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Tag your favourite flower, fruit, colour, scent, season and tea!

#this is so hard because I have so many #but I’ll just do the first that come to mind #lavender #watermelon #blue #woodsmoke (like from a beach bonfire) #fall #depends on if we’re adding sweetener or not #if yes then lavender Earl gray with vanilla syrup milk and honey #it is very sweet but very good. target sells whole cartons of this. #if no then barley tea #honorable mentions: sunflowers honeydew tangerine yellow citrus #tag game

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he won

bonus:

#svsss #mdzs #tgcf #bingqiu #wangxian #hualian

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#mdzs #wangxian #wei wuxian #lan wangji

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what if i just rest my eyes for a second

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steam game, bought on sale, never played

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so has anyone thought about a magical girl incarnation. a young incarnation who copes with what she has to do in the apocalypse by framing her actions as defeating evil. the sponsor contract is just her way of getting her powers! there might not be a cute mascot besides her but these blue messages encouraging her are just as good.

#orv #i love this idea #what if her sponsor is like ‘pretty guardian of the moon’ or something like that #that’d be funny

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all too familiar

#mdzs #lan wangji #wei wuxian #wangxian

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I’m sorry I died

#mdzs #wangxian #wei wuxian #lan wangji

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genuinely one of the worst things that’s happened to television in the last few years (exacerbated by streaming services) is death of Filler. going from 20 episodes to 8 because “we didn’t really need that episode where the main characters went to the beach right? it had no long lasting effect” but we DID!!! we needed to see how they act without the Big Bad Plot and to establish the dynamics between the characters and lay in the sun (do they forget sunscreen? how do they react to a thieving seagull? do they get buried in the sand or do they do the burying?). the plot isn’t everything. the action doesn’t hit as hard without the quiet moments. give us character development and our little scenes back

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more people would exercise if this culture didn't make it absolute hell

#i want to do this

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Leonid Pasternak  (Ukrainian, 1862–1945) - The Torments of Creative Work

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good sensations can sometimes be extreme, and i know i personally enjoy a good few of those, so i wanted to know which of these types of pain are the most commonly enjoyed :)

basically my question is. am i such a touch deprived weirdo that i'll enjoy fucked up sensations no one else likes or am i normal

#polls #i dislike all the ones listed actually but for as long as I can remember I’ve liked twisting my bedsheets really tight and then rubbing it #like against the skin of my hand/arm. it was like borderline rope burn but not quite enough to leave a mark. but the rough texture was nice. #actually I think you can get the same effect with actual rope too but don’t twist too hard or else you’ll actually get rope burn #also when someone is giving you a massage and they’re going hard enough over a knot that you know it’ll leave a bruise #that hurts but it’s also kind of nice. maybe it’s just because the knot is gone afterwards though lol.

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joked about this a while back and finally decided to make an edit

#wangxian #mdzs #wei wuxian #lan wangji #wwx #lwj #the untamed #mo dao zu shi #cql #jiang cheng #jiang wanyin #i think this is official art from the game iirc #i tried not to use any fanart so I grabbed it from the wiki #so hopefully it’s all clear #Jiang Cheng’s reaction to them during the Guanyin temple scene in the book is so funny #update: it is not from the game it is from the jp audiodrama

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decay sounds more gentle than rot. when something decays, it is gently taken apart in it's comfortable eternal slumber. when something rots, it's violently taken apart with agony. in this essay i will

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never let me cook while I’m having a breakdown or else I’ll give you a 1k one-shot of nonsense

#hey at least it wasn’t shitty Target anthology poems #it could’ve been worse!! #I feel like every time I go through a bad time I make my ocs go through a bad time too #actually the syntax on this one was a bit fun to play with but I think it only hits while you’re in that post-breakdown fuzz #otherwise it reads as a bit cringe #but it was also a fun character writing exercise!! #uhh for reference you are modern day college au jin taojing talking to qiu chi my beloved #my ocs #this is also a noncanonical extra

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i chose this major. i chose this major. i chose this major. i chose this major.

#me #and every day I think about changing it

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I will never get over how weird it feels to have tragic and emotional chapters of your life where you just also still go to work, and the grocery store, and see funny videos online all while feeling such paralyzing fear and heartache

life just goes on no matter what