the-lost-one-2231

[the-lost-one-2231]

I shall lay in the night

Hoping for a new day

With swollen eyes, my poetry I shall not read again

Those are sad as losing a loved one,

And they say words I can't reply

"The time comes for all of the living ones, tis is truth, you can't deny"

I close my eyes and Orpheus has not come,

I light them up with a secret cigarette, once I know no one is here to make this addiction be overcomed

A quiet cry is sang by a self wisdom

Their faucets know no one will be here to comprehend what they have to say

So they cry into the oblivion

At the dark of the night, we all await for a day to come

Why? I ask myself

If it was known, this question would remain undone

But I know that for some, the night prevails

I wish the light would come and raise against

The expectations rise with each and every day

A new perspective with a tomorrow

Once night comes, we all lay

Our nightmares we got to be covered

They haunt us every once and when is dark.

When night comes we all get thrilled

We hear a sound on our door, from those who widowed us from our dreams

Who made things reachable, never done

When we ask them who they are

The dark responds

"It's the silence tapping on your door, only this, and nothing more"

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Le-tter

Beyond cats and scribbled scripts

Your traumas, well thought moves and silent tears

Were drawn as a swan song

Your melodical self, dramatical.

Dramatical as a famous author

A dying for love story kind of author

A love never knowing if were worth it or not

But anwers won't be necessary if you hold my hand

A Michelangelo's style scuplted face

And this look you have in your eye that mean something

A unknown something

Sculpted hands full of story

From when you were born you were treated like scum

But I promisse you you'll be a King

I promisse myself I'll make you mine.

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Coffeine*

When the world's night mode is turned on

When my minds makes me feel low

I shake my hands

Boil my heart and get drown

At your dark bitter taste

And then I feel

My bones shaking

Getting addicted more and more

Oh! Coffeine,

I will drink you until I can't stay still anymore

And I will write

Then erase

I will draw

And burn in rage

I will drown in joy

Then feel my tears of pain

All because of you,

Damn Coffeine

And when the Light is up

I will do all it once again.

*I know it's written Caffeine, but lemme do my puns ok

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Muses and Backpain

My mind is tired

And my head feels uneasy

My hips are asking for retirement

I am at the same sitting position

I still am, writing for

Writing about you

My muse

My sky

My ocean

My big and bright star

I called you so many things along all this time

I wrote for you and about you so many times

I called you my ocean and my sky

I screamed at the mountains and

I dream of claiming you mine

Because you know, God created them all at the same time

And I, the fool,

Dreamed of sculpting you

Every single time

Jealously mocking about every angel

Thinking about the great job they've made

Writing every possible poem or novel

To describe your ineffable grace

Just to see your smile

Again, and again

To praise your ego

To watch myself get helpless at your touch, at seeing your face

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.

.

I wish I could sit properly right now

I know I can, but

Why should I?

Every single second adjusting my spine

Is a second wasted

Because I won't be able to describe

The divinty you are.

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Lighting Cigarette

And now that my paranoid mind

Finally got shut

Even if it is just for a while

I can go back and do things

Like it was supposed to be

And then I notice

My hand no longer work

My mind still numb

And my eyes just see a weird blur

And as salty water goes down my face

I light up my pace

At each drag of my cigarette

My pain is painted

Painted black

And melted away

And it will be like this forever

As long I can breathe

As long I can't catch my breath

From the nightmares I've had

From the shit I've done

As long as I can't rest

Thinking about you

Thinking about the shit I'll have to swallow until I'm gone

As long as I'm not 8ft of the ground

I'll be breathing

Or I'll be taking a pull of my lost

Flamable

And Calming

Sanity

Taking a pull

Of my stinky

And bruise mark leaving

Red filter cigarette.

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Deep Blue

When the fear and the demons

Came along the night

I asked the long lasting star

What all these nightmares were about

There were two sailors at the same place at different times

We were blinded by the darkeness

We were guided by the stars

And I, asked myself

Who, at first, is going to be found

In a act of pure despair

I screamed it to the sky

The moonlight responded

"Everything is going to be fine,

As long as you stay in the boat

As long as you admire the moon shine bright"

I couldn't understand

I was in such a weird place

All of this, because of my wicked decisions

I was so lost

I just wanted something

A quote

Some kind of communication

A piece of land to land on

Some kind of act to rely on

Some kind of... consideration

A piece of land to arrive on

And as the nightmares screamed on my head

As the ocean got more and more violent towards my little and fragile boat

The daylight never came

The hours came by

I started shaking as the heat left me

As I remembered everyone saying

That this trip would be harsh

I screamed over and over again

Asking questions and blaming myself about something no one has to be blamed

And then... a slight breeze

The ocean winds started singing to me

And once I started to feel it

My pain went away

I wasn't freezing anymore, I just...

I just can't explain it

And what once I couldn't comprehend,

Now I understand

I just can't keep you as I keep a plant

Just as I won't burn myself as I burn under the Sun

I understood I can love you as I love the ocean

The deep, intense and no matter what ocean

The world belonging and not controlable ocean

And once again, I stopped and started thinking

One day, I may be too old to be such passionate sailor

One day, my beloved ocean may crush my soul

I would still navigate on it

And... Even though may be that one day

A not sailing day,

You would still be here,

The ocean would still be there

At it most profund and mysterious shape

And I, the lost sailor

Would still be able to admire it

.

.

.

Even from afar.

I would...

Still... admire it

... wonder on it

... love it the way it is

And respect the way it works.

And one day, I may still be on this little and fragile boat,

Or may be not,

But in any way

The sun will came

The daylight will shine above us once again

And once again

I would want to sail on it.

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Tarot of Pagan Cats ✨

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THIS IS WAY TOO MUCH I NEED A MOMENT

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Sun

What do I want here?

I ask myself as my steps

On my bare foot skin

Melts me as mere

Butter on a silver plate

Bright, hot and slim

As I look our letters

A joyful talk, a statement

Unforgettable Promisses

Without replacement

The moon is beautiful, as I see

And the Sun is hot, as they affirm

The bright, shiny and beatiful star

I can't help but wish to be

Warmed and Melted away

Such beautiful, utopic and stupid dream

We are so distant

We are so different

But there is something

That bond us together

It doesn't matter if it's a window

And I think I got the chance

I've got the wings,

If something goes wrong,

I am the one to blame

But If something goes right

Everybody wins

Dreaming about the wind

That will wash out of my face

My unforgettable sins

I just wish

The Sun

Wasn't so far away

The moon is bright, as I see

The Sun is hot, as I wish it is

The bright, shiny and beatiful star

I can't help but wish to be

Warmed and Melted away

Such beautiful, utopic and stupid dream

We are so distant

We are so different

But there is something

That bond us together

It doesn't matter if it's my wax feathers

It doesn't matter if it is my dreams

And If you fall into the ocean

Going to the underworld

I would go after you

It wouldn't be a problem

Once the shadows already knows me so well

I don't need any contract with the Devil

To won't be able to look back

I am already jumping

My last stretch

Into the nothingness

Into the farewell

Fear.

The moon is bright, as I see

The Sun is hot, as I think it is

The bright, shiny and beatiful star

I can't help but wish to be

Warmed and Melted away

Such beautiful, utopic and stupid dream

We are so distant

We are so different

But there is something

That bond us together

.

.

.

Is there something that bond us together?

Something that isn't the moonlight?

Something we can see and feel,

That isn't a dream state in which we say the meaningless?

Does these wings mean something to the Sun?

Is my pain melting you too?

As the Sun touches my face

I might melt away

But as the Sun touches my face

I might regret

But I might forget

That once I lived

Far, far away from it.

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One day.

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[the-lost-one-2231]

Crazy in love

Imagining dancing with you

While I spend the whole night

Thinking about you

Your lips

Your smile

I don't have tricks

My feelings are forming a pile

I am dancing alone

Dancing with my own shadow

While I listen

Lonely

Your voice

So lovely

Our tango

Our crazy jazz moves

So seductive

Yet so distant

I want to die I want to live

I want to and I can't do it

Throwing my whole sanity

Into a love

That is forbidden

I'm over your spell

I can't live with this, It can't be forgiven

"Tell me reasons we should be complete

You should be with them,

I can't compete"

I am dancing with my feelings and then

I wish for you to be a vampire

To suck my feelings

Out of me

Kissing me

Until I pass out

I wish you knew

How much I feel

This painful yet pleasurable

Love that brews

My chest feels weird

Each of my cigarettes

Is for keeping them away

I wish I was clear

But my shame for such thing

Is not something I can just

Admit or declare

Once you seem to be interested

In someone else

And though

You keep a light on me

Giving me the chances

I want and need

And you

Kill me softly

With your angel voice

In each message

I wish I could avoid

.

.

.

You are so beautiful

Desirable

You are also dangerous

Admirable

Impredictable

Cinnamon skin

And charcoal eyes

I wish I could keep all of this

Out of your sight

But now it's too late

And I can't even say goodbye...

I can't let it go

When you go by

I get crazy so...

Why don't you dance with me

This crazy tango

With our wicked jazz hands

Why don't you just love me

I can't let you go

This goodbye to my feelings

Is something

That won't happen

But as long I have your eyes

On my life

I will deal with myself

My feelings that burn bright

I feel like Icarus

Being burnt

For getting to close

But as I said before

I just can't let you go

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Charcoal eyes

You look at me

And smile

With these

Charcoal eyes

Making me crazy

And just like fire

I burn bright

While I amusingly

Admire you

Such a work of art

Sculptured by the divine

Why Can't I embrace this?

Why can't I be admirable?

I look

At these charcoal eyes

envying the angel

Who sculpted this face

Played with these lips

Looked closely at this

Piece of art

Why Can't I embrace this?

Why can't I be the artist?

And each and every day

I look and look

Over and over again

This beautiful living sculpture

That must be a piece

Envied by Mona Lisa

And just like her fans

I want to rob you

And make you mine

My sculpture

That steal my sigh

And when you looked at me

With these charcoal eyes

I was sure

You might not be

The divine artist

Who created you

But my body

Is your canvas

So use your brush

And paint the love story

You would like

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This is for you.

You built me palaces out of paragraphs

I can't understand what happened here

If this was just an friendly chat

Or if this was a spiritual thing

I want to get closer so badly

And I can't

At least I think so

And while you don't give me an answer

I will

Happily Mourn

Until the sun shine my lips for the first time

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Icarus' Wanderlust

I know

I don't want to be alone

You say

I need someone

And is this true?

I ask myself

Once my head hurts

And my chest is in pain

From running away

From my nightmares

Running away

From my dreams

My feeling burn in me

Making a Bright white light

Reminding me

If this is something that will be

Good or bad

I won't be able to tell

I have Icarus soul

My Icarus Wanderlust

And when I saw you, Sun

I wanted to get closer

Leaving all behind

And when I saw you, Sun

I knew exactly what god was doing

He was low, drunk and high

He created the mountains, the sky and the ocean

All at the same time

And when I saw you, Sun

All I could do,

Was get even higher

I doesn't matter If I'll fall onto the ocean

I doesn't matter If I'll die

Because when I saw you, Sun

I wanted to get closer

Leaving all behind.

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Meet me inside

I wish I didn't do that

I wish I didn't made this mistake

Falling in love with you

Is a crime I have to take

You are now seeing me in a jail

I'm locked up

There's no escape

Once we are in front of each other,

There's one thing I can ask

My last wish

Open my chest

With your knife

Cut me open

Meet me inside

Don't let anyone know

Don't let anyone else cares

I don't want them to know

There's another knife on my back.

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Random Script #2 - Nice words

Tiredness came to me as I was going my way home. My mom was in the car and I just waited for that moment to end.

Buzz buzz. A message.

You greeted and said you were sorry for your absence, not like I was ofended or anything like that.

I told you it was okay, and about my day too.

You heard about my panic attack and said:

"I wish I was there with you. Even though it would be just by message"

I smiled. It's not everyday we read such nice words from a nice someone.

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