#yk what why jot

[leafwateraddict]

I love when people draw younger sans as sans but smaller, like the same clothes same personality and everything.

However, i also love it when people draw and characterize younger sans as this agent of chaos its the funniest thing ever.

#lmao #babybones #sans #babybones sans #undertale #undertale au #littletale #? #yk what why jot #leaf posts

[astergrayson]

Why Kendall Roy?

last week i got diagnosed with autism.

#i owe it all to him <3 #representation MATTERS #shiv is also my fav jot that down #idk if u were asking me why kendall roy like why is he like that #or why kendall roy as in why are you suddenly blogging ab him #or why do you like him? #idk i feel like this somewhat answers all of those questions  #real recognizes real #or in this case autism recognizes autism i see u kendall roy #also he is horrific n evil but yk what can u do #answered #succession #also: late edition but kenstewy #this anon is actually stewy staring in the mirror at himself #asking why kendall roy why do i like this pathetic man and yeah same stewy #but yeah kenstewy is REAL

[johnnysfever]

Not me forgetting about this blog for another entire month because i once again got too hyperfocused on my f/os to actually post about them,,, girl (gn) i have got to stop doing this. Anyway sorry about that i got into a new show (and by new i mean new to me because it is of course from the 70s) and fell in love with another guy so he's been occupying all of my thoughts for the last month or so 😔

#emmett.txt #and now because of that i have two f/os that are doctors #thats not an important detail i just think its interesting yk #three i guess if you count johnny but hes jot actually a doctor he just calls himself that because #idk hes a weird freak #who knows why he does what he does??? #anyway this aint about him he's not the one occupying my every waking thought for once

[helluvapoison]

hey! saw your blog n thought u were like super fuckin cool- so yk can I request a vox x wife!teader and vox accidentally forget their anniversary? it's fine if jot, have a good day/night!!

Vox x Reader

Sitting in Hell’s Kitchen, the finest restaurant of Pride Ring, staring at an empty chair across from you, you decide to find out for yourself just where the fuck your husband is today of all days

• Vox was zipping through cables and wires all over the house to look for you. He checked your favorite spots first but, to his chagrin, you weren’t there

• The money making, signature smile he always wore began slipping on one side when his phone buzzed to life, your icon taking over his screen

• “Darling! I just got home,” Irritation had his voice glitching, “Where are you?”

• “Hm. Late night?” You asked, pettily avoiding the question

• “I-? Yeah, yes,” He sighed, slipping back into work mode for a minute, “Back to back meetings and I had to reshoot yesterday's episode because—“ Minute over, “Wait, that doesn’t matter! What matters is I wanted to come home to my darling partner and you’re nowhere to be found! Where are you!?”

• “Oh me? I went out for a bite to eat. An hour ago. There should be a notification somewhere in your planner, why don’t you check it.”

• Vox huffs and rolls his eyes. He pulls the phone away from his face and quickly swipes through today’s agenda. Anything regarding you is always his top priority—

• x/xx/xxxx: congratulations! today is your anniversary! you have a reservation at 8pm!

• “Fuck.”

• “Mhm.”

• Your phone goes silent. Only half of a second passes before your husband materializes from the wires at the front desk. The panicked expression on his screen is almost enough to satisfy the tornado of emotions inside you. Of course he recognizes there’s people around and there’s an image to project so he gathers himself all too quickly

• His steps over are hurried and clumsy. He presses a kiss to your cheek that buzzes softly on your skin as he sits down, taking your hands into his own in case you decide to leave. Or throw your wine at him. Or both. “Happy Anniversary, darling!”

• Your brow quirks, unimpressed and irate

• “I know it seems like I did, but I didn’t forget. Look I planned this dinner—“

• “That you were late to.”

• “And I have your present right here! Look! I made it months ago just for this.”

• A part of you expects a new phone or watch that hasn’t hit the market yet. Instead Vox pulls out a thin screen from behind his back (Somehow. You’ve learned not to question how he does that) and forces it into your hands

• It scanned your fingerprints the minute you touched it and bloomed to life. For a few seconds it showed you and Vox closer to when you first met, slowly and silently moving as you both laughed. Then it faded and brought a new image of when Vox poured coffee in Val’s lap because he was staring at you. You couldn’t help but snort at that one despite trying very hard not

• “It’s an electronic picture frame,” Vox explained excitedly, “Only this one scans and recognizes your favorite memories. I, uh, already put mine in there for you.” His eyes dart away for a moment, a light blush making his screen glow slightly, “Don’t let anyone else see this.”

• You’re really torn now and he can clearly see it. As a businessman he wants to go in for the final kill, but as your husband he wants to reassure you

• “I didn’t forget, not really. I knew I was missing something all day. I’ll clear my calendar next year— or tomorrow! We can redo the whole day just you and me!”

• You purse your lips together and tilt your head at him with narrowed eyes. Something you did right before you forgave him. “No work at all? No taking calls from Val or Vel? Not even watching yourself on tv?”

• “Let me take care of everything! No one will bother us for an entire 24 hours. Just me and you, my dear. Doesn’t that sound nice?”

• You give him a final skeptical look before your gaze drops to the picture frame with significantly more fondness. You inevitably give in with a sigh, “Fine.”

• Vox is standing up and bringing you with him, his claw on your lower back to guide you out of the restaurant, “Excellent! You won’t regret it baby, I’ll make it our best anniversary yet.”

• To the host at the front his smile doesn’t waver but his voice drops to an octave that leaves no room for arguments, “We’ll be back here tomorrow, same time but we’ll take the table by the window instead. You can put that under Vox. Thanks.”

• “Vox, what are you doing!?“ You whisper loudly in disbelief

• He doesn’t stop, continuing to push you out and onto the sidewalk where a VoxTech limo already awaits. Suddenly his hands are on your shoulders. His eyes meet yours and they’re devoid of the facade he puts on for everyone else

• “When something goes wrong at VoxTech, I have to scrap the plans and start all over to get it right. And I want to do this right for you. I’m going to fix everything, my dear. One hour and I’ll meet you back home with all your favorites.” Despite the tv-ready tone, Vox’s words are coated in sincerity that has you inclined to believe him

• You allow him to help you into the limo, “I don’t need it perfect, y’know. I just need you there.”

• “And I will be! You’ll get both; myself and perfection. Don’t I always say you deserve it all?” Vox kisses the back of your hand before closing the door. He stands there with a smile and waves until you’re out of sight

• He keeps his word, he’s at home with you 45 minutes later. He brings dinner, dessert and wine, all your favorites, and a few extra presents

• The 24 workless hours begin as soon as he walks through the door. He turns off his phone and puts himself on “do not disturb”

• All he needs is you and you’re right here. Happily sitting in his lap while he feeds you cake, your favorite movie in the background. The sound of your laughter or wine glasses clinking together is a far better sound than his ringtone

• (He’ll need a new assistant when he returns to work… and someone to repair that window on the 13th floor. That’s probably why he has 237 notifications from Velvette and Valentino when he turns his phone on after your anniversary do-over)

~

╰(*´︶`*)╯♡ OMG YOU’RE SO SWEET!!!! please enjoy!

#hazbin hotel x reader #hazbin hotel imagine #hazbin hotel headcanons #vox hazbin x reader #vox headcanons #vox hazbin hotel x reader #vox imagine #vox x reader #poiboiwrites

[skyteller143]

TILL DEATH DO US PART (1) • C.STURNIOLO

PARTS: 2

warnings: swearing, school😔💔

authors note: kinda shit but yk it gets better js stick around

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summary: the most popular girl in school being known as a goody-too-shoes and the captain of the schools hockey team end up sitting with each other in class, she hates him and he hates her. until one day everything changes.

but remember, not every story has a happy ending.

enjoyyy

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People wish to be popular. They wish for the crazy parties and all the “friends” that comes with it. But this makes me wonder do they wish for the secrets that are kept, do they wish for the bitchy glances that you get given simply because you walked past. do they wish for the eyes that are always on them.

But it’s clear that they don’t care about that. they care about the attention and so called fame that they desire so desperately they’d practically trade their soul for it.

it’s the first day back from summer break and i woke up at practically sunrise just to make sure that the stares aren’t as judgemental. doing my hair and makeup, picking out about 5 outfits before finding a good one. gosh sometimes i wish i could trade lives with someone who wasn’t a cheerleader and i could go to school wearing sweatpants, not worrying about being watched.

my outfit was a skimpy black skirt matched with a white crop top and a black puffy jacket. i straightened my hair and did my normal makeup.

since it was the first day back my schedule had changed meaning i was in all new classes. great.

when i got to school i met up with my best friend ivy and we caught up about what happened over the summer.

“yeah and then vacation boy asked for my snap” ivy rambled on “butttt i had to turn him down because he was like 25 but he was so fine” she giggled leaning on me a little as we stood at our lockers. Me and ivy had been friends since middle school we always had our lockers next to each other. well that was until this year.

“oh our lockers are one apart” ivy mumbled opening her locker. “huh” i looked down at the paper i had been given “oh”.

“bummer i wonder who is gonna be our locker buddy this year, maybe they could like be our new best friend!” she jumped excitedly. “yeah maybe” i laughed at her, she looked like a kid in a candy store. “ok we’ll i gotta get going meet me here at lunch” she walked backwards facing me for my reply. “yep! of course” i laughed.

i reached into my bag getting out a few books and pictures to put in my locker. when i was finished i headed to class. i sat in the back corner and put my headphones in. it’s too early for this. i made sure to sit by myself so i wouldn’t have to deal with some weirdo yapping my ear off for an hour and forty minutes. since it was the first lesson we were just meant to be meeting new people and interacting. however i already knew everyone in here so what’s the point?

about five minutes in everyone had stopped talking and the teacher was explaining what we would be doing this year when the door swung open and some boy walked in. i honestly couldn’t care less who he was so i continued jotting down notes when he sat down. next to me. i looked up to see who it was and rolled my eyes. of course the captain of the hockey team decided ‘oh yeah let’s sit right next to the only cheerleader in the room, she’ll love that.’

he huffed as he leant in his seat, crossing his arms. i looked at him to see he looked pissed off and i noticed that every other seat was full. oh.

i turned my music up and just kept to myself when he taps my shoulder. “what you listening to?” he asks. “music” i reply dryly hoping he’d just leave me alone. “no wayyy” he smirks “let me listen” he puts his hand out as if i’m a dog.

“first off, no. second off why would i share with you i don’t even know you” i rolled my eyes. “oh princess everyone knows me and you definitely do being cheer captain and all” he smirks at me. “oh yeah Chris i’m in love with you here have my airpod” i say sarcastically “oh come on just give it” he begs like a child, “i know you secretly love me” he laughs. “the only thing i know is that your ego is bigger then you dick baby” i pout at him and out my airpod back in. that shut him up.

after class i went back to my locker to meet ivy and i see that our new locker buddy is there. “hey” i call out to see who it was. “what do you want” they reply.

you’ve gotta be kidding me.

“why are you just standing there looking like an idiot, did you want something?” he asked clearly still annoyed about earlier. “no i was going to my locker” i mumble.

after about like 30 seconds of silence i speak up. “soo, this your locker?” what a stupid question.

“noo, i’m just putting my stuff in here for someone else” he reply’s sarcastically.

“jeez don’t get your titties in a twist, was just asking” i laugh slightly trying to ease some tension.

he slams his locker door and leans down so he’s closer to my face. “at least i have some” he smiles and walks away.

cunt.

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feisty

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taglist (if you wanna be added js comment and i’ll add you): @lacysturniolo @breeloveschris

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#chris sturniolo #christopher sturniolo #sturniolo fanfic #sturniolo smut #sturniolo triplets #sturniolo edit

[taegularities]

Thinking about how we are halfway through the series makes me so emo because that means we have to say goodbye to them "soon". And I dont know what to do once it's over🥲

awh babe.. why is this hurting me more than it should :') like, in theory, i absolutely know we still have a long way to go. i mean, we're at chapter 11.5 and the story has been going for 1.5 (!!!) years!! unbelievable!! but i do think of the ending to this story and the last already jotted down scene(s) sometimes and like.. today i was masochistic enough to have this lil convo in my head yk?? smth like

them: "will you be okay? i know saying goodbye after such a long time isn't easy.."

me: "i don't think i'll ever be entirely okay with this? but i gotta let you guys live your lives and narrate it yourself now :')"

and then they turn around, look at each other, smile and walk away hand in hand <3

#LIKE WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF IM SO STUPID LMFAO #but it hurts.. and i know ill be crying a bunch when the final chapter rolls around #a river if you will #thank you for loving them too <3 #notes for rid 🌹 #anon #fic: colour me in

[graciliss]

Young Cadaver's Foxtrot - short story out now!

surprise everyone! I finally released some writing 🥴 this is obviously just yk. a small thing but it's a story I've kinda had lying around for a while and since it otherwise was gonna decay in my docs anyways I thought "fuck it, why not post it."

you can read the story right here!

it's a short horror story detailing a teen named luke and his brother, noah's move to a new neighbourhood and a mysterious line of dancing children spotted in the woods near their new home. the phenomenon and events following it fundamentally shake luke and his family.

feedback is much appreciated! below the cut you'll find some of my own commentary on the story, but please do read things first as this contains the themes and means of interpretation I personally put forth for this.

additionally if anybody wants me to post it on Tumblr too please let me know.

first of all I'm mad I spelled the word 'cadaver' wrong for the title page 💀 I only learned recently that it's cadaver and not cadavre so I'm malding. I'm so professional (/s)

however. onto actually author's notes:

the process

the idea kind of came to me all at once, really. it was roughly a year ago, I was at work and Kikuo's Corpse Dance was looped in my head while doing tasks and the ideas came from there. it was one of those stories that seemed a lot cooler in my head as fragmented key scenes LMAO. needless to say I wasted zero time getting the plot jotted down, and I believe I managed to finish the core story in a matter of two or three days.

what took me so long was the editing lol. the editing of this story was kind of hellish, with me trying to snip a few things out and failing to do so. however, the main change was the characterisation of noah.

he was written too.... normally in the beginning, and with the direction I was planning to go for the story, a relatively well-adjusted kid would not be the kind of person I had in mind as a victim to the dancing frenzy. instead, I decided upon writing him as already being established to be rather unstable.

what I additionally changed from the first draft was the dance itself. it seemed too comprehensible, too executable in the first draft (and I didn't want it to resemble Kikuo's MV too much). other than this, most changes were minor.

the ideas and themes

I had several concepts swirling about in my head while writing and editing this, though I don't know how I feel about the execution.

the main ones at play here, I'd say, are suicide, its signs leading up to it and the aftermath. you already know what happened to noah, and you now need to watch it unfold. the signs leading up to everything are obvious as a reader and is purposefully made to be agonising in this way.

additionally, there's luke and the fact that he was a bitter, angsty 15 year old. he makes incredibly stupid decisions... because he's 15. the amazing thing is I can blame everything on that (/j), and you then get the commentary of a now 20 year old luke on top of it, along with the guilt he continues to feel for everything, including things that ultimately were out of his control and not really his fault.

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this commentary isn't really coherent icl. however I hope it does provide a little more insight to my writing process at the very least 👍 enjoy

#horror #horror writing #short horror story #short story #horror content #writing #creative writing #writers on tumblr #creepypasta #creepypasta story #my writing

[daegall]

GIRL i've been seeing ur crush talks on my dash and RGOR IT LITERALLY SUMS UP UR BFF2L FICS ISTGG😩😩😩

but literally the thought of liking ur best friend sounds nice up until a certain point LMAO (sobbing) but srsly tho, maybe hint at him a little more to see his reactions yk?? and then if u get sick of waiting, confess!! it might sound rlly daunting but once u let it out it'll feel so relieving and a true friend won't let a confession mess up a friendship.

and who knows, maybe you'll have urself a irl bff2l fic by the end of it🤷‍♀️

😧😧😧😧 j why and how r u always so genius

LIKE FUCKKK IVE BEEN THINKJNF ABOUT CONFESSING HUT IM TOO SCARED BUT YOU MSDE THAT POINT AND IM LIKE,,,,, OH SHIT UR RIGHT 😲😲😲😲😲😲

but atill im jot taking any chances until im 99% sure he likes me bc im a pussy 😹😹😹😹😹

HOWEVER

i think i should drop deeper hints . but at the same time. how tf do i do thay. we are alr lowkeh pretty touchy and we call and have lots of inside jokes so like,,,, am i supposed to flat out say i lvoe him what i alr did thag too 😧😧😧😧😧😧

BUT ILL THINK OF A WAY

THABK YOU J MY LOVE MY BAE MY SLAYER

#asks! #j <3 #sunny thinks! #sunny thinks about crush 😒

[brick-a-doodle-do]

BRICKETH MY GORGEOUSETH!!!

yes that’s a real word. FIGHT ME ON IT!

I have questions for you :D (finally T-T)

What do you find sparks the most inspiration when writing?

Pick: never be able to read again, or only be able to read backwards (no word shuffling)

What’s a fav hobby for you outside of writing?

Top 3 fav fandoms go!

What gets you mothers most excited? Reblogs, comments or asks?

What was the first thing that sparked an idea for a dsmp gt centred fic?

As a fellow mlb fan, fav ship out of the love square?

You’ve asked me before but: what do you write on, font and font size, colour user?

Your favourite dsmp gt fic

Your least favourite dsmp gt fic

A fic you wished got more notes then it did

A fic that performed better than you were expecting

Do you write for yourself or for others?

If you could change one canon thing from dsmp season 1, what would it be and why?

A character you think is underrated

Something canon about your c!sona

Your fav oc and lil bit of info about them.

A random thing you like that others often don’t.

Ok I think I added enough questions! Go wild!!! Love you Brick!!! Have a lollipop 🍭

HILOOO!! I LOVE BRICKETH DSFJGDSJDNF!!!

SDGHFDSJGCSDFDNF THANK YOU FOR THE QUESTIONS I LOVE YOU!!

probably music when i'm actually writing, and sometimes shows/movies will spark aus ideas cause yk it's pretty easy to pick a plot from a movie/show subplot,,

read backwards!! it'd be cool because 1. i could learn to read backwards and 2. it'd make suspense & tension so much better! i love when characters in a horror movie slowly make sense of something written backwards :D

mm probably baking? idk i'm a very boring person irl so it has to be baking--i'm not very good at making baked goods look appealing but it always tastes really good :D and it's just fun to be in the kitchen and bake sdjjgdsdnf

uhuhuhuh g/t dsmp & horror,,,, is horror a fandom??? it is now!

ASKS AND COMMENTS!!! I LOVE READING THINGS!!! I WOULD RATHER HAVE 100 COMMENTS AND 1 REBLOG THAN 1 COMMENT AND 100 REBLOGS

mm time to get into this !! probably little streamer au, because that sparked an idea for an au where dream was tiny and george was human. then i wanted to ask ppl for prompts and then curiosity came from a prompt i got on a random prompt generator. at the time it wasn't g/t and was a normal fic following the same plot except wilbur was a lot friendlier and didn't trap tommy sdhjsdnf

marichat, it's so basic and so underrated, i get so hapy whenever i see the two of them together :D also for some reasons they're vibes are pretty cool. all of their scenes are nice

i used to color my pages when i was bored but then i stopped. so currently, i write in size 8 and my font is times new roman. aaand i write mainly on google docs, but sometimes i'll write on notes if im in a hurry (usually tho notes is for quick idea jots)

supermarket au will forever have a VERY special place in my heart and i looove supervillain and super...tiny? au, so i'm going to go with those two before i add more and never end my ramble sdjgjsdnf

alr for this i am not doing anyone elses fic and instead doing mine because 1. i don't think i could pick one and 2. if i did i don't think i have the heart to say cause i don't want to make anyone upset :'D SO from MY aus, my least favorite is probably my mlb au. the concept is amazing but worldbuilding is incredibly confusing and i keep changing the au plan,,,

MY GHOST FILES FIC!! I'M SATISFIED THAT I GOT SOME NOTES ON IT BC YEE THAT'S AWESOME BUT I HAD A LOT OF NOTES ON OTHER POSTS ABOUT IT, WHERE DID THOSE PPL GO??

hmm probably oh george. i knew it would do semi-well but i didn't expect it to get almost 100 notes--- the dsmp g/t fandom really likes dream apparently sejhgjsdnf

it depends, some of my wips are for me and won't be posted (looking at you non g/t fics) but my g/t fics are usually for other people, especially those gifts i give out. looking at my recent post i definitely think i like writing for other ppl tho

honestly (and this may be just because i haven't finished the lore yet) i think i would want tubbo to do the s1 ending. when he mentioned that he said he thought amnesia was lazy but it wasn't up to him, it makes me wonder what he'd come up with, because tubbo is a really smart guy when he needs to be

hbomb!! i don't watch him a lot and i've only seen him a bit in lore but so far all of the interactions with sbi in pogtopia era i really like hbomb :D

her home is very tidy despite her temper,,

i don't have too many ocs but my favorite is probably celina! i made her a while back with my friend a few years ago. basically the whole thing we did was celina is a "crazy lunatic nurse" get it? C(razy)eL(unatic)iN(urse)a i was pretty proud of that one lol. anyway the "lore" was just me and her doing a huge game of hide and seek in a roblox game asfdjgdfsjdnf. legit i was hunting her for about 4 hours

i genuinely have no idea-- maybe VORE?? i mean i have this little friend group on here that likes it and i'm in a community that likes it but if i walk up to someone irl and say "hey i like people eating other people alive :D" then i don't think it'd end well LMAO

THANK YOU FOR ALL OF THESE LOVELY QUESTIONS! HAVE A BRICK! HAVE TWO! 🧱🧱

#brickquiries #beckyu my beloved <33 #tw vore mention/implication

[scott-major-ammirite]

empires jimmy is a handsome man

jimmy. what more do i need to say. his episode was as youd expect it, he chose a spot in his good ol mesa and built a questionable looking “wagon”!! I LOVE THIS SHERIFF LOOK ON HIM THOUGH SUPER HANDSOME LOOK AT THIS MAN WITH HIS LITTLE BANDANA ON HIS NECK WOWW GO YOU JIMMY!! i dont really know what to say about jimmys epsiode tbh but I DO LOOK FORWARD TO YA BOYS MESA JOURNEY ITS VERY OUT OF JIMMYS COMFORT ZONE SO IM EXCITED TO SEE HOW HIS BUILDS GO ALONG YK also omg sheriff is such a cool character i cannot wait to see the story arcs jimmy provides and omg lore?? i feed off lore bitch i am hype for my little sheriff man to solve crimes and enforce the law you do that jimmy i believe in you!! but yesyes this is i think the most active ive been like ever post wise i just wanna jot down some notes, thoughts and first impressions regarding everyones episodes yk empires is my favfav smp ever i am very passionate about this so if i seem spammy or youre like why does this bitch keep coming up on my page,,deal with it or if you like that im coming up on your page NICE THANKS (follow me maybe😳😳)

#INTERACT WITH ME YOU GUYS I WANNA KNOW YOUR THOUGHTS TOO #empires smp s2 #empires smp season 2 #empires season 2 #esmp 2 #solidaritygaming #empires jimmy

[dylanerzahler]

so i pored over the Hackett family tree trying to find anything of interest, because i like staring at things that were never meant to be looked at so closely in the first place:

Septimus (Jed's granddad aka the guy in that creepy oil painting werewolf Caleb bursts out of) is the seventh of seven kids

Septimus means "the seventh son" (Mr. & Mrs. Hackett were pretty much over naming babies at this point)

something-something seventh sons, something-something supernatural significance (in this dude's case some major bad luck maybe, but in other cases uhh werewolfism). pretty much just a bunch of the same stuff they talk about in the podcast i think, i have a hard time devoting my full attention to it (only for you, Ryan)

now that I'm thinking about it, maybe Septimus' parents bought into the seventh son luck thing and were banking on him not being a flop legend, idk, maybe don't put all your eggs in one Hackett basket man

anyway, the game starts throwing this Septimus stuff at us way towards the end of the game, but i dunno if it was trying to hint at Caleb being the first cursed (before Chris anyway) or if they were just like "here, have a side of Werewolf Reference to go with your Werewolf Revelation"

there's a guy up there somewhere before Septimus named Secundus which just means "second" and he's a second son. idk if that's significant, but say it out loud lol...Secundus

so like, i tried lol. really hard actually; i wanted to figure out a way to make Caleb the seventh son of a seventh son, bc i was so convinced that that's why they gave us the family tree, but all i managed was a reach with that little way-of-relation tag jotted down under his name that goes "great great great great great great grandson"

that technically does sort of make him a seventh son, except uhm the paper doesn't say grandson, i realized upon further inspection and mental clarity; it straight up says Caleb is a "great great great great great great granddaughter" on the tree. so yk, what I'm getting at is transmasc werewolf seventh son Caleb is canon, happy pride month

#the quarry #it's not a typo #i asked Secundus Hackett himself it's totally legit

[plinkcat-gif]

4 6 20 24 😘

4. what’s a wip that’s fairly easy for you to get back into writing? why? 

whatever chapter of nsmap i’m working on 😌😌 it’s just my most recent story and i’m deeply obsessed with the three of them and also i can do whatever the hell i want Literally. like there is no plot and there are rules that i have to stick to, no worldbuilding, no word minimum, i do not have to think. and i am enabling myself to make them as neurodivergent as possible which makes it that much more fun <33333

6. write 3 sentences of any wip you’d like, post it in the answer. 

And then came the doubt.

She was never quite good enough offensively and, while she knew she had a place on the team and she wasn’t useless, she felt it. She hated to watch them on the sidelines, every fiber of her soul egging her on, telling her to help, and yet unable to do a thing.

(autism rin chapter of nsmap SJDJSKJF <333 she goes through a Doubt Period before kannabi because her team is So Great and she…isn’t. at least not in a way where she can help in the moment, yk??)

20. how do you usually come up with story ideas? 

for nsmap i just jot down things i’d like to write about :3 for actual full-length stories, i’ve either just watched something, it came to me unbidden, or i thought about southwestern folklore too much and started Researching DJSJFDKD

i also use pinterest boards. pinterest boards help sometimes <333

24. do you have a writer you look up to in terms of writing routines/style? 

ummm i gotta be honest, i’m not really good at telling the different between styles of writing unless they’re STARKLY different (like. huckleberry finn to pjo DKKSSJDJ), and i definitely don’t research writing/how to write things so,, no, not really. sometimes i’ll read a poem or something that’ll Get Me In A Mood and i’ll take inspo from that, but that’s as far as it goes tbh lol

#kirpy answers #ty for asking jade!!!!!!!! <333!!!!!!

[solardistress]

yk i could be working but noo noo of couursseee not !!!! my stupid self was like hey what if we started crying right NOW !!!!! and now i cant see and cant stop and now i feel even worse because i have so much fucking work to do and ive done NOTHING ive done nothing right ever in my life and today was a good day and this us my final straw why do i always do this to myself GENUINELY i hate myself so much i cant focus i cant work efficiently im a terrible worker i cant do shit im not even productive i cant take care if myself i nust need to kill myself off and get rid of myself its jot like im fucking contributing anything to the world anyway what even fucking ever im going to do horrible and kill myself whatever whatever whatever j dont care anymore i just never want to be in school again and i hope i die and get shot

#vent

[wtfcl0ud]

me 2hrs ish ago or whatever: i am so sleepy i will hv coffee do some german then go to sleep

what actually happened: opened german textbook searched n wrote in the english translation of like 4 or 5 words come across a word i need to remember to write the full conjugation out for so i go to the bottom of the page to jot it down sees the name of the guy i got paired with to do the oral exam decides to google search his name bc i love doing tht for some reason? n also i was hoping to find out if he's by chance the cool guy who spoke w/ me a bit last time bc i want him to be anyways guy's name brings up many results actually? (if the person found in the searches is him then it's likely not the guy who spoke w/ me sad) anways one of the results was a newspaper article saw the trending headlines at the side of the page clicked an article about gang life discovered the article had names of many of the most notorious gang leaders old interest piqued highlights almost all the names n open new tabs with searches for them is now making my way thru all the open tabs of gang leaders who were killed some whose stores i am already familiar with bc it happened within the last few yrs so i was yk 'there' for it also facing the inner turmoils and anger n genuine just bafflement of these ppl their lives their children wondering how many of them knew when the random car ambushed them n the masked guys came out did they know it was their end do they live in constant fear god i live in constant fear tht ppl hate me for breathing what abt when u hv 'valid' reasons for 'haters' n again their mf children screams i know the profile n demographic n they whys in terms of failed societal institutions corrupt governments etc tht contribute to these choices but also all of tht aside how do you make tht choice n also how unfair? it is tht once u do there's like no way to back out the only way out is literally thru once u get into it u keep going deeper n deeper n u hope to elevate urself in the ranks to become untouchable bc thts the only protection but also it's not god it's so sad n so complex sigh

#cloud nonsense

[thedistortedfroggit]

Another Note to self, because lets be real, I'm going to forget.

I wont bother with tags this time, since I'm not really in the mood Just wanna quickly jot this down on a place where nothing can be forgotten(AKA: the internet)

So.

As some of you might know, I've grown back into the UNDERTALE fandom. More of the AU side, because honestly, they're just more interesting to me.

ANYWAYS! So, Other than making my own AU: Temptale Which, if I had to make an AO3 title out of, would be 'Temp(erature/tation)tale' kinda like a 'Aggre(g/v)ation' if you've read that fic. You should. It's a good Roommate Sans x Reader fic.

Anyways^2, you can probably tell what Temptale is about, just from that little Nugget of info. But! I'm not here to talk about Temptale nor Snowpop(The Sans of that AU, since I haven't given him a name yet, that's his temporary name)

I'm here to talk about another idea: Guide. If they had an AO3 title, it'd be 'Guidance' or 'Tutorial' maybe. Originally, They were going to be part of a Player!Sans AU I was going to make, but we'll see.

Anyway, DOORS, yk that roblox horror hotel game, has given me a new idea on how to twist things. Specifically, if you'd guessed, Guiding Light.

And what else could be considered a 'Guiding Light' down in the underground? The SAVE points. So Guide is responsible for the save points, right? Thats their domain. (Also just a little Artist/Author note from me to... well ig me?: Because I draw women in power too often, I've decided.. Guide will just switch genders randomly. Genderfluid in a way, but they don't actually care what you call them[projecting, ik.]. Nobody is sure what to call them, with Guide changing everytime and not expressing any interest in pronouns... so everyone just uses They/Them but default)

ANYWAYS! I got this little idea while looking back on several Post-pacifist Surface!UT fics for reoccurring themes or cliches. Then I realized, they(who am I kidding, sans.) brings up Frisk resetting and bringing them all back underground.

Then I thought about SAVE stars. Then my mind reels into another direction: Those 4-leaf sigils from Genshin's Sumeru? The yellow dots that let you zip around the place? Ok. Now imagine if you could do that with save points-- But Wait! What if the only SAVE points were underground?

Well, then, look up. At the sky. At the stars. The stars that the SAVE stars share appearance with. THOSE can be the other SAVE stars they can teleport with. But Frisk can't save on them, because the stars are too far from their reach on earth.

Then that though followed by with: Wait, if the stars in the Night sky are SAVE stars, what about the UNDERGROUND? Where there isn't a sky to look at said stars?? Then my brain answered with: Thats why the SAVE stars are on the ground. They have no sky.

ALSO ALSO: Since the SAVE stars are supposed to be the stars in the sky, they'd be pretty far. Even if Guide can teleport through them. ...What if those SAVE stars lead to other AUs? Like, say, Guide would point to a star in the distance, zoom through and ends up in Underfell or something, because that particular star is closer to that AU than UNDERTALE's.

They would totally say something fondly cryptic like: "the alternates. the universe you speak, you think of. They are not a void's away They are not a machine's life. They are simply a star, far, far, and further, away."

Or something like that.

[wellnesscard]

omg my teenager coworker was talking about how theyre gonna make a five night at freddys movie im like ya it already came out i saw it - with nic cage? not in my top 10 its no time bandits but whateva. guess nododis seen that one tho. also why do so many ppl with like d.i.d. Obsessed with that franchise ? or maybe thats just tumblr. even b4 tumblr tho there was this girlie at my highschool who was like mental like insane not in reality at all n it was all she fuckin talked about? what specifically is the pull like creating this demographic . but it weirds me out so i dont actually want 2 engage in real five nights at freds only thru the sweet filter of nic cage am i safe ig. cos that was a knockoff? who made that movie it was so weird and not even in an awesome way like many other b movies. idk the whole concept like. and yk fs theres towns like that in america. but theyre just racist. this post is getting away from me . idk the insaneos just dont talk abt jeff the killer anymore maybe im just old . do any pardonmyfrench normal ppl like five nitez at fred. i mean ig my coworkers pretty normal from what i know. ig im probably just in such different spheres from the enjoyers of that n the only ones being crazy abt it is the crazies so. i feel like this isnt very pc im sorry like my brain dont work good too like its no problem to be mentally ill and have interests im just . it throws me thry a loop. that n like taylor swift continuously getting bigger status thru out what feels like my lifespan. like i remember singing 'our song' in first grade w classmates n its like yeah its gud ig im 5 i dont have a critiquing of music mind yet too much. its catchy. never thought shed still be around let alone with a cult following in the year 2023. was it covid? like i havent heard about nikki minaj in ages but taylor swift is being exponential as hell in like . all this. why is she in so many commercials. ok my neighbors just got home one minute and thirty seconds ago and theyre already using power tools fuck yea girls build a house for her!! or that could be a blender tbh i thought i heard hammering though. hammering and sawing. shit did i just stereotype lesbians. i shouldnt be allowed to have tumblr app when im home alone cos then i just type type type whatever i want and we end up with this. oh sidenote too, i have a thickass nodule on my thyroid im having checked today so like ig ilyk laterz if its really fucked. like i hope i dont get all goited up thatd suck. its so funny bc in my eating disorder in highschool i was like oh what a dream itd be to have hyperthyroidism, sighs wistfully. omg what if gods punishing me and i get hypothyroidism and get f*t. but its probably just a lump and its not the consistency of cancer so we good basically. just waiting for the doc to say that too haha! and im like 3 days off all alcohol even the light beers bc i am getting sick of never having energy and like i wanna make sure my life is good and its hard to take care of everything because ngl im a heavy drinker n once i have any alcohol im just like impatiently waiting for my next drink, so. and its expensive when you drink a 12 pack a day plus other alkie snacks such as shooters pints or beers at the bar. and i need to save for a cruiseeee devon n i have been married for almost three years n still havent went on vacation yet goddamn! we deserve it , and i was the sexiest in my life when i was sober for a year too so jot that down.