Sitting in my car trying to will myself to go to work.
Didn’t sleep well last night.
Still feel a sense of betrayal from last night’s episode. But I also feel ridiculous for allowing a show to affect me this way.
How am I supposed to act like everything is okay today?
I may not be able to write for Chenford for a while, maybe ever. I brought my laptop to write on my lunch break like usual, but I’m not sure I’ll have the heart for it.
Sending love to anyone else in the same shoes.
I keep singing the Daniel Tiger song in my head. ‘It’s okay to be sad sometimes. Little by little you’ll feel better again.’
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Bedannibal Headcannons prt. 10
Oh no, there was only one bed....
1. Bedelia had booked every part of this trip and wouldn't let Hannibal lay a single finger on the plans after last time. (See prt 7 for details).
2. Everything was going smoothly, from TSA screening to the cab ride after arriving at their destination.
3. That was until they got to the hotel. Bedelia could have sworn she booked two separate hotel rooms with a connecting door. However the booking on the hotels end shows only one suite with only one bed.
4. She knows Hannibal somehow changed the reservation, though she'd never get the truth out of him.
5. Their room is rather spacious, with one king-sized bed, and a couch. She has half a mind to make him sleep on the couch during their stay.
6. But then he offers to sleep on the couch, and Bedelia can't just let him sleep on the couch willingly, her pride won't allow it.
7. They bicker about who's sleeping where for almost an hour until, eventually, Hannibal recommends just going out and enjoying their night. Then they can come back and continue their argument.
8. Somehow they come to the conclusion that they should share a bed. Hannibal probably pushed the suggestion, but Bedelia more than likely ended up insisting on it.
9. Bedelia is a side sleeper and tends to curl up on herself. Hannibal, however, sleeps stretched out and takes up more than his fair half of the bed.
10. Bedelia placed an extra pillow between them so Hannibal would keep his distance.
11. Hannibal however, waits until Bedelia is asleep before moving the pillow out of the way and pulls her to him, curling protectively around her.
12. Bedelia is a sleep talker. Not loudly, or coherently, usually she only mumbles different meaningless words. Hannibal finds it incredibly amusing, and stays up a little to late just listening to her.
13. When Bedelia wakes up the next morning, she wants to be mad at him, though she finds herself to warm, and to comfortable to complain or move right away.
14. Hannibal wakes up not long after her. But he's intent on making the moment last so he pretends to sleep in.
15. Neither of them discuss it afterwards, but there's little to no opposition when it comes to sharing the bed the next night.
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Giramie Week Day 3: Spiderwebs / Bugbites
kinda hit me that aside from the arm Jeramie might have inherited fangs from his mum cuz I'm p sure spiders also have fangs? (<- coming from a person who has arachnophobia and the only reference is my memory of more cartoon-like spiders )
version without the words :
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like genuinely my intention with the palaeography bingo was to reach other people who find those things annoying so we could go OH MY GOD YEAH THERE'S A BOOK WHERE-- and then i would know not to read those books lmao
it didn't occur to me people would try to use it as reference or writing advice or a resource. that was an oversight on my part probably but the point is: the intended audience of the bingo was people who already knew those things about book history so we could bitch together. not to teach people about parchment. if i wanted to teach people i would have a) shared resources and b) reblogged close-up pictures of manuscripts that help you see their features
OH WAIT I ALSO DID THAT IT'S ALMOST LIKE ONE POST ISN'T THE SUM TOTAL OF WHAT I SHARE ON A TOPIC
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Uh just logged on and found out that I now have Tumblr Live.
Like one of the best features of this site is I have no idea who people are.
I'll toddle off and find out how to switch if off now
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My therapist just told me my problem is that I need to write more fanfiction.
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Hey all, you know how internet searches suck now? When the results are awful, full-of-AI, death-of-the-internet levels of bad?
Start appending date constraints to your searches - "before:2023".
My results have gone from 90% AI bullshit to ~60% usable - which frankly at this point is a huge improvement.
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