#:( augh!

[otrtbs]

sorry no babe i cant go out tonight,,,, i’m too busy drawing up floor plans for my wizard fanfiction that i’m writing ,,, yeah no,,, it’s gonna be all night

#someone tell me i’m so swag and cool and chill #augh!

[raytorotits]

RAY TORO BAMBOOZLE SHIRT FOREVER

#AUGH! #tag.txt #tag's toro tag #shoutout to nic raytorosaurus' tagging system for most of the danger days images

[delphi333]

shh guys they're just sleeping

//jjk ch 236 spoilers under cut//

BOOM DOOMED YAOI

#DOOMED YAOI #so very doomed #fuck you gege akutami #fuck you #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #satosugu #fuck me for making this actually goddammit #jjk ch 236 #jjk spoilers #my art #artists on tumblr #geto suguru #gojo satoru #nudity #they are naked simply bc i didn't feel like drawing clothes #AUGH!

[blu-raes]

Julian caring for a partner with anxiety

(Because I currently have really bad anxiety and I need this)

(relevant screenshot lmao)

Julian gently coaxing you out of bed when you wake up paralyzed with fear. While you’re taking deep breaths in an attempt to slow your racing heart upon waking up, he places a hand on your shoulder, whispering encouraging words to you before he gets ready. He knows it’s not easy, but he has every faith in you that you’ll be able to find the courage to get out of bed. (plus, it’s better than lying around)

The first time you had a panic attack around him, it nearly gave him a heart attack until you eventually explained that it’s just one of the pesky ways your anxiety manifested. Knowing you weren’t going to drop dead from cardiac arrest was a relief, and you both soon found ways where he could aid you when things began to become overwhelming. These days, he’s better able to notice the signs of one coming on. He’s in full doctor mode, helping you control your breathing, speaking to you gently, getting you to turn your focus to something else. 

More under the cut

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Somewhere along the way he noticed that letting you hold his hand helped ground you quickly as well, and he’s more than happy to offer them. When you do reach out to hold him, his grip is always warm, steadying, a little soothing even. It helps you from floating too far off the ground, so to speak.

He's more than happy to accompany you when running errands. He once offered to help run them for you, but you tell him you're actually worse off left alone with your thoughts and enjoy his company. He does have to remember to slow down when walking, though.

When you’re not as anxious and a little more functional, he keeps your mind off your worries by doing what he does best- being a chatterbox. Tall tales to keep you engaged? He’s got it. Gossip from the Rowdy Raven? Ohhh, wait till you hear what new cocktails Barth’s coming up with now! You two spend hours idly chatting back and forth, and what do you know? Hardly an anxious thought, or at least, you’re better able to keep them at bay with him around.

Anxiety is known to cause tummy troubles, and this is something our dear doctor has a little more expertise in, seeing as it’s on the physical side of things. The experience he’s gained from dealing with patients with similar issues has led him to be able to help you manage your symptoms.

Nausea? He has a little vial of peppermint oil on standby, something he learned from his own apprenticeship. Those odours from festering wounds are no joke, it’s saved his own senses from time to time while operating.

Appetite loss? He often forgets to eat himself, but he always reminds you to at least have a snack if you can. A cookie, some toast, literally anything as long as you can stomach it. At times like these he also pesters Portia and/or Mazelinka for advice. Suffice it to say they’re both happy to help too. He’s not a great cook, but if he has time in the mornings he might prepare some oatmeal. Something digestible and easy to eat. It helps that the noises from the kitchen and his humming also help settle you down in the morning.

He’s sure to keep anything caffeinated away from you. You do chide him a little for treating you like a child, and he immediately apologises for doing so, but in all fairness, maybe having the high strength coffee out of reach for a while is a good idea. No one needs a caffeine-induced spiral. Just to get back at him, you also end up hiding the coffee bean stash from his prying eye(s). 

Come night time however, and that’s when you’re simultaneously the least and most worried. Physically, you’re as calm as calm can be. Mentally, however? You dread going to bed. Because that either means nightmares, disturbed sleep, waking up in the morning all anxious again, or likely a mix of all three.

You confide in him about your worries, and while there isn’t anything he can do to prevent them, he does promise you his support. After all, you were there for him when he had troubled nights himself, weren’t you?

He’s not a very heavy sleeper himself, and he feels you tossing and turning around in bed almost immediately. Be it a nightmare, or simply your mind forcing you awake, it’s an arduous task for you to try and return to sleep. The moment you turn your back to face him in bed, he’s looking at you with concern and empathy and holds you close (with your permission, of course).

The warmth and pressure of his embrace is nearly enough for your racing heart to return to normal. You utter a muffled apology, but he soon shuts it down. It’s not your fault, and it’s not a burden on him either. He simply just wants to see you alright again. Plus, now he gets to fret over you a little, and it delights him ever so slightly that he gets to feel a little useful while taking care of you. After more whispered affirmations and him gently playing with your hair, you soon drift off to sleep again.

Bonus for the artists out there:

One of the other things that you’ve been doing to keep your anxious thoughts at bay was with art. It helps keep your mind focused on something in the moment. Recently, Julian has become your muse of choice. Seeing your beloved come to life on the page/canvas has the added effect of relaxing you further, in fact. Julian is obviously incredibly flattered upon finding out. Tears of joy well up in his eyes, he never thought that he would one day be anyone’s source of comfort, let alone yours. He hopes to continue being that guiding light in the dark for you, as you have been for him.

#the arcana #the arcana game #julian devorak #the arcana headcanons #the arcana fluff #julian x reader #jesus i did not expect this to be so long #1k words everyone! #just for this! #augh!

[crazylittlejester]

I stay true to my word even if it is 3-4 business days late

OH MY GOD OH MY GOD. I JUST SAW THIS I DIDNT GET A NOTIF LIKE USUAL FOR SOME REASON

I LOVE HIM DEARLY, I WILL CHERISH HIM FOREVER. THANK YOU.

#HES SO #AUGH! #LITTLE GUY!!!!! #linked universe #linkeduniverse #lu warriors #lu wars #warriors linked universe #linked universe warriors #jes talks #jes ask

[vinnyandthephenomena]

college is kicking my ass

#SOMEONE HELO ME #i have 5 weeks left #Dear god #i’m so stressed over this stupid shit #summer break save me .. #i in fact did not take summer classes this year #THANKFULLY I JUST #couldn’t do it again lol #college #core core of me #AUGH! #just gotta get through it grind never stops! #please can it stop ……… #emo yappin #marble hornets #LOL #jay merrick #i get it man

[a-flickering-soul]

save me moanin for you spg cover. moanin for you spg cover save me.

#every tiem i listen to this song i forget how good it is #i can't go on like this.....just moanin for you.... #AUGH! #spg #flickerthoughts #i love that they covered more unknown older songs like it's one of my fave things that they do

[babygirltangerine]

imagine how banger a bullet train video game could be

#87north let me speak to you #8 bit... #AUGH! #bullet train

[disastersteps]

note: so this was in my drafts and i decided to reword it a bit- i do not remember if this was posted in full or not, but i want to write about this.

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thinking about anita rediscovering the new details of julia's body is [clench fists]- and by that i meant, yeah sure, they were in love with how pretty she is- was- but that was seven years ago. neets remembered her being a much more athlete, lean muscles and all. just a all-round beautiful woman they ever called her, their best friend.

former best friend.

and seven years later, anita get to really see her in full. gone the braids with a short hair and a sidecut that hides behind it. but her body? its. new. different. it wasnt the one they remembered. it wasnt the one they actively tried to forget and now they get to see the new look.

she's even big. bigger than they remembered. anita, after rekindling their barely friendship once more, did they find themself look at her. she's more different. yes, there was the soft look but there was also the confident little shit smirk she throws at them. but most of all. there was this aura that feel more. wide. wilder. and less lean.

it made them feel smaller against her side, it made them want her so bad. but they wouldn't say it. they don't admit they love her. why?

simply, they had fall in love with her all over again. and they would not admit to the very words in their mind. in their heart. they wouldn't.

they used to have a crush on her almost eight years ago, and seven years ago, they could've told her they love her but then they died. and here they are, trying to bury the very love they had for her only to be resurface, a hand that comes out of the grave they buried in the first place and push through their chest, grabbing their very heart.

that they had fall in love with her again. not old julia, the new julia.

and they hate it.

(it hurts. she's bigger than them. she's more older and. cautious, and smart and a fucking asshole.)

and they still fall in love with julia ortega again.

#fhr #chargestep #julita | when will we ever be each others #...okay this almost turned into a writing of sorts #so im just gonna #mywritings #i guess??? #neets is very observant and they just want to reclaim their body. let them have it. so its why they look at julia. #sees the difference and changes and everything between these two. #AUGH!

[sirompp]

see but i would rather just like. sit still and stare at this glowing rectangle in my hand

#me tag🍭 #AUGH!

[goozeghost]

Commission from twitter !

#jaime reyes #blue beetle #but not the ted one :) #teehee #this took me so long to do and i feel so bad but also i got sick twice in the time it took me to finish it ;-; #i was fighting for my life out there bro... and all i could think abt was the commission i had to finish AJHGHJFSD #not to mention i also started a JAWB recently- #AUGH!

[otrtbs]

if one more man tries to show me “real music” and sends me the fucking wish you were here pink floyd album,, i am going to counter with the midnight memories album by one direction and call it a day.

#that or king gizzard. #LIKE ENOUGH ALREADY. #listen 2 little white lies and get back to me bitch. #better than words. happily. #louis tomlinsons solo at the end of something great actually !!! #AUGH! #nat rambles

[transphilza]

there is something soo perfectly raw about ycgma and miwb though i would admittedly love to hear the exact same songs rerecorded in studio someday not to make them “better” just to hear side by side how his playing and his vocals have cleaned up since then cause we know they have

#you ever think about how raising up the key of iafiap was the best decision they ever made Me too. his voice sounds so damn good with it #sorry its a listening to For Memories kinda night #can you imagine white wine in a wetherspoons with how his vocal range is now. Auth #Augh!

[gunthermunch]

anyone else hates going into pinterest because of how good everyone elses art is or im just mental

#goddamit and the dichotomy of your technique not being good enough ! #(and keep drawing) #guys no matter how good you are this is something that will always haunt you from time to time in every form of art #dl #anyways hi simblr i really want yo shot some new munch but im stuck drawing out of frustration #augh!

[boudicca]

i was making kraft dinner and i put the macaroni in the water and then completely forgot about it and watched an entire episode of derry girls before i remembered. the boiling paste

#AUGH! #p

[rwby-is-the-best]

she's been sitting there in shock for so long that almost the entire arena evacuated already. that's Gotta be at least 30 minutes. and i bet nobody talked about this with her given everything else that goes down that night. augh!

#augh! #rwby #rwby v3 #rwby v3 rewatch #ruby rose #greenlight volume 10 #greenlight rwby volume 10