collars of the colony
members of the colony werent always naked and bare in their prides regard. most of them used to wear reminders of their housekeepers and people, like the common housecat. it was normal to wear these reminders, like a tag, so others knew where you belonged.
not everyone agreed with these reminders, however. cats like jax and zooble felt annoyed by these restraints. jax wore none at all, as even the thought of being confined to such a small place made him seeth with rage. he loved his people, sure, but the idea of a grounding tag like this was too much. zooble on the other hand, tolerated such restraining reminders in the guise of their people, tossing it away when they werent. they knew they were smart. their housekeepers were the type to allow their presence to be outside the boundaries of their home. zooble knew they were lucky for this opportunity, and used it sparingly.
other cats on the other hand held onto their reminders longer than the average cat. cats like kaufmo and queenie felt that without such a reminder, the memory of their people would fade away into nothing. and how could such a cat let this happen? without housekeepers like theirs, theyd truly be nothing but more feed for speeding cars upon the darkpaths. theyd been given food, a home, and love. to throw away such a reminder was like throwing away a piece of themself.
of course, when it due time, queenie was the only one who couldnt seem to bare the burden of finally letting go. kaufmo eventually finally gave in, but he vowed to never let his memories of his people fade away. his vow and queenie's denial however, was not enough to save them from the dangers that demanded change, and dangers that soon lie ahead.
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this brave anime dares to ask "what if a cute girl was head over heels for a totally milquetoast, cardboard personality guy and she did literally all the work maintaining a basic friendship with him"
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gore warning
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fnaf and omori fans where yo at
(and yes its fnaf anime you can murder me for it)
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im !! on main again abt naomi and the concept of agency. it's subtle, as in she's never actually voiced that's the problem but after everything with marco, after everything she would do for marco once, she truly lashes out any time anyone makes choices for her or for her own good. personally that's where i see the big fracture with her and amos even if she loves him even if he's the first person she considered family after marco. amos undoubtedly would and has killed for her. except she knows what it's like to have your hands filled with blood for someone else. amos may not see it that way but it doesn't make her feeling of responsibility for him any lighter— something she never wanted in the first place. what happens on ganymede is especially telling of that, it's the first time he stops her and she lashes out, using the sedatives even if she comes to regret it. same thing with holden and the sample— she feels powerless in their decision so she hides the fact that she thought the belt should have it and she hides that she kept it even if again she comes to regret the way she went about it. hell even on their fight about the disabled missile, she's furious he chose for her until holden says this was something he couldn't live with. it's then she listens truly listens and says her side on this too. because the decision stopped being just for her at i don't have it in me.
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Sometimes I straight up forget I’m autistic I’m like “why do I have such a hard time connecting with people who don’t share my specific interests and also have a hard time talking to people without talking about my hyper specific interests? Why can’t I just watch new content and like things a normal amount “ and then i sit there until I’m like “ITS THE FUCKING AUTISM AGAIN”
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