... and I sang a chorus I can't remember
I guess
My biggest wish would be
Just to see you,
That would explain
All these vagrant dreams
Wherein the world passes me by
As if on a video reel; pictures and scenes
Leading toward
You.
Am I moving? Am I being
Drawn in?
Does it matter when
It is solely to simply see you?
Sometimes I wake up in delirium,
Overtaken by this dire need to leave home;
To go — just go! — and find you.
But soon reality kicks in
And I leave such traveling
To fantasy.
It is not a big gesture,
And I am not a stalker.
Half-crazy, and full on
Crazy for you,
That, I am. So much that I dream video reels,
And wake up by the sound
Of your voice…
Almost made it to you, that time…
But I have to quit while I still have the choice;
Let dreams be dreams,
Because a dream's so much sweeter
Than obsession, and
Unhealthy
Preoccupation.
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6-2-2024, M.A. Tempels ©
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-Madhav, 22/11/23
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I don’t believe in god… but I still look up at the stars and beg him to save me.
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@nosebleedclub // june #13
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In this dream my brother
Is not dead but he is so
Very angry at me and
Somehow I am naked—
Lost at a campsite, weeping
I am so lost and confused
He finds me, he is
Vibrating with rage
He says he can't wait
To get out of this town
Then I wake up
And he does
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of course I am relieved that I told you the truth
but I am still so confused
my mind is just increasingly obsessed with you
even tho I screamed out my feelings
saying that’s what I had to do
I still would like to be with you
and I hope you know that too
It’s easier for me now
but I still want to see you
I still want to feel you
I still want to hear your voice
and see your smile
feelings don’t just vanish over night
especially because you didn’t reject me
you just said don’t worry
that I shouldn’t be embarrassed
but what about you?
what about your feelings?
I am not sure
why is it all so unclear?
why is my life full of unanswered questions?
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Maybe I do love like other people…♥︎
You are a person.
You have sentiments and values, you are human. I, however, find it easy to sometimes forget that fact. As you, start to appear more in my nightmares rather than my dreams.
We all dream, don't we? Dreams are simply the aspect of our lives when we imagine what we could do, what we possibly can do. However, people mostly dream about the aspects that are unattainable and sometimes it is easier to forget that these are fiction than to remember.
Are you the unattainable in my dreams?
Perhaps it's because people love so much, they love so much that even their heart feels on fire. They love so much even they try to defy and defile even the ground rules written by the universe and the whole world just to love a person.
Just like I love you.
Is that why you appear in my dreams?
Because I love you?
I, myself, even danced with the Grim Reaper kissed him on the cheek, and twirled him on the ballroom floor, and as the music was my own memorable laughter, and the harder I listened, your own laughter was mixed in with mine.
And maybe that is what gave me the strength to tell the reaper to come for another dance sometime later, so I am like other people, defying the laws of our written world, just to see your face one last time, even if you don't wish to see mine.
— Oresteia…♡
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Ill disguise my rot, cover myself in flowers and fruit, and Ill hope the stench of my eroding skin is masked by the sweet aroma of honeydew.
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Do I still visit you in your dreams?
Because you’re in mine.
All the time,
I’m reminded of memories from a better time,
I’m made to live some distorted version of a life with you in it.
And then I’m forced to wake up and remember,
We don’t talk anymore,
I haven’t seen you in a year,
I miss you.
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I didn’t tell my best friend but it my dreams I climb into the passenger seat and kiss you and no matter what you start laughing
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you’re my favorite dream because i know we’ll meet again.
you make my dreams reality.
-eleos
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Snatched up from oblivion's clutches
I get you to giggle,
Cheeky neck kisses follow,
Till your head tilts
For lips on
Lips, soft and short
In succession, until
The atmosphere changes;
Dims and thickens at this
One elongated kiss,
Dissolving the world
Around us.
Us.
There is only us,
And I imbibe you to drown for good,
And synchronously so I feel my soul
Getting sucked, in released vacuum,
To be wholly consumed by your love.
That's how it was.
I wake up;
I wake up shocked, because that is
Exactly
How it was.
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29-2-2024, M.A. Tempels ©
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You found my whispers
of love scribbled in the catacombs
where my light no longer reaches
traced in cursive and kisses
I’ve been waiting for you
Gisselle
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Every night I fall asleep and dream of a woman I’ve never met before. A woman so beautiful and lovely, I doubt she even exists beyond my unconscious mind.
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i can be so grief stricken
seeing the old kitchen clear as day, a nightmare
where i hear your voice for the last time
see your face for the last time
walk your house for the last time
knowing
it’ll be gone, it won’t come back
i can be so grief stricken
it hurts in my dreams
but when i wake up
you were here
and i am at peace
dream visitor by laika wallace
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I was looking at me through
Identical eyes and we turned
Inward, I looked at you, then
Looked at the mirror
Your face and my eye
Were gone
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