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I'm the type of person who sleeps on the side, hugging a pillow

So, I want to get a new dakimakura because my current body pillow is all worn out

Just knowing that there's a sneo dakimakura cover, I gotta have it

But it'll cost like ~ $117 for getting both the pillowcase (1st image) and the pillow itself (2nd image)

Sooooo I'll have it someday. Not today, but someday...

#talkin #rambles #investment #never had an interest on having a dakimakura pillows of any character before until now #sneo is perfect #i need to keep healing my inner child #dw it'll come

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I've been into a mental hospital once because I've told my previous psychiatrist that I had passive suicidal ideations that happened 3 days ago at the time when I was telling that to them. They shouldn't have sent me there in the fireplace. But thankfully, the mental hospital that I've gone to was welcoming, and they have strict policies having a lot of stuff that wasn't allowed for me to bring. Including my phone. Took hours to get me referred to a room (I've arrived at the hospital at 8pm and finally gotten a room around 4:25am, to then wake up at 8am for breakfast). The bathroom door wasn't even a door. It was like a flopy pad with velcro to attach and close the door (similarly the ones that you see on gymnasium for the gymnastics to land on). The area that I was assigned on wasn't that extreme, but there was a patient that were upset over something (no clue what it was), but I've heard banging door noises, and this happened when I was omw to my assigned room.

Overall, it wasn't that bad, and I only got to stay there one night and got discharged on the next day (because obv I wasn't getting ideations before and at the time being at the hospital. Thanks, psychiatrist...) but I got the glimpses of how mental hospitals are.

With that said...

Like first of all, if a psychiatrist sent you there for a mental breakdown with no urgency to go because there were no mentions of suicide ideations or an attempt (assuming by the caption and them recording in the mental hospital which IT'S NOT ALLOWED TO RECORD SOMEONE ELSE ON A HOSPITAL IN GENERAL FOR HIPAA LAWS. Wouldn't be surprised since I've heard that some mental hospitals are abysmal). Then, the psychiatrist did a bad job because these are only for emergency situation when someone's actively at risk of having ideations and are going to attempt it.

Second, if they did lie about having ideations towards their psychiatrist just for "being silly"? Then that's their own fault. Like bitch, now you got to see and get the reality check that you recklesly put yourself onto on how bad mental illness can get. Plus, you might get yourself in danger if the staft is negligent enough to make you pared up with a person that's actually unstable.

Third, this is just me speculating, but I doubt that they're in a ward because they're allowing them to have phones, and there's objects in the backgrounds that make it easier for mentally unstable patients to harm themselves. That's even worse if they're actualy lying being in a mental hospital like holy shit???? But I'll give them the benefit of the doubt. Like I've said on the first point, some wards can be awfully negligent on their policies and safety for their patients.

Mental illnesses can come from different severity, and it's okay that you don't have it as severe as others. You're equally as important like everyone else for having these debilitating and at times uncontrolable illnesses.

But yeah I fucking HATE these people for being so nonchalantly about how crazy it is to be there. Talking like they're in some kind of a circus. Absolutely disgusting.

i’m not posting the actual tiktok because it involves another patient being recorded without their knowledge and clearly not doing okay but y’all we were so close to mental illness being destigmatized. we were so close but now the general public sees mental illness as two separate groups - the quirky relatable depression and anxiety, and the weird cringy scary schizo-spectrum disorders, ocd, personality disorders, and so on. #mentalhealthmatters as long as it’s not one of those weird scary illnesses

#long post #cw sui ideation mention #no but like wtf is wrong with these people #i get that they're probably a teenager but it doesn't absolves them from consequences of their actions #mental illness #mental health #mental hospital #also i hope that ive worded this well. its 4am when i wrote this. so i hope it doesn't comes out as insensitive (?)

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Finally finished the set of pinks/purples of huevember, oh my gooood why did the last one take me so long to figure out. (Because I stay silly.)

10 - Barbie Bootz

11 - In the Realm of Flamingos

12 - Popsicle Purple

13 - Monarchs, Mushrooms, & Mottles

#friendo's art #need me some of those shiny popsicles #look's so yummy #art by op #reblog

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BIG

#oh lawd he big #sneo #spamton neo #deltarune #art by op #reblog

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r/vexillology

The Flag of Japan but it's actually this hand towel with a perfectly-placed water stain

#it's THE post #the og #the piss towel boy #reblog

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UPDATE2: SO We mighhtttt have overrun their servers. 😅 I'm getting a 500 Internal Server Error every time I try to fix it or upload it as a new style - the massive influx of people downloading the userstyle was probably too much. The Tampermonkey backup on Greasyfork works just fine though! Probably easier for a lot of people migrating anyway! UPDATE: My code has broken on Userstyles.world, until this is fixed I have created a Tampermonkey Backup Version of the Userstyle so feel free to use this version if you've broken yours!

https://greasyfork.org/en/scripts/492279-old-tumblr-dasboard-backup

...Anyway, I created a Userstyle for the Chrome/Firefox Stylus Extension that reverts the new dashboard to the old format. This took a lot of tweaking and it's not perfect at all, but if anyone wants it I'll be uploading it soonish now!

You need to have Stylus installed. So if you don't have it:

Install the Stylus Firefox Addon or the Chrome Extension (You can install Chrome Extensions on Edge as well)

Once it's installed into Firefox/Chrome/Edge you can proceed with adding this style or any other.

To add the style, follow the instructions:

Go to this link: https://userstyles.world/style/11286/old-tumblr-dashboard-july-2023

Click on "install".

Style will open a tag with it and in the left side you'll have a button that says "install style", click there. (Step-by-step copied from the lovely dorothyoz39 who wrote this in a reply!) If you don't want the sticky header you can remove the labelled script at the top of the css below /* Sticky Header*/

Be sure to check for updates regularly, I'm fixing things as I go! And because everyone keeps asking here's how to support me on Ko-Fi https://ko-fi.com/pixiel !

To update click the Manage button on Stylus and click the check for update button below then click again to install! If you experience any bugs let me know - feel free to edit it yourself as well! P.S. This userstyle works just fine alongside Xkit!

Check under the cut for the changelog and known issues!

NEW UPDATE: 05/03/24, 21:50pm BST v10.6

v9.6: Moved the Following | For you | Your Tags to below the create a post panel. Fixed the Accounts Menu! + Bugfixes V10.3: Patio compatibility. Added a way to hide the Patio button & "patio feedback?" button, just search for patio in the code and follow the instructions! v11.0: Temporary Chat feature fix after Tumblr broke it, fixed some positioning issues and j/k scrolling!

If anyone wants to help test out a new feature (Post width, dashboard positioning, etc) it would be super helpful! Read more about it here and shoot me a message!

THE CREATOR OF THIS USERSTYLE SUPPORTS THEIR TRANS SISTERS. WE'RE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER!

Thank you dragongirlsnout for all your work on Dashboard Unfucker it was amazing working towards the same goal of fixing this website with you!

----- Known issues:

The search bar moves out of place on bigger monitors when not using the sticky header. You can adjust its position yourself under "/*Moves the search bar*/" by changing the "Left" numbers. I can't think of a way around that just yet without adjusting it yourself!

Search bar doesn't appear on some pages (like viewing a post), this is because Tumblr removed the search bar on those pages completely. Unfixable!

Only two columns in Masonry view. Unfixable, Tumblr creates columns based on monitor size, if I try adding another column (because it doesn't exist) it just perpetually loads on screen. Tempfix: Zoom out in chrome/firefox and it adds more columns

Tumblr has ONCE AGAIN CHANGED THE ACCOUNTS MENU. The menus are now shorter and have less information on them. This is unfortunately permanent. I do not see any way to fix this. Unfixable.

Solved issues: (Update)

Menus need to be manually closed SOLVED! in V.4 and updated in V.5! The menu & icon WILL scroll with you if you have removed the sticky header CSS, however, clicking anywhere on screen will make the Menu disappear still.

Masonry view in searches is now fixed!

Resized Messenger Chat Box!

NEW UPDATE 16/08/23, 23:55 BST v6.5: Figured out how to reorganise the icons in the header. Let me know if you have any problems with it and make sure to update your Userstyle! Some icons are hidden with Display: Block; you can hide more icons with this method!

Solved issues p2

Brought back SOME of the icons for Tumblrs latest update - Unfortunately, this does not bring back user icons for Reblogged posts! Make sure to yell at Tumblr for removing the icons as well as the horrible dashboard update here! v7.5 Fixed icons for all posts and put them back where they came from!

v6.9.6.9 (I promise this is the last funny number): Fuck Off Buggy The Clown Update + All languages support for the old header design!

v7.0: Fixed the search bar for tumblrs new collections feature, so it looks like the original search bar!

v8.0: Fixed masonry view icons, hidden the reblog icon on dashboard icons, fixed icons in blog viewport

V8.1: Fixed issue with icons not working on soft-refresh & with endless scrolling disabled - be sure to complain to staff!

v9.3: Changed a few things with the search feature, I also made the posts less round.

#oh let's fucking go #reblog

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Brotherly banter with snarky!Luigi

#mario #luigi #reblog

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KISS 👏 HIM 👏 ON 👏 THE 👏 TEETH

Careful! He may explode if you're too forward!!! Don't give the poor old guy a heart attack

-Admin Blue

go easy on the guy! he’s not used to it

-Admin Liya

Tumblr knows what the people want....

-Admin Ray

#aw yeah bby #thats what im talking about #EEYEAAAAAA-💥💥💥!!! #💖 #this is what tumblr is made for #cant wait for this game lol #Spamton #reblog

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youve been gnomed.wmv

#get gnomed idiot #gnome #reblog

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Picking da crew.

Moots, if u see this post... do et. (if u want)

Starting a picrew chain because I'm bored as hell

here is the picrew :)

And a not entirely accurate Luigi <3

A silly goofy fact for you all<3: All of my shirt collars give or take a few shirts are chewed up like that lmao

I'm tagging (but if you want to join go ahead<3): @fvcking-stupid-666 @dawntones & @acetheidiotinacloset

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Me when I realized that ADHD is not only just inattentiveness and my frustrated parents didn't know how to discipline a neurodivergent kid with little understanding on this disorder. (Spoilers! My dad also has ADHD) Then lived through my college years in a deep depression. Thinking and being self-deprecating onto why I'm unintentionally being so "irresponsible" and "lazy". Guess whose unintentionally fed this notions toward me :)

reading the symptoms of autism as a now grown adult after being bullied for no explainable reason all your life

#long tags #Yeah i'm not bringing my own kid to this world until the mental health/disorder stigma goes away and the economy gets fixed... haha sure #one parent was overly positively toxic #the other parent is emotionally distant #Having no idea how difficult it is for a zillenial being uneducated have an untreated disorder- #-and expect me to live on my own just like how they did in the 80s and 90s #like prev tag said #life would have taken a different path if my parents were educated and patient enough toward me #plus be emotionally available for most of my late childhood #i would've known better #but oh well #it is what it is #adhd #with a side of Dysphasia #adults with adhd #ramblings #ranting #reblog

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#boop #april fools #reblog

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#idk chat #what do you think? #as a plush irl I wouldn't bc i don't go down like that and also I'll become super embarrassed #with that being said... #spamton #plush #tumblr polls #reblog

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No. 6029 八重の梅

#spring #photo #photography #flowers #plum blossom #blossom #photograph by op #reblog

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April will be a good month :)) just gotta get through this one 💪💪💪

#tw sa mention #tw csa mention #remember #the age of concent is 18 #the legal age to drink alcohol in the USA is 21 #smiling or laughing - being silence and intoxicated it's not concent #dont sext and 🍆 off to pictures of fucking minors #be a normal person and CC ok? ok #<- these past tags are not directed at op btw. these are just simple PSAs #anyways #listen and support victims #keep on going #u got this 👍 #reblog

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#be kind #remember where you came from #so you can see how far you've traveled #<- previous tags #old tech #old computers #windows 95 #that computer is one year older than me #i want to look like this 'puter sm #reblog

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Rainbow mo

#cat #cats #art by op #reblog