#yes this is terrible I'm tired

[queercontrarian]

"Actually, Lucien can't have darker skin."

"Actually, Lucien can't have black features."

"Actually--"

Actually, Mama said it's your turn to play the Shut-The-Fuck-Up-Game.

#me drawing hélène: mommy?? sorry mommy?? sorry. mommy? #keeping up with the vanserras #lucien vanserra #don't mention the terrible quality of the pictures actually #i took screenshots on my laptop because i was too lazy to download the higher quality pictures #acotar #also yes i only drew the surviving brothers #i'm tired and they're irrelevant

[fromtheseventhhell]

"Ned doesn't know how to talk with Sansa" Okay but like…where though? Where is it actually anywhere in the books that Ned has trouble speaking with Sansa? Or that he doesn't know how to handle her or "what to do" with her? The conflict people try and invent between them is just so...forced. I wish people would just let it go and stop trying.

#and if we're being honest it's because they're trying to copy and paste Catelyn and Arya's dynamic onto them which doesn't work #cause Ned agrees with Cat + also expected Arya to conform and made that clear multiple times throughout AGOT #so there was no favoritism going on cause Arya is /masculine/ or whatever nonsense and he didn't treat Arya better then Sansa lol #he let her have lessons as a distraction and he thought of them as temporary...in comparison Sansa was adjusting well to KL #Arya and Ned's relationship was more important/plot-relevant yes but Sansa and Ned just didn't have any issues like that 😭 #I'm tired of people just making things up and passing them off as canon #+ Ned getting thrown under the bus as a terrible father because he was nice to Arya and didn't warp his entire existence around Sansa #but then how are people going to blame Ned for Sansa going to tell Cersei of his plans I guess? #people can't cope if Sansa isn't the most pathetic little meow meow ever so that means everyone else has to be demonized

[quirkle2]

i bought slime rancher 2 the day it was released and it's been like a week and a half and i've already put a whole 34 hours of my life into it anyway i've made an sr au

#qkdraws #suncaster au #suncaster warriors #the legend of zelda #legend of zelda #tloz #loz #loz au #zelda au #slime rancher #slime rancher 2 #scsr #yes those are scars not tattoos #[shoves terrible life-threatening injuries on him while i plop him in a cute and colorful world full of silly little slimes] #he simply gets an injury on his cheek in every single timeline . i DO make the rules #please appreciate the vacpack it was Hard to Draw #sorry about the lack of any real shading lately i've been . tired #u get my silly little flats instead i hope that still pleases y'all #anyway i'm obsessed w the idea of the chain being ranchers on the far far range #i've already thought about it so much and for what . nobody fucking cares jay

[ultramarine-spirit]

Athy teaches Lucas french. For @lithi

#the crap editing is of course on purpose because my terrible app crashed 100 times and i got tired #our francophile Athy agenda... i'm so sorry Athy #yes this is lucathy because i say so #who made me a princess #i suddenly became a princess #suddenly became a princess one day #wmmap #sbapod #sbap #athanasia de alger obelia #athanasia #athy #lucas wmmap #wmmap lucas #lucasxathanasia #athanasiaxlucas #lucasxathy #lucathy

[unopenablebox]

oh my god.... mittens are fun and fast to knit

#i'm doing my own colorwork chart on a pretty straightforward peasant thumb setup #but they are surprise gifts for someone with differently sized hands #so just sort of praying that i'm getting the sizing right #box opener #knitting #yes i'm knitting again despite my injuries #it turns out that i got tired of spending three years never feeling interest or enjoyment about anything #now i feel interest and enjoyment again #and at the low low price of wrist pain i would probably have anyway. so. #is this a terrible idea yes can i survive otherwise seriously not clear. #Dignity of Risk

[talentforlying]

man nearly gets dungeon-trapped to death and his reaction is to bitch about the assassins' lack of preparation. i want to study him under a microscope.

#( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS. #and then he proceeds to get grappled and cut up so. not Terribly useless after all #but like can you Imagine being just a regular human trying to kill this man. or any non-essential demon for that matter #like sure you can scare him. probably make him bleed a lot. but that'll just piss him off and he Will remember your face later #john constantine is Canonically some people's sleep paralysis demon #and yes 90% of it is just that his defense mechanism is cutting wit and insults. but also he's just Been Through It Already #john about to get attacked: tired. kitschy. old trope. overdone. seen it all before #( visage. ) AND I'M A BASTARD.

[waterparksdrama]

petition for them to release a screamo song

that's not happening awsten can't scream properly (him and the rest of parx just yell basically) because if he does it for more than a burst he starts sounding like he did when he was 17 and it's bad

-iz

#yes that sound of tires screeching is awsten i'm half surprised brokencyde didn't teach him how to scream #it's why they made jawn do the screaming once tbpt transitioned into o9k #bc somehow in this terrible mess of a band jawn had a very clean scream

[ultimategirldad]

[ID: screenshot from the spamton sweepstakes page, featuring a caption from the engraved wristwatch prize. It says "NEED PROOF? THERE LIES THE NAME OF THE [angel with the tattered wings]!". End ID]

So I think regarding this page. It's interesting to contextualise it with the text preceding it - especially the angel with the tattered wings part. 

I don’t think we’ve ever seen Noelle Holiday described like this before and it’s absolutely fascinating to me.

#deltarune #noelle #spamton sweepstakes #Edit: really long tags!! fyi #there is a lot I want to say but i'm too tired lol. anyways noelle holiday is a character with well documented flaws and-- #--the text in that page doesn't feel ooc for me at all. like. yes she's indecisive. yes she's literally frozen in fear. yes she'll literally #inconvenience herself so she doesn't step on others toes. and yes she's not gonna do anything about the bullying because... #what CAN she do? talk to kris? something that's established as a Hard and Rare thing to do. tell a teacher? literally which teacher?? #alphys the one who sees this happen day in and out and with the authority to make a difference... but doesn't. or toriel. which I'm #not even gonna explain why that would go terribly. So that leaves us with... noelle standing up to susie herself. which i'd like to #point out that noelle learns to stand up for herself and others by the *end* of chapter 2. so I think there's most definitely a #precedent here for noelle to act the way she does. she's deeply flawed and has many weaknesses to exploit (as we've seen in -- #snowgrave) BUT she's deeply wonderful and kind and all of that coexists together. #WHOOPS I didn't mean for this to get so long sdfghjkl and rant-y uhm I'm really not that fussed I just think people are seeing-- #a character act in a non-ideal way and immediately assuming that it has to be Not Canon or OOC or Wrong. #I agree the topic and text is uncomfortable but. not anything unexpected?? yeah that's my 2 cents #this was all typed in one go by a sleep deprived me so if I got anything incorrect please don't pick me apart thank u #cryptic capri #discourse #<-- just in case bc I went OFF on a tangent with this lol

[somuchbetterthanthat]

some days the world is just exhausting

#and by somedays i mean everyday but like when you're really busy worrying about day to day life stuff #you don't have time to process how much exhaustion there is in the world you know? #and now i get my head a little bit more free #and i look around me and ah yes. the world is even more terrible than it was last time i checked #and fandom is sadly not as much of an escape as it used to be #because now i actively want to be a good and better person instead of being a depressed person #daydreaming of ideals #that last sentence makes me think of grantaire post-revelation lol #he never had to deal with it but that would be interesting to write for sure #anyway #personal #i'm so tired #i'm not build for confronting how sucky the world is

[astrxealis]

hi! watching/listening to a translation of the voice dramas starting from the beginning rn ^__^

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #⋯ ꒰ა milgram ໒꒱ *·˚ #first i just really want to say i want to give him a hug. he deserves a very big hug :(( #haruka reminds me a bit of me. in different ways. some definitely not while others are a definite yes. interesting #es what the FUCK. i like es as far as i'm concerned but also what the fuck i don't like this #hmm... i'm less now haruka now even though some similarities are either back or recently appeared. but yeah he's relatable fr #weeee. okay done w haruka's! i just realized i should have done the one for es first. oops. and then i'll do yuno and then fuuta and.... ya #jackaloupe's voice is so silly lmfaooo love him <3 also why isn't my keyboard making a sound w screenshots i hate this sm #IT'S. a small issue. but not really to me i despise this i like the little sound so muchehgbajbgehjgh ;;; feels terrible w/o it #i actually really hate this. i looked in the settings and it shouldn't be like this ;;;;;;egbhjbjghbhbhj #anyways :(( 'DO YOU WANT ME TO PET YOU' WHAHAHAHAHAHA JACKALOUPE'S REACTION I LOVE THIS LMFAOOOO #i realize now it is jackalope and not jackaloupe. why did i make it fancy. or. is that actually his name oh whatever #okay. uh. i forgot i had this ere (oops!) anyways i finished w haruka and es! started yuno's <3 and a bit of mikoto's ^__^ he's so silly #i'll continue later aaa i have 1 last hw for the week but there's other stuff i need to do too. also i'm just tired rn <//3

[imwritesometimes]

looks like the assholes stold my lil tombstones from the lawn too when they snatched the candy lmao fuckin done with Halloween from now on man

#what's the POINT? ppl just keep demonstrating over and over again that they are in general just shitty #the world is a shit hole now. ppl are terrible. and rotten. I don't have much. can't afford many decorations. #but they steal what I do have. I'm done. every time the world gives me an opportunity to learn that yes in fact people are generally awful #I'm like idk maybe... #but not anymore. I get it. I have learned the lesson. ppl are dogshit. #I am done trying to extend the olice branch anymore I've been shit on too many times I give up #33 years of getting my teeth kicked in I finally get it man the world is thresher it is not welcoming or warm #and I'm tired. I've already cut myself off so much because of what's happened to me. you learn. #but man. now. I'm just. I'm done man. stupid pointless Halloween decorations. ment for fun. #in the video you can see they weren't trick or treating either they wore ski masks and carried flash lights #and were walking up the street looking in houses #looking for anything to steal #I'm done man I give up I quit people are shit I got no faith in my fellow man no more fuck ppl #negative

[theasexual-jackson]

Identity police alert!! Mind your own fucking business

Mx, the only things I said were:

Men (and by that, I mean BINARY MEN, since y'all love to twist it) cannot be lesbians, and saying that they can is actually fucking dangerous to lesbians, because we are constantly forced into and invalidated for not liking men. Saying that binary men can be lesbians is only reinforcing that and do no good for the lesbian community at all.

Multigender people don't fit into the gender binary. We are nonbinary exactly because we don't identify exclusively and/or 100% with male nor female. We are included inside the nonbinary umbrella by definition, there is no fucking denying that. We are not binary men nor binary women. Point. Blank. Period.

Long story short, if you're gonna call me “Identity police” for saying literal FACTS about both the lesbian and the multigender community, go on. But do note that labels DO mean something, because they have history, they have definitions and erasing them meanings makes no good for the community.

#omg I'm getting so tired of this #why do y'all love radical inclusivity? #exclusion needs context for it to be inherently good or bad #if you're excluding people for discrimination yes it is obviously fucking terrible #but if you're excluding a specific group of people from a safe space that is obviously made for another specific group #you cannot really say anything because it's a safe space and it's only for the people who relate to it #and this applies to the lesbian community #lesbian means NON MEN FOR NON MEN #and that obviously includes any nonbinary person who is exclusively attracted to other non men #multigender or not #but coming back #lesbian by definition excludes binary men #and this is what y'all are not understanding #ughhhh #this is fucking draining #lesbian #lesbians #nmlnm #nonbinary lesbian #nonbinary lesbians #multigender lesbian #multigender lesbians #genderfluid lesbian #black lesbian #black lesbians #please #please understand this shit for once and for all #I'm begging y'all #😭🙏🏽🙏🏽

[audiovisualrecall]

I'm sorry I don't get why it matters if my team dusts the tops of the platforms the orchids sit on when no one can see the tops of the platforms unless they're stupidly tall, and especially when the stupid floor polishers and general maintenance literally push dust and dirt and debris down from the Cafe area onto those platforms every single day. 'It should be easy to do' okay then, you do it then. I said 'we're trying' because it is impossible to keep up with bc if we haven't done that day's dusting yet when store leadership get step stools and peer at the platform tops to see if we've cleaned they obvs will look dirty, and bc ive either been out sick, doing inventory, or HELPING YOUR DEPARTMENT for the past 2 weeks. Sorry yeah I have '3 full time tms' in floral but even when all 3 of us are here u don't LET ME HAVE ALL 3 OF US! And if a day is me and one tm, and I'm sick/unable to come in,then it's just the one tm doing everything, or if they call out and it's just me, etc - how is one person supposed to do EVERYTHING and Not go overtime or take their break late??? Ffs. And again, recently I've been in produce more often than floral. Yeah 'helping' ok but if I said we couldn't bc we have to dust the p.o.p areas u'd be annoyed to say the least..........

#wish id called out today. i dont feel well (cramps+what happened last night) but came in anyway bc i wanted to do my job and all i get are #'sorry cant help' and then u have time to criticize me and my team anyway like. #and pointing out that we only do 1500/day at most in sales usually like ....okay. and??? #why does that matter? #is it a small department? yes. does that mean the work is easy? no #I'm angry at myself for not job hunting months ago tbh #bc its easy to say I'll just stay and switch to their health insurance come my bday and itll b fine #but itll be harder to leave then. and I'll have way more anxiety abt losing my job/getting fired once i Need it #but its a bad time rn to job hunt #between dental stuff and gastro problems and anxiety and depression #plus dad's situation #and im terrible at interviews. its literally the main obstacle for me getting a different job imo #but I'm tired of being expected to work miracles #also yes its dumb that this is over some dusting but it is Not easy bc u cant just dust. #even if we do it every day the stuff that falls on the surfaces is not always easily removed

[katherineholmes]

It's Sunday evening, and I'm so tired.

#physically yes #because my whole wheat pasta was terrible and i had it throw it away #and make aglio e olio instead #but i'm also mentally tired #and emotionally #everything in my life feels like a game #that i have no chance of winning #but i keep playing anyway and i keep losing #this is also the reason i haven't been around #i don't like bringing people down just because i'm down

[theflyingfeeling]

...🙃

#i know i sound crazy (and maybe i am) but i'm so disappointed in myself for failing at the job interview tomorrow #yes disappointed in myself in advance lol you got that right! :) #i'm so disappointed in myself for freezing during the teaching sample or otherwise completely fucking it up #(i tried to go through it once just to see if there's actually enough content for 15 minutes but i kept fucking up and became so frustrated #so i just gave up) #i'm so disappointed in myself for coming off as an empty-headed idiot during the interview #(i have given practically 0 thought to any of the mandatory interview questions because i have no faith in myself at all so why bother?) #i'm so disappointed in myself for being so incredibly incompetent that i can't even answer the most simple content questions about my major #(i'm terrified to do research on the basic terms of linguistics in case the content questions have something to do with those #because what if i understand nothing or what if the questions will be about something else entirely?) #i know i'm full-on bullying myself at this point but i'm just...tired #i'm so tired of the emotional roller coaster of today. one moment i'm ugly-sobbing because i'm so stressed out and feel so inadequate #then i manage to pull myself together and focus for maybe half an hour max until i burst into hysterical tears again #all the while chanting in my head: ''i can't do this i can't do this i'm not good enough i'm not good enough'' #by now i'm so exhausted that i wanna be like ''fuck it'' and go to bed and just. let go #i can't control everything so i should just go with the flow. whatever happens tomorrow happens for a reason right? #if i fail then i guess that proves i am indeed inadequate for the job. a bullet dodged by both parties etc. #it proves i wasn't meant for that job. it proves that i deserve unemployment. because i'm terrible at my job (or average at best) #i wish i could live like that (the ''fuck it'' attitude) but i want to succeed so bad 😭 #i want to be perfect but i can't because i'm not and i know i'm being unreasonable because NO ONE is #ignore this please. i'm inconsolable lol

[icanblognow]

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#icanblognow #so the shut off valve for our toilet is leaking #and i hate hate hate who i turn into when something breaks unexpectedly at the place i'm living #i immediately regress to a teenager and lose All confidence in myself #it doesn't help that i basically didn't sleep yesterday #and now today i'm babysitting the leak because my roommate has important meetings this morning #and the only thing we found short enough and disposable enough to fit underneath was tupperware #so i gotta make sure it doesn't go everywhere #and its not that i'm completely incompetent #idk i'm just not great in a crisis #and yes its technically my roommate's house #but i feel terrible that i can't help more #i know what to do #i need to boost both my self confidence and my knowledge #but those are hard and i am. so tired today #got what like 3 hours sleep in the last 36? #so i should be kinder to myself #still....ugh