#i am lonely

[grungeprincess2]

Me and who?

#metal #metalhead girl #metalhead #i am alone #i am lonely #black metal #death metal #thrash metal #heavy metal #hell is a teenage girl #goth #goth girl #goth goth #goth guy #goth alternative #alternative #alt #alt girl #i need a boyfriend #or a girl #gothic #alt couple #goth couple #metal couple #goth love #boys with long hair #this is what makes us girls #pls talk to me #me and who #me n who

[floppydiskettess]

alone (chamber x reader) (hurt/comfort)

a/n: im writing this in a super bad episode, if it sucks im sorry. i just need some sort of comfort right now and with this i can pretend i have someone who cares about me. i can pretend that someone actually notices that i am hurting.

tw: sh (hitting self, nothing gorey), severe depression, depressive episodes

when chamber returned to your shared living space, he was not expecting to be greeted to the suffocating silence surrounding the house.

"mon ange? are you here?" he called out but recieved nothing back. had you gone out on a mission?

he set down his items on a counter nearby and approached the bedroom. as he got closer he heard the small sounds of shuffling. when he sat right outsid ghe door, he heard the shaky heavy breathing on the other side just barely audible.

he frowns and worry crosses his face, he knocks on the door immediately.

"darling...? what's wrong? can you please let me in..?"

when you open the door, he lets out a soft gasp as he takes in your appearence. tear stains are present and running down your face from your exhausted dark eyes, just behind you he can see a bunch of little items thrown around as if an animal had ran through the room. he looked around before noticing the soft purple bruises forming on your arms. he nearly started crying then and there.

"mon dieu..what happened mon couer?" he says quietly as if he were trying not to spook you. as he takes in the state of you and the room, you begin crying harder. you messed up HIS space...he is going to be so mad...heisgoingtoleavemeand-

you feel two hands on your shoulders attemptijg to ground you. "hey hey...listen can you follow my breathing for me love?" he says as he pulls you into his chest so you can hear his breathing.

as you mimic his breathing, he softly praises you. "good job...thats it. i'm so proud.."

the only sound in the room is the two of you's soft breathing with the occasional sniffle. he loving rubs your back as he whispers softly into your hair.

"do you feel any better now dear?" when he feels your slow nod into his shoulder he smiles and hugs you tighter.

when you pull away from him, his rests hos hand on your cheek and slowly caresses his thumb over it.

"..do you want to talk about it..? it's alright if not. just tell me what you need."

"i just...why can't i be good at anything...? you have your gun designs...i just have nothing i am good at. i can't draw, or fight, or even be good at video games.."

"oh dear...i'm sorry you feel like that...i promise you that your "thing" will come soon alright? you don't have to be perfect for me or anyone else. now, can i ask where the bruises came from...? ....did you do that?"

seeing you shakily nod is all he needs before he grabs your arm and kisses it softly

"oh honey...why? you need to be careful. i love you so much ok? if you ever feel like this again please call me..i don't want you to suffer through this alone.." he says in a shaky tone you have never heard before. he sound...scared. observing the room around him, he can tell in your throwing match with the random trinkets that you had hit yourself on various items..his heart nearly shattered. when he hears you small muffled apology, he sighs.

"you have no need to be sorry, i am simply happy you are safe...now, what can we do to get this off your mind hm? would you like to watch that new show you told me about?" he said as he gave you a caring gaze.

the rest of the night was spent cuddling on the bed, you quickly fell asleep feeling drained from the stress. when you woke up, the room was tidy and you were pressed gently into his bare chest as he rubbed your back and let out soft breaths into your hair.

"you are not alone anymore mon amour. please, if you need lean on me. i will support you."

sorry for the self indulgent post. i literally described my morning but added someone there 💀. uh anyways i hope you all are doing ok and if you need support to reach out!

(please do not vent on this post)

#valorant x reader #fanfiction #valorant #valorant brainrot go brrrrrr #valorant fanfiction #valorant x y/n #valorant x you #chamber x reader #chamber valorant #vent #vent fic #trauma vent #hurt/comfort #i am lonely #please notice me #this is a cry for attention

[ihatethisapp-gs]

I want to be isolated in a room where i can cry about everything that's happened to me

#tw depressing thoughts #depressing shit #sorry for being depressing #sad thoughts #su1c1d4l #su1c1dal #su1c1d3 #su1cide #i am so tired #i am lonely #actually mentally ill

[freckled-stars]

Lonely and horny

#leo #me #sternum tattoo #tattoo #ask me anything #purple #snake tattoo #red #i am lonely #lonely #peach #bootie peach #tig bitties #curvy goddess #curvy and cute #curvy girls

[greentea-mp3]

what do people do to hang out with friends...? where do you go? like when you're doing something other than being at one of your houses. when you're outside or whatever the fuck. i heard people go to the mall or out to eat?? where do you go when you don't have money tho? going to the mall just sounds like sensory overload waiting to happen too.

#friends #hangout #hangout spots #friendless #i am lonely #shut in #social anxiety #anxitey #autism #adhd #audhd #neurodivergent #neurospicy #i need intense mental help #i need to go outside #big boy problems #text post

[samposbbg]

This will probably effect my credit score

#anime and manga #honkai star rail #sampo #smut #character ai #sampo smut #I am mental #I am lonely #touch grass #grass #weed #illegal substances #honkai #fanfiction #water sports #mpreg #birthing

[raccooninadumpsterrr]

Possessive Itto?

#genshin #genshin impact #itto #arataki itto #genshin itto #itto x reader #genshin fanart #genshinimpactfanarts #genshinimpactfanart #pookie #i am lonely #fanart

[buggedmind]

"How did you spend the weekend?"

"On Tumblr..."

#tumblr addict #actually bpd #actually mentally ill #introvert #social isolation #withdrawn #bpd problems #lonely #loneliness #i am lonely

[brodudemanbroski]

random doodle and a WIP (i have way too many) also ignore wonkiness, i am too lazy to care about it

#i am more active on here by the day because i realized this is where all the we happy few fans are #PLEASEEE SOMEONE BE MY MUTUAL #PLEASEEEE #ALSO ALL THE WE HAPPY FEW FANS I AM MORE ACTIVE ON INSTAGRAM #I AM LONELY #rambles #my art #wip #we happy few #nick lightbearer #ollie starkey #IF YOU WANT MY INSTA MESSAGE ME OR SOMETHING

[xashtray]

I'm scared to have friends, to have romantic partners, to just have someone beside me. I'm scared that they will only leave and abandon me, only leave bruises, scars, and pain. I'm scared that I'll get too close, get too attached to them, being dependent on them, and come off as clingy or weird or whatever. I'm scared that if I open up they will use my flaws against me. I'm scared that they will hate me for being myself, hate me for anything i do and hate me for no reasons. I'm scared to find myself being alone and lonely if they're not here with me, because I'm supposed to be okay with my loneliness. I'm scared, too scared to let someone in. too scared just to even type out a text, give a call, or even start a convo, to reach out for someone. to ask someone to be my friend, to be here for me, to be here with me, to listen to me, to have fun with me, anything they could do with and for me. because I have assumed they will leave as soon as they walk into my life.

#personal #fear of being alone #fear of rejection #fear of abandonment #fear of intimacy #avoidant #anxious #disorganized #kinda depressing #self destruction #depressing shit #self isolation #scared of everything #scared of people #sadnees #d3pression #alone #lonely #i am lonely #loneliness #lonesome #i am not okay #this is depressing #vent #personal vent #pushing away #push away #borderline #mentally unstable

[griffynkitten]

Minecraft Server - Looking for Friends?

I've been scrolling, and these sort of posts seems to go over well, but there aren't really any recent one's, so I might as well make my own, right?

I'm thinking about starting a small minecraft smp. I'm thinking something closer to Hermitcraft than DreamSMP type thing - just survival Minecraft, fun projects, and some shenanigans. I really just want to play Minecraft with friends, but don't really have any that play, so if you'd be interested in joining something like this, I'd love to talk! If this gets enough attention, I'll make a Discord for it and link it here, but in the meantime feel free to just shoot me a message or reply on this post?

I also have very little experience running anything like this (by little, I mean basically none), so if anyone has advice, or tips, or would like to help on the technical side of all this, that would be fantastic as well!

#minecraft server #minecraft smp #invitation #i am lonely #someone play with me #I don't really know how this whole #online friends #thing works #but im trying #thanks for your time #minecraft #gaming

[sphooney]

CHRIS AND WALLY!! (he hates when anyone calls him wally)

#art #phone head #oc art #my oc stuff #homoseuxality #someone please notice my poor ocs #i am lonely

[doodlesartstuff]

A sad day for me 😞

#art #artwork #drawing #digital art #oc #oc artwork #valentines day #i am lonely #QwQ #sobs #aaaaaaaaaaaaa #funny #shitpost

[rottingbiogirl]

I hate trying to find new friends or partners!!

I hate going to events I don’t wanna go to just so I might meet somebody!!

I hate how nobody on dating apps puts anything in their fucking profiles!! (Besides generic shit like “love my 2 dogs!” “I like travelling! 😊”)

I hate that nobody on dating apps ever texts me first even though my bio is FILLED with potential convo starters and things they could ask about!! (I’d love to text first but YOU GIVE ME NOTHING TO WORK WITH!!!! And I am NOT good at continuing after “Whoa, cool hair/clothes!” “Thanks” 😭)

I hate meeting people irl, having a somewhat good time, exchanging contacts, then having a few bland convos and that’s it.

I hate that most queer spaces in my city are gay bars (THAT ARE USUALLY JUST FILLED WITH GAY MEN!! Fuck, at least give me a trans-inclusive lesbian bar, I could force myself to enjoy going to bars for that!!)

“Ooh, just join online communities” - YEAH, I DON’T WANT TO MEET ANOTHER REALLY COOL PERSON WHO LIVES IN A DIFFERENT COUNTRY AND I CAN’T HANG OUT WITH

(Anyone here live in/near Prague? :p)

#vent post #rant post #personal rant #queer isolation #trans isolation #transfem #sapphic #i am lonely #czech republic #czechia #prague #i’m trying okay? it’s exhausting

[amurr-reha]

𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝑒𝓂𝑜𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝒶𝒻𝓉𝑒𝓇, 𝒹𝑜𝓃'𝓉 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝓈 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝒹𝑒

𝐼'𝓁𝓁 𝑒𝓂𝒷𝓇𝒶𝒸𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓌𝑜𝓃'𝓉 𝒹𝒾𝓈𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇

𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓁𝒹 𝒾𝓈 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝑒𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓌𝒶𝒾𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔

#ffxiv #final fantasy xiv #ffxiv screenshots #miqo'te #ff14 #miqote #kyrenstudios #i am lonely #I wish I could find a space to be accepted and loved

[snekthedemonnoodle]

i crave cuddles

#i am lonely #guys pls #pig pile on me #idc #snek talks too much