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It feels inevitable that I’ll die by my own actions but oddly enough it gives me comfort to know that I’ll have control over that. That’s all I ever want. Control. I’m on borrowed time. Fuck man.

#Confession 57

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I cried for the first time in so long the other day that at first I wasn’t sure what was happening. It was a rush of overwhelming emotions and for a minute I was scared bc I was actually feeling again. I’ve worked so hard to not feel that when I do it’s abnormal.

Confession #56

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Just as soon as things start to come together, they always fall apart to shit again. Why do I bother even trying anymore?

Confession #55

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I’m told that there are people who care for me as if that isn’t the problem. They don’t realize that I don’t deserve to be cared for, but now I’m sitting here as a burden because of it.

Confession #54

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i've been cutting for three years with no intention to stop, my girlfriend begs me to but i just can't. why should i stop doing what i love for someone who's going to leave me?

Confession #53

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I just want him back, he was the only thing in the way of ending it all but now hes gone I've got nothing to lose

Confession #52

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I'll keep smiling and pretending like nothing is wrong until I absolutely can't anymore

Confession #51

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im sometimes scared of my partner, and also scared of my other partners parents

Confession #50

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Do the suicidal thoughts and feelings ever go away? Or do you just have them until the day you die?

Confession #49

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Everyone says they care but then why are they never there

Confession #48

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The pain left awhile ago. Now I'm just a hollow shell

Confession #47

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I'm just breathing, not living. I guess that has to be enough for right now.

Confession #46

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I'm excited but scared that I'm getting better. I dont know how not to feel like the world is horrible

Confession #45

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I just want someone to care, I guess that's too much to ask for.

Confession #44

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I’m such an attention whore I need to understand that I will never be more than a side character

Confession #43

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I'm tired of people acting like it's easy to just get up and fight depression. There's a constant 500 pound cloud of darkness over my head at all times but yeah, I'll just smile more and be okay.

Confession #42

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I'm so numb I cant even cry anymore.

Confession #41

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