also cuz i posting so much about endel recently: i saw someone list the diagnoses "needed" to adopt this label and i just want to correct this
[specific] diagnoses are not necessary to call yourself an endel, have never been necessary, and will never be necessary
delusions are a symptom, not a diagnosis. you dont need approval from anyone to use this label; read the definition and if it suits you and you like it, use it. same goes for any label, you dont owe anyone an explanation!
Yeah, I don’t want to fear monger and I absolutely do not believe in assigning morals to drug use. But my cousin developed very severe psychosis after doing cocaine a few times at university and had to be hospitalised for an extended period of time due to an unknown underlying genetic issue that was triggered by the drug. Basically kids, please don’t forget that hard drugs are well, *hard drugs* and be safe, cautious, and responsible with your use please.
Yes that is something which can and does happen to some people - and I don't mean to imply that because it didn't happen to me, the risk isn't there. Because it is!
There will be a documentary released soon by TMZ about Britney Spears “post-conservatorship” and i would humbly ask all fans of Britney Spears to NOT watch it. There is clearly a directed attack at Britney’s mental well-being taking place and it is with every effort to lock her in a permanent care plan.
The conservatorship was an illegal and unethical breach of her civil liberties and make no mistake, she is still locked in it. Court documents from mere months ago list her as conservatee and they are in the process of assigning a conservator again to lead her “care plan”.
Britney told us all with no ambiguity that she had every intention of suing every person who harmed her. She told us in her court audio and self posted audios to instagram that her family was “trying to kill [her]”. She had a book slated to release and tmz reported this past holiday that there was a “paper shortage” while the publisher released plenty of other books in the same time and now we’re learning that two celebs are attempting to block its release. At every stop they have silenced her right to speak and move freely.
For some reason we’re not seeing the real Britney out and about and now they’re claiming she’s not fit to hold knives?! They want full control of the person and the estate again and they plan to win it in the court of public opinion.
Boycott this documentary. Britney hates documentaries made without her say or her commentary, don’t let TMZ continue to spew this narrative when they are directly responsible for her suffering.
ive been smoking more & i want to talk abt the effects its had on my psychosis
my regular unreality triggers dont really work. but, really random things can trigger me instead
extremely prone to paranoid thinking & OCD urges
i have literally developed a completely new delusion, which at first i thought only affected me while high. i was wrong its an all the time one
my companions dont talk to me more or clearer, but its easier to overcome my shame in talking back to them verbally (even if someone else is in the room)
i can get very bad species dysphoria very quickly. mostly species dysphoria of a werewolf body, not a dog body
my misc/non-companion voices are louder. usually they make up jokes or repeat jokes, which isnt so bad for me
i dont have physical hallucinations often, but when i do, theyre more painful or disruptive and its harder to make them go away
i sleep so easy. no voices, no urges, no hallucinations, no anxiety, just puppy snooze time
i dont know if i'd say i have drug-induced psychosis because of all of this? my symptoms dont really get worse theyre just kinda changing. im unsure what the concensus on smoking weed is from other psychotics
cad neurodivergency thoughts once again . .. i think he experiences thought-blocking for sure, part of psychosis he experiences too , especially when he was alone but the time after too.. it all got easier (like a lot of things) as he was around people and tmn again.. just stops in the middle of talking and cant figure out what he was saying or thinking. sometimes its triggered by a smell , something like home.. but he usually cant figure it out bc his brain is a bit of a fuzzy tangled-up mess :’-3