#your heart's somewhere else

[malinaa]

if i think about the hunger games in peeta's perspective i WILL start sobbing

#imagine you're a boy who's going to die. you're in love with the girl you've been watching from afar. you know your fate. #you just want to help her‚ but then there's the announcement and she's here in front of you‚ kissing you‚ risking her life for you and you #think‚ i could live and i could love. you think she loves you when she hands you the berries‚ when she puts them in her mouth. #then you both survive and you go back home and nothing is real anymore. you have nothing. no family. no friends. no love. just an empty #house. a drunk for a neighbor. the love of your life walking into somebody else's arms. you think‚ i survived the games. i could survive #this. and you also think‚ i should've bit down on those berries‚ should've felt the juice burst before i died. #and then the third quarter quell announcement rings in your ears and you think‚ she will live and i will die as i should have in the first #place. the girl you love kisses you on the beach and somewhere you heart stirs and your mind revolts and you savor every touch she has ever #given to you‚ in front of the cameras and off. because you are a tribute and you are always being watched and snow's presence looms and #you think‚ i know she cares. but you get taken. you get drugged. you get tortured‚ your mind altered. the girl is a mutt‚ a murderer. she's #everything you despise‚ your mind stirs. your heart revolts. you gain more awareness but cannot distinguish reality from fiction and you #have never known katniss' love. the war ends. you heal. you come home. you plant primrose for her. years down the line‚ you grow in love #more than you thought possible. but some days‚ you cannot tell fiction from reality so you ask the love of your life‚ you love me. #real or not real? and she says‚ real‚ and kisses you. #and you sigh and kiss her back and revel in this. a home. a life. a love. #lit #the hunger games #everlark #otp: real or not real? #katniss everdeen #peeta mellark #text #tais toi lys #thgpost

[pandoratheprocrasticreator]

TGE. THE WAY IN THE BELOS FIGHT. WHEN LUZ SHOOTS MAGIC AT HIM BUT PURPOSELY MISSES. THE WAY THEY’RE A LOT HEAVIER ON GUS’S ILLUSIONS THAN WILLOW’S VINES. THE WAY AMITY’S ONLY USE OF ABOMINATIONS IS TO SAVE LUZ FROM FALLING INTO THE WATER AND THE REST OF THE TIME THEYRE JUST FLYING AROUND ON THEIR STAFFS. THEY DON’T WANT TO HURT HUNTER

#the way everyone else calls him belos but luz and vee calls him hunter #hhhhhhhhhhhhhh my heart #hunter toh #hunter noceda #luz noceda #amity blight #willow park #gus porter #vee noceda #thanks to them #toh #the owl house #we did it folks #luz and hunter got to do an I KNOW YOURE IN THERE SOMEWHERE scene #it didnt work #at least not at first flapjack was the catalyst for hunter to overcome belos #but still #*sobbing* #oh yeah #luz and hunter are siblings

[ahoyimlosingmymind]

do ya'll remember how awkward and tense it was between Fitz and Tiergan when he first started mentoring sophie and him??

cuz I do. It's good fic material is all I'm saying...

#Fitz is like a politicians son #everywhere he goes there's already an assumption about who he is and what he's about #like how awkward is it to be taught by a guy who resents you bc of the shitty actions of your dad? #I'm not blaming Tiergan #I just think Fitz took that obvious resentment like a champ. #don't mind me just imagining a fic where everything with Alvar is sill very much at the forefront of Fitz's mind #but he goes to his telepathy practice (without Sophie) #and it's just very obvious Fitz's brain is somewhere else entirely. And Tiergan notices and they have a very stiff heart-to-heart #and idk bro- I'm just so enchanted by the thought of a Tiergan and Fitz friendship. #fitz vacker #tiergan kotlc #kotlc #kotlc headcanons

[spaceratprodigy]

doodled the science club hehe 🥺 they're helping low go through a breakdown or smth

i swear i'll finish this at some point btw

RED OHMYGODDD LOOK AT THEM!!!!!

I wish you could see the smile on my face rn omg I'M GONNA BE STARING AT THIS ALL DAY LOOOOOOONNGGGGG 💕💖😩💖💕

#literally sobbing rn this actually just made my morning #LOOK AT THEMMM OUGHHHHH MY HEARTTT I'm literally so in love #do I tell you enough how much I absolutely adore your art bc oughhhhh I have so many cartoon hearts flying around my head rn #ALSO FAITH IN YOUR STYLE MAKES MY HEART EXPLODE EVERY TIME I SEE HERRRR AAAAAAA #glad jasper low could join the group therapy club he really needed someone looking out for him after oops and gorgon :'[ #oughhhhhhhhh we should be allowed to get him out or there and be his frienddddd I'm so fr #gonna be looking at my screen like 🥺 all day long okay #I hope they have so many warm drinks and cozy blankies and nice soup #they all deserve it but thinking abt how alone jasper is makes me sooo </3333 #no one else is ever gonna come for him if we can't convince him to leave like babygirl snap out of it we can do projects somewhere elseeeeee #captain of the unreliable #friend art #friend oc

[xbomboi]

i know there’s a case to be made for daring suffering some character flanderization in his later appearances, but i like to think the break up with lizzie was just THAT bad.

#bro really did fumble #getting caught cheating with duchess is insane #of all the times to gaf about duchess too #like never once did he care about her existence before #daring man come on you had it in the bag #i’d like to believe there’s an explanation hidden somewhere #that deep under all the hurt caused there was a misunderstanding that got lost in the height of things #but just imagine her dumping him leaves him so broken that he just decides if he’s gonna give his heart to anyone #then it’s gotta be himself right #because he can’t break his own heart like that #plus he’s gotta act like hot shit right #or else someone might realize the great daring charming had his heart broken as a result of his own foolish actions #and that’s the last thing he’d want #and then you know the story #it all comes crashing down in dragon games #and he has to reconsider his own position in life in epic winter #but after everything #i think that maybe someday #hopefully #he and lizzie can reconcile #and friendship can be possible #but until then she’ll always be the one that got away for him #or the one he let go #yeah now that i think about it cerise is the one that got away #and lizzie is the one he should have never let go of #rosabella you have your work cut out for you #eah #ever after high #daring charming #lizzie hearts

[16-jarrah]

i get why people would opt to say walter was a terrible person since the beginning, but i think that's like, the most boring takeaway you can get about his character. he was already insecure and prideful from the start, and it's what would hurt him and keep hurting him. but like, being insecure and prideful are regular traits any regular person can have. the actions that he makes because of these traits, which in turn keep fueling his ego more and more, are what makes him an interesting character. and he was already pretty capable of hurting other people, but he wasn't doing it out of malice, but more because of careless selfishness at first. what makes walter terrifying is that the more he does it, the more he becomes aware of what he's doing, and the more he keeps going and keeps being more and more meticulous and deliberate about what he does that hurts people and even to the point when it was specifically to hurt people.

i think the traits were there in walter from the beginning—the pilot did a pretty good job of establishing how powerless he's felt all his life and just how susceptible he is to letting this newfound perceived power get to his head so easily. he even says this explicitly in 5x06 "Buyout" when he tells jesse "i'm not in the money business, i'm in the empire business". but saying he was this monster from the start kind of implies he didn't undergo through a character arc throughout the show when it's quite literally what he did. he got worse. so much worse. through mostly the fault of his own fragility.

#idk if i put it into words right but i'm just musing #was walter a good person when brba started? up in the air. but his family genuinely adored him. despite feeling like a loser teacher #some of his coworkers actually really liked and respected him. he was just as much of a regular person as anyone else was tbh #you know it's interesting that he and gale basically have the same motivations. why jump to meth of all things. why go from 0 to 100 when #it sounds COMPLETELY ridiculous. but they were both very passionate about chemistry who felt like their potentials were wasted and felt #like they were finally putting their skills to good use again. getting to flex their muscles and shit. whenever they cook better purer meth #than most other people. i think it's a really genius idea to have this premise for the show lol #cz as much as walter is motivated by him feeling like he desperately has to take control of his own life he also is a scientist at heart #who desperately needs to apply his knowledge and skills somewhere where it would feel gratifying #seriously dude you could've tried to get a paper published or two or something. djhdidhd #but the academe has its own Politics and whatnot. so one could only speculate why walt didn't get to pursue that any more #(aside from the whole grey matter industries thing) #anyway uhhh i hope i get the post across lol not to sound cheesy cliche but brba is a corruption slash character deterioration arc #quite literally the whole point is that he Didn't Start Off Like This And He Gets Worse #again. he already had some of his bad tendencies and traits but it's like. we all do that's not necessarily inherently make or break #it's what he DOES and KEEPS DOING. CONSCIOUSLY that turns him into the horrifying man he is by the end of it all #so i just think if your biggest takeaway is Walter Was Always A Monster then you're just missing the whole damn point #op #brbaposting

[savage-rhi]

😳

#lucid dreaming is the most epic and teriffying thing sometimes #I've been building it up over the years and i feel like im getting to that point where when i feel that space between sleep and alertness #i can push myself into whatever is happening and mostly be in control #for me it literally feels like im walking through a heavy veil #like that tingling static you feel when your foot falls asleep #its like you're detaching from your body and going somewhere else #i can't pick how my dream turns out i kind of just walk through and deal with whatever I'm dealing with #earlier while napping i did it and i was like in my 50s or so checked my mirror and saw my wrinkles then i went out to my car #lived somewhere else entirely and i get in the car and im going down the highway and I'm in the left lane going the speed limit and this #older guy with curlyish white hair and a peppered beard black sunglasses and a white dress shirt is driving a convertible #and he looks over at me and gets pissed that im “trying to pass him” and proceeds to try and run me off the road #my car starts to begin to flip i can feel this whoosh of air in my face and hair and right before i start tumbling i shoot up from bed #like ive had an exorcism and my hearts going like 90 bpm #it felt so real like you couldn't distinguish if it was a dream even if you tried hard enough #touch taste sight smell its all there #i stg for me lucid dreaming feels like im highjacking the bodies of alternative mes in the universe and using them as temp avatars #to experience some weird shit #lmao 😂 #I don't have apnea or anything else like that so not worried there #but shit man #these have been getting pretty intense over the last few months as ive gotten better at it #ted talk info dump #no magenta here #i feel like i need a safe word for these types of posts #magenta has already taken the mantle of complaining/venting

[opens-up-4-nobody]

I desperately need to be a scene kid for Halloween this year

#idk y but i suddenly realized that im an adult and could potentially buy the goth bullshit at hot topic #that 12yo me desperately desired. and then i was like oof but i like the contrast of color #like i think i really wanted to be somewhere between scene and emo really #but thrn i was looking at scene outfits and im like woof. this is the kinda cringe i love. all thr fucking patterns. all thr colors #i even have thr 1nvader z1m graphic tees in my closet... i think #i just dont kno how tf to do that to my hair and also i dont have actual makeup lol #but i must be a scene kid for Halloween. i want the most ostentatious outfit. oh god im gonna have to go to the mall #i havent been to the mall in ages. i need to go to hot topic and claires. is pacsun still around? do they still sell skinny jeans? #i feel like everythings all bland now in stores. where tf do i go to get early 00s and 2010s clothes #good will maybe??? oh god. its like 3.30am and my hormones r all fucked up so i was experiencing like the type of fear you have when youre #like a little kid in a dark room by yourself. its not fair. when my hormones shift it goes: im so depressed to im full of rage ill kill u #to the world is so fucking beautiful im gonna kill myself. like in a not worrying way idk how else to express the feeling. to the type of #unhinged and undirected fear that belongs to a kid who doesnt kno shit. also lil heart palpitations and sometimes feeling like im gonna die #its bullshit. y does my body hate me? ugh. at least ive got a Halloween plan now #unrelated #oh god. dont let me cut myself bangs. im trying to grow my hair back out lol. im an emo with no bangs

[bumblingbabooshka]

ST Voyager: Repression - Horror Movie Vibes

#The vibes are immaculate #st voyager #screenshot extravaganza #the framing device of the horror movie at the beginning of the episode...B'Elanna and Tom seeing that body from behind and like - getting #closer only to discover he's dea- in a coma v_v #the fact that Tuvok is acting strange...having hunches...seems unsettled... #the fact that slowly but surely all the clues are pointing towards him #'It's possible whoever did this is still on board' while Tuvok stands in the background #That moment when Chell is alone and your heart starts racing bc WHERE'S B'ELANNA!!!!?? #the cargo bay seeming empty but the computer confirming that B'Elanna's somewhere within it... #Tuvok looking down at the bruise on his side and realizing what happened...Teero appearingin the mirror!!! #THE FACT THAT TEERO USED HIS SON'S MESSAGE TO GET HIM....AGH. #and this is just the horror vibes - not even mentioning the trauma angle...my favorite voyager ep for real. #Voyager should have leaned into horror more it fits them SO well #Voyager lends itself extra well to horror bc of the 'no service' element #by which I mean like...in horror movies when your cellphone's dead or the killer cut the line - they have no means of contacting anyone #else to help them .... !!!! #star trek #episode scrapbook

[leapdayowo]

YOU KNOW WHAT

*writes and draws so much fluffy content to spite the world*

#Choosing kindness and comfort as my final form #super saiyan style makes fictional characters find peace and safety somewhere and/or with someone(s) #Do fun things with your found family #No longer be burdened by the weight of the world and have all the naps by a fire while it rains #let the hardest part of your life be over and for a more light hearted adventure to begin #be healed or begin to heal physically and/or mentally #Let the world also be healed and/or healing #May the sunrise fill you with joy and hope and the setting sun no longer scare you #This is not an attack on other genres but I will not allow kindness and safety to be mistaken for weakness #if someone else has made a post like this already *tips my hat to you* history is a flat fucking circle am I right?

[mantisgodsdomain]

Considering their IRL counterparts, we think there's a very good chance that since Heart was Rad God's previous host, while she got transmitted to Mad Rat via bits of her in the heart tissue. There's not a whole lot else going on in that operation besides the heart transplant, after all, and we doubt that the doctor had any extra contamination around to potentially transmit her. We know that she says she lives in rats, specifically, but there's One Specific Protozoan she's based off of, and cats are the definitive host o f Toxoplasmosis Gondii.

Given the givens, it's entirely possible she simply doesn't present the same symptoms cross-species, and a symbiotic host that offers more benefits to her just... won't experience the same trip, especially since trying to feed your cat host to a cat doesn't really offer any benefit to either of you. With Heart, he's probably either asymptomatic or just only experiencing symptoms that don't particularly affect his day-to-day life, possibly in a way where he wouldn't have even known he was playing host to a parasite if it wasn't for the situation with Mad Rat.

Would it be weird for him to be... aware of that, postgame? To know that he's carrying a parasite with the potential to majorly fuck up any rats that might contract it? Is there a proper way to react to the knowledge that you're carrying a hallucinogenic parasite in you that'll cause major issues for any rat you might infect? Would he even, like... figure out the whole "asymptomic/mostly asymptomic carrier" thing before later? These are the questions we really need to ask.

#mad rat dead spoilers #mad rat dead #we speak #MRD is a beautifully crafted game with an incredibly compelling narrative about death and life and making something of it all #and also we are going to talk about it like “hey yknow how rat god might live in heart's guts before being evicted via heart surgery” #we are certain someone else has said this considering we're just restating canon facts but we haven't seen it so we're making it again #please do imagine discovering you have a parasite because you died #and came back in a state where you could see the very strongly presenting symptoms in an intermediate host #this is also our theory as to why final cutscene heart uses rat god's voice btw #she's in there hanging out somewhere in his digestive tract and possibly offering mild rat-related perks #depending on how Weird mechanics are might be part of the reason he can talk to rat when the black cat doesn't share a language #gondii is a beneficial symbiote for cats after all #just not for rats #mad rat dead's plot from rat god's pov is just “you get evicted from your old apartment because someone ripped it asunder” #“and then stuck one chair from your living room into this guy's van with you still in it” #“and now you're trying to backseat driver your way into finding a new apartment. the guy will die if you do this but this is fine you think #and then she gets beaten up by the guy whose car she's using #and then from heart's pov it's just discovering you have some guy living in you like five years after she takes up residence #when she starts trying to kill the guy you were an organ donor for who you are currently haunting #and then mad rat is here with “god is real and she wants me dead” #maybe if we get the motivation we will make joke aus based on these at some point #maybe. #we rarely return to MRD so #maybe itll just float #this is one a them “once every three years” fandoms we might be back later but we don't guarantee it. #we'll see how it goes

[moonspower]

would love a good ‘ole exes plot but virote does not linger on lost love like that. i think even a divorce he’d be pretty ok after a shockingly short while before moving on for good and not looking back.

not even for more than a day........ hes just like

oh no! :(... ...anyway.

#🌙 OOC! THE CROWN GLITTERS ON AN EARTH SIGN. #/ hes never been a push-pull type once the push has been made he's GONE lol. #/ if you think he's going to be someone's personal playstation5..... nah. play games somewhere else. #/ he just removed the red carpet in his heart your feet can't touch it anymore. #/ btw the only thing he lingers on is guys he never had to begin with!!! no idea why his lil mind works that way.

[sattinshore]

but I know you're thinking of me / 'cause it's just about to rain.

#undertale #sans #frisk #sans undertale #frisk undertale #the mountain goats #1 john 4:16 #i started these a while ago. a lot's happened since then #but i'm very glad ive finished them. this song makes my heart ache #it's raining somewhere else... #i love you sans i love you frisk. i love your strange friendship

[superconductivebean]

#312: >_> <_<

low-key amused at wright's awkward crush on sharp she didnt realise she had if not for imelda pestering her about it all the time bc of some vicious rumor, following #294

not me writing lines in tags again

#днявочка #днявочка: hlegacy #eng tag #and she'll confess! #and will get “well. have fun being a 16yo” for the answer #ofc the conversation was more than that #“think of it as of years of experience one has already reflected upon enough times to learn a lesson” #“i know why do you feel this way; when i'll finally learn mine you'll barely recognize what'd be left of my former--current-- self” #“and so will you when a year after a year upon a decade your wound will turn into a scar and you might forget who you were” #“it is already healing i can tell; you seem yourself again but well; i just know you-now and you-then to see it all too well” #“you need and want to unwind. a rest. a happy life. you need not a broken heart” #“i've mend it back together enough times this year to know please believe me” #“i am not implying 'i might break it' julia i am asserting it” #“and the fact you're not upset at me does show it isn't love hiding somewhere behind the words or what else you'd've liked to share” #“i know exactly what you meant and you're lucky to have someone you can confess to without pulling your reputation through the mud” #“do chase after your sweetheart. nurture beasts with your the other one. ah but forgive me but you thought i of all people wouldn't know!” #“julia wright. any time you'd ask me how do i know anything in your regard i shall answer with simple 4 words: because i know you.” #“enjoy your happiness. well-earned. deserved.”

[odetolovers]

it’s wild to me that the feeling of missing someone is so physical

#genuinely feels like my heart is being alternately squeezed and like. pulled?? like it’s trying to go somewhere else #girlie sit your ass down i need you here stop making life harder for me 😭😭 #GAWD #i am constantly employing levels of self control so crazy i need everyone to be proud of me slash srs #going 2 sleep…whwn the longing gets to be too much sleep it off THATS WHAT I SAY! #valentina talks