#I am uneasy

[glitchyko]

God waiting for LMK season 5 episodes to appear feels like this

I’m so nervous as time just passes by

I went ahead and filtered any tags that could possibly lead to anything leak related being shown (pls remember to tag your spoilers) so

#lego monkie kid #lmk #glitchyko #monkie kid #lmk fandom #lmk season 5 #lmk spoilers #glitchyko ramble #glitchyko rambles #I am scared #my heart is racing #I am uneasy #im nervous of what’s to come #there’s many things I hope happen #and many things I hope don’t happen #the fear is real #but I’m also super excited #i need some water

[andromedaesresolve]

Trailer dropped how we feelin?

#I am uneasy #devil may blather

[trashcanwindpipes]

Don’t want to get up out of bed today.

#I went to bed early because of state of being #and I’ve been up since 2am #cannot sleep #my brother has been loud all night and morning #he is muttering the aggressive violent things again #I am uneasy #and I am stuck #happiness is not here #and neither is comfrotability

[insert-game]

if strangers don’t stop knocking on my doors 😐🔪

#this person came onto my porch at 6am and knocked and as soon as i looked they like. left #idk if they just didn’t see me but uh idfk why you’d be on my porch #someone also knocked at 1am yesterday to ask if our cars were parked in a certain area bc someone’s apparently had their tires popped #i really hate this bc like. i do not know you do not approach my house and ask me weird questions #i am uneasy #why would you even knock at 6am when you can’t see anyone is awake #we were awake and our lights were on at 1am so at least that one makes somewhat of sense

[nerves-nebula]

im so funny, i was like

"yeah i enjoy romance but not that basic 'omg i just wanna hug you and kiss you and love you and snuggle you' shit that makes me sooo uneasy. i just want a comfortable silence and someone i know i can trust and watch stuff with and feel comfortable around no matter what. someone i can really fully trust that I don't have to put on a whole weird lovey dovey show around. that other stuff feels so fake and forced and weird, even if it's true it's like, oh my god shut up what are you talking about." <- IDIOT!!!! YOU'RE AROMANTIC. GOD.

#nnstuff #rambling #arospec #aro #aromantic #this post inspired by me overhearing my roommate talking all sweet to her bf #and i am. so uncomfortable lmao. body shuddering #i love being vaguely sex repulsed and vaguely romance repulsed #both those things make me like. kind of uneasy. but not enough to be full on repulsion #they just kinda make me wince or grimace most of the time #but other times im completely normal about it #really depends on the context and my vibes i suppose

[liesmyth]

would you be able to give examples/explain more about how race only impacts gideon in the tlt-universe? not being facetious or condescending, genuinely asking. thank you!

Hi anon! If you mean my tags to this post, I wrote

#earth conception of race doesn't impact any character in the series except the canonically brown main antagonist

By which I mean my Worstie and main antagonist of the series, John Gaius (PhD).

I don’t think TLT as a series engages with race in any especially meaningful ways. It’s set in a post-Earth society with entirely different social norms, and there’s no concept of race and ethnicity within the population of the Nine Houses. Physical descriptions of the characters are scarce to say the least, and they rarely spell out the kind of features that suggest specific racial connotations, because the POV characters don’t seem to think it’s something worth remarking upon. iirc, it takes until halfway through HtN for the narrative to confirm that Harrow has brown skin.

[See also Tamsyn’s GtN characters description post. It quotes passages from the book, and you can see how minimal the descriptions are, and she repeats several times that her characters’ appearances are up to the readers’ interpretations. It just doesn’t seem to be a big concern of hers]

Then there’s John, who grew up in twenty-first-century New Zealand and IS explicitly Māori in a way that absolutely impacted his character arc. It's not A major theme of his Nona chapters, but it’s there if you read between the lines. The boarding school he went to, which IRL had a high percentage of low-income Māori students on scholarship. The depth of his climate anxiety, his uncompromising “Nobody left behind” stance before the cryo project was halted, and his fervent hatred of ‘the trillionaires’ afterwards... these are all informed to some extent by his background as an indigenous man imo, and so was the global reaction to his developing powers. The “We were going to put you fellas in jail, weren’t we?” the way his initial attempts at publications are all flat-out ignored by the scientific community and dismissed as culty gimmicky faith healing until he leans into it.

John being Māori is just one of the many pieces of his backstory, and far from the most impactful to what eventually went down, but my point remains that he is the ONLY character in TLT whose racial background 1) affects his story arc and 2) is relatable to the audience. Everyone else is ten thousand years removed from Earth, and I’m just not very interested in using racial identifiers when exploring these characters and their dynamics, because the characters themselves don’t care and neither does the narrative.

#on a more hashtag meta level #John is why I’m personally uneasy about any analysis of the series that tries to interpret TLT through racial allegory lenses #especially when it’s weaponised for discourse purposes #You can write meta about John’s war crimes without comparing him to white imperialism #Or you can go ahead and do that anyway but I highkey disagree that it’s a fitting metaphor or in any way deliberate on Tamsyn’s part #and I think the implications are unfortunate to say the least #That said I AM extremely interested in the ways John relates to the culture he left behind #and why he made the choices he did when it came the moment to reshape humanity’s cultural consciousness after the Resurrection #but that’s on a character level! #I don’t think we can apply twenty-first-century social / identity labels to the series as a whole #especially a series where the author says 'I imagine X character as Y but it doesn't raelly matter' #and it doesn't influence the canon directly in any way #SORRY THIS IS LONG! #anonymous #ask #ejg #tlt thoughts #elle tlt posting #tlt

[olive-riggzey]

Look, I’m just saying that I think Crick Wellsley and Rondo Ravus would get along really well.

This one’s been sitting in my drafts for a while oops but I finally drew those first two “panels”

#Just a heads up if you Google literally any of these characters you will be bombarded with spoilers so stay safe out there please #I always forget how tall Rondo is and then I draw him and it hits me like a truck #He's like a whole head taller than Sazantos according to the official art so I actually drew him kind of short on accident #ZootaDoodles #Octopath #Octopath 2 #Octopath II #Octopath Traveler #Octopath Traveler 2 #Octopath Traveler II #Octopath CotC #Octopath Traveler CotC #Crick Wellsley #Rondo Ravus #Temenos Mistral #Sazantos #Sazantos the Flameguard #I feel like Temenos would be the only person that could make Sazantos feel uneasy because that man is way too composed for his own good #I'm still getting used to drawing most of these characters but I'll be comfortable doodling them eventually the way I am with Rondo

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

#for me personally i think it'd be a mix between humbug and the car #with just a dash of tbh+c thrown in for when i’m feeling particularly disillusioned and self loathing #i feel like i share humbug era alex's shyness and big dark eyes and propensity to be drawn to vivid and slightly uneasy subject matter #but also the kind of... idk how to describe it #the car era's quieter kind of self-knowledge and acceptance too #if that makes literally any sense #am i making polls again instead of confronting my writer's block? #yes #yes i am #polls #alex turner #arctic monkeys #lulu posts

[randomidiocyncrazies]

Another thing about Milgram project: we're asked to judge the guilt (not forgive) / innocence (forgive) of the individual inmate, but a lot of them committed their "crime" because society had failed them in some way, and we don't have the ability to judge the institution/society for failing them the same way as we are asked to judge the individual characters for their actions. In other words, all this time we've been judging the individual when we should've been judging the institution.

Like. The Milgram system does fit Kotoko's line about "sympathy is useless, hate evil for the evil that it is" in that we are asked to judge/punish the character (individual) without a chance to change or judge the institutions that led to the various "murders" (the system), and yet she's voted guilty with the highest guilt percentage ever for basically advocating what Milgram asks us to do anyway.

I highkey hope we are put on trial by the end of the 3rd Trial lol—not Es but *us*, the audience

#milgram #just to be clear i do not condone what Kotoko did #but. as she and fuuta point out we are hypocrites #(this is also why i personally don't plan on voting guilty if i decide to partake in voting for T3. #it's not my place to judge and i am uneasy that we don't even know what awaits the 'guilty' ones at the end of T3) #(i joined too late to vote in previous trials but wasn't planning to vote regardless)

[selineram3421]

*stares at screen cunfuzzled* Um?

Hello. I'm confused here. What does this mean?

I'm checking up on my stuff on Quotev and someone is posting their story in my comments? I'm just confused.

I'm not sure how I feel about them using my comment section like their own. Idk if I'm being weird but it's just a thought/feeling. To me it's weird because they can do that on their page. It feels like they are just using mine to get recognition.

Am I being weird or is it weird?

#am i being weird? #maybe but its giving me weird vibes #i don't want drama or anything #this is just making me feel a bit uneasy

[columboscreens]

#columbo #season 9 #uneasy lies the crown #imagine columbo pestering a gamer #oh my GOD lieutenant i am in a fucking RANKED LOBBY i can't PAUSE IT #...oh! well I'm terribly sorry sir that's my mistake. ill just sit here and wait :] #yknow my nephew likes that game yer playin too. legal legends is it? lovely game #he says he likes it but between you n me ive heard him put his fist through the drywall over it

[feelslikegold]

um good morning jake!!!!! x

#people who bring their cameras to shows….I owe u my life?????? #JAKE IS SO PRETTY I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM #I am still waking up and uneasy bc I had probably the most unsettling nightmare possible 🧍🏻‍♀️ #idk why but god I hated that 💔 #jake kiszka

[dollsuguru]

thank you to the person who requested geto being obsessed w gojo’s gf because the idea of it is DELICIOUS - here’s a lil teaser!

#just wrote this part in a few minutes so i deffo need to decide how i wanna take this story! #i have a Vision but i need to articulate it better #this is so broken and choppy tho it’s pissing me off smh #also you’ll have to bare w me this is my first time writing so if it sucks BALLZ that’s my bad 💯 #idk. suguru wallowing in guilt & shame but being drawn to reader like a moth to a flame #the betrayal the uneasiness of does satoru know? does reader know? idk either girl! #SO WHOEVER ASKED THIS ASK I AM SORRY IF IT TAKES A WHILE!!!!! idk how i wanna go abt it but i deffo wanna make it into like #a decent story/oneshot that actually makes sense & shows progression and how his brain works idk kween #ALSO 😭😭😭 #i’m using the FAWK out of ___ synonym on google rn NDNFNDNDMDND #personal #snippets

[willowfey]

starting to think maybe waking up with an anxiety stomachache every single morning and then needing to spend the entire day trying to get rid of said anxiety just to maybe have a few minutes in the evening of feeling relaxed before going to bed is perhaps not normal

#the first thing i do when i become conscious is check my phone to make sure nothing terrible happened to anyone i love while i slept #i never ever ever have plans and if anyone Else has plans i feel sick with anxiety until they’re back from them #if i have smth planned that week i feel completely tense and on edge until it happens #i didn’t used to be like this i hate hate hate it #i used to feel safe in my little house in the forest where i knew everyone in town and knew my way around with my eyes shut #it’s still the only place in the world i feel safe. that’s so unfair #my separation anxiety is ridiculous. if my mom goes to the store and doesn’t answer a text right away i start panicking #if my sister goes to a class or smth idk what to do with myself until she gets back #if i’m in the shower or have the fan on or headphones in suddenly i’ll think i hear someone shouting and i’ll have to quickly turn it off #ever since i moved here it’s been getting worse. i don’t feel safe here to begin with i feel so out of place it’s unreal #but then covid and trauma with my mother’s health and my uncle dying and multiple relatives getting sick and things happening to my friends #i know i have ptsd from very specific things that happened and i live on a hospital path so every day i hear sirens #and every time i do it fully triggers an anxiety attack in me for at least an hour. and my mom too #since being here my hometown burned and friends i thought would never grow apart did and my brother moved out #i know a lot of that is just Being In Your Low Twenties but also some of my worst trauma has happened in the last handful of years and now #now i’m just always scared. always uneasy. always worried. never fully relaxed. never feel fully safe. & idk how to be myself through that #i’m always paranoid and i never trust people irl anymore. ppl my mom or sister meet. i am so suspicious of them constantly. #if anything small changes at all i can’t handle it. my ability to deal with change has gone so downhill #in the last 5 years of being here i realised i was autistic which led to me unmasking a bit and that. comes with pros & cons doesn’t it #my own health has declined. my body changed a lot in ways i wasn’t prepared for and i had to get rid of most of my comfort clothes #sometimes i just wanna sit on the ground and cry about it and not have to also be the one that picks myself back up. y’know??? #but at the very least i’d love to just wake up One Day w/o feeling sick with anxiety already. just one day i want to wake up feeling rested #i want to be myself again but can i start with not being scared? not being tired? i don’t know what to do anymore #i just watch my comfort videos and read my comfort fics and stay in my daydream world

[divinekangaroo]

alfie's actually deep in antagonistic destructive love with closeted arthur

#the problem with it being the tommy shelby show is tommy is the default in any pairing #when really the antagonism between alfie and arthur... #i mean this is partially a shitpost but why on earth not #tommy - alfie dynamic being that of in-laws...or ex-boyfriend to current-boyfriend when both are good (if now very uneasy) friends? XD #you can kinda tell i am finding an alfie/tommy quite difficult i think they're super complex characters #dialogue is easy but them in a bed.in a manner satisfying _me_.a unique slant.my arc.sufficiently recognisable characterisation? #in 2500 words????? much harder...am enjoying this puzzle

[hannibal-confessions-nbc]

I hate when people say Hannibal "ruined" Will's perfect life with Molly shuuut up Will made his own choices. Will conveniently walked his dogs when Jack was there and left Molly alone with him knowing he would show her crime scene photos and she'd try to make Will go. He said he knew what he was doing going back after Molly got hurt. Hannibal told him not to come back even and Will ingored it! We need to acknowledge Will is a manipulative person and makes his own choices

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#anon i am so sorry i took ages to post this. its been over a month i hope youre hanging in there #hannibal confessions #nbc hannibal #hannibal #im so sorry for ranting here! couldnt help myself. #about hannibal telling will not to go back... he did say that BUT because he knew will wouldnt #listen to him. will has problems with authority god damn it. course he wouldnt listen. i think im more upset with molly in this scenario #because she pushed will to do something he expressed uneasiness for. she pressured him. he guilt tripped him into going. #ik will makes his own choices but as someone who has been guilt tripped frequently by someone im supposed to trust. its not easy to ignore. #doesnt matter if its intentional or not. #guilt tripping is not easy to ignore at all. so yeah im mad at molly for that. BUT THEN. im mad at jack for guilt tripping molly into guilt #but then im not mad because jack was just doing his job. he wanted a way to catch the ripper and he was relentlessly out for his ass #and would stop at almost nothing to get there. including putting his agent-made-ex agent-made-agent again's life and wellbeing on the line #yeah. will is a grown man. he makes his own choices. hes manipulative. hes a good manipulator. #no matter how manipulative you are you can still be manipulated. and easily. will has an unstable sense of self and im 99.9999999 percent #sure he struggles with a dissociative disorder outside of the encephalitis. among plenty of other things. his sense of self is not stable. #that makes him malleable. he can close himself off all he wants to avoid being susceptible to manipulation but he's still malleable. #chiyoh said it. she's not as malleable as he is. #will graham #hannibal lecter #molly graham #jack crawford