yourofficialdarlingx

[yourofficialdarlingx]

Attention people, I am moving accounts!!

That means I will no longer post, follow or like from this blog!!

New blog is @spillingbloodforu (It is a sideblog to a sfw blog called @yourofficiallover )

Seeya 🫡

[yourofficialdarlingx]

my heart hurts so much i might actually throw up

#i can’t even #i miss him so much #it feels like i’m dying #i’m so lovesick #tw depressing stuff #tw depression

[yourofficialdarlingx]

it’s times like these i realize i’m still incredibly depressed

#i’m so fucking sad #tw depression #tw depressing stuff

[yourofficialdarlingx]

the adorable urge to be threatened flirted with

#same thing #flirt with me #except don’t #i have a yandere #darlingcore #irl darling #yandere x darling #love me #darling

[yourofficialdarlingx]

dear you,

was this your plan?

it feels like i’m dying when i don’t hear from you, i need you i need you i need you i need you so bad…

you’re basically my medicine, i cant think i can’t function i cant breath without you.

i feel worthless when you’re gone.. like i have no purpose or meaning. you’re the only one who can love me right.

i might cry if you leave me, i might die if you leave me.

was this your plan?

to make me so dependent on you that the only thing i feel when you’re away is… depressed?

it worked.

love, your angel

#love letters #yandere letter #obsessive thoughts #darlingcore #irl darling #yancore #yandere x darling #irl yandere #obsessive love #yandere #love me #darling #lovesick

[yourofficialdarlingx]

i so done with my family right now omg and they haven’t even done anything i’m just really fucking annoyed for no reason

oh wait i didn’t take my meds yesterday tehe oops mb

#too lazy to tag

[yourofficialdarlingx]

every second you’re not next to me the insecurities get worse… oh wait

#long distance is killing me #we’re hours apart #i hate the unknown #i miss him so bad #i’m so lovesick #long distance couple #long distance problems #darlingcore #yancore #irl darling #yandere x darling #obsessive love #love me #lovesick

[yourofficialdarlingx]

i’m going to start comparing my brain/mental health to soup

the bowl is my brain, kinda holds everything together

the actually soup/broth is just my random thoughts and things i need to function, you can’t have soup without liquid

the ingredients are my mental disorders (OCD, Depression, Anxiety, PTSD), you can’t have soup without things floating around

^ every time something breaks off of one of those ingredients, let’s call them crumbs, it becomes a side effect of the disorder, such as maladaptive daydreaming or hyperfixations. i currently have a bunch

and finally, every time something splashes out of the bowl, that’s me losing my fucking mind

#soup lmao #my brain is soup #mental health #tw mental illness #psychology #sort of

[yourofficialdarlingx]

i can’t stop overthinking and it’s making me really sad

#overthinking #tw intrusive thoughts #tw depressing stuff #i’m depressed #tw depression #intrusive thinking #what if he finds someone else #what if he doesn’t love me #i’m scared #i don’t want to be alone

[yourofficialdarlingx]

Please, let me worship you my God. Let things be as they should've all along.

#i’m clingy #lovesick #obsessive love #yandere thoughts #darlingcore

[yourofficialdarlingx]

literallt what i just told him

sooooo sleepy and tired right now. imagine if a cute boy suddenly walked by and felt the urge to come and cuddle me

#nblm #nblm yearning #so eepy

[yourofficialdarlingx]

NO LITERALLY

(Preferably yandere) Guys with glasses >>>>>>>>

#ppl with glasses are so cute!! #that’s a fact #darlingcore #irl darling #yancore #yandere x darling #obsessive love #love me

[yourofficialdarlingx]

are you my bf posting about me? cus i haven’t seen you in two days (guilt tripping rizz)

#LMFAO #manipulative #sort of #i want everyone to know im yours #that’s all #also #makes me happy #tehe #DO IT #darlingcore #irl darling #yandere x darling

[yourofficialdarlingx]

i hate how far away he is

#why are you so far away? #i can’t handle it sometimes #sad #long distance love #long distance relationship #i miss him so bad #dying on the inside #nblm yearning #mlm yearning

[yourofficialdarlingx]

MARIO KART IS GREAT i am doing very goot how are u

could be better but i’m drawing the feelings away so it’s fiiiine 🙄😎👌

AND IKR BET I COULD BEAT YOU >:)

#i can beat you in mario kart >:)

[yourofficialdarlingx]

i keep having to block people who follow me because their blogs are either “minors dni” or really triggering for me

#i hate this

[yourofficialdarlingx]

pov you just got heavily triggered by your fyp and then hobie brown smut pops up tf is going on

literally went from borderline panicking to insanely confused

still suffering (in a bad way) though

#tw triggers #tw triggering #i’ve just been triggered lmao #seriously #going to fucking cry #im shaking #help