confessionsofasadblackgirl

[confessionsofasadblackgirl]

I miss you.

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[confessionsofasadblackgirl]

“If nothing else, one day you can look someone straight in the eyes and say ‘But I lived through it. And it made me who I am today.”

— Iain Thomas, I Wrote This For You

[confessionsofasadblackgirl]

“Never apologize for how you feel. No one can control how they feel. The sun doesn’t apologize for being the sun. The rain doesn’t say sorry for falling. Feelings just are.”

— Iain S. Thomas, Intentional Dissonance

[confessionsofasadblackgirl]

Each day feels a little different as I am here in this

In Between.

In Between where I was

In Between where I am going.

To find stillness in this space

Of Anxiety and Overthinking

I create Grace and Space for my pain

To be Free.

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[confessionsofasadblackgirl]

How do i forgive myself for the mistakes i made?

I know karma is doing her work already, my bank account tells me that.

A crack in a windshield and one in my tooth.

But Karma, i’m sorry. I should have chosen love instead of anger.

i should have chosen peace instead of chaos.

But Karma understand, I was hurting.

I spent many years giving rather than receiving and break my own heart in the end.

I just wanted to be loved.. Why does it feel like a crime.?

Why do i feel like i am being punished.?

Why can’t i move on.?

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[confessionsofasadblackgirl]

Good morning handsome,

I hope you slept well and you had a great monday. May your Tuesday be just as blessed.

I miss you.

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Normalize seeing someone's lack of effort as their lack of interest in you regardless of what they tell you. Giving you all of the right words, but none of the right actions is called manipulation. When a person wants to be with you, they prove it.

[confessionsofasadblackgirl]

My heart is bleeding.

The floods of water coming from eyes tells me I was in too deep.

I drowned.

My heart no longer beats.

Just bleeds.

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[confessionsofasadblackgirl]

Well i texted you, and surprise!

You did not respond.

I was never worth it to you.

i didn’t mean anything to you at all.

My heart is absolutely shattered.

I sacrificed so much of my heart

Just so you could tear it apart.

I wish i could hate you, I wish i didn’t miss you

but my biggest wish,

I wish i never met you.

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[confessionsofasadblackgirl]

I want to text you so bad!

but i know it’s not right.

You are the reason i can’t sleep at night.

i wish things were different and Lord knows i want to change..

Change only takes place after some rain.

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[confessionsofasadblackgirl]

It’s 4:30 in the morning and I am wide awake

thinking about, you.

I want these thoughts to stop, I’m ready.

I am ready to move on from you.

You said you didn’t want me and that hurt more than you could know.

But I need to find myself again.

It’s 4:30 in the morning and I am choosing to get my power back.

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[confessionsofasadblackgirl]

Still trying to wrap my head around this.

It is just over..

did i mean anything to you at all?

you were so heartless and cold.

I wish i could be like you and have the courage to do what you did

but then again, you didn’t love me at all..

while I, cannot stop loving you.

[confessionsofasadblackgirl]

“Although it’s difficult today to see beyond the sorrow, may looking back in memory help comfort you tomorrow.”

— Unknown

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[confessionsofasadblackgirl]

The difference between you and i is that even tho the people i have in my life right now are enough for me to be okay i still want you around meanwhile even if you have me around you always need other people for it to be enough. You are enough for me but i am not enough for you and that hurts.

[confessionsofasadblackgirl]

The text i want to send to you

Good morning. I miss you. This week has been so hard without you.

Why can’t i see i deserve better?

Why am i still pining over a love that never was or never will be?

I wanted you to see the best in me and see the potential in me. Just like i did for you.

I feel in love with a version of you i had in my head. Not the one laying in my bed.

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