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sufan156 · 3 months

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Start of a Steven Universe fanfic I wrote a while ago. I just re-read it and I’m surprised at well I wrote this? Should I continue it? I already have a little bit of the second chapter written.

“I’m a fraud…”

He let out a big sigh and repeated it again, “I’m a fraud.”

Garnet looked at him, worry etching her features. All of a sudden, Steven brought his hands to his head and started shaking. A vision of the future rushed over her and shook Garnet to her core. She rushed forward, “GREG! CONNIE!”

She barely made it to them before Steven finally shouted, “I’M A MONSTER!!”

The shockwave he released was his most powerful yet. The windows shattered and the house nearly collapsed on itself. Greg and Connie cowered behind Garnet as she poofed into a cloud of dust. The other gems did the same, barely having the time to register what was going on.

Steven dug his fingers into his hair hunched over on his knees. His head was pounding, he heard a slight ringing in his ears. But he still managed to hear a small voice not too far away. “Steven… what have you done?”

It sounded like his father’s voice, but the warmth that usually came with it had faded into something that sounded like extreme fear.

Steven opened his eyes. He gasped when he saw what he’d done. The floor was cracked beneath him. The gems had disappeared. Well, not exactly. He saw their gemstones on the floor. He poofed them. All that was left in the broken house was him and two humans cowering in fear. He locked eyes with Connie. All he could see in her eyes was horror and shock.

He felt himself shrink, reverting back to his normal self. He had to run, he had to get away before he hurt anyone else. His feet started moving before Connie could open her mouth. The door burst open and he leaped off the porch landing gently on the sand.

Thoughts started to whirl in his mind.

I hurt everyone

There’s no fixing this

There’s no fixing me

I’m a monster, I’m a monster, I’M A MONSTER

All of a sudden he felt a searing pain in his gem. His sight started to blur as he fell to his knees to clutch at his stomach. He felt things emerging from several places on his body. His spine, his forehead, and his elbows. It hurt. Everything hurt.

He let out an anguished scream clutching his head and digging his nails into it. Blood started dripping down his forehead and he quickly removed his hands to look at them. Sharp claws had replaced his nails. His hands were turning pink, but it wasn’t his familiar pink glow. It looked like… corruption.

He checked his gem and sure enough, different shades of pink had started appearing on and around it in splotches. He panicked and started hyperventilating. This couldn’t be happening. He felt another sharp pain in his gut and he doubled over laying on the sand in a fetal position. His eyes stung and tears started to well up.

He heard Connie scream his name but he couldn’t bring himself to open his eyes. Instead, he put up a protective barrier around himself. Not for him, but for them. He was dangerous right now. Unstable. Corrupted. He heard something pounding on the side of his barrier but decided to ignore it. The pain slowly subsided and he was left to his thoughts. He sat up and looked down at his hands again. He felt broken. Why was this happening to him? What had he done to deserve this? He knew the answer to that question. He crashed his dads van. Shattered Jasper. Tried to shatter White Diamond. Poofed his family. What hadn’t he done to deserve this?

Suddenly, he felt a wave of anger wash over him. Anger at who, he didn’t know. He just felt angry. He looked at his father through the pink barrier. The man who had denied him a more human childhood. He then looked at Connie. The girl who denied him happiness. The anger kept building. He knew who he was angry at. He was angry at everyone.

“Steven… please talk to us…” Connie whimpered from the other side of the barrier. He let his pink wall dissipate and stared at the ground, claws digging in the sand. Connie was the first to approach him.

She approached slowly, careful not to make him want to run away again. She gasped in surprise when she caught a glimpse of the shiny pink horns coming out of her friend’s head. “Steven…? Are- Are you ok?” She looked at the sand beneath him and saw blood. Eyes widening she started running towards him.

He looked up and she stopped immediately. His face was different. First off, he had 2 pink horns protruding from his forehead. His right eye was a dark shade of purple with a pink pupil. There was a couple streaks of blood flowing down his face. Besides his new physical features, the expression on his face was one that Connie had never seen before. It was one of fury and pain. She was speechless, and nothing was said until Steven started to stand up.

“What are you looking at?” He spat out.

“I- ar- are you corrupting?” Connie whispered. She raised a hand to his face but he smacked it away.

“Don’t touch me. And stop acting like you care” he turned away from her.

“Yoo-hoo! Steven!”

“Is this a bad time?”

Before Connie could say anything the Diamond ship landed on the beach. Spinel jumped out from the bottom.

“You forgot your foot thong thingy!” Spinel paused, sensing the palpable tension between Steven and Connie. She looked towards Greg who offered her a look that was for the most part unreadable.

Steven looked to his right where spinel was standing. She gasped when she saw his new features.

“What’s goin’ on here?” Spinel asked as the diamonds emerged from the ship.

Steven looked at the diamonds. He felt nothing but anger towards them. When he stopped at White Diamond, he saw nothing but red. He felt his gem grow hot and then the pain came back. He doubled over and couldn’t stifle a small yell. He felt himself growing. More parts of him started turning pink.

Spinel, Greg, and Connie started running towards Steven, but they were too late. Soon he grew to be bigger than the beach house. Bigger than the diamonds. He let out a deafening roar and turned to the diamonds.

Before anyone could do anything (not that they knew what to do), Steven started running towards the diamonds.

“Steven! What’s happening to you?! What are you doing?” Blue shouted.

Steven reached White and reared his right arm back.

“Now Steven, I know we can talk this out…” White put her hands up in a calming gesture. She looked somewhat afraid but stood her ground. That was a mistake.

The monster in front of her plunged his arm into her head. Grabbing and pulling her gem out of her body. She had no time to even feel surprised before her form dissipated.

He started squeezing her gem. But before he could shatter her the other diamonds tried to pull White’s gem out of his grip. Before they could make much progress, Steven let out another roar but this one sent a shockwave with it. The diamonds were pushed back and Steven continued squeezing White’s gem.

“Yellow! Do something!” Blue shouted. Yellow zapped him with her new powers, his head shrank a little but it grew again just as fast. Not knowing what else to do, she decided she had one option left. Yellow didn’t want to do this, but Steven left her no choice. She focused and raised her arm in Stevens direction as she zapped him with her electricity.

Steven dropped White’s gem immediately and started roaring in pain. He dropped on all fours and looked up at Yellow. She was wearing the same look on her face as the time when she did the same to Blue. Steven started crawling towards Yellow. His anger was stronger than the pain he was feeling. But even though he couldn’t poof, he was starting to feel exhausted and he soon couldn’t take it anymore.

Steven went limp and crashed to the ground, slowly reverting back to his normal self. He slipping in and out of consciousness. Everyone immediately crowded around him. Greg took off his shirt and put it on Steven. Was he naked? Voices echoed around him.

“Steven! Are you ok? Can you hear me?”

“Schtuball!”

“I’m so sorry Steven!”

“What should we do?”

He finally couldn’t keep his eyes open any longer.

#steven universe #su steven #su fanfic #corrupted steven #steven universe au

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sufan156 · 8 months

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Animation meme for @ask-whitepearl-and-steven! This was fun to make!

#steven universe #su steven #fanart #digital art #steven universe au #wd!steven #Youtube

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sufan156 · 9 months

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Starting commissions! DM me if interested!

#commisions open #art commission info #digital commisions #commision info #commissions #drawing commisions #commisionwork #taking commisions

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sufan156 · 1 year

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Animation Meme for @perfectstevenau!

#steven universe #su steven #fanart #digital art #steven universe au #animation #steven universe future #youtube #animation meme #digital illustration

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sufan156 · 1 year

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Here’s an animation meme for @topazillustrates !

#steven universe #su steven #fanart #digital art #steven universe au #animation #youtube #animation meme #corrupted steven

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sufan156 · 2 years

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https://youtu.be/EYG7dRVRvls

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TW Self harm

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sufan156 · 2 years

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https://youtu.be/wknbrDq-YHU

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Lazy Vent

#vent #animation #Youtube

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sufan156 · 2 years

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My first original animation meme!

https://youtu.be/iv8xc8eRxtc

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#steven universe #su steven #digital art #steven universe future #animation #animation meme #youtube #corrupted steven

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sufan156 · 2 years

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I made this to practice this type of animation. It was fun and I liked how it turned out.

#digital art #animation meme #animation #flipaclip #everybody likes you #Youtube

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sufan156 · 2 years

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Art Summary for 2021

#steven universe #su steven #steven universe au #digital art #art summary

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sufan156 · 3 years

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Cursed

He’s got friends on the other side…

Crossover between @morse-code-su-au and @walktheline-au

#walktheline au #morse code #steven universe #I didn’t put a lot of effort into this

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sufan156 · 3 years

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Here is @i-am-my-diamond-suf ‘s boy!

This pose is a reference to She-Ra. The referenced image is below

#I love your au!#Im looking forward to reading the au #steven universe #fanart #su steven #steven universe au #digital art #pink steven #digital illustration #i am my diamond au #she ra #this was an idea I had a while ago #finally got the motivation to do it!

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sufan156 · 3 years

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I recently finished watching a playthrough of the game Fran Bow, and this quote from the end stuck with me. I had to draw it.

It makes me think about what it means. What I take from it, is that in this quote, happiness wasn’t given as an option. Which means that the person was meant to choose only between guilt and fear. Instead they chose happiness, even though they weren’t supposed to. It’s easy to give in to guilt and fear, but it’s harder to be happy. Bad memories come before the good ones and when you’re sad, it’s so hard to think of positive things.

The important thing is to find what makes you happy. And that may be hard when you’re in a dark place, but put things around to remind yourself of those things that make you happy. Find what drives you. What makes you want to be better? For me, it’s my little brother. He looks up to me, and he is my reason for living. If I died, he would become like me and I don’t wish that upon anyone. The things that make me happy are my pets, hanging out with friends, volunteering at the animal shelter, playing my ukelele/singing, watching movies with my family, etc.

You can also take steps to prevent sadness which therefore promotes happiness. There was a point in my life where every time I looked at my scars, I felt guilty and sad. I would sometimes have flashbacks as well. So I decided that I would get a tattoo to cover them. And even though some are still visible, I’m completely distracted by the beautiful snake I got on my forearm. It makes me smile every time I see it. Anyway, that’s just an example.

That’s all I have to say! I hope this helps some people. Remember that happiness is a choice, even though it may not seem to be sometimes.

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sufan156 · 3 years

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I’m hopping on the Jirachi fanart train!

I hope you’re doing well. All this drama must be very stressful and I hope it simmers down some more. I love your au and you’re art is absolutely amazing! I will be doing another fanart for Cotton when I get the chance. I hope everyone’s day is going well!

@jirachibaby @su-inverted-au

Based on this gif