teawithhoneyharper

[teawithhoneyharper]

hi!!!!!!!!! so this is my drawing for @healing-winston-pratt​ for the holiday gift exchange ( by @scxundress​ and @darkalinas​ )! i was already super intimidated to be making art for one of the best artists in the fandom but to make things worse i chose to draw ur fav character!!! i attempted two linearts of winston with some pops of color :) i sincerely apologize since the lighting in my house sucks and i usually just do pencil sketches so i suck at coloring. also unfortunately i only have like one color for lighter skin tones and when i tried to use it it just looked really awful so i erased it and that may be why he has a slight sickly pallor about him i apologize!!!!!!! anywho i hope you have an amazing new year <3

#also wtf as i was uploading this my mom asked me if i was uploading art to a site rn #..... #anywho! sorry it sucks u deserve sm better but! #multifandom gift exchange 2020 #darcy draws

[teawithhoneyharper]

DUSKIE I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sooo, Hap Holday @teawithhoneyharper !! I was ur giftee for the mutlifandom exchange( by @darkalinas / @scxundress) and for you, i wanted to do something special :) hope u like <33✨✨

#thank u SO MUCH!!!! #renegades fanart

[teawithhoneyharper]

hey guyssss! i know i already told y’all that i wasn’t going to be on as often, but i just wanted to elaborate on that :) i love the people on this site and really value all of the friends i’ve made!! it makes me really sad that i can’t talk to you guys as often as i used to, but unfortunately (without getting too specific), aside from my anxiety inhibiting me, i’ve also fallen back into unhealthy and obsessive thinking habits relating to food, which in turn leads to unhealthy eating habits, and i would be lying if i said this website didn’t encourage that for me. to elaborate on my anxiety as well, there isn’t really a specific answer. the broad truth is: social media makes me anxious! the thought of going online freaks me out! and that’s not specific to tumblr- right now i’m posting all of my tik tok drafts privately so that i can delete the app too. to put it plainly, i hate winter. it worsens my mental health and makes the small tasks impossible for me to complete. like i said earlier, i really love all of the friends i’ve made here and i don’t want to force myself online and unintentionally start to associate tumblr with my overwhelmed and/or negative feelings. i will pop in from time to time, and i promise to come back in time for the holiday gift exchange this year, but beyond that i really can’t say what will happen! i won’t abandon this blog, i promise, but i just can’t honestly say that i’ll post regularly for a while. tbh i’m not sure how long my breaks will be, or for how long i’ll need to take breaks! and i know you all probably don’t really care lol but i just thought i owed you all an explanation <3

i hope you guys understand and i want to genuinely say i love you to each and every mutual:

@f-r-o-p @maya-livingstone @cindersnightmare @lavenderbloo @strawberry-seraph @sadiekqns @whyiask @greenbriaars @bookishfangirl14 @devils-on-a-stereo @idkchatie @addies-invisible-life @starry-tea-party @half-heaven @alecjamesartino @carolinas-space @love-andanarchy @mistydacat @girlfriendisthemoon @winterrhayle @cerenoya @nobellrenaissance @janisarkisian @its-liiinh-cinder-official @scxundress @mittenss @operation-crown-jewels @sugarsweetmoonlight @healing-winston-pratt @phobidawg @dazy-den @socks-in-the-shower @simpfordanissa @rubytherenegade @timerosesandstars @novaartino-supernova @honey-harper-official @onecannotbebrave @yadrieljulian @emybain @needynova

hi all!!! im not sure if anyone noticed lol but i have been inactive the past couple days, and i just wanted to apologize for taking off without a warning but also say im probably going to be less active for a little bit more (i’ll try to pop on every couple days or so but probably won’t be able to post everyday like i used to) mainly because of mental health stuff! recently social media has been causing my anxiety to flare up like you wouldn’t believe to :’) im gonna take a step back!! thank you all for understanding!!!!!

#fr i love you guys! thank u for being so kind with me! #mutuals <3 #tw mental health #mental health mention #mental health tw #tw anxiety #anxiety tw #anxiety mention #tw food #food tw #food mention #tw eating mention #tw eating #eating tw #eating mention

[teawithhoneyharper]

apparently i have an addiction

look me in my eyes and tell me i’m wrong

#AM I WRONG THO??? #no im not! #honestly i dont even remember if it was hugh specifically but it was the council and he's at the head of it so whatever #close enough #hugh everhart #hugh #Renegades #renegades hugh #renegades trilogy #marissa meyer

[teawithhoneyharper]

percy jackson, 11

@whyiask @starry-tea-party

Ok, tag game with your mutuals. Tag 3 

What was your first fandom you got into and how old were you?

I’ll go first. My first fandom was undertale and I was 11.

@gayishgothamite @dumbstupid04 @prince-ranboo

#thanks for the tag! <3 #tag game #personal

[teawithhoneyharper]

-brown headband! i can’t live without that thing!

-oversized t-shirts

-sweatshorts, i literally cannot wear jean shorts

tagging: @bookishfangirl14 @carolinas-space @devils-on-a-stereo @lavenderbloo

wait guys new tag game: three things that make up how you dress/look/present whatever

Knee brace

NASA or otherwise space related shirt + a jacket

Too much curly hair, usually in a bun

Pls don’t let this flop y’all (or do, I don’t particularly care). Tagging: @plumpuddinq @abladeofgrass @k9effect @scratchingsonthepage @forcryingoutbat @finalgwen @ anyone else who wants to!

#personal #thanks for the tag! <3 #tag game

[teawithhoneyharper]

me: the pain is unbearable

*body by megan thee stallion starts playing*

#BODY ODY ODY ODY ODY through the pain #nah but fr it makes me feel better #its just impossible to feel sad when meg sounds so confident #megan thee stallion #personal

[teawithhoneyharper]

I’m Moving Y’all!

Hey all! How’s it going? Okay so coming to the point now.

Tumblr has been a very unknown place for me a lot of times. Like others are doing some really cool stuff and I’m just here like “How the hell did they link that url to those words!?” So yeah, it took me time to get a hang of it, especially when I’m not really good with technology. 

And now, looking at other blogs, I think they are certainly more organized and everything so, well, I’d like mine to be a little organized (yet a complete hot mess) too. Hence, I’m starting anew and moving to @elysian-starbucks-frappe so go follow me!

Tagging some people!

Keep reading

#mutuals

[teawithhoneyharper]

You ever play out a scenario in your head and then make yourself upset

#throwback to me sobbing at three am bc i convinced myself that all my friends were dead #mental illness am i right #mental illness mention #tw mental illness #mental illness tw #tw death #death tw #death mention #personal

[teawithhoneyharper]

🖤Be angry at a nearer distance🖤 Jude Duarte

#huausguhuasgurehuawhs #jude brainrot jude brainrot jude brainrot #jude duarte #jude #jude fanart #tftoa #tfota fanart

[teawithhoneyharper]

teawithhoneyharper

WHAT THE 

so i am god now.

tagging: @starry-tea-party @carolinas-space @cindersnightmare @lavenderbloo

i’m starting a game

Type your username with your eyes closed and tag 4 people

I’ll go first:

iparis-is-parjs

@warcrossheadcanons @tracywarcross @txal-sharky @that-one-goddy-trot

#tag game

[teawithhoneyharper]

I'd care if the person I reblogged this from committed suicide.

Reblog this from anybody. literally. ANYBODY. even if you dont like them or even know them that well. YOU COULD SAVE THEIR LIFE.

#important #tw suicide #suicide tw #suicide mention

[teawithhoneyharper]

About a week ago I posted this.

I’ve been getting horrible messages like this in my ask for months, including:

and my personal favorite

After getting the message saying “Just go kill yourself” I was completely done dealing with this person’s horrible messages and replied with just an “Okay.” and logged off tumblr.

About a week later I logged back on with 17 messages in my ask, most of them from the anon. I scrolled down and at first when I logged off, the anon messaged me things like

I scrolled up more and all of a sudden they started sending me more and more messages like

This was extremely surprising to me. I thought “After all those horrible messages you sent to me for MONTHS about hating me and wanting me dead, you say ‘sorry’ and that you ‘cant be responsible for someone’s suicide’?”

But I guess the lesson goes like this:

DONT TELL ANYONE TO KILL THEMSELVES UNLESS YOU ARE PREPARED FOR WHAT MIGHT ACTUALLY HAPPEN

#tw suicide #suicide tw #suicide mention #important

[teawithhoneyharper]

that mutual that u KNOW u would be rlly good friends w if yall just ever,,,, talked

#THE MAJORITY #mutuals <3

[teawithhoneyharper]

of course i love my fellow wlw but some of you are so white god bless

#WHAT #i didnt know abt aubrey :( #lgbtq

[teawithhoneyharper]

*remembers not every is comfortable w physical affection* *sweating profusely* UH i meant “*gives each follower words of affirmation and a gentle reminder that they are worthy of love, worthy of eating, and worthy of recovery from whatever problem may plague them, no matter how small they think it will be perceived*”

ayo!!!!!! i passed a follower count goal!!!!! *gives each follower a forehead kiss*

#ur struggles r valid! #and u deserve to work thru them #u deserve to get better and i hope u do soon :)

[teawithhoneyharper]

#gogy and Other Things That Ruined My Life: An Autobiography by teawithhoneyharper

#YEAH #mcyt #gogy #memories