#And only three years late!

[mattodore]

OC Evolution tag: 2024 <- 2018

choose an oc and show the progress of the earliest to latest version of them

tagged by @elderwisp! it took me hours to find the oldest trays i could of theirs but uh... yeah. everyone else i've seen do this had such nice sims in the past but i think my old sims have to be some kind of sin against god.

i’ll tag @stinkrascal, @wldestluv-rs, @spurgees, @veone, and @warmsol <3

#thank you for tagging me 👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨 #river dipping #theodore doe #matthias evanoff #echthroi #ts4 #icb i'm letting these versions of their sims breach containment... dennis reynolds voice this doesn't represent them!! #and these aren't even their oldest versions like these are just the trays i found in onedrive #ik i made theo's original sim in late 2017 but i couldn't find that version :( also can't find older screenshots of his sim before 2019 #so the original super alpha version of his sim is gone forever i think.............. and let's celebrate that actually #some of the cc i used to have just wasn't there like theo's skin had to be replaced entirely... i think i used to use like msblue or summat #but i tried not to make any big changes just filled in what i knew used to be there #tbh i think my sim style only started looking really nice july of last year like kjnghkfjnkghjndfkg DON'T go back in the archives!! #really i gotta go through my old posts and private and delete a bunch of stuff. especially the edits i plan to redo eventually. #meant to post this when i woke up but got distracted making a sideblog and going through old posts #and then i took A Nap #(three hours long) #i need to reply to my messages now 🧎 feel a little off today tho so. might be slow at it

[smalltimidbean]

I finally finished Bugsnax

#I know Grumpus Bean has a unique tag but I don't remember what it is and I think I was gonna change their last name #so new tag time #OC: Bean (grumpus) #that'll do for now #but yes I am like three years late #mainly bc my old pc lagged to all hell and then I never redownloaded it on my new one until like yesterday #well I actually had to repurchase it for steam bc I was not gonna get that epic games launcher just for bugsnax but no big #although for some reason the game still lags but only when I am in snaxburg so the last quest was extra stressful! fighting a hoard at 2fps #I did know what was gonna happen bc I'd watched the ending #but still! it's a different experience to actually play than just watching someone who is also talking over most of it #and they didn't do most of the sidequests nor any of the DLC (tho I watched it before the DLC so they could not have ljksdgfkj) #so that was all new to me!!! #there's so many fuckin quests but I did them all!!! #except like two of them and catching that fast little coffee bastard #I will probably return to do that but for now I have to draw or I will explode #we will return to PT things but don't mind if I have snax on the brain for a bit #I have some funny moments I want to draw

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

do you ever just sit there thinking about your favorite ocs while violently shaking. god. clenches fist. They're So.

#every time a song from their Joint Playlist comes on i go fucking feral #the betrayal the refusal to Let Go the haunting the persisting love the renunciation the resentment the abandonment the resignation #the overwhelming desire to do good vs the fear of admitting you were wrong vs the two people you love most tearing each other apart #AGHHHHH FUCK FUCK FUCK IM SUDDENLY DEEP IN THE ORIGINAL SAUCE #five seconds i was Normal. scribbling welcome home #then One Of The Songs Came On and now im losing my fucking marbles #perceived betrayals leading to real betrayals.... #going too far and now its too late you're Committed you cant go back #he came to you thinking he could make you understand and you could work together to make things Better #and instead you ripped his heart out and left it bleeding on the floor for everyone to see #THEY MAKE ME MORE INSANE THAN LITERALLY ANYTHING #absolutely unprompted #the oc Unwellness comes and goes in waves but its the only true constant obsession with my life #god those three... my dearest darling Trio.... how old are they turning this year? #is it year eight of having them? year nine? #one of the two is for sure how long ive had My Specialest Boy Light Of My Life The Reason I Am Still Alive #the other two came after... maybe only mere months after but he was the first and he is just. i love him so fucking much #he is so so personal to me. he has a permanent place carved out in my chest #he sleeps on my ribs <3 #the other day i was reminiscing about his development over the years. his changes his different Versions #and fuck... he's really changed with me huh?? #his past selves are echoes of my own self over the years #like he is Very different from me but at the same time. i created him with little pieces of myself sewn in #we hold the same views the same beliefs. im not him and hes not me but we're Kindred yk yk #i think i need to go listen to his playlist.... how long is it now... let me check... 15 hours 13 mins... 228 songs... #my gay 5'2 powerhouse of a guy. him <3 #maybe 'them' too he's played fast and loose with gender over the years. holy shit wait #his development echoes mine... i characterized him as 'fucks with gender norms' long before i realized my own gender fuckery #god damn. i love him even more now. i didnt think that was possible. im going to cry. hes so important to me #he has been with me through my worst years... and will be with me through all the hard times to come <3

[simplepotatofarmer]

Hi! I've been meaning to ask this for a while but I always forget lol:

How do you feel about cTech potentially being aroace and also being in cdnb? If i remember correctly you're asexual so I wanted to ask what it's like to appreciate an aroace character in a pairing like cdnb?

I'm aroace and I have some mixed feelings on the subject so I wanted to see what a fellow ace person thinks about it :)

i'm on the aroace spectrum so i have a lot of thoughts on the whole thing, honestly.

i guess the first is 'well you can pretty much do whatever you want with fictional characters especially when there's no actual canon sexuality stated, just implied'.

and when it comes to c!dnb, i really do like the idea that c!techno is on the aroace spectrum and never really experiencing romantic attraction and having a 'so this is what it's like' moment but it's about c!dream of all dang people. it's unexpected. techno is enamored and bemused. everyone around him is just '....really. him?'

because that kinda mirrors my personal experiences as someone who is on the aroace spectrum but also in a relationship. kinda like 'first time for everything' and i couldn't see it happening again but it happened this time.

i also like the idea when it comes c!dnb there's a lot of... both of them have issues but this relationship is built a lot on a mutual respect so it's not something techno ever feels pressure in. both of them can finally chill without expectations or trying to play a role that's been shoved on them.

like, i'm still going to favor platonic rivals duo over romantic c!dnb but i find the latter enjoyable probably because i am somewhere in the aroace spectrum and it happens to hit my sweet spot of 'huh. i actually ship something, this has only happened once before.'

#loyal answers things #i talk a little more about c!dnb lately if only because i feel like i'd just be repeating myself on the /p rivals duo stuff #when you've been talking about the same two guys for three years you do start to run out of material sdklfjdklsfj #c!dnb

[crimsonrebel]

Byleth is a cutie ngl (❁´◡`❁)

#byleth #m!byleth #byleth eisner #fe3h #fire emblem three houses #fe3h byleth #fe3h fanart #crimsy arts #fanart #I really like him #he's very cute #I'm a sucker for his whole design tbh #love his outfit to bit #and wish my hair was straight enough to pull off that haircut of his #on other news #I really wanna try drawing him with jeralt #that moment when I'm 50 years late to a game and its popularity OTL #it's okay #also this is the first time I actually pull off drawing a whole drawing on one layer only #I feel very achieved with this thing

[runefactorynonsense]

Cozytober - Day 30 - Campfire

#Cozytober #Margot's RF Art #Rune Factory #RF1 #RF #I knew I wanted to do a beach fire when I saw the prompt and THEN my sister sent me gorgeous photos from her beach trip earlier this month #THANK YOU sister for the perfect reference #Background centric day because I wanted to just relax but also because... my poor doggo was all wound up #I have no children. I have a health condition that would make it dangerous to have children. So I have a big dog #who I joke is my actual 9 year old. And today he was... omg. Trouble. Dealing with him every 5 minutes #I got started SO late today. I still love that dog... but thank goodness it was a background day haha #also proud of myself as hair shape and shoes were the only bits I had to reference #Rune Factory Raguna #RF Raguna #Rune Factory Felicity #RF Felicity #raguna x felicity #ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. #ALMOST THREE WHOLE YEARS

[mildmayfoxe]

i loved that focaccia with guanciale and egg that i had the other week so much that when i saw little round focaccias at the store yesterday i knew i needed to try to make another one myself (with bacon). it came out great but i had to bake it in the toaster for like an hour so finally i put my oven thermometer in there & turns out it’s only hitting like 250 while set to 450 so guess i gotta go toaster oven shopping

#really too bad!! i think my toaster is really cute (black) and a good size #but as soon as i started thinking about it i realized my toast hasn’t been very brown lately either. so i guess it’s just lived its life #it’s approx three years old but that’s not too crazy. but it was only $50 so maybe i oughtta shop around for something a little stronger #photo record #food tag #the other dilemma is it’s on a circuit with like three other outlets & boiling a kettle & running the toaster will blow the fuse #so a) wonder if the fuse going every so often fried the oven b) will a stronger oven wreck the circuit #much to think about. there’s not really another good place to put a toaster though

[tomfrogisblue]

I have finally finished O Segredo Na Floresta.

I have cried more than I thought possible.

And I fear I shall never be the same.

#i have discovered that however bad quarentena was - cellbit has tons more angst material ready to unleash when least expected #it was so so so good but my god - i have never felt more empty #you ever see a piece of media and think yeh this is gonna change the way i view certain things forever - yep. #but now i enter the ordem episodes that arent captioned and only have the youtube autotranslate - the final boss for my portuguese knowledge #cellbit #ordem paranormal #this post is sort of my proof to myself when i actually finished the bastard - this season was three billion years long i swear #and still so long to go #cellbit will continue to stab my emotions for many more hours to come!!! #it is very late at night and i am very sad. TIME TO START THE NEXT ONE :D #o segredo na floresta #enigma do medo #bro i need to yell at someone about the last like hour of the damn thing because i have many things to say. or maybe just cry some more #at least my portuguese is much better now lmao. I'll get to a point where i can just listen to an episode with no subtitles if it kills me!! #hopefully cellbit will be back on the qsmp soon to rip my heart out with a cute lil cubito delivering heart wrenching angst for some variety #qsmp #ok sleep time lmao

[rainymoodlet]

the strauds, aka joy of life legacy gen three spoilers 🦇

(pictured above) lord vladislaus straud iii, who doesn't like being disappointed in the best of circumstances / damian cross, thrall turned immortal husband, vlad's most treasured bloodbag / seraphine straud, their daughter and resident mean girl

#ts4 #ts4 edit #ts4 makeover #ts4 townies #ts4 cas #ts4 screenshots #vladislaus straud #sim: damian #sim: seraphine #sim: vlad #aka i'm using gen 3 as an excuse to bring these three back #because of course #late night vamps for the late night creww~ #damian was the sim i played through the vamps expansion with! #alll those years ago~ #he went to vlad's manor expecting to find some mortal old man in need of a sugar baby #what he got was a blood contract for eternal service #as a thrall and glorified butler #until he inevitably seduced vlad anyway ;) #seraphine is only a teen now because gen 2 is a bebe #but she'll be grown with her own children #by the time we see these three in gen 3!! #also yes i blame ai gunthermunch for getting me #back on my vlad brainrot

[anglerflsh]

I'm having a normal one about wanting to get out of highschool btw

#[.txt] #''a normal one'' I broke a ruler in three different points because I couldn't do my math homework. #that's it I am going to go hit things in genshin impact until I'm regular again #and if this is the year I fail math then so be it I cannot stand this #my teacher keeps skipping material because we are late with the curriculum because of the covid years and I am not. I can't. #I don't have the time to go over it myself. I don't care for it. I'll graduate anyways #the final exam isn't only math. #I'm simply angry because I get the theory of this! I really do!! I understand derivatives and integrals and limits!!! I get it! #I can't do the problems because I'm missing material we were supposed to do! That I did not do! Because of the covid lockdown! #I want to get into a fistfight right now.

[whisperofthewaves]

I love having anxiety disorder bc I just signed up for covid shot next friday and immediately after hitting submit I got a "what if it kills me. what if I just chose my date of death" anxiety preview to what I'll be experiencing right after the shot is administered. so much fun to look forward to.

#nothing important #certainly I am suffering some currently undisclosed condition that will only become apparent the moment the vaccine goes in and #by then it will have been too late #certainly #it's not like I had two shots in the last three years already #but you have to understand. this is the New one made with slightly different technology. #or what if I've been having stealth covid these past two months and the shot will add in more covid which would be Bad #/I am making this post to cope with my fear by mocking myself don't mind me/ #anyway this is why I could not continue watching dr house back in the day

[bambino1294]

watching Merlin for the first time with Emi (who has seen it before) and we’ve finished episode four

can I just say that Merlin and Arthur are so fucking gay??? hello???? “There’s something about you, Merlin.” in episode ONE???? this blonde himbo risking his whole life so that Merlin doesn’t die???? they have more romantic chemistry in one wordless interaction than Merlin and Gwen did in that whole kiss.

also the magic is 100% an extended metaphor for being gay, I’ve decided

#bam watches tv #bbc merlin #merthur #(is that their ship name?) #I’ve spent the last three episodes ranting to emi about what I’d do or what I’d want with the storyline #like give me conflict with arthur #knowing about merlin’s magic without merlin knowing he knows #and having him stuck deciding between outing his (boy)friend to his dad or protecting him #and just continuing to protect him even as he’s having this conflict #until he just accepts that ‘oh yeah my dad’s wrong’ #and also accepting that he loves merlin at the same time <3 #this show is really silly #but I’m having a good time #even if I know it might frustrate me later ✋🏻 #I’m so sorry to anyone seeing me experience this for the first time lmaoo #let them be gay #I’m only like a decade late 🤪 #watching merlin in the year of our lord 2022 #let Merlin and Morgana be gay besties #mlm wlw solidarity

[coffeeandcalligraphy]

me, an itunes user during spotify wrapped season

#can itunes track my data I will pay them #IT'S SO FUN SEEING EVERYONE HAVE FUN THO I AM LOOKING it's the most wonderful time of the year etc #we do know my most listened to song of the year somehow is sex and other drugs by greyson chance at 963 PLAYS #& I only know that bc I bought that song in late april #insanity bc I don't even like that song that much #the most I listened to a song on spotify was FIVE times HELP #VERSUS NINE HUNDRED AND SIXTY THREE HAHAHAHHAHA #itunes pls track my data itunes plssss

[pollen]

hii it's been awhile since i've given any updates about what's going on with me but!!! i think we're moving back to oregon at some point. and i'm gonna make grad school happen. i'm so yhappy

#i'm going to oregon sometime this quarter but it's gonna break my heart because i have to leave again #idk the col is so much higher there than here. you can buy a whole three bedroom house for $200k here #a 3 bed in oregon is at least twice that #and rent is insane. $1100 for a beautiful 3 bed here. or twice that for something less nice in oregon #well. not HERE here jesus the suburbs are expensive. but in central pa where we're thinking of moving #which is like.... the best place to retire in the country? what's with that. low col probably LOL #and lately i've been feeling so..... lost? the ego death i went through in 2023 was incredible #and like. do i NEED to go to grad school to get a well-paying job in my field? no i have almost 7 yoe #but i'm missing feeling good at something. and the networking. and the portfolio work i can do. so it wouldn't be about employablility #though that helps. idk i'm gonna try to get my undergrad loans paid off as much as i can (only 30k left on the ones in my name 🫠) this year #while working on freelance projects and all that. it just feels good having a direction that doesn't feel completely hopeless #because it's been so bleak lately. like. got laid off from an agency i poured my soul into (not doing that again unless it's my own) #experienced something deeply personal and destabilizing i don't feel comfortable sharing #moved across the country while i didn't have a job and was processing that trauma to a place where i know no one #i got so lonely and so alone that i thought i would die. i didn't really have anyone to turn to while i did the work of reliving #started drinking a lot to cope bc i didn't have a medical card. was truly miserable. got a medical card. wasn't miserable anymore #and now i'm working and less anxious and feeling supported and stable in my relationship. and i feel myself coming back to myself. #it's been so hard but i'm so glad to be seeing the end of it. and to see good things and happy things in that

[camscendants]

The way we’re gonna have Beyond the Spiderverse, Arcane season 2, and the next life is strange game next year

#I know the only one confirmed for next year is Spiderverse #and that’s porobably gonna be delayed #but it could be delayed to late next year instead of early #but Arcane s2 has gotta come out next year #the first three episodes are like done done and they work on them all at once so they’re probably finished more stuff #idk #it’s probably next year #I say mid to late next year #and with lis it’s always a three year gap between main games #lis one 2015 two 2018 true Colors 2021 #before the storm is an outlier and it’s shorter #so yeah #I’m gonna feast #animation > #beyond the spiderverse #across the spiderverse #Spider-Man #arcane #arcane lol #arcane league of legends #life is strange #lis #video game #animation

[im-smart-i-swear]

eeneks sister having a fuck ton of scars, but later most of them being revealed as just from her childhood/from mundane accidents is so fucking funny to me for some reason.........

#like of course a lot of her scars ARE blade of marmora -related #but a significant part of em are just. eens scratches n bites & the results of mundane fuck ups #god. i hate calling her 'eeneks sister' all the time. i NEED to find a good name for her asap!!!!!! #constantly calling one of your only female characters '[someone]s sister/daughter/etc' feels wrong and this woman deserves better than that #also. ignore the scar placement. it WILL change #i am incapable of drawing scars consistently #and im still figuring out her design #my funky guys #my art #im a little bit obsessed with her. shes like a sad wet cat to me #shes so cool and cringe at the same time<333 #20 something who spent her entire adult life as a marmora solider and is now trying very hard to learn how to be Normal(its not going well) #girl has issues #love that for her<3 #ive been on an eenek kick lately. thinking about this fucked up family 24/7. i love them #theyre all so funny to me. this family of three has so much drama its like a fuckin soap opera in here. its ridicoulus #also #taks thinks this woman is soooo cool and badass. i mean she is but shes also a wreck. #taks takes after eenek and idolises their sister. paralells ig??? #this girl sees a purple alien and asks 'is anyone gonna use this guy as their role model for the next couple of years??' #and doesnt wait for an answer