s4dbunn1

[s4dbunn1]

…I’m back lol

[s4dbunn1]

I’m not doing this bs anymore. I’m going back to restricting:/

#just ed shit #tw ed relapse #fat #tw ed stuff #ed shit #bulim1c #i hate myself #i hate my body #bpd sucks #actually borderline #bipolar disorder #bpd blog

[s4dbunn1]

What if I got weirder

[s4dbunn1]

I don’t understand how he lets me be in his bed all day and then as soon as he drops me off all of the sudden he doesn’t want a relationship anymore.

#bpd sucks #actually borderline #borderline personality disorder #bipolar disorder #just bpd things #bpd fp #toxic relationship #toxic boyfriend

[s4dbunn1]

I can’t do it anymore

[s4dbunn1]

I hypersexualise myself because I have bpd but I have bpd because I hypersexualised myself. Rinse and repeat.

[s4dbunn1]

I’ve been way closer to death than a stable relationship 💀

#bpd sucks #actually borderline #bpd blog #bipolar disorder #borderline personality disorder #just bpd things #bpd fp #bpd thoughts #bpd mood #bpd stuff

[s4dbunn1]

He left me on seen for hours… yup I’m going through with it

#bpd mood #bpd fp #tw sh #tw drugs #bipolar disorder #just bpd things #depressive episode #tw self destruction #tw sh related #actually borderline

[s4dbunn1]

Trying so hard not to relapse but it’s hard when I have no one :)

#tw sh related #s3lf h4rm #tw drugs #just bpd things #tw self destruction #tw cvtting #i wanna kms #lollll #bpd blog #actually borderline

[s4dbunn1]

how could he do this to me he never loved me lmao fts

[s4dbunn1]

So high I can hear my fucking wall breathing😭

#ouid #420life #w33dhead #weed420feed #maryjane #smoking that zaza #bong hits #pass the blunt #roll a joint #i’m so fucking confused #help lmao

[s4dbunn1]

Currently realizing how different my life would’ve been if I wasn’t shy😀

[s4dbunn1]

He really thought leaving me for some community pu$$y would make me jealous💀LMAOOO

#toxic relationship #ex bf problems #bpd blog #idgaf tho #help lmao #tw manic #manic bipolar #manic episode #bpd mood #bpd splitting #actually borderline

[s4dbunn1]

Me chasin hoes?

Nah.. Read that backwards 😏

[s4dbunn1]

I’m falling back into the place I tried so hard to get out of..

[s4dbunn1]

I fucking hate my life

[s4dbunn1]

I’m backkkkk (kinda)