#I bawled like a bitch

[kaycatkit]

^ Nimona Spoilers ^

me, outside: yeah no that was a really great movie! You should watch it, it made me cry. 😊

me, inside: SHE WAS ALONE FOR A THOUSAND YEARS. SHE PROBABLY NEVER HAD A HUG AND HE HUGGED HER. SHE WAS GOING TO K HERSELF AND SHE SCREAMED BC DEEP DOWN NO ONE WANTS TO DIE LIKE THAT, SHE JUST WANTED THE PAIN TO STOP. IT WAS RAW EMOTION THAT SHOOK ME TO MY FUCKING CORE. AND HE STOPPED HER. SHE JUST WANTED THE PAIN TO STOP. SHE’S JUST A KID AND EVERYONE HATED HER BC SHE WAS HERSELF. SHE DIDN’T HAVE TO JUSTIFY HER EXISTENCE TO ANYONE. SHE JUST EXISTED AS NIMONA.

#nimona #nimona said trans rights #nimona spoilers #nimona 2023 #Nimona fucked me up #nimona meme #I can’t exist in the same timeline as this movie #and be normal about it #I bawled like a bitch #im cryin #she just wanted acceptance #why won’t anyone accept me #projecting

[undressrehearsal]

i don't see anyone talking about the line in harrow the ninth when gideon says "I died knowing you'd hate me for dying; but Nonagesimus, you hating me always meant more than anyone else in this hot and stupid universe loving me. At least I'd had your full attention." and that's a fucking disservice

#gideon the ninth #i had to stop reading #bitch had me BAWLING GOD #harrow the ninth #harrow nonagesimus #harrowhark the ninth #gideon nav #like FUCK

[suguru-getos]

Not me bawling and crying to my bf who’s at the airport travelling to another country about my Manager fucking up my ratings for appraisal 😭

#he be at the check-in consoling me while i was bawling #my dad’s like ok tell them to fuck themselves and come home and chill till u find a new job #my bf is like oh fuck that bitch and tell her to shove it and let me spoil you for a few months #but i wanna stay at my workplace out of pure spite and make her life hell #absolutely hell 💯 and make her breathing difficult by putting a stack of feedbacks she cant handle #also ill fight 💪🏻 cus she has no justification of my ratings #but dad’s option is so tempting though #hes like didnt u want to do an mba?? go upskill #en rants #deleting later

[pawbeanies]

getting hit with the "feeling touch starved need to be Held" curse so hard like there is an evil wizard somewhere who hath set a hex upon me for all time . the only cure for such a powerful curse is like maybe a hug perchance

#boys who need like a hug So Bad. not even like touch in a s*xy way at this point im sure but maybe just little a hug #or maybe a hand hold i thjnk a hug would be maybe too much for me at once. maybe a hand hold... maybe a hand touch first we can work up 2 it #there is a BITCH ASS WIZARD and he cast CURSE OF TOUCH STARVED so bad i am shaking and curling up in a bawl. bawling even (not rlly) #whennn WHENN will someone hug me and put a hand on my back and shush me and tell me im ok and to breathe and relax when will it be my turn #(never is the answer actualy bc in the physical space i am terrified of people and letting them In My Brain . actually #its ok here tho bc like . there's space u feel me like. theres distance #ne way this blog is my diary and i can say whateva the fukc i want !! yeah!!

[shima-draws]

“Emerl has won the tournament and the Chaos Emerald prize—but something has made it gone berserk! It’s been destroying the city! Sonic, Knuckles and Rouge have been trying their best to stop it but—they’re no match, it’s too powerful! Wait—hold on. What’s that? Oh!! Oh my god!! AND IT’S CREAM WITH THE STEEL CHAIR!!”

#ABSOLUTELY HILARUOUS that the one time we see Cream throw hands is against Emerl. Also REALLY fucking sad #*hilarious #The concept is brilliant but the execution just made me cry like a bitch. WHY DID THEY MAKE IT SO HEARTBREAKING #Cream came in with the steel chair and then bawled her eyes out bc she used it to kill her robo bro. I CANNAE #Sonic X #Sonic #Sonic the Hedgehog #Cream the Rabbit #Emerl #Shima speaks

[runninguplenorahills]

Mike is going have a heart-to-heart with Hopper in s5 Theory with a capital “T”

At the end of season 4 we have this very minor Mike/Hopper bonding moment which is honestly pretty cool considering the fact that they didn’t really leave on good terms in s3. It emphasized that the “hatred” towards each other was a short lived phase and not anything serious or overly concerning. Their interaction set the path for their relationship to be better in s5 than it was in s3!

Hopper:“you grew”

Mike:“you shrunk”

This is their dialogue in this scene and it immediately shows us that both of them are past what had happened the summer before, while still keeping that dynamic they’ve got going on with Mike having the freedom to be snarky and not overly cautious around Hop. They also hug afterwards which indicates that Mike is comfortable around him.

“You grew” is of course not only about Mike’s hight! It’s a comment on Mike having made progress in growing up, and that he’s more mature than he was last summer. This was their very first interaction since last summer though! They have not seen each other in 8 months and so Hop doesn’t actually have any evidence for the second meaning of “you grew”………yet!

I think this scene was foreshadowing the fact that Mike and Hopper will actually fully mend their relationship in s5 by having an impactful scene together! And I’m pretty sure it’s gonna be a heart-to-heart and variation of a coming out scene!

Why do I think that?

At the end of season 3, right after that very awkward kiss between Mike and El, El goes to Joyce and they talk about the speech Hop wrote, and Joyce says:

“It’s the speech Hop wrote for you and Mike” – “you know. The heart-to-heart” – “he never talked to you didn’t he?”

The speech was for El and Mike! They were all supposed to have a heart–to–heart together but as we know, that didn’t work out at all.

Could this also mean that Hop will have a heart-to-heart with El and not Mike? Well, yeah. But I honestly don’t think it does! Hopper wanted to teach them an important lesson with his speech. The message behind his words was the important thing and by reading the letter El got that message! It might’ve not been in person but El already received that heart-to-heart that she was supposed to get. Mike didn’t.

Hopper’s speech/letter:

“I know this is a difficult conversation but I care about you both very much and I know that you care about each other very much […]”

Hop cares very much about both of them! YES, Hopper is El’s dad and YES, he’s going to be biased in a lot of different situations, siding with his daughter, but he also cares very much about Mike! So when Hop finds out about Mike and El’s current situation, I don’t think he will be an asshole to Mike again!! He said he cares very much about him but he has yet to show that he really does! And if he’s just an asshole to him again in s5 then he’s contradicting himself, their scene in s4 would be totally misleading and it would just be bad writing which is why I’m actually certain that Hop will even try and be there for Mike if he sees that he’s in distress over something!!!

This whole sentence also feels like it could foreshadow a heart-to-heart with Mike and Hop because the way it is phrased can totally be applied to Mike and El’s current situation!

“[…]a difficult conversation[…]” -> a heart-to-heart with Mike and Hopper would definitely be a difficult conversation because the main topic is a sensitive one, Mike already struggles with opening up and talking about his feelings, the suggestion of a breakup is difficult and the situation is just overall complicated!

“[…]but I care about you both very much and I know that you care about each other very much[…]” -> anyone who cares about Mike and El sees that they’re both not happy and that this is not working so the conversation is very much needed because Mike sorting out his feelings and a breakup is the best for the both of them!

“I care about you both very much” , “you care about each other very much” -> those two fragments are almost identical in sentence structure and wording which is usually done when trying to emphasize a connection between two separate things! So I’m gonna take a wild guess and say that Mike and El care about each other in a similar way that Hop cares about both of them: platonically!! Which reminds me of “Care. But you don’t love me anymore?” It’s almost like Hop will suspect that Mike doesn’t love El but cares about her endlessly nonetheless! And because Mike cares about her so much he should break up with her because that’s the best for her as well!!

“So we can build an environment where we all feel comfortable, trusted and open to sharing our feelings”

Mike is so clearly included in this!! Hop doesn’t only want El to feel comfortable and trusted enough to be open to sharing her feelings with him, he wants for Mike to feel and do the same!!! Can y’all imagine what kind of cement block would’ve come crashing down on Mike if he had heard Hopper say this to him during s3?? A person representative of a father figure (not to mike but narratively) actively trying to arrange things in a way that makes Mike feel comfortable to talk about his feelings??? Mike is in desperate need of that heart-to-heart!!

I feel like this sentence is also very telling that it all rather leads to a Mike/Hopper heart-to-heart than to a El/Hopper heart-to-heart in s5 because while El does have internal struggles, her main struggles are external and she doesn’t seem too have a deeply rooted inner conflict that impedes her relationships with others. Mike on the other hand has exactly that! Mike has this internal conflict that leads to him constantly repressing his feelings which he’s shown to also not be comfortable talking about. Which makes me think of “I never really… unpacked.” The fact that Mike has never actually talked about his feelings is such a significant problem and as of right now it’s one of the things that stand at the forefront of his character!! Mike’s character arc can not be satisfyingly concluded without him talking about his feelings which means it’s inevitably coming in s5!! And Hopper’s letter kinda seems to tease that exact moment!

“[…]changing. And I guess, if I’m being really honest, that’s what scares me. I don’t want things to change. So I think maybe that’s why I came in here. To try and maybe stop that change. To turn back the clock. To make things go back to how they were.”

This is the part of Hopper’s speech that directly resonates with Mike which is emphasized by the camera being on him all throughout! Mike has realized something about himself that inevitably will bring a lot of change along with it and that’s what he’s afraid of! He doesn’t want things to change so he represses his feelings in order to not have to face the change that would come with embracing them!! He’s so scared of things to change for the worse that he pretends that things are exactly like how they were before he had that realization!

That’s just not how life works. It’s moving. Always moving wether you like it or not. And yeah, sometimes that’s painful. Sometimes it’s sad. And sometimes, it’s surprising. Happy.”

And this is the part of Hop’s speech that plays directly after the camera pans away from Mike! This is something Mike does not consider! Even less at the end of s4!! But it is most certainly something Mike would’ve needed to hear! That things can change for the better!!

The last sentence is also emphasized on. It feels like a big reveal before Hopper sums up his speech, which is why I believe that that’s where it’s headed. This is a piece of wisdom Hopper gives Mike! Mike will take it and life will be surprising. Happy. Change for the better!

There’s also actually a rainbow in the shot when Hop says “and sometimes, it’s surprising” and Mike coming out as gay would definitely be a “surprising” thing for the GA! [not for us though haha] And it will result in happiness 🌈

As I said in the beginning, Mike and Hopper’s little bonding moment at the end of s4 really set the path for their relationship to be better than it had been and I truly honestly think that a heart-to-heart/coming out is the only way to achieve that due to their very aggressive talk in the car in s3!! That was the furthest from what Hopper had intended to do so I think it would be really satisfying to have Hopper actually give that heart-to-heart which he had planned all along!!! Their relationship also really deserves a redemption from that car talk!

We also have to consider that Hopper was also in the shed when Mike opened up to save Will in s2 so Hop even suspecting something isn’t totally far fetched! A heart-to-heart would also open up the possibility for an insanely fantastic parallel/call back to Mike and Hopper’s scene at the end of s2:

Hopper:“it’s okay”

Mike:“No! Nothing about this is okay!”

-> There’s of course a big chance that this won’t happen!! But I honestly would love to see Mike coming out to Hopper!!! Something about it just feels so right and it makes sense too, so why not?

#i’ve been thinking about this for some time now and i honestly truly need this to happen in s5! #and that parallel/call back to s2 would literally have me on my knees bawling like a bitch!! #CAN Y’ALL IMAGINE!?!?!???!! #it would be so gooooood #stranger things theory #stranger things #mike wheeler #will byers #byler #byler is endgame #byler theory #byler thoughts #st5 theory #st5 speculation #st3 #byler endgame #byler tumblr #gay mike wheeler

[squiddcakes]

They’re all a bunch of losers oh my god (affectionate)

#I finished Samurai Champloo last night bawling my eyes out looking like a broke dusty bitch with snot in her nose #easily one of my top favorite animes I absolutely enjoyed every second of it #Im really glad I got to finish it and experience how great it was. I felt every ounce of love and creativity they put into that project #txt post #squid talks #samurai champloo

[leporellian]

intensely spiritual about the sky but not in an astrology way rather a “every time a human has looked up we have seen the same sun and moon that everyone else who ever lived did and we created the constellations so we wouldn’t feel alone” way

#you guys are glad you didn’t see me that time i went out to see a total solar eclipse in person… i was BAWLING like a little bitch LOL! #rambles

[idiotwithoutagoodname]

YOUR HONOR THEY ARE EACH OTHERS REASON AND PURPOSE

#if anyone needs me I’ll be bawling my eyes out in the same corner John is doing his down time for being a jealous bitch #malevolent podcast #arthur lester #oscar malevolent #malevolent pod #unhinged aromantics are coming for my life #they are so deep into what ever this relationship is starting to be something is going to happen I can feel it in my bones #cuz like when has Harlan ever let us have some thing nice? #John being displaced hurts my soul but also my boy r u ok fr? #and also I live for little jealous retors and he’s right about most things so Im loving this ep with my entire heart

[raayllum]

you know that line delivery in atla when sokka, played by jack de sena, tears out a frustrated yell and then demands “where—is—suki?” that times a thousand in s4 please

#jack de sena #i want him to hurt me #make me uncontrollably bawl like a little Bitch #rayllum #s4 #s4 wishlist #arc 2 #cube hostage exchange theory #atla #the way he's grown as a voice actor over the past like 15+ years too like #Oh my God

[dbphantom]

im not crying YOURE crying SHUT UP

#waaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #IM CRYING IM CRYING SO MUCH IM SOBBING LIKE A LITTLE BABY IM BAWLING MY EYES OUT IM IN T E A R S #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #I LIVED BITCH!!!!!! I FUCKING SURVIVED! I MADE IT!!!!!!!!!!!! #I WAS HERE!!!!! IM ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #Cruddy rambles

[soldier-poet-king]

Unmitigated and unreasonable distress!!!!!!! An incomplete list of things that did not fix it: crafting, tge audiobook, TWO mangas, a coffee, a snack, laying outside in the 40C humidity in direct sun like god intended and absorbing all the sunlight to store up for the Long Winter ahead, a shower, so much water

I'm just. AH.

#franposting #literally im just. bitch what is WRONG WHY ARE U LIKE THIS #everything is bad and i am powerless to changr anything and i think thats why im antsy #i SHOULD eat smthn more substantial #but have u considered. all the food in the house is bad and illegal #idk what specifically i want to eat but i KNOW its not this #and everything is gross food is gross except the once specific thing im craving but idk what it is #<-is SO mentally ill. the food thing only happens when im relapsing. but like. whats a bitch to do #i cant even go to the grocery store bc its closed for the holiday (as it should be!) #but i was sad and tired and didnt go all weekend or do meal prep #and so now my options are Extremely limited #F U C K #Aand i have to go to work tmrw and for some reason that makes me want to bawl #once again. being in control of my routine and living space vould fix this. but at what cost #(the cost is insane rent in this economy. if i stay here i can pay off all my student loans by this time next year)

[waynescapes]

post nwh depression is so real

#more fun stuff was not fun at all i still bawled my eyes out like a little bitch #on a real note i enjoyed the extra clips a bunch like the extended scene of them all talking was so cute #spiderman #spiderman nwh #nwh #spiderman no way home #peter parker #tom holland #andrew garfield #tobey maguire #marvel #mcu

[i-bring-crack]

I did not asked to receive emotional damage from s

Solo Leveling Ragnarok thank you very much.

Spoilers in the tags.

#Like how could they do thsi to me #ALL the other shadows were freaking normal in solo leveling #Igris Beru Tank Kaisel— yeah like literally they were wither beast of bad people like Iron #but no Suho this boy #i tell you if this brat knew KNEW who he was bringing back to like I-jabskan #first shadow soldiers that he gets are the goblins which #im freaking sad to know that shadow soldiers can expirience pain yet still cant go against the orders of their master #how do i keep on living with this information!??!?!?! Its not like they even explore it or something #they just give it to me and im supposed to be okay for this!??!?! MENTALLY?!?!? #and then there is the first shadow soldier he saves which is like Lee Minsung– Quay– number one wanted villain #i liked his arc but damn did this guy fuk up and then ad a shaodw he decided to reedem himself and now im just like... bro that got me #i was not expecting a bee to have emotions today #not when you stebbed your best friend literally and also you almost got turned into a worker by Queen Bee #like now i really like you as a shadow but damn. i didnt expect sympathy from you. #and then there is Kang tae shik as the new shaodw and im just like absolutely bawling he DID NOT need to die that freaking quickly #i liked the guy. pre rewind and now as a villain bounty hunter this guy was just a freaking gold star among the poor characters in SL #and poorer villains in SL. he was cool. he was fun to read about. -slams table- How the F u c k am i supposed to function after this man #just suddenly dropped us with the most tragic backstory. like bitch i even forgive your ass bc your ass was fine in killing your dad. #legit didnt kill anyone else u til woo jin chul told him so. and now im just thinking pre the rewinf timeline the only reason kang tae shi #wasnt stopped by jin chul was probably bc jin chul let him kill those criminals #woo jin chul became so much brutal in this series i swear #like i love him so much for it but damn #still sexy smexy somehow #but damn

[margoshansons]

A Crown of Candy managed to do something that Game of Thrones hasn’t done since Season 5.

Make me cry profusely over a character death while shocking me with betrayals.

#to quote ally Beardsley: it’s 4am and I’m in a warehouse rn #bawling my eyes out because of Jet and Ruby and Liam #like none of these bitches have plot armor #a crown of candy #jet rocks #ruby rocks #liam wilhelmina #those three were literally my faves #jet I didn’t like as much as the others but still #dimension 20 #I saw that stupid smile on Brennan’s face and knew something was going down #FUUUCK #i’m devastated #I’m never gonna recover from this #this isn’t like GoT where Arya and Sansa have to stay alive because of plot this is PAINFUL

[tizzymcwizzy]

been thinking about the art you’ve been sharing from school ever since I saw it (the one of you doing hard/scary things and the violin one) and I just wanted to say that I’m proud of you. as someone who has followed your blog for years I’ve gotten to see how you have grown as an artist and how much your skill and style have developed. but on top of that you’ve just been going through Life Stuff like all of us have and your pieces portray that in a way that feels so emotional and, like, uniting? it made me think wow, when was the first time I went grocery shopping alone? i don’t remember it now but I bet it felt a little like that. the low social battery one? most relatable thing I’ve ever seen. the dreaded emails 😭 the grind of pushing through for finals 😭 and I’ve like never touched a violin in my life but I felt that one so hard somehow? even though I’ve never had that experience it just seems like something every human can feel. something you once loved that turned sour. something you could maybe love again. or something that’s better left alone. just like the ache of remembering, whether it’s good or bad. Anyway. I just think you’re an amazing artist, not just because of your impressive technical skills (which I know you have worked SO hard to develop!!) but also because of the heart you put into it and the stories you are able to tell and just the staggering Humanity of your work. especially with all this AI stuff going around, seeing your work just reminds me that, idk, THIS is what real art is. and that can’t be artificially replicated. the soul of art cannot be generated. TizzyMcWizzy is not replaceable

okay yeah wow this actually just made me burst into full on tears. maryssa ily so much 💙💙💙💙💙💙

urghdh THAT'S THE POINT MAN THAT'S THE FUCKING POINT OF IT ALL!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!! HUMAN EMOTION, CONNECTION, GOOD STORY THAT'S THE FUCKING SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im forever grateful that i have the opportunity to make this stuff and to get to fucking SHARE IT WITH PEOPLE like THAT'S SO COOL!! I'M SO GRATEFUL!!!! I'M SO HAPPY!!!

i was talking with my mom the other day and she was trying to nudge me into pursuing product design again cause "people will pay for products, people will pay you to make things they can sell, no one wants to pay for shit that they can see, why would they? you can't feed yourself with pictures" or something like that, and part of me wondered if that was true,, but seeing the response to my recent comics and the connection there,, like, man, THIS IS A DIFFERENT KIND OF FEEDING, we love and grow and live off this stuff, it makes our lives lighter and our hearts rest easier, and isn't that fuckin worth it???? isn't that the point and the joy of it all?????

gwugh many many thoughts about this but i digress

#ty maryssa i might fuckin frame this fhhdhfg #like genuine chills and shakes over this JESUS #bitch was bawling a lil there ourgh #thank you to everyone whose read my comics and left a nice message 🥺💖 ily all #tizzy talks #play again #ask