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Maybe I’m not meant for anyone after all.

c / all time does is pass

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A relationship ending does not mean:

that you're a failure

that you're unlovable

that you're not good enough

that you're unworthy of being chosen

that love isn't for you

that you're a villain

that you gave up

that you didn't take your commitment seriously

Vienna Pharaon | @mindfulmft

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“It’s hard to wait around for something you know might never happen; but its harder to give up when you know its everything you want.”

- Unknown

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My heart won’t let me give you up.

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the feminine urge to completely destroy your health for beauty standards

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ok yall I need to get skinny again I need to get back into my restrictive mindset. I’m sick of being a fat bitch ITS RUINING MY LIFE

#fat #ana #anorexia #thin #thinspo #thinspiration #fast #fasting #calories #restricting #restrictive #diet #eating disorder #eating disroder #Ed #it's not as simple as just eating #eating problems #eating tips

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ive been eating in such a low deficit for me and I’m so fkn proud of myself like holy shi

only thing is I have no scales to check how I’m going and if I buy some my bf will be suspicious bc we live together and he really doesn’t want me to relapse

#c🦋 #weight loss #skinny #thin #diet #dieting

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always amuses me how people that haven’t experienced an ed think that it means you have to be super duper skinny, ITS A MENTAL ILLNESS, yes it impacts your body but fuck surely they need to teach people more about the mental side🤦🏽‍♀️

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not people commenting on my post saying I’m not going to lose weight eating 1600 calories a day…. just remember, what may not be a deficit for you, may be a deficit for other people!

have some respect for other peoples journey and be kind. your words can hurt.

#c🦋 #ana tingz #ana #ed #eating disroder #anorexik

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okay I know this isn’t that exciting for most but it’s exciting for me… but I managed to only eat 1670 calories yesterday. and it’s looking that way again today too. i am SO proud of myself, it’s been so hard.

my current max is 2200 a day so im happy im sticking way under. keeping that max for another week because it’s more encouraging to stay low. and then I’m reducing it. so far so good

#c🦋 #anoressic #eating disroder #Ed #ana #anorexia #fast #fasting #thin #thinspo

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lol not me binge eating at work,… and it wasn’t apart of my calories for the day. fuck my failure of a life

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okay HI i am eating in calorie deficit now and being so strict on it. I’ve started high which is 2200 but cutting back 100 calories every week, so 2100 next week, 2000 week after ect… and I’m going to stop at 1800 do that for a couple weeks and then continue cutting. I feel like this is the most maintainable for me!!! So fingers crossed.

#c🦋 #ana #thinspo

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hey everyone!

just making a post as I’m looking for some pals who I can talk about my struggles with!

- pls be 18 +

- female

- sw or cw of 80kg +

thank u kindly. really needing someone I can chat with <33

#Ana #anorexia #Mia #bulimia #binge #purge #purging #fast #fasting #ana tingz #anoressic #anorexik #eating disroder #it's not as simple as just eating #eating problems #fat

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my boyfriend told me he’s not happy living with me anymore…. because I didn’t do my dishes yet I’m struggling to get out of bed everyday. i thought of all people he’d understand. I’ve never wanted to do as much as I do right now.

especially struggling as much as i have with my Ed…. Which he knows has been bad. idk what to do anymore

#ana #mia #journal #depression #sad #kms #lonely #thin #thinspo #thinspo ration #eating disroder #it's not as simple as just eating #ed

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look wjat i found in my photos 🙏🙏