We need to talk about the worst thing about making AUs....
The fact that then when you inevitably think about crossovers you don't want the crossover with the canon you want it with your specific AU. Your brain worms, your circus, but THEN WHAT?
Oh, yeah, to understand this crossover you need to go read this entirely different fic/series? Girl help 馃槶 you can't do that
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I really just wanted Megan to come to VA. Every time i'm back in Baltimore something terrible happens.
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Being raised by adults who never apologized for their wrongdoings and always blamed their behavior on extenuating circumstances or someone else or their mental conditions really messed me up huh. Like all I asked was for you to apologize for yelling at me for asking you to hand me something because you thought my tone was wrong. But instead of an apology, I'm the one in the wrong because after all my tone was hostile to you and I need to remember that due to your ADHD you can't control your emotions. Nevermind the fact that I had carefully rehearsed the question in my head over and over again because this is not the first time this has happened. And I'm clearly a manipulative person for crying after being yelled at. Doesn't matter that I was thirteen, after all, I should've known better.
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The thing about.... privacy on the Internet dying is making me anxious because I don't have anywhere else to go. Like, there are places to post, even if tumblr were to fully shut down tomorrow, I'd have my discord, my Instagram, my Twitter, could make an account of any of those Twitter copies... but who would go after me? It's sad to think that not only I have to start from scratch in my private life, having lost so many years of my life to mental illness... But being online, too. Having no one to ask about my ocs or want commissions from me, no one to ask how was that caf茅 visit yesterday, what books am I reading right now... I feel a little better, being able to post on here even if no one is reading all that stuff because I feel comfortable and anonymous on here, but my god I am not ready to have to go back going by my deadname even online, because people who know me irl want to follow my Instagram. I hate that this reality is closer and closer to me.
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