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[jellie-the-aqua-puma]

love fics where dazai realised he loved chuuya in the pm but chuuya realised it after he left. like only after dazai was gone could he start to name the feelings he felt. feelings he never let himself think on bc their rs was already messy in pm. but now that dazai is gone he thinks about it one day and he’s like.

oh.

i love the idea that chuuya’s oh moment is so sad and devastating. its angry and sad. its heartbreaking. bc now dazai is gone and chuuya doesnt know if he’ll ever see him again.

on the other side of town dazai is staring at the ceiling unable to sleep and thinking of chuuya.

#I’m a fan too #sometimes #skk #soukoku #dazai osamu #nakahara chuuya #bsd #bungou stray dogs

[jellie-the-aqua-puma]

Kouyou just one chance please

#sigh #ozaki kouyou #kōyō ozaki #bsd #bungou stray dogs #light of my life

[jellie-the-aqua-puma]

respect to Dazai, a 22 year old guy, who should be at the club and is instead outsmarting an immortal evil genius who has lived for hundred of years.

#this deserves to be reblogged because wow #could I do that? #I don’t know man #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd dazai

[jellie-the-aqua-puma]

SOUKOKU NATION WAKE UP

#soukoku #bsd #bungou stray dogs #dazai and chuuya are the young ace cover #they look so cool #Dazai is such a big boi #bsd dazai #bsd chuuya

[jellie-the-aqua-puma]

What drives me even more insane about this scene is how you'd expect Gojo to imagine High school era! Geto in the crowd. Or at least not the cult leader, worst of all the curse users Geto Suguru. But no, it's the cult leader Geto. It's Geto as Gojo last remembered him. As Geto last was. Whatever choices Geto made, wherever his choices led him and them, however he was, whoever he was, traumas and messed up ideas and bad choices and ill reputations and scorns and all. Gojo wanted Geto Suguru there. Not any ideal version. Not any "what if" version. Not any "at some point in time before things went downhill" version. Not any "when your hands weren't stained with innocent blood" version. He knew very well what he wanted. And he wanted it all the same. He wanted Geto Suguru. However he was. He just wanted him to be there. He just wanted him to be.

And he didn't want him to help him, he didn't want him to fight with him even if they were strongest together and always fought together for a while. He just wanted him to be there in the crowd and cheer him on. He just wanted him to stand there and give him one of his sweet, heartwarming smiles that shaped his eyes into crescent moons. He just wanted him to be. Then even if Gojo had died in the end anyway, he would have been satisfied. It would have been worth it. Only if Geto was there.

#great now I’m crying in lab #prev > #his love is so pure! it's so real! it drives me insane! #people died because the strongest sorcerer alive didn't make any move against his batshit boyfriend for 10 years #then couldn't burn his body after he had to kill him. and then froze like a deer in spotlight after he saw his body in the subway #and the same thing is true for geto his dead body literally came to life to protect gojo #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #gojo satoru #geto suguru #satosugu

[jellie-the-aqua-puma]

He was very cutieful in this chapter🥺

#so cutieful! #and he looks like his brother! #bsd #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #chuuya nakahara #nakahara chuuya #chuuya bsd #bsd chuuya #bsd 114

[jellie-the-aqua-puma]

Meursault SKK doodles dump bc yeah (a rolling surprise under the cut!!)

had to make it

#great art! #soukoku #the first and last especially have my heart #skk #soft soukoku #destined soukoku #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd chuuya #chuuya nakahara #bsd dazai #dazai osamu #sleepy soukoku

[jellie-the-aqua-puma]

Wanna know what else I'm obsessed with?

It's Natsume. Lots of people forget about him or never even really noticed him. but I did and he is honestly the most unsettling character to me.

He is constantly around Dazai, watching throughout 15 and dark era and he spies on the agency/Dazai? in the present timeline too.

He appears around PM Dazai all the time unless he is with Mori or Chuuya but not Odasaku. He watched the lupin trio.

It's not just the watching, it's the interfering. He gave Oda that book, that book that made Oda who he is and in turn made Dazai who he is.

Was Mori really the only one who made the decisions about Oda dying? Why was there no other choice unless it was a part of a bigger plan?

He put Mori in a prime position where he would be called upon to treat the old mafia boss, where he could learn and understand that the city was falling apart. For a lot of that time the person giving him orders was Natsume.

Natsume was the one who hired Fukuzawa to be Mori's body guard.

Natsume was the one who made the detective agency a possibility.

He is the one who put Mori and Fukuzawa in charge of opposite organisations. What else did he do?

How did Mori find Yosano? Where did Dazai come from? How did the guild know about Atsushi?

Time and time again Natsume shows up to create a chain of events leading up to creating a perfect pair who could cause devastation and/or save the city.

He started with Mori and Fukuzawa, Mori who would continue this line of succession by creating soukoku, Dazai and Chuuya. Mori even quotes something Natsume told him. "only diamonds can polish diamonds."

Dazai, with Natsume possibly guiding him, goes on to find his own diamonds to be polished and creates Shin soukoku.

Everything that has happened can stem from Natsume, a character we rarely see and isn't outwardly stated as important. What is he hiding?

#he’s always on my mind bc I think it’s wack Fukuzawa got the detective agency and Mori got the PM which is a thankless job #not cuz I’m like oh Mori is a good guy and didn’t want that life or whatever no mfkr thrives #just in that like I’d be like “why I gotta be in the dark and he gets to be in the light? he gets all the praise we were BOTH taught by you #“you always give him special treatment” #but like in a food for thought way and not really a I’m pressed way #just very interesting to me I was like hmmmm #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd fandom #natsume bsd

[jellie-the-aqua-puma]

#that’s what I’m talking about

[jellie-the-aqua-puma]

He’s literally just an 18 yr old looking for his first job. Don’t ask about the gap in his resume

#bsd #is he 18 or 20?? #dazai osamu #bsd dazai

[jellie-the-aqua-puma]

wheres that story about the D&D guy who plays as a bear and has really good disguises and no one knows its a bear and he becomes king and everyone falls for it except one person who rolls for perception and he goes THATS A FUCKING BEAR and gets kicked out of the kingdom

#laughing too hard #how did I even get here?

[jellie-the-aqua-puma]

Rewatched all of hidden inventory this morning. Had a few thoughts.

1. Am I a masochist for deciding to do that on a Saturday morning?!? (Yes. Yes I am)

2. THEY WERE SO HAPPY OH MY GOD

3. Still the best anime intro I've seen. The bike scene?!? Shoko healing Haibara while Geto and Gojo get fucking yeeted by Yaga. It's so good.

4. There's been a lot of discussion recently about if Geto is actually nice or pretending to be and how mean he would be as a teacher. Seeing the way he is with Riko cemented for me that he is absolutely nice. Sure he has a sense of humour as much as Gojo and doesn't take kindly to being called weird bangs guy but he cares so much about Riko and Kuroi. He breaks not because he was like this always and his true nature came out but because he cared and felt it was all for nothing. When he speaks to Yuki he says he feels there are two parts of him fighting, one hating non sorcerers and the other knowing this is wrong. Seeing what happened to the twins pushed it over the edge.

5. Similarly Gojo is often portrayed as uncaring in this arc but that's so not the case. He chose to stay another day in Hokkaido for Riko. He pushed himself to the limit to allow her happiness.

6. I think in terms of Geto and Gojo their main issue was communication and pressure. They should have been allowed time to deal with what had happened but they were not. They were teenagers and the higher ups forced them both into mission after mission. The amount of pressure put upon them is insane. I think also if they had had time to really be together they could have communicated how they felt but they didn't get time to.

7. Gojo assumed Geto trusted him enough to talk to him because that's how they had always been. He was blindsided by what happened and still is. To him the Geto he knew would never do that and he's right but that Geto died with all three of them that day.

8. Toji is an outright monster and I will always hate him. "Oh but he thought about Megumi in his final moments!!" That's great did he think about how he was growing up outside of that? He had no qualms killing a child and he abandoned his own. "He loved his wife!!" Yeah well he dishonoured her memory by not protecting their blessing.

#I’m here for the Toji slander #my old boss—really great dude with a newborn—was chatting with me once and went yes as a father you child is your greatest whatever #I was like “I’m sure we didn’t watch the same thing … because Toji didn’t gaf about Megumi” but that’s me #jjk meta #meta #jujutsu kaisen #satosugu #good meta am with you 100%

[jellie-the-aqua-puma]

(cropped) for the moment I hate it but 15!chuuya my little baby he’s cute

I don't usually post my sketches because I hate them but I thought I'd share one for once (I'm just looking for an excuse to be active on tumblr)

#so good op!! #bungou stray dogs #soukoku #chuuya nakahara #dazai osamu #bsd fanart #skk #fifteen soukoku #bsd

[jellie-the-aqua-puma]

#ON GOD #writing #one of my editors notes was “don’t like this. do better” #and I came back to it a few weeks later like “WHAT DIDNT I LIKE?!?! WHAT DO I NEED TO CHANGE?!?!” #and BSed my way through it. #skipping scenes is the BANE of my existence!!! #if you don’t find at least one skipped scene per chapter then I didn’t write it. :/ #writers #writers on tumblr #writing humor

[jellie-the-aqua-puma]

soukoku as one of my dearest renaissance paintings

#One of my favorites #skk #bsd skk #bsd #soukoku #bsd chuuya #bsd dazai

[jellie-the-aqua-puma]

Something about Akutugawa on the first ship fight telling Atsushi that worthless people like him don't deserve to live.

And than Akutugawa in the last ship fight tells Atsushi that it's okay for him to live.

By providing him an escape route, smiling at him as he tells him to go.

Because I was wrong, you are not worthless. You shouldn't need permission to live, but if that's what you need let me be the one to say it.

#my heart #bsd atsushi #bungou stray dogs #bsd #shin soukoku #sskk #bsd sskk #bsd akutagawa

[jellie-the-aqua-puma]

Thinking about how Dazai gave Akutagawa the reason to live he promised for by making him and Atsushi the new soukoku because when him and Chuuya became a duo Chuuya became his reason to live.

#my jaw DROPPED #why doesn’t this have more reblogs? #people are evil #soukoku #shin soukoku #I absolutely love this #yes. #skk #sskk #bsd #bungou stray dogs