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I did a Jessica Rabbit inspired photoshoot and I managed to get the front and back cover of a magazine in Paris. I'm still learning and growing. Im big on body positivity and I do very minimal editing to my client's bodies. So to be recognized for my hard work really means alot to me.
I want to be the kind of dad that help fill his home with happiness. I want holidays for my kid to feel like holidays. To feel magical.
I want my kid to be able to feel like dad is a superhero and would always be there for them. To feel safe and protected.
I Want my kid to know and feel what unconditional love is, they won't ever have to assume how dad feels. I'll make sure I won't close my eyes each day without telling em I love, too. Be yourself in every capacity, find comfort in knowing I support your journey through life.
I don't want my kid to feel like I have unrealistic expectations of them, but I'll do my best to guide them to claim more from life than I ever could.
I want to create a family crest for my close friends and family. I want my kid to know they are apart of royalty.
I just want to be able to create moments and memories that my kid would smile about long after I'm gone.
Speaking it into existence. One's perception is their own reality, and it's the life I see for myself.
SERIOUS MOMENT ABOUT MENTAL HEALTH! Gonna get personal with ya.
Yall. Seriously. Take care of your mental health. It's just as vital as everything else that is a priority to you. Self care days are more than just a relaxing bubble bath, taking yourself out to eat and a Lil shopping. Take some time to decompress and sort things out mentally and emotionally. It's ok to be vulnerable with yourself and really dive deep on your mental and emotional growth. It's ok to take time to nurse your heart and soul. It's ok to peel back trauma you've suppressed and really process and deal with things life throws your way. It's easy to put it in God's hands and try to forget it, but sometimes you really have to take control of your own manifestations. I personally know what it's like to battle with depression, PTSD and anxiety. I know what it's like to feel like youre suffocating in your own thoughts. I haven't been focused on my projects, photography, friendships and family like I should. I have so many shoots I haven't uploaded, just been feeling overwhelmed lately. Not because I'm super busy. I actually love that I'm booked and busy constantly. I love having something to focus on. But when the dust settles and the tasks are completed, that when my mind cranks ups into a cycle of perpetually overthinking. My free time sometimes is no longer my free time and it's just held hostage by the things that cloud my head ya kno?
If needed yall, get a therapist. Get a psychiatrist. Get help. There is no "CURE" for depression. But learning yourself more really helps you manage the random waves that come and go. Accepting it as apart of and growing and flourishing with it really will help keep your head above water.
To all my friend and family battling with their mental health, just know I'm always sending out positive vibes and hoping for your healing and growth in whatever way you aim to obtain in it. I'm always here to help if can. Even if it's very little. I know what it's like to be surrounded in your own darkness. I can at least keep you company in your darkness with a night-light. Just a glimmer of hope to keep things at bay.