both the drama and this fic are rated 15+

Words: 1,900

Chapter: 2/2

MDL link for more information on the drama, itself

AO3 >>> [LINK] -=+=- FanFiction.net >>> [LINK]

NOTE: I will no longer be uploading on FanFiction.net but will continue using AO3. Ty!

Yeo Jun’s stay at the hospital was worse than what Soo Hyun had wanted or expected, somehow. The bar was so low, and yet, the experience dove deep and still managed to squeeze below it. Nightmares were a nightly occurrence. There was also sleepwalking every once and a while. It became less frequent as the stay progressed but it was bad. Especially at first. As Soo Hyun thought about it, one incident during the week after Yeo Jun’s leg surgery came to mind.

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Soo Hyun quickly rushed from the vending machine back to Yeo Jun’s room. He didn’t want to risk not being there when he woke up. The last time that happened, he came back to his friend shaking and crying. He knew he needed him there.

It would have been better if that was all it was.

As he turned the corner to go down the hall Yeo Jun’s room was on, he saw him stumbling through the door. He picked up the pace as he watched the nurses hurriedly swing around their desks and surround him. As he approached, he heard their murmurs clearly.

“Don’t touch him. He gets combative when he sleep walks.” One nurse who had her hand out to the rest stated.

“He what?” Soo Hyun stepped in between a couple of the nurses to see a disoriented Yeo Jun stumbling, not quite going anywhere. Soo Hyun started to try to guide his friend back to bed. “Yeo Jun, let’s go.”

A nurse put her hand out, stopping Soo Hyun. “You haven’t seen him do this yet? He’ll start swinging if you touch him. Wait for the orderlies to get here. They should be close.”

“The who? There’s no need for that. I can just-” Before Soo Hyun could finish his sentence, three very large men approached Yeo Jun and before he knew it, one had him fully surrounded in a bear hug. He struggled, pushing his arms as best he could, thrashing in the man’s hold all while begging to be released, desperately pleading for them not to beat him anymore. Unfortunately, this also meant he was kicking as hard as he could in his attempt to escape. The pain surged through his body, waking him up abruptly. His screams filled the halls.

“We need to sedate him.” One of the nurses suggested. She must have thought she said it quietly enough that Yeon Jun wouldn’t hear but she would be mistaken.

It sent pure fear down his spine. He thrashed even more, consciously avoiding kicking his legs. His breaths picked up and became rapid. Despite his best efforts, the orderlies were too strong for him. He couldn’t help it. He didn’t want to be sedated again and risk having another nightmare. He knew that all he had to do was calm down and they’d release him but he couldn’t help it. The restraint was overwhelming him and being surrounded by hospital staff and patient visitors wasn’t helping at all. He was able to convince himself to stop struggling but he couldn’t stop the hyperventilation. He turned his head to face a visibly concerned Soo Hyun standing behind the nurses who had kept their arms out to keep him away.

He tried speaking, finally, desperate to be left alone, “No drugs. Please no drugs.” Tears streamed down his face. “I can’t have any more nightmares.” The words were distorted through his hyperventilation but he did what he could. He watched as one of the nurses continued fumbling with the needle and medication and it only made things worse. They weren’t listening. Why weren’t they listening? “No!” He had to at least try to get released. He struggled once more, thrashing every part of his body, doing his best to ignore the excruciating pain coming from his recently-operated-on leg.

The nurse plunged the needle into his body, injecting drugs and more fear into him. He screamed and cried, fighting the drugs as hard as he could. He knew it was a losing battle but he had to stay awake as long as possible. He couldn’t got to sleep. He desperately did not want to go back to sleep.

His movements became slower as his body slowly ceased its movements in the orderlie’s arms. He fell asleep as the tears fell down his face, the last thing in his blurred vision being his very concerned friend.

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The last couple of weeks in the hospital were still awful but much better than when he first got there and immediately after his surgery. The nightmares were less frequent, as was the sleepwalking. Yeo Jun’s leg would be in a cast for quite a while but they were saying he could go home soon so that was an improvement! Things were still a bit stressful, though, especially given that Yeo Jun’s doctor asked to speak with Soo Hyun. And only him. What would they even talk about? Why would they speak to him and not Yeo Jun?

Soo Hyun’s thoughts clouded his mind as he made his way back to Yeo Jun’s room, snacks and drinks in hand. As he entered the room, he quickly clocked the nurses doing their routine checks as Yeo Jun slept. It looked as if he wasn’t having a nightmare so that was good. He’d had them for the past couple of nights so it was nice to see they were taking a night off from tormenting his friend.

“His doctor is ready to speak with you. Do you have a second?” One of the nurses damn near teleported in front of him while he was in the middle of putting their drinks on the side table.

“Sure. I’ll just check on him real quick then head over there.”

“We’ll wait for you outside and take you to him.” The nurse smiled as the two began to leave the room.

As he exited, the two guided him to Yeo Jun’s doctor’s office and closed the door behind him, leaving them to themselves.

The doctor stood, extending his hands towards Soo Hyun. He politely obliged and shook his hand. Once the doctor motioned to the seat, Soo Hyun quickly sat with a slight bow.

“Dr. Min, I’m gonna be honest- I- I have no idea why I’m here. Shouldn’t you be speaking with Yeo Jun?”

The doctor laughed at his bluntness. “Believe me, I will. However there are a few questions I need to ask you as well as explain a few things to you so you understand the requirements for a proper recovery for Yeo Jun. He has you listed as his primary caretaker and he has signed documents saying we are allowed to speak with you regarding his overall treatment and medical history. Not only that but he has requested that we keep you updated. He said you tend to worry.”

That last line. Ugh. He couldn’t help but let a few curse words out under his breath. So what if he worries? He makes him worry.

“I can tell the two of you are close. In that case, I feel the need to be very up front with you. I won't sugar coat anything and it seems to me that’s something you can handle given your earlier introduction.” The doctor slid his glasses further up his nose before pulling a couple papers out of a filing cabinet under his desk. “After this incident, Yeo Jun will need a lot more help than he ever has. Our counselors have spoken with him multiple times during his teen years as well as a few times during his first year at your university. We know about his family’s situation, especially with that article coming out a while back.”

Soo Hyun’s heart dropped. It was never easy to continuously hear of his friend’s painful past. While it was something he had gotten used to, it was always difficult to bring back up.

“I’m sure you are aware of his PTSD due to his family situation, correct?”

Soo Hyun quietly nodded.

“Are you aware of his triggers?”

“Some of them. I know violence is one of them. He tends to be a bit sensitive to loud sounds and yelling as well.”

“I, myself, don’t know what all of them are as he’s a bit closed off about these things sometimes but those are a few I would have to agree with.” Dr. Min continued typing into his computer. “Given that you are aware of these things, I would ask that you keep an eye on them. His psychologist will speak with you about how to care for him with his PTSD but I also ask that you work with Yeo Jun, himself, in that area. He will know better than anyone how to properly look after him and what he needs. As for his leg, though, that will be my area of expertise that I can help you with. It will be a long process but you can help him in his recovery.”

“Understood.” Soo Hyun made it clear he was willing to listen intently.

“He tends to be stubborn about making appointments but please be sure he is going to his rehab schedules. His leg cannot function like it used to if he skips them. His body needs that work. It will be annoying and even painful sometimes but if he doesn’t do his physical rehabilitation, his leg will never be the same. Or even close to it.”

“There won’t be an issue. He will be at every single appointment.”

“Glad to hear it.” Dr. Min chuckled. “We are discharging him soon, however, he will still be in a lot of pain so we are prescribing painkillers. He needs to take them as directed or there could be issues.”

“Again, there won’t be an issue. I’ll be the one handling all of his aftercare so he’ll be perfectly fine. I am aware of the issues people can have with painkillers but I won’t allow it.”

“I trust he will be perfectly fine with you. I like your confidence. I’ll go ahead and print out this packet for you so you can have all of the information you need regarding Yeo Jun’s aftercare and send you on your way. How does that sound?”

“Very good. Thank you.” Soo Hyun took the packet he was given and quickly headed towards Yeo Jun’s room. He couldn’t help but think about a couple of the things the doctor had said. He understood being listed as the primary caretaker with their living together but he had no clue Yeo Jun would give him all those other things. He was allowed to and encouraged to know all of his medical history? The doctors had to keep him updated on everything? He already knew about the PTSD but the fact that his doctor had spoken with him about it and at length? Soo Hyun laughed to himself. With how long they’d been friends and how close they’d become and everything they’d been through together, how could he not wrap his head around all of it?

One thing was certain, though. Yeo Jun would be taking his medicine and making it to rehab no matter what. His main priority was helping his friend heal both physically and mentally.

Recovery would be difficult for the both of them but Yeo Jun won’t stay trapped forever if Soo Hyun has anything to say about it.

#at a distance spring is green #at a distance spring is green fanfiction #my fanfiction #my writing #kwhump #asian whump #asianwhump #kdrama fanfiction #kdrama fanfic

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writeformesinpie · 2 years

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What are you working on right now?...

Update time!

Lol it’s been a little while. I am working on a lot of things and have so many half finished fics and ideas but I’ll list out all the ones I am trying to get done by the end of the year:

Collabs:

Seventeen Collab with @kpoptrashlord-007 (I have finished all of them now except the DK one which is overdue 😭 and they will be posted on time as stated in the collab list.) All members should be on the masterlist by the end of the year!

DK x Reader

The8 x Reader

Vernon x Reader

Sinful Encounters Collab with @kpoptrashlord-007 - these will be posted throughout October and there will be four fics each from both of us.

Mingyu x Reader

Jay x Reader

Jeno x Reader

Lee Know x Reader

I have another collab that will be posted near the end of October that I am not at liberty to talk about yet but there will be more information coming soon (spoiler it’s for bts and will be yandere themed)

Then @kpoptrashlord-007 and I plan to complete another collab for December with the Enhypen hyung line.

Heeseung x Reader

Jake x Reader

I am working on my 2k follower event requests (there are 12 and I have finished 6) and they will be released either in October or November. Those will all be yandere themed.

Jay/Heeseung/Sunghoon x reader

Yeonjun x reader

Jun/Hoshi x gn/male reader

Mark Lee x reader

Seventeen x reader 😭 (you’re killing me lol)

Obito Uchiha x reader

Seo Moon Jo x reader

Diavolo x reader

Baekhyun x reader

Then I have a few passion projects that I want to work on (and with everything else might get pushed back for now 😭😂)

Seo Moon Jo coffee shop au

Pentagon threesome (Yeo One x reader x Hongseok)

A secret smut project for NCT

And ofc my 500 follower event requests that I thought I’d lost but I found again 😋🙃

~~ Ohhh and don’t know if anyone has noticed lol but I’m trying to write up quick little tiny baby drabbles more frequently to keep everyone entertained and to help work on my writing skills - plus I really need to make writing a habit at this point lol 😂😭😂

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cristenorite · 2 years

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Before You Go To SNU (Chapter 4)

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Relationships: Cho Sang-Woo/Seong Gi-Hun (main), Kang Sae-Byeok/Ji-Yeong (side)

Contents: Fluff, Light Angst, Established Relationship, High School AU, classmates, sangwoo is not a snake, Implied/Referenced Homophobia, one brief homophobic encounter but only for one chapter, sangwoo implies that he wants to have sex but they never actually do it, 17 year olds (pretend they're all the same age), Boys In Love, Slice of Life

Characters: Cho Sang-Woo, Seong Gi-Hun, Ali Abdul, Kang Sae-Byeok, Ji-Yeong, Hwang Jun-ho, Jang Deok-su, Han Min-yeo, Seong Gi-Hun's mother, Cho Sang-Woo's mother

Note: I cross-posted this from AO3 so if you're more comfortable reading there, you can go ahead and do that, this is also a multi-chapter fic. 3/5 chapters are uploaded

The cold wraps around Sang-Woo and Gi-Hun as they enter the air-conditioned store. Sang-Woo takes a shopping basket and heads to an aisle without looking back to see if Gi-Hun is following him.

This is probably the worst fight they've had since the start of their relationship. And to think, just a few days ago, things were going great since that kiss. He couldn’t take his eyes off Gi-Hun, and now he can't even look at him.

They've made out plenty since then. When he had Gi-Hun over to tutor him, at the school library, where they were almost caught by a teacher, even at the riverbank, where they were caught by Ji-Yeong. They've gotten better at it too, with Sang-Woo copying what he saw at the movies.

But then Thursday came along. Fucking Thursday.

Gi-Hun's footsteps get louder beside him, almost drowning out the muffled sounds of a drizzle starting. Gi-Hun catches up to Sang-Woo's pace. It takes everything in Sang-Woo to not look at him.

Gi-Hun’s guard is up. It’s like he’s built a wall between them that Sang-Woo can’t break or climb over, but he looks up and sees Gi-Hun peeking over, looking at him with an expression that tells him that if Sang-Woo brings his pride down, Gi-Hun will bring down the wall.

Sang-Woo halts next to the colored papers. “What colors do you want?”

“You choose,” Gi-Hun mutters.

Sang-Woo rolls his eyes and turns to face Gi-Hun. His brain stops working, however, when he makes eye contact with Gi-Hun's piercing eyes. Gosh, he thinks. What happened to the puppy dog eyes Gi-Hun's always had?

Sang-Woo takes a breath. “Look, I know you're mad, I am too, but if we're gonna have to work on this stupid project together, you're gonna have to cooperate, okay?” It came out more aggressive than he meant.

Gi-Hun looks shocked, but he just closes his eyes. “Blue, yellow and green,” he says through his teeth.

Sang-Woo huffs out a frustrated thank you, grabs the papers, and puts them in the basket.

YESTERDAY, THURSDAY

Gi-Hun is leaning against the bookshelf as Sang-Woo’s hands ruffle through his hair. Their lips are pressed together, noses brushing while taking in each other’s scent. Gi-Hun pulls away for a second to catch his breath but is immediately sucked back to Sang-Woo’s mouth, causing their teeth to clash for a moment. Gi-Hun emits a small yelp of pain, or maybe it was a moan, Sang-Woo can’t tell.

Sunlight shines through a window and puts a spotlight on them, adding to the heat of their kiss and brisk heartbeats. Their uniforms get warmer from the friction of their chests. Sang-Woo is a little scared that they’ll get caught, but probably not nearly enough as he should be.

The books behind Gi-Hun shake. “Wait,” Gi-Hun says, pulling away. “We’re being too loud, this is a library.”

They are positioned at the very back of the room, bookshelves covering them. Barely any people are in the room, just them, the librarian, and a few students studying.

Sang-Woo wipes a sweat running down Gi-Hun’s forehead. “Then kiss me slower.”

Gi-Hun’s cheeks flush as Sang-Woo’s thumbs caress them. Sang-Woo leans back in. Gi-Hun’s eyes close a moment before Sang-Woo shuts his. They meet again. Gi-Hun’s mouth opens as Sang-Woo’s tongue finds its way in. They move in a rhythm, Sang-Woo’s hand travels down to Gi-Hun’s waist as Gi-Hun holds Sang-Woo’s neck.

A thud near them.

They stop abruptly, quickly getting off each other, a thread of saliva snapping at their divergence. Sang-Woo grabs a book and pretends to read. Gi-Hun wipes his mouth with his arm.

The teacher emerges from the bookshelves, halts, and looks at them for a few seconds. Sang-Woo keeps his eyes on the book, which he’s too nervous to even see. He’s looking at it, but he’s not seeing it.

“You two,” the teacher says. Sang-Woo and Gi-Hun stiffen up as they turn to look at him. “It’s almost one o’clock. Shouldn’t you be going to your classrooms?”

“Uh, of course, sir,” Sang-Woo says. “We were just about to leave.”

The teacher nods. “Your book’s upside down by the way.” He pushes up his glasses and walks away.

They looked at each other and burst out into laughter as Sang-Woo closes his book shut. He looks down at the cover— Three Generations upside down.

くコ:彡くコ:彡くコ:彡

Gi-Hun and Sang-Woo sit next to each other in class. The teacher stands behind his desk, holding a stack of papers. “Alright, everybody listen!” he says as he taps the stack of papers on the desk, evening them out. “You’re gonna do your project in pairs. I’ll call out the names of your partners!”

The teacher looks at the papers. “Jiyeong and Jun-Ho. Ali and Sae-Byeok…” He continues, then, finally, “Gi-Hun and Sang-Woo.”

Sang-Woo smiles. He would probably do the entire project by himself if Gi-Hun asked, but Sang-Woo knew he wouldn’t. Sure, Gi-Hun can be irresponsible at times, but that doesn’t mean he’ll let anyone he loves suffer. It’s one of the things that gives Sang-Woo a fuzzy feeling every time he looks at Gi-Hun.

He looks at Gi-Hun, who is giving him the same loving smile he has on his face.

“Okay, you all got that?” the teacher says. “Now, for your project, you’re going to make a pop-up card made of colored paper cut in the shapes of different quadrilaterals. It’s up to you what object you’d like to create. Does everybody understand?”

The whole class says, “Yes,” in unison.

The bell rings.

“And remember, the school dance is on Saturday.” The teacher exits the room. It’s their last period, and the students start to stand up and put on their backpacks. Sang-Woo does too. He sees Gi-Hun stand up and Sang-Woo grabs his bag before him.

“I’ll do it for you,” he says smiling, wearing the backpack at the front. Gi-Hun smiles back at him for that. Sang-Woo feels his cheeks heat up and that fuzzy feeling grows in his chest again.

“So, about the school dance…” Gi-Hun says. Sang-Woo smiles, he's already asked Gi-Hun to go with him earlier this morning. Of course, Gi-Hun said yes.

“Pick you up at seven?”

Gi-Hun nods.

They walk slowly through the hallway side by side. Sang-Woo thinks Gi-Hun’s hands must be metal and his must be a magnet because the pull when they’re only inches apart is excruciatingly strong. But Gi-Hun takes Sang-Woo’s hand, and his palm doesn’t feel like metal. It’s soft and warm and feels like home, and he can imagine the rest of his life like this: Gi-Hun’s warmth sprawling through his body while they grow old and live together.

The heat of Gi-Hun’s touch travels through Sang-Woo’s entire body, and embarrassingly, that includes the place in his crotch. Sang-Woo feels his boxers getting tighter.

Shit. They’re still in school. Sang-Woo can’t be caught in public with a hard-on while holding hands with his boyfriend!

Sang-Woo’s palms grow sweaty from the fire in his thumping chest. He jerks his hand off of Gi-Hun’s. His boyfriend flits his head to him with shock and concern in his eyes.

“What’s wrong? Are you okay?” Gi-Hun presses his hand onto Sang-Woo’s neck. “Your pulse is heavy… and you’re sweating so much again! Did your fever come back?”

Fuck. With Gi-Hun this close, Sang-Woo will overheat. And the worry in his voice too. Oh no, Sang-Woo can’t take it anymore.

He puts his hands on Gi-Hun’s cheek so suddenly that he’s practically slapping him. Sang-Woo pulls Gi-Hun in and catches his lips with Sang-Woo’s own, closing his eyes. All of this before he could even think.

Sang-Woo parts his lips, but instead of Gi-Hun doing the same and taking in Sang-Woo like how he did earlier in the library, Sang-Woo feels Gi-Hun’s hands pressing on his chest and pushing him away.

Sang-Woo opens his eyes and sees Gi-Hun looking at him with those same eyes, and they’re still filled with shock. But this time, they’re not filled with concern.

They’re filled with fear.

“W…what are you doing?” Gi-Hun whimpers. And it’s then that Sang-Woo realizes how many people are staring at them.

What did he do? Sang-Woo feels his insides sink and shame weighing down on him. It’s suffocating.

“It’s… I— Well—” he struggles to get a word out.

“Let’s talk somewhere else.” Gi-Hun blinks. His eyes are starting to water. “Just… follow me.” Gi-Hun starts walking off. Sang-Woo stares at Gi-Hun’s shrinking silhouette for a few seconds, not fully registering what’s going on.

He hears Deok-su’s voice from behind. “Well, well, well, are the two fairies having a lovers’ quarre—”

“Shut the fuck up, Deok-su.” Sang-Woo follows Gi-Hun, flipping off the teasing boy from behind.

Gi-Hun leads Sang-Woo to a nearby vacant boys’ bathroom. It smells like garbage, one of the lights is broken, and the mirror is smudged with Lord knows what, but it’s the nearest place where they can get privacy. The two are about three feet apart. They stand quietly for a moment.

Gi-Hun turns around to face Sang-Woo. “W…” he starts, but doesn’t finish. He looks at the stalls, probably to make sure that no one is there to eavesdrop. “Why did you do that?” Gi-Hun’s voice wavers a little.

“I thought you wouldn't have a problem with it. We’ve kissed a bunch of times before and you were fine—”

“That’s because you asked first so I was prepared!” He fidgets with his hands. “And it wasn’t in front of that many people! And, and…” Gi-Hun bows his head, but Sang-Woo can tell he’s about to cry. “And you weren’t so forceful like that those other times. You just… suddenly grabbed me and smushed your lips on mine.” He pauses between each sentence. “It hurt. And it was scary.” He was shouting at first but now he’s whimpering each word. Sang-Woo could hear him whisper, “Plus, fevers are contagious.”

But, that isn’t fair! Sang-Woo thinks. He’s heard many times that it’s normal for teenage boys to have raging hormones. Every time he’s seen a guy being disruptive or doing something he isn’t wanted to do, Sang-Woo has heard people say, “Boys will be boys.” He’s only seen movies where even if the man kisses the girl without asking, the girl doesn’t mind. So, why is it his fault? Why is Gi-Hun blaming him? He didn’t do anything wrong.

Right?

He thinks of the way Gi-Hun looked at him with fear, and the shame and guilt press down deeper on him but somehow, his ego upholds his pride and pushes the remorse away.

“So, what? You’re embarrassed to be seen kissing me? Does it embarrass you to love me?” Sang-Woo says.

Gi-Hun looks at him with disbelief and a tinge of sadness. His brows furrow in anger. “Don’t try to turn this around on me, Cho. When did I fucking say that? All this time, you’ve respected my space and decisions, so why are you doing this now? Is it so hard to keep on asking me before you do it for fuck’s sake?”

Sang-Woo huffs. Cho. His last name. Gi-Hun hasn’t called him that since elementary.

Gi-Hun’s eyes are red and filled with tears. It makes Sang-Woo’s heart ache. Gi-Hun storms out of the room and Sang-Woo is left in this shitty, stinky bathroom. Sang-Woo looks at himself in the mirror. Was he really in the right?

Or did he just fuck this whole thing up?

TODAY, FRIDAY

The fresh smell of an air-conditioned store lingers. Sang-Woo’s hands grow cold around the plastic handle of the shopping basket. He wonders if Gi-Hun’s hand is cold as well. It must be. Sang-Woo wants to hold it and keep it in his warm pocket. And maybe it will still feel like home. Even after that fight, the magnetic force is still there.

Sang-Woo looks out the window and sees the cloudy skies, the drizzle slowly turning to rain. The stars are no longer visible unlike that night during the field trip when they first kissed.

And yet again, he’s thinking about kissing Gi-Hun. Gosh, how frequently has he been thinking that?

Sang-Woo’s mother found out about the project and had him call Gi-Hun to arrange a date and time to work on the project together. Sang-Woo thought it was gonna be a hard call but it was Gi-Hun’s mother who answered and she told Sang-Woo that she’ll have Gi-Hun come to their house this evening.

So now here they are.

The store is pretty quiet, except for the nearby beeping of the cash register and the quiet voice of the cashier handling the customers’ purchases. And somehow, the silence is making things worse for Sang-Woo. It lets his thoughts sit and rest and allows the guilt to slide back in, where it belongs. The pride has diminished over time, so there is nothing to push it back.

Ever since the argument happened, he’s had nothing else to think about other than the situation. He went over every word that was said and each feeling he experienced.

Only now has he thought about what Gi-Hun might have felt.

The guilt sprawls over him wider.

“I’m s…” Sang-Woo heard himself mutter before he knew it. Gi-Hun looks at him. The hostility and anger in his eyes seem to have lessened a little. “I’m s…” he tries again.

“What?” Gi-Hun mutters. The bricks of the wall are slowly cracking.

“I’m…searching for the card stock. Have you seen it?” For fuck’s sake! He can’t even apologize. How on earth is he gonna make this right?

Gi-Hun sighs. And just like that, the wall is back up. The chain is on his door again and the defenses are up once more.

Gi-Hun’s eyes slowly get wet. “Are you really that impenetrable to guilt?” he snaps. The beeping of the cash register stops and the light chatter ceases. The sounds of the impending rain outside grow louder. They should’ve brought an umbrella.

Sang-Woo can tell people are staring at them about to have an argument. Just like yesterday.

“Gi-Hun—”

“I can’t do this.” Gi-Hun walks out of the store. Sang-Woo drops his basket, spilling all the items they were about to purchase.

“Wait, no, Gi-Hun, it’s pouring, you’ll catch a cold!” He chases after him, opening the glass door and trading the cold air of the store for the frigid rain outside. He gets drenched instantly, and the raindrops hit them briskly. He catches up to Gi-Hun and grabs his hand. Gi-Hun halts, and Sang-Woo feels his wrist tighten.

“You know I’m faster than you,” Sang-Woo tries to joke, but Gi-Hun turns to face him and his expression says that Gi-Hun’s in no mood for jokes. Gi-Hun yanks his hand off Sang-Woo’s.

His eyes transform from angry to heartbroken, restoring his puppy dog eyes. Seeing him like this, drenched with a sorrowful look on his face, the guilt takes over Sang-Woo’s body. And he can no longer fight it. He can no longer try to evade the truth.

He fucked up. Really bad.

“You know,” Gi-Hun starts, “one of the biggest reasons why I fell so hard for you is because you were caring and gentle and responsible and you cared for my feelings .” Gi-Hun sobs. “I don’t why you’re like this now but I don’t know if I wanna stay with someone who doesn’t respect my boundaries.” His eyes are so red. The tears from his eyes blend with the rain.

“And you can’t even say sorry,” his voice crumbles. “If you still want to take me to the dance, fine. But, I think we need a break,” he finishes off. And with that, he walks away.

Sang-Woo wants to chase after him, to say he’s sorry and that he’s realized he’s wrong and that he swears it’ll never happen again. That he’ll never hurt him again. That he can’t stand to see him hurting so much because of him.

But he doesn’t. He just stands still in the pouring rain, not sure if it’s the gelid rain or time that froze him.

Realizing that Gi-Hun just left him. Under the same sky they fell in love on.

#squid game #Fluff #High school au #sangwoo x gihun

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A Yeo Jun and Nam Soo-Hyun fanfic

Then and Now

The silence in the Youth Villa was loudest in the late hours of the night. Jun used to relish sitting in the dark at this time and letting it engulf him. His thoughts were never particularly good or bad by intention. They usually had a mind of their own, flittering from one memory to another. Sometimes, they would be stuck on something Soo-Hyun said or he would smile while remembering something endearing So-Bin did. There were times though when he veered off the ledge, his vision darkened and he free-fell into the nightmare that were his childhood memories. His head would be filled with the echoes of incessant yelling, images of a scared and lonely little boy trying to make himself as small as possible in order to escape heavy hands that lashed out without mercy. At times like these, he used to feel grateful that he was alone, because he was sure that if anyone was around they would see the ugliness he always tried so hard to mask.

But that was before Soo-Hyun moved in and he had another person to share his space with. Not that the older boy was around a lot seeing as he had a lot of part time jobs to get to. Still, he has developed the habit of waiting up for him so they could have dinner together. Jun wanted to turn it into a tradition but Soo-Hyun has told him time and time again that he couldn't guarantee coming back home at a certain time and that on the days he ran late, Jun should eat without him. Today was one of those days. Soo-Hyun should have been back about two hours ago and if Jun was being honest with himself, the pangs of hunger jabbing at his stomach were proof enough that he needed to eat. He stood up from the sofa and spared a glance at the food he ordered spread over the dining table in the kitchen area. He sighed and turned towards Bora, the Hyacinth So-Bin had gifted him with.

"Bora, why isn't he back yet? What do you think is keeping him out?"

His phone vibrated and he removed it from his trouser pocket. It's a text from So-Bin, asking him whether he had dinner and wishing him a good night. He replied in the affirmative, not wanting to worry her and pocketed his phone again. He strolled out to the balcony and stood there for a bit before heading back inside. As he settled back on the couch, he had the familiar click that signalled someone was at the door. His face split into a wide smile in anticipation.

Soo-Hyun walked in, looking tall and broad, school bag hanging from one arm, bangs almost covering his eyes and open shirt hanging down. He stopped short when he saw Jun on the couch, clearly surprised that he was still up.

"Hyung, you are finally home," Jun said, standing up in greeting, smile still in place.

"Yes, why are you still up? I had to take an extra shift tonight. I told you not to wait for me."

Jun shrugged. "What's the point of scolding me when I already have? C'mon, are you not hungry? Let's eat already."

Soo-Hyun had a way of sighing with his whole body and Jun has noticed that he did it when he couldn't be bothered with words or when he was overwhelmed with emotion. He did it right now and Jun knew it was because he was being incorrigible. Soo-Hyun dropped his bag and the boys walked over to the kitchen area.They sat facing each other and started to eat. Jun was usually a chatterbox during dinner. Eating with someone who actually cared about what he had to say was still very new to him and he took advantage of it.

Soo-Hyun listened attentively, chiming in occasionally, his lips lifting in his trademark lop-sided smile when Jun said something particularly weird or outrageous. They cleared up the table after they finished eating. Each with a glass of wine in hand, they settled back on the couch and sipped in silence. For Jun, this was a different kind of silence. It wasn't one that made it easy for his bad memories to take over. With Soo-Hyun by his side, the silence was comfortable. It smoothed out his rough edges. Sometimes as the night progressed and the alcohol mellowed them both as it is beginning to do now, they would huddle closer, Jun's head would end up resting on Soo-Hyun's shoulder, the point of contact grounding him. But tonight, this wasn't enough for Jun. He craved more.

"Hyung, will you please hold me?" he asked in a small voice, already bracing himself for rejection.

To his shock, Soo-Hyun did not only wrap his arms around him, he pulled him unto his lap and held him close. Jun's face landed on the crook of Soo-Hyun's neck and he nosed at the sensitive skin, snuggling closer and breathing him in. He closed his eyes and hummed in contentment.

"Don't do that," Soo-Hyun whispered in his hair.

"What?"

"Breathe me in. I can't be smelling good after running around all day."

"You smell just right," Jun said.

"Smell right? Jun-ah, what does that even mean?"

Jun remained silent because he didn't know how to explain what he was feeling. In Soo-Hyun's arms, he's never felt more solid or corporeal as opposed to most of the time when he felt disconnected from everything, like an insignificant specter that nobody truly wanted or needed.

In the strong arms he was encased in, he felt like he belonged, he felt safe and cared for, something even his own mother had never made him feel.

He'd had an inkling, from the first day he met Soo-Hyun, Jun had suspected that the person hiding beneath the unapproachable and cold exterior was someone who could be relied upon.

After all, there was a reason he'd persevered after all the rejection he received from Soo-Hyun. There was a reason he'd been adamant about getting him here, in his home, a space he wouldn't have dreamt of sharing with anyone else. Somehow he'd just known that it would be worth it.

#at a distance spring is green #nam soo hyun #yeo jun #yeo jun and nam soo hyun #jun x soohyun #I wrote one cuz i couldn't find any #fanfic #ficlet #jun x soohyn fic #bonding #cuddling #there would probably be lots of cuddling and snuggling in fics i write about these two #cuz that's my kink where they are concerned

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mangobone · 3 years

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Thank you so much for tagging me @cupofteaandstars - I’m sorry it took this long!

The side character you think is most deserving of more backstory

Kang Won Chul.

Because I adore the man that in S1 participates in the last key moment of the story as the rook in the game of chess that Chang Jun lays out and then in S2 falls in Hanjo’s trap for being too eager in his retaliation and too trusting and so he pays the price quietly. Before he goes though, he tries to ensure his juniors’ safety by confronting Lee Yeon-Jae -who he hates- and isn’t that enough to love him and to want to know more about him?

Won Chul knows, appreciates and cares about Shi Mok and s2 shows us that, from the moment he tries to oppose the decision to transfer him to the Supreme Prosecutor’s Office and into Woo Tae Ha's circus,and then when its inevitable, he at least makes sure Shi Mok understands what his future will be in that division. He’s also the one to gently scold Shi Mok when he attempts to pull the strings, right after the first Council meeting and isn’t that just a very cool scene?

Kang isn’t as uncompromising and he isn’t perfect but I think he tries hard enough and he learns from his mistakes.

Also, he’s in one of the scenes that I love and will never ever skip:

Your favorite “quiet moment” in the show

Shi Mok’s reaction to Yeo Jin’s “between us”.

Though Im not sure if this counts as a quiet moment...but here we go:

I love everything about it. The performances, the dialogue and the meaning of the scene for the rest of the show.

They are driving through Seoul after having dinner and then spending the evening together, investigating the case and exchanging information. From the outset, Shi Mok casually accuses her of being the culprit as she was the only one who knew he had touched the knife, yet he shares information and even accepts the ride she offers. On the other side, Yeo Jin is annoyed that he didn’t included her as a witness in the knife-touching incident from the beginning, then looks annoyed again when it looks like he never told her about being suspicious of Seo Dong Jae and later on she explicitly calls him a suspect again, however she has zero issues with him being in her car as she even offers the ride. Its almost as watching two kids teasing each other and it’s obvious that he trusts her and that she wants to trust him. The smiling moment is just the cherry on top: Shi Mok realizing he does want to be included with her.

After this, they actually start working with each other as actual partners for the rest of the season.

Aditionally, the timing of the music is perfect: the exact second he loses the smile and turns to look at her, a soft theme that sounds like curiosity or a happy discovery for Shi Mok can be heard; barely there, but fitting and lovely.

The moment/scene that inspired you to write or go looking for fanfic for this show

I won’t take into account season 1 because even though there were a lot of moments that prompted me to search for fics, I was too scared to spoil myself the last episode.

Therefore, from s2, the winning moment is:

Yes, that scene. Precisely because of Shi Mok’s crestfallen expression: he’s so shocked he can’t believe it. Would he have tried this a couple of years ago? It’s just great to see how much he has changed since the beginning of S1, as in a way he has evolved, for better or worse, to be a little more social.

So, it was really the evolution of both protagonists is what sent me to the fics with renovated energy.

I’m sorry if you’ve already been tagged in this: @itsallaboutkdrama @thiccmok @bori-in-secretforest @olfactoryventriloquism and if I didn’t tag you but you want to do it, please go ahead!

#Stranger #Stranger TVN #Secret Forest #Secret Forest TVN #Ask game!#Vimeo #apparently I like them sitting together in small spaces #I swear cho seung woo is so good at making me laugh at that scene with Kang #well the first one #he just takes my breath way with the -pulling strings- scene #he's the god of acting there #going from one expression to the next so naturally #this is my second time making gifs and I remembered why #I sucked at making them #I’m sorry for any typos

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inkingtwice · 3 years

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Stranger/Secret Forest Ask Meme because I want to get to know people in this awesome fandom!

Thanks for the tag, @theaggresivepacifist! I'm new here, so I don't actually know anybody else to tag. :(

If you’re a member of the fandom and are inclined to fill this out, copy and paste the below with your own responses:

Favorite character:

Most underrated character:

Favorite prosecution employee (not Si-Mok):

Favorite police employee (not Yeo-Jin):

Favorite Si-Mok & Yeo-Jin moment:

Favorite Yeo-Jin drawing:

Favorite Yeo-Jin outfit:

Favorite of Si-Mok’s Unofficial Dads TM:

Favorite quote from the show:

A headcanon of yours:

Favorite character:

Han Yeo-jin is a very close second, especially after season 2: but I am a sucker for character development, and you really can’t find more potential for that than someone maxing out the charts on IQ but starting at close to ground zero on EQ. Add in a semi-tragic backstory, a mono-focused moral code that completely ignores social niceties and self-preservation, the ability to diagnose anybody’s motives but his own, and some subtle but truly hilarious sass, and. Well. Where do I sign.

Also, you know, he’s pretty easy on the eyes.

Most underrated character:

Mainly these two, who ran interference for Hwang Si-mok for two years without going out of their minds, kept him occasionally fed, and apparently don’t have personal lives that get in the way of cases. But let’s have a moment of appreciation for every investigator/assisting officer duo who had to pull warrants out of thin air without tipping off shady higher-ups, take ridiculously detailed notes, come in on weekends because justice doesn’t care about your day off, apologize to the people he pissed off, and hide under the desk when the shouting started.

Favorite prosecution employee (not Si-Mok):

Definitely this guy. Kang Won-chul seems to straddle the morality line more than once, and eventually this tendency shipwrecks him—but it’s a wreck he chooses, because under the power-plays, self-interest, and plenty of pride is a guy who went head-to-head with Hanjo twice knowing both times that it could do worse than mess up his career. He takes his responsibility to his profession and to his juniors very seriously, and when he realizes that he’s screwed up beyond repair, and that it was his temporizing that got him to that point, he refuses to let it define him: he resigns rather than be used or become more compromised.

Favorite police employee (not Yeo-Jin):

Sort of a tie between Choi Bit and Jang Geon. Choi Bit is complex and commanding, and Jang Geon is sort of the opposite, competent and happy to follow a good leader, and they anchor her in different ways.

Favorite Si-Mok & Yeo-Jin moment:

I mean, those dinners. Kind of the obvious choice, since in both seasons they’re used to lock in the elements of a relationship dynamic that’s taken the whole season to build.

Moving on from the obvious, though, is lunch: that moment in S2E12 when their partnership has been reaffirmed by mutual choice and they’re hiding out from their bosses (and hey, Si-mok finally gets to eat a full meal, which is definitely not a coincidence: food is used so interestingly in this show). They’re combing through the evidence and Si-mok puts together exactly what’s been bothering him about Dong-jae’s junior prosecutor—she reminds him of Eun-soo, the junior he couldn’t keep safe—and then shares it with Yeo-jin, who just feels it with him for a moment. There were so many moments in this season that showed the progression of their relationship, but this one felt like the most significant to me.

Favorite Yeo-Jin drawing:

This will not be a surprise to anybody who’s read my Stranger fics, but it’s probably her brain map, which feels like a physical manifestation of the foundation of their partnership, at least in season 1.

Favorite Yeo-Jin outfit:

I’m a big fan of that billowy white jacket.

Favorite of Si-Mok’s Unofficial Dads TM:

Ima have to go back to Kang Won-cheol for this one. Lee Chang-jun and Young Il-jae both qualify, and they definitely all have that Tired Dad energy when it comes to Si-mok, but Kang Won-cheol brings this blend of exasperation and patience to it that is sort of touching and also truly hilarious at times. That moment in S2 when he warns Si-mok that working on the council is likely to harm both the council’s agenda and him, and Si-mok plows right ahead and accuses him of special treatment, and he just says “Are you done saying hello?”

*dies*

Favorite quote from the show:

“No. Your duty is to serve justice. You should never hide behind the word ‘anyone’.”

[Si-mok drops the mic and saunters out]

I mean, so many to choose from: but I do love it when he gets judgey.

Second fav, because I cannot help myself:

"Do that again and I'll arrest you for obstruction of justice. You're his sunbae, not mine."

[Yeo-jin pitches the mic at the audience and peels out]

Mmnh. She's a glorious badass most of the time, but she's a shining beacon of badass when she's furious.

A headcanon of yours:

Si-mok really, really doesn’t like Lee Yeon-jae.

Not sure if this is really a headcanon, since it seemed pretty obvious to me in the scenes that put them together in S2. But in S1 there was a certain degree of sympathy, at least in the final scene they had together: yes, she was the reason his sunbae fell off the path and the whole chain of events started, but it was never stated that she knew what her dad had done, and she was pretty clearly blindsided by her husband’s suicide. But in S2 it’s clear she’s learned from her father’s tactics: she could carry on Chang-joon’s legacy, but so far, she’s not. She’s an active part of the problem now. By their second scene together he’s already put together that Chief Kang is in Hanjo’s crosshairs, and yet another of his colleagues may be dead, and Hanjo is involved somehow, and Dr. Park is definitely lying to his face to cover for her. (Also she is the reason his sunbae fell of the path and then off a building, and I suspect he has more in common with Kang Won-cheol than he realizes: they both see and mourn for what could have been.)

The way he snatched up his backpack and marched out of her office when she tried to turn the tables and make his effort to find Dong-jae an order from her wasn’t exactly subtle.

#tvn stranger #stranger 2 #secret forest #secret forest 2 #hwang si mok #han yeo jin #kang won chul #so this got longer than I expected #bless the fandom

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About The Posts / Writing:

— As of May 21 2021 I will be writing in 2nd POV.

— I’ve recently seen gif creators not liking that writers use their gifs in their writings, so as of 2021 I will not be adding gifs, I will be adding self-made banners to it or requesting banners from atinyfantasytothemoon. (Make sure to follow her and send requests to her for gifs/edits/moodboards)

— I use google translate and/or translation.babylon-software.com to translate sentences if needed, so If anything is wrong.. please don’t blame me, although as of September 2020, I no longer translate things and use italics if I want the person to talk in another language. — English is not my first language, neither is Italian, German or any other language besides Afrikaans, however, sometimes My English is better than my Afrikaans but Afrikaans is the language I speak at home with family.

— My blog does contain mature content, if you do not like the idea of reading smut/nsfw content, then my blog is not for you.

— If you are rude, I will block you, any anon hate received will be deleted and blocked, and if you do send it on anon, it says more about you as a person.

— As for smuts, most of the time, if not all of the time, it will be written as unprotected, unless stated otherwise, from my writing P.O.V, the reader will always be on the pill.

— I have tried in the past to write my fics as G/N reader, but I do struggle with it, so most of the fluffs or angsts will be g/n, but the smuts will be female reader. Please note that I am almost not assigning any gender rolls here as I’m writing from a female perspective, and that is the gender I imagine while writing, But this does not mean that you can’t read them if Female is not your gender, I just won’t recommend the smuts then. Please note my fics also wont always be X Reader, since I do add some detail to it about hair and such, which is why I never tag my work with X reader.

— Please make sure to go through the list below to see what I’m comfortable with writing and what not before sending in an ask or a suggestion.

Absolutely NOT:

— Rape. — Suicide. — Self-harm. — Abuse. — Miscarriage. — Cancer. — Incest. — “He cleans you after sex because he thinks of you as a little sister.” — Daddy Kink. — Piss Kinks. — Degrading Kinks. — Non-Con. — Vomit Kink. — BDSM. — Needle Play. — Anal. — Anal play. — Humiliation Kink. — Scat, or any other body fluids that can be used.

Things I’m uncomfortable with and will not write about as of 2022:

— Writing about pregnancies. — Writing About Children. — Writing About Babies.

Q & A:

Q. I thought you said that you don’t write about depression/suicide?

A. I don’t write about suicide, I do however am comfortable enough to mention it in some fics, if I am comfortable enough to write it. I will add trigger warnings and a ‘keep reading’ link, I am not very comfortable with going into detailed depression, and any sort of mental illness.

Q. Do you write threesomes?

A. As of June 24 2021, I do.

Q. Why do you only write SFW for certain people and not NSFW?

A. I just don’t feel comfortable enough to write NSFW with certain people, I don’t write smuts for minors, anyone born after the 2000′s is a BIG no from me, and I won’t consider writing NSFW for anyone born after 2000.

Q. Why are you uncomfortable writing about pregnancies?

A. Because pregnancies make me uncomfortable, I’ve made the decision to never become pregnant, the topic makes me uncomfortable.

Q. Why are you uncomfortable writing about children?

A. Any kind of talk or topic about children makes me uncomfortable, as I don’t want children of my own, and I don’t understand the concept of cooing over a small human, but that is just me.

AGE WARNINGS:

I will not take responsibility because you wanted to read my fics that contain NSFW/SMUT content, but if you’re under the age of 18+, DO NOT INTERACT OR READ. do NOT take it as educational, it is fiction!

ASKS:

Thirst asks are welcome, but please do not objectify any idol or person you want to come thirst over, bring your confessions all you want, your sinful thoughts, your soft thoughts, all welcome here.

I’m a little anti-social, but if you want to drop an ask, go ahead, I love seeing them in my inbox, if you want a snippet from any of my works, then please ask, I won’t mind showing a snippet, if you want a hint on what I’m working on, feel free to ask, basically, ask what you want, as long as you don’t come off as rude or as long as you don’t send in hate.

PLAGIARISM:

Please do not copy my work and post on any other website without my consent, I don’t take it lightly when my work has been stolen and credit wasn’t given to me, I work hours and hours, sometimes months on my fics and if anyone thinks it’s kind for someone to steal someone else’s hard work and claim as their own, you’re an asshole.

If anyone sees my work on any other site aside from tumblr, please let me know and report it as being stolen as well.

my work is protected by this license.

CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM:

Because at first I didn’t see the need to put this here and thought it would be a little obvious that I DO NOT take constructive criticism, but it was not, so here it is.

I do not take it, mostly because everyone has their own direction of stuff, and I’m not gonna please everyone with what I do, my work will never be everyone’s cup of drink, and I’d rather not say something rude if you drop your comment in my inbox.

This stays my blog and I will do on it what I want.

ABOUT THE BLOG:

In most recent months, since January 2022, the blog has mostly become a self-indulge blog where I post fantasies, thoughts, dreams and Ideas I had or a friend had, and in between I write things for my friends.

As of 2024, I have decided to open requests every now and then, so keep a look out for when I open them.

I NO LONGER WRITE FOR BUT YOU WILL STILL FIND ON THIS BLOG:

Formula 1❅ Formula 2 ❅ Formula E ❅ Lucifer ❅ Teen Wolf ❅ The Originals ❅ The Vampire Diaries ❅ Twilight ❅ WWE ❅ NCT ❅ ATEEZ/Kim Hongjoong ❅

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gyvswhore · 2 years

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— tags to find specifc things !

abt kiza (anything abt me lmao)

kizas faves!! (ficrecs tag)

shhh kiza ! (rants/random posts abt my life that no one asked for)

love & letters 💌 (answered asks!!)

mdni (anything containing mature content)

hey buddies <3 (posts/fics/asks/rbs from my mutuals)

darling anons !

important !

tag games !

tagged (other things im tagged in that arent games)

rbs ! (reblogs)

quizzez !

ah! love u <3 (anything abt my ults/biases)

hard hours.___ (fill in blank with txt / svt / atz)

soft hours.___ (fill in blank with txt / svt / atz)

darling queue (queued posts)

specific member tags !

seventeen: cheol, hani, shua, jun, hochi, wonu, uji, kyeom, gyu, hao, kwan, noni, chan

txt: junie, soobs, beom, tyun, hyuka

ateez: joong, hwa, yuno, yeo, san, minki, wooyo, jjong

(groups are tagged as: svt, atz, txt)

#this is gonna be updated constantly #important !#navigation!#gyvswhore

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drivingsideways · 3 years

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tagged by @poetryincamelot for a Secret Forest/ Stranger ask meme!

I’m actually a pretty casual fan of this show? In the sense I really do enjoy it a lot, but I haven’t rewatched either season and I don’t go seeking fic for it or write fic for it etc. Also, my memory is...BAD. So keep that in mind ok?

Favorite character: Yeo-jin! Fun story, I started the first episode of Stranger way back when because I saw it had Bae Doona, and then for like twenty minutes odd, I was like ugh this is going to be about some asshole “genius” and I’m not here for it and dropped it for...like a year? Before the hype convinced me to give it a second chance, and oh I’m so glad I did! I love everything about Han Yeo-jin; how smart and funny and more than all of that- how genuinely empathetic and moral she is! SHE!!!! Bae Doona has charm by the boatful of course, and I can’t imagine any other actor carrying off her character with such (seemingly) effortless grace.

Most underrated character: Hmm, maybe Choi Yoon-soo from the Yongsan squad? Idk I enjoy his character a lot though he doesn’t have all that much screen time.

Favorite prosecution employee (not Si-Mok): Kim Sa-hyun! Love his whole deal, tbh.

Favorite police employee (not Yeo-Jin): Is this even a question? Choi Bit FOREVER.

Favorite Si-Mok & Yeo-Jin moment: Hmm, idk, I think it’s the one in S1 where they’re fishing out someone’s phone? The “you’re annoyed” and he’s like “i’m not” and she’s like “you are so too” , just PURE DELIGHT. I also like their conversation in S2, about ethical responsibilities and its limits and boundaries.

Favorite Yeo-Jin drawing: Eh, I guess the one at end the of S1 with the smiley face?

Favorite Yeo-Jin outfit: Absolute disaster at remembering things like this, but I think she looks cute in EVERYTHING.

Favorite of Si-Mok’s Unofficial Dads TM: Kang Won-cheol, hands down. Lee Chang-jun was a great character, but I think, in the end I was like, hoo boy, you could have been less Tragic-Dramatique (TM) about this, no?

Favorite quote from the show: Aieeee, sorry, I don’t think I can remember a specific quote.

A headcanon of yours: Director Park is a plant by Lee Yeon-jae’s brother, but I think in the end he’ll come down on Yeon-jae’s side.

#sorry this is late!#i haven't had a good brain week

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nire-the-mithridatist · 3 years

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Dear Yuletide Writer...

Thank you for writing for me! Here are some added information to guide your way:

General likes:

Character exploration

Enemies to lovers, enemies to friends to lovers, or variants thereof

Domesticity

Love stored in the little things and gestures

Mutual pining

Hurt/comfort, preferably focusing on the comfort

The intimacy of trusting someone with a secret

Forced proximity tropes

Competence kink

General dislikes:

Unacknowledged/unexplored power dynamics, if one exists

Miscommunication for no good reason (if the characters are normally emotionally constipated or just really bad at communicating, I get that. If they're usually functional adults who talk to each other but suddenly don't... I'm not into it)

Smut without feelings

Infidelity

Requests under the cut. They're the same as the ones on my Ao3 signups. Spoilers for The Locked Tomb series, Hometown Cha Cha Cha, and Dune (2021 movie).

The Locked Tomb Series | Gideon the Ninth Series - Tamsyn Muir

Requested Characters: Gideon Nav, Harrowhark Nonagesimus

I'm a big fan of GriddleHark - specifically, their shifting dynamics from enemies to allies/friends to secret cav in a lyctor's brain. I love how they're oblivious to each other's apparent love, how Gideon fully thinks that Harrow put her away in her brain because she doesn't want her sacrifice/doesn't want Gideon to be part of her - even though Harrow did so because she couldn't bear to annihilate Gideon's soul. I love how much they care about each other even when they were still enemies. I love them! Author, I very much ship them, and I would love to receive a fic where they are written as romantically into each other. I would very much delight in smut, if that's also your inclination. However, I would also be happy with them being platonic partners, as long as they're still devoted to each other.

A few prompt ideas: - A look into them growing up in Drearburh. Maybe their fights over the years? Gideon's past escape attempts? - Anything that jumps off the AUs Harrow conjured in Harrow the Ninth. Either the Bachelor-style mixer, Harrow Nova, or coffeeshop AU would be wonderful. - Their reunion in the future. Who will be in whose body? Are they under Blood of Eden captivity? Is this a perfect lyctorhood situation or something else? - If none of the above inspire you, then anything you wish to write, dear author!

DNWs: non-con, anything more kinky than mild BDSM, detailed and loving descriptions of urine or excrement, any involvement of urine or excrement in sexual situations, detailed description of vomit, anything more gory than the books in canon (canon-typical violence/gore is okay)

갯마을 차차차 | Hometown Cha-Cha-Cha (TV)

Requested Characters: Yeo Hwa Jeong, Yu Cho Hui

I love them. I want them to be together. Cho Hui with her gentle caring soul (and a spine of steel, if pushed to it) and Hwa Jeong with her workaholic and independent nature. They're wonderful together, and they clearly care for each other a lot, and I love it when they share meals. If you don't want to write them romantically, dear Author, I would gladly take a friendship fic between them. (Please note that even in this case, I don't want Hwa Jeong to be with Yeong Guk. They squick me out majorly. I don't need their history to be erased, but I just don't want them to get together again/remarry.)

A few prompts: - What if Cho Hui did confess to Hwa Jeong fifteen years ago, when they were young? - Cho Hui taking care of Hwa Jeong for a change. Sickfic? - Cho Hui and Hwa Jeong making their relationship public/telling I Jun about their relationship. I know this request means including characters that aren't requested on the taglist, and I understand completely if you'd like to skip this one! - If none of the above spark joy, anything you want, dear Author!

DNWs: - non-con (or similar sexual assault elements; I was uncomfortable at the home invasion/attempted rape subplot in the early episodes) - Hwa Jeong and Yeong Guk reuniting/remarrying (it's okay if they end up good friends and co-parents!) - due to recent events, I'd appreciate it if you don't give too big a part to Hong Du Sik (a few lines is okay, especially if he's part of the general Gongjin residents) should you decide to take on the third prompt or include other characters in the fic - infidelity and spousal abuse - explicit sexual content or violence. M-rated is fine.

Dune (2021)

Requested Characters: Leto Atreides I (Dune 2021), Jessica (Dune 2021)

I'm confessing this upfront, dear Author: I haven't read the books or consumed any previous Dune productions. I probably will eventually, but it's not going to happen in 2021. I know very little of the world beyond what is explained in this one movie. But these two... phew. The way they ooze competence and trust and respect for each other? Truly upsetting. I need more, please. I'm used to reading SF/F novels, so don't worry about me if you're going to toss in some book elements in there. I'm a fast learner and I can always google the terms. I probably won't get allusions to the grander political factions or past history, but again, I'll manage.

A few prompts: - A backstory on how they fell in love and/or why they never got married. I understand this is touched upon in the books. You can follow that, or not. I don't mind either way. Does it have to do with his aristocratic blood and her Bene Gesserit status? Did they meet at a coffeeshop? Did he fall first, or her? - An AU where Leto lives (or lives long enough for them to have some time on Arrakis before Plot Happens) just... just because. Or maybe just their life on House Atreides' homeworld before the events of the movie? Either way, something domestic. - Smut. This is... look, I don't know how else to put this. I just feel like these two fuck and they fuck HARD. I would like to see that, please. (Bonus points if it includes some Bene Gesserit magic tricks for sexy fun - though if Jessica uses The Voice on Leto for sex purposes, please have him give his consent clearly beforehand) - As ever, anything you want if none of the above inspire you!

DNWs: non-con, anything more kinky than mild BDSM, detailed and loving descriptions of urine or excrement, *any* involvement of urine or excrement in sexual situations, detailed description of vomit, infidelity

#yuletide 2021 #yuletide letter

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