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voidsbabe · 22 days
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It's my 3 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳💗🫶🏻
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voidsbabe · 2 months
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People being people
Pairing: Stiles x reader
Summary: Stiles meets a stranger in a coffee shop. Just people being people.
Warning: English isn’t my first language so I’m trying my best.
Hey guys, this is something new. I guess I had to put my feeling somewhere and well this story is just it. I don't know if you are going to like this. I hope you will. Enjoy ❤️ and let me know what you think!!
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„I met someone” you hear and suddenly the time stops. First punch in your face. You don’t hear how the glass shatters, you don’t even feel dropping your wine glass. You look at the man that was yours for the past 3 years and suddenly you don’t recognize him.
„And she’s pregnant…” Second punch in the face. You gasp desperately for air. You feel your throat closing and sudden burst of tears coming up but you can’t say anything. You just stare at Theo  for whoever know how long. It may be minutes or hours. It definitely feels like years to you. 
„W-what?” You whisper unable to speak louder.
„I know it just…I don’t know what should I tell you. I know that nothing I say will ease your pain. I just…I’m so sorry y/n” he says. You look him in the eyes, but there’s nothing. Just void. And suddenly you realize that he has never loved you. Especially not in the way that you did. Not with his whole heart. 
Theo stands up and kiss you in the forehead  „goodbye y/n”.
You close your eyes trying to control the wave of sadness that’s filling your heart but it doesn’t help at all. You burst in tears right where you are. Right here. In your favorite place in the whole world. In yours and his coffee shop. Yours and his spot. Right where he asked you to be his girlfriend. You sit there, tears dropping at the table and you just can’t move. 3 years of beautiful relationship just died. Like it didn’t mean anything. 
„What the hell am I supposed to do?” You whisper to yourself.
„Well, I think that you’re supposed to heal from that” you hear someone saying behind you. You slowly turn around and see HIM. 
„I know you don’t really know me but let me buy you a tea and maybe a couple? Ok, a few boxes of tissues.” He says and smile at you. „I’m Stiles by the way”.
You look at him „I’m y/n.”
„It’s nice to meet you y/n but I wish the circumstances were better.” Says Stiles and sits next to you. „I know that I’m just a stranger but maybe if u tell me what happened and why such a pretty girl is crying right in the middle of the coffee house on Monday. You will feel a little bit better. Im guessing it has something to do with that guy who just left. Inferring from the fact that you are crying, I’m guessing he probably broke up with you.”
You sigh in disbelief. He’s really good at reading the situation and people.
„Well. Technically he left me because he has met someone AND got her pregnant. Can you believe this?” You say. You don’t know him so whatever. You are just a random girl in his life and so is he in yours. So yeah, what the hell.
„Wow. I DID NOT expect that. What an asshole. I’m sorry y/n. You deserve better.” He says and smiles at me. I rub the tears out of my face.
„Yeah I do. You are absolutely right. I hope he catches chlamydia” you joke and then magic happens. He laughs. He laughs so beautifully. It’s like music to your ears.
„You have a nice laugh” you say without thinking. Two red stains appears on your cheeks as you realize what you’ve just said. „I’m sorry. It’s not really an appropriate things for me to say especially in my position.”
„No, no. It is appropriate because we are just people being people.” He says and looks at you smiling.
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„We are just people being people. That’s what you’ve told me 5 years ago in that coffee house. It was at this moment that I’ve realized that we’re just two strangers who sit together. One broken soul and as I know now my guardian angel who fixed that soul and heart. After that one meeting was many more. There were just some random meetings like going to movies or going skating. But later our meeting weren’t really meeting of two friends. They were dates and we both knew that. I remember that one particular date or as I should say not-a-date where Stiles texted me at 3 am to dress up and sneak out of my apartment to go out as I thought. He took me on a late night drive and we were singing our favorite songs. Suddenly my life came together and I was feeling it in every cell in my body. I was and I am so happy. Little did I know that Stiles will randomly in the middle of the song ask me to be his girlfriend. Of course I said yes just like I said yes when he kneeled on one knee in Paris. I guess If I said no I wouldn’t be standing here in white dress.” You laugh and look with tears of happiness on your husband. „To the point, after that stupid day 5 years ago I NEVER imagined myself with someone else other than my ex. I’ve never imagined myself that happy again. Alive and happy. But here I am. A short conversation led me to the most amazing, beautiful and caring human that I could ever met. I have never thought I will find myself completely and utterly happy and in love with someone but here I am. Stiles, baby you are my everything and I’m so grateful that I have you in my life and right now that I can share my life with you till death do us parts. I love you.” You end your monologue and see Stiles raising his glass 
„To us my love” he says and drinks his champagne.
„To us” you repeat after him.
Who thought that people being people would let to dating and marriage? Who thought that being just kind to a stranger would led to that? Well, you definitely didn’t. 
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Thank you for reading!!
Love, Sue <3
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voidsbabe · 6 months
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I. AM. NOT. OKAY. 💔
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"And I guess you’re keeping the 20 bucks you owe me” that’s just ehh it feels like something that Chandler would say to Joey and it breaks my heart even more 🥹
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Oh Jen 🥹🥹
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My sweet Matty, how loved you were 🥹❤️
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How do I even recover from his death? 😭
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voidsbabe · 6 months
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I don’t know what to write here because every time I try to write something I just burst into tears so I will simply say
Rest in peace Matty. You will never be forgotten.
Thank you for everything. ❤️‍🩹
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voidsbabe · 8 months
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How are things going?
Hi! Pretty good! I’ve passed my exam and I’m currently taking some time off
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voidsbabe · 8 months
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HAPPY 32nd BIRTHDAY TO LOML 🥹
I LOVE U ALWAYS AND FOREVER <333
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voidsbabe · 8 months
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Should I watch Grey's Anatomy? Idk where to watch it, tho.
I highly recommend it but prepare for an emotional roller coaster haha but it is worth it. I absolutely fell in love with that show 🩷
You can watch it on Disney+ or Netflix
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voidsbabe · 9 months
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How's it going?
Hi! I’ve been good. Thank you for asking 🩷🫶🏻
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voidsbabe · 9 months
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Hey guys! I’m trying to get one more time into writing so you can request a story with:
• Teen Wolf characters (I mostly write about Stiles x Reader but I am willing to try writing about someone else)
• Grey’s Anatomy characters (but only till season 10 because I haven’t got time to watch further seasons, I’m sorry)
That’s for start 😸
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voidsbabe · 9 months
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Hey guys! I’m trying to get one more time into writing so you can request a story with:
• Teen Wolf characters (I mostly write about Stiles x Reader but I am willing to try writing about someone else)
• Grey’s Anatomy characters (but only till season 10 because I haven’t got time to watch further seasons, I’m sorry)
That’s for start 😸
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voidsbabe · 2 years
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Only love can hurt like this part 3
Pairing: Stiles x reader
Characters: Stiles and Lydia
Word count: 1k
Warnings: cursing, English isn’t my first language
Dt: @taurusvic
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Two months have passed since Y/N left. It all changed. I broke up with Malia. Finally I realized that she was not the one for me. Sadly, too late. We all could feel the absence of Y/N. Lydia was trying to be brave but she couldn’t hide her tears and Scott even though he claimed he was fine I knew he wasn’t sleeping well just like me. I was having nightmares, of course if only I was sleeping, otherwise my insomnia hit pretty badly. She came back just like the attacks.
“Lydia, you can’t do this to me. I know that you know where y/n is. Please, you have to tell me” I say looking at Lydia. I bite my lips “I’m not gonna give up. I have to talk with her.”
Lydia sighs and looks at me “Stiles, I’m sorry but you have to understand that y/n doesn’t want to see you or talk with you. You have to respect that. She is finally happy. Let her be happy on her own.”
I close my eyes and sigh “Fine.”
I walk out of Lydia’s house and drive back home. Ever since that night when we’ve found out y/n’s gone I couldn’t forgive myself. Sleep is my only escape from reality. I feel like I’m losing my mind every time I am conscious. How could I be so stupid and so blind?
I take my phone and dial a number. After a few tones my call is being picked up.
“y/n?” I ask hoping that she’s going to respond. I hear silence.
“You have to come back to me. I need you. I can’t lose you. I love you.” I say with a shaky voice. Few tears rolling down my cheek.
“I asked you not to contact me. I beg you, stop breaking my heart Stiles. Don’t do this to me" says Y/N then hangs up.
“FUCK” I scream and hit the desk with my hand. I keep hitting that desk with anger and tears rolling down my cheeks. Eventually after a few minutes I calm down and lay on the bed. I close my eyes hoping that I will fall asleep but that’s not happening. Instead of that a memory shows up in my head.
It was Christmas. Me, Y/N, Lydia, Scott were sitting on the floor looking at the fireplace. Some Christmas songs were playing on the radio as we were giving each other presents.“Come on Y/N you have to open it quickly!!! I spent the whole week looking for this'' says Lydia while giving Y/N’s a big box. I smile looking at girls knowing what Lydia actually has for her. Y/n opens up the big box only to find out the smaller box and so it goes on till she finds her little box full of jewelry. Y/N smiles and hugs Lydia tightly screaming with excitement. “Ok my turn.” I say and reach for the big white teddy bear that’s been sitting on the couch. “Well, Y/N meet Lucky.” I say and give the teddy to Y/N. She hugs him and then leans to give me a kiss on the cheek.”
I shake my head to get rid of that memory. I miss her a lot and knowing that she is out there it…makes me want to fight for that. For her. But how could I do that when she doesn’t want to talk with me or see me? I can’t live without her and I will do everything to find y/n.
I took my phone out and texted Lydia “ Believe me, I'll do everything I can to finally find her. Living without her is a torment which I cannot bear anymore. If you don't tell me where I can find her, you won't see me anymore ... no one will”
The answer came almost immediately “WAIT!!! What are you going to do ? Stiles ?”
“I can't live like this anymore…” I wrote back
“Ugh you fucking idiot. Do NOT blackmail me” she replied
“I don’t blackmail you Lydia. I just say what I intend to do“ I wrote and smiled knowing that Lydia will give up soon.
“You act like a psychopath. Please don’t do something stupid Stiles. Y/N needs time and space”
“Maybe I am a psychopath but love made me crazy and please don’t blame me. Only the loss of true love can hurt like this. Please help me find her” I replied and my eyes flooded with tears. I heard a notification sound and read the message from Lydia at the speed of light
“I fucking hate u. Here is her address”. Few seconds later I saw an attachment with the exact location of y/n. I ran out of the house and got into the car. I don't care if she's in another town right now. I set y/n’s location as my destination in navigation and was on my way. Two hours later I stood with a bouquet of white roses in front of her door. My legs were shaking and my hands were sweating. I felt stuffy so I knocked on her door. Millions of thoughts circled in my head and just a fraction of a second later she was standing in the door crying.
“ I asked you not to look for me” she said
“ Please let me explain everything. I can't live without you anymore. I understood that I love you. Please let me in “ I whispered and she opened the door wider. I smiled with tears in my eyes and handed her the flowers. As soon as I crossed the threshold y / n she closed the door and I fell at her feet crying like a little baby.
“Stiles please stand up” she said
I shook my head and snuggled against her skinny legs. "I can't live without you. I can't lose you again. I care too much about you. please give me a fucking chance. You don't even know how damn I miss you. Please…” Y/N knelt in front of me with tears in her eyes and put her hand on my cheek. I couldn't help myself and kissed her. She almost immediately kissed me back and smiled. We both knelt in tears in front of each other, unable to utter a word.
“I love u” she whispered and my heart stopped for a while. I felt darkness before my eyes and the last thing I remember is her sweet face.
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Hi guys!
This is the final and last part of “Only love can hurt like this”. Hope you enjoy it. Also I’d like to take a minute to thank my beautiful best friend Katie for helping me out with that part ❤️ I love you boo
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voidsbabe · 2 years
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Heyy! Do you planning write part 3 of only love can hurt like this because I think something like that would be amazing
After few years they meet again and now it's Stiles' turn to be in love with her but she moved on and has a crush on someone else and Y/N always talk about him to Lydia ( Lydia is so happy for Y/N because she is so excited and happy after for a while)
If you can write I would be appreciated and if you don't that's okay I understand (sorry my English It's not that good)
Hello my love, thank you for your idea!!! I might consider writing the 3rd part. I would be happy if you contact me and tell me more about your idea 💞
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voidsbabe · 2 years
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Only love can hurt like this Part 2
Pairing: Stiles x reader
Characters: Stiles, Lydia, Malia, Scott
Word count: 1k
Summary: Stiles’s pov on Y/N’s leaving
Warnings: English isn’t my first language
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“Has anyone seen Y/N?” You say while looking at Scott, Lydia and Malia.
Malia rolls her eyes “Who cares where Y/N is”.
You sigh in disbelief. You love this girl with all of your heart but sometimes it is really hard to be with her. “I gotta talk to her and something tells me that I won’t be able to do this tomorrow” you say with a little pain in your voice. Something feels off and it actually scares you.
“Stiles, you need to calm down otherwise you will have a panic attack.” says Lydia while looking at me with this care in her eyes. “she’s probably at home already”.
I nod and lick my lips. Lydia’s probably right but something’s bothering me and I have this weird feeling that Y/N is not at home.
“I’m gonna get some air” you say and walk out of the school building.
You look around but still no sign of Y/N. You get in your car and drive to her house as fast as you can. With a pounding heart you park at Y/N’s driveway. It’s completely dark in her house. You look at the time. It’s 2 am. She’s never sleeping at this time of the night. Something’s wrong.
You go to the door and ring a bell. After 5 minutes you just push the door. It’s quiet and all of her stuff are gone.
“NO, NO, NO, NO” you say while running through Y/N’s house. It’s completely empty. No sign of Y/N’s presence.
You go to her room only to find a letter on the empty bed. You frown your eyebrows.
With shaking hands and pounding heart you grab the letter seeing “Stiles” on the front.
You open the letter and take a deep breath. You start reading.
Dear Stiles,
I don’t know where I should start because there are so many things that I’d like to tell you.
First of all I’m sorry for not telling anyone of you that I was going to leave. I really wanted to but the pain was too heavy. 
Remember that one time when we’ve been driving late at night looking for Liam? Well, you told me that night that Malia is the one and I know you haven’t noticed that but my heart broke that day. Not because I was not happy for you but because I’ve been loving you since 3rd grade and somehow you;ve never noticed. Everybody knew. Including your girlfriend. She knows too. I remember going one night to your house to tell you how I feel about you but she was there. I’ve seen her in your room. You both were standing close to the window. You’ve been showing her the moon and a few moments later you were kissing. I remember thinking to myself that It should be me. I was so naive. All these presents and our long conversations about life. I once even thought that maybe we could be together. Maybe you will eventually find that romantic feeling but now I see how stupid I was. 
I love you Stiles and I always will. You’ve been, you are my first love.
I hope that she is everything that you’ve ever wanted. I hope that she will make you happy like no one ever could. I hope she is truly the one.
Please don’t try to contact me. I won’t answer your calls or texts. I need to be alone for some time. I want you to know that leaving you was the hardest decision I’ve ever made. I’m not gonna regret meeting you or falling in love with you because you Stiles Stilinski showed me what true love really is and that sometimes a true love can be painful and even destroying.
Take care of yourself and everyone and please don’t try to find me.
Forever yours,
Y/N
You place the letter on the bed and wipe the tears that are falling. 
You can’t really tell what emotions you are currently feeling. Pain? Light-headedness? Sadness?
It feels like you are drowning in memories. Your heart sinks to your stomach as you feel more tears coming. How could you miss it? Y/N was always like a sister to you but somehow deep down you knew. How could you be so stupid Stiles?
You take your phone and text Lydia.
to: Lyds
She’s gone.
I close my eyes and lay on her bed. 10 minutes later Scott and Lydia appear upstairs. Lydia is crying while Scott hugs her.
“She’s gone guys. Y/N left me a letter explaining that she has always loved me but couldn’t stand the idea of me and Malia so she ran away. She asks us to not to look for her” I say with shaky voice “How could I be so stupid? Did you guys know about her feelings? Is that true?”
Lydia and Scott nod. They look at me with sorrow in their eyes.
“We knew ever since” says Lydia and sighs “We were just hoping that maybe Malia is temporary and that eventually you will realize that Y/N loves you”
I bite my lips “I can’t believe she is really gone. I lost her because I was fooling myself. I’m not happy with Malia and knowing that Y/N loved me through everything and that I couldn’t cherish that…it’s devastating.”
Scott and Lydia hug me as tight as they can and the three of us just sob unconditionally. 
I never knew that losing somebody who was always there for me could be that hard. I couldn’t love her properly, just like she deserved to be loved and for that I will never forgive myself. For being blind and letting her go. That night when I asked Malia to be my girlfriend I lost Y/N irretrievably and now we all pay the price for my mistake that I will never have a chance to fix.
Only love can hurt like this.
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Hi guys! Here is a highly requested part 2. Thank you so much for reading!! I appreciate that a lot 💞
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voidsbabe · 2 years
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Only love can hurt like this
Pairing: Stiles x reader
Characters: Stiles, Lydia, Malia, Allison, Scott
Word count: 1k
Summary: Y/N is in love with Stiles for 3 years but never tells him. The pain that she feels makes her leave the town.
Warnings: it’s really sad, English isn’t my first language
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“Kiss me you idiot” you say while looking at Stiles’s beautiful eyes. He smiles at you and crushes his lips into yours making your whole world disappear. You kiss him back trying to give him all your love through that kiss. His hands find their way to your cheeks. Stiles breaks the kiss and leans his forehead to yours
“I love you” he whispers softly.
You open your eyes full of tears looking at the ceiling. Another dream of him. And this goes on and on for three years. You sigh and let the last moments of your sweet dream die. If only it was true…sadly it is not because you are that one idiot in love with your best friend who loves someone else.
Knowing that Stiles is happy was like a loaded gun pointed to your head. You kept telling yourself that you have to be happy for him because after all he is your best friend but somewhere deep down you couldn’t be happy no matter how hard you’ve tried. Because only love can hurt like this and no matter how hard you have tried to hide your feelings they just couldn’t fade away…
Stiles snaps his fingers in front of your face “You ok?” he asks gently, looking at you a little worried.
“Yeah, I'm just a little tired. I’ve been studying the whole night.” you lie smoothly. He nods and hugs you. You close your eyes for a couple of seconds enjoying his familiar smell but then he lets you go and you feel empty and even more heartbroken.
You smile at him but your smile immediately fades away when you see Malia’s approaching you. There she is. The one he loves. The love of his life. Malia smiles at you and puts her hands on Stiles’s cheek to kiss him. You smile at them and turn your head to Lydia to hide the pain in your eyes. Lydia smiles at you with an apology in her eyes and some comfort. She knows. In fact everyone knows except Stiles and his little precious world.
You sigh knowing that you are going to overthink again.
Why can't this be you? Why can't he say those things to you? Why has he never noticed you? Why can’t he kiss you the way he is kissing her?
You swear to God that it must have been a deadly kiss because everytime he kisses her, you slowly die inside.
“So what have you guys been up to?’ asks Lydia slowly killing Malia with her eyes.
“We are going to find some pretty dresses for today.” says Malia looking at Alison. Allison nods and looks at you “Are you going to the prom?” she asks.
“I don’t know yet. It depends.” you say knowing damn well that you are not going.
Lucky for you the bell saves you from answering any other questions. You take your things and go to class.
Maybe in another life it will be you and Stiles or maybe not. Maybe this fucking world does not want you to be together ever and it does not matter what your heart wants. No matter how badly you wanted to be with him, you just knew that you couldn’t because he was happy and that’s what mattered to you. For him to be happy. Even if it means that you will be suffering. His happiness was your priority. You were sure that he will always have some part of your heart. It will always be his and that was terrifying. You shake your head to stop thinking about that and try focusing on the lesson. Unfortunately it didn’t happen so you lied about feeling so bad that you have to come back home.
You sigh looking at Lydia with tears in your eyes.
“Y/N You have to come to that prom. Please. Do it for me. It’s our senior year and after that we are gonna leave for college. ” she says and hugs you “I know he will be there with Malia but sweetie you will have me there and I promise to you that I will be there for you the whole night. We will get through this together. No matter what.” she says looking at you worried. You wipe the tears from your face. Fine. This last time you will go and then you will leave this town and forget about every damn feeling that you have for Stiles.
“Fine. I will go.” You say and lick your lips. Lydia screams in happiness and gets you ready for the prom.
You feel every muscle of your body tighten when you park your car in the school’s parking lot. You take a few breaths and go to school holding Lydia’s hand. Everyone greets you and hugs you tightly. Only If they knew…
You fake a smile and go on the dance floor with Scott and that’s how the party gets started.
Few hours later you sneak out of the prom and get in your car. You exactly know where you're going. After a few minutes you park in front of the place where you and Stiles used to go. It’s exactly the same spot where you fell in love with him. Love. That word will forever be linked for you with Stiles. After all, he was your first true unhappy love. You smile through your tears looking around.
You lay down at the ground looking at the beautiful city lights. You will miss this forever. With tears rolling down your face you get to your car.
“I will always love you Stiles” you say to yourself driving by the sign; You are leaving Beacon Hills.
And with the enormous pain in your chest you leave the love of your life in your hometown. Because sometimes love is not beautiful. Sometimes love is just a destroying piece of shit and for you this love was destroying…Sometimes love isn’t enough and then you have to move on, no matter how hard it will be.
And with those thoughts you disappear…
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Hey guys! Wow it’s been long since I’ve posted something. I’m sorry but this is not my best writing although I hope that you will enjoy it. I’d appreciate a like or reblog.
Thank you for reading ❤️
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voidsbabe · 2 years
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Hi everyone!! I’m so sorry that I’m not as active as I was but I’ve just started the first year of Med School and it’s really hard to combine writing and studying. Hope no one here will forget about me haha!!
Btw I just want to take a few moments to congratulate my amazing friend @laheysdork for hitting 500 followers and I want you to know Kris that I’m so freaking proud of you!! Keep going because you are doing amazing!! ❤️
Take care y’all!! Love you
Sue
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voidsbabe · 3 years
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This is probably ignorant to ask, but if writers have time to plays games and reblog, why don't they have time to you know - write?
Nonnie, I hate to say this. This isn't probably ignorant. It is ignorant. And I'm going to assume you aren't a writer because you wouldn't ask this if you were.
Your question. Why don't they write?
Time and energy. You need both to create. Some days, people don't have enough to devote to it. There are people behind the blogs that have families, jobs and other things to worry about.
Lack of engagement. Some writers are pulling back because they have worked their asses off to produce and get nothing to show for it, typically after so many have demanded more behind the anon button.
Similarities. Writers have tossed fics completely because they're too similar to what someone else has recently posted. That can drive creativity down. Especially if the original writer noted or told others what they planned to write.
And some days...people just don't want to write.
Playing games, reblogging and simply engaging with others is a nice break from the mold. Not sure how many times it needs to be said that blogs are not fic machines.
If this was directed specifically at me and you're only following me for my writing, I suggest following my sideblog instead. If this is a general ask for other writers, please be kind to them. You don't know what's going on in RL. If anything, be more supportive and celebrate when they DO post.
Thank you for the ask.
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voidsbabe · 3 years
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DRUNK DYLAN IS EVERYTHING LMAO 💞
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