#I hate to be rude abt it but I don’t wanna post this for them and not block them n stuff and make other ppl think it’s okay

[rose-in-a-fisted-glove]

Hi it’s the SU anon here I’m very sorry for how much I upset you, and I seriously wanted to piece tgt what I’m missing from the Jewish viewpoint so I appreciate u still being open to talking to me despite the ignorance. Also disclaimer I’m born and raised in Malaysia so I’ve not met an actual Jew in person until very recently in uni, so all I know is from the messy pile on the internet and I do genuinely learn from ur posts when I see them.

From what I see on ur blog u do show quite a lot of sympathy to the all the cruelty happening in Gaza, but don’t tolerate this being used as an excuse to target Israel/Jewish ppl. I do understand that the whole concept of pushing for an Israel/jewish ethnostate is very much entwined with the history of Jewish culture and the antisemitism endured through different times, so I think this is the part where I made the most ignorant statement on? After rereading what I wrote it might also have sounded like all Jews hold extremely reactionary views towards the word “ceasefire”? Pls do point out more of what upset u, I take full responsibility for what I said and pls stop this convo at any point if I end up offending u more.

Recognizing that you don't know something is the first step towards fixing it. It's good that you thought on your previous ask and tried to research it! But you're missing an awful lot so let's start from the top.

(As a reminder and so others can seee, here's the original ask)

"Hi, this a question abt ur opinion on what’s happening in Gaza just bc you’re one of my favourite blogs that goes deep into Jewish culture/issues. If at any point this question becomes annoying pls ignore.

Anyways so in my college SU meeting recently someone sent in a motion to make an official statement to condemn the war and call for immediate and permanent ceasefire + provide more support to the Jewish and Muslim/Arab students affected by increased hate in the community as well. This sparked a debate among those in attendance and of course there’s a few very pro-Israel voices that insists that a ceasefire will cause Israel to lose all ability to defend itself as well as many pro-Palestine arguments. The motion ended up discarded bc of procedural reasons but as someone who has mostly held a free Palestine view so far and has been hoping for a more inclusive Israel in the future, I don’t understand why stopping a war hurting both sides is taken as an Israel must disappear take by many. I always just accepted it as it’s probably got a lot more antisemitic undertone when it’s a Jew that hears it, but I really wanna hear ur take as well bc the debate I witnessed brought up very disturbing points that I can’t stop thinking about. Hope this didn’t end up sounding disrespectful and thanks for always sharing important Jewish viewpoints without undermining other social issues!"

First problem comes right with the opening sentence; "Hi, this a question abt ur opinion on what’s happening in Gaza just bc you’re one of my favourite blogs that goes deep into Jewish culture/issues."

Going to random Jews who do not post about the conflict and asking for their "stance" on it is part of a series of antisemitic loyalty tests and is extremely rude on top of it. Furthermore, speaking on Jewish cultures and issues and antisemitism is not the same as being experienced or knowledgeable on international conflicts.

And then your next paragraphs are of course riddled with anti-Israeli biases and examples that you've been listening to/reading propaganda uncritically, such as "wanting a more inclusive Israel" and in your more recent ask saying things like "I do understand that the whole concept of pushing for an Israel/jewish ethnostate is very much entwined with the history of Jewish culture and the antisemitism endured through different times". So you clearly have a basic lack of knowledge about both Israel and the conflict in general along with Zionism itself.

But, again, that's not an area I talk about much. If any of the folks who do talk about it, see this and want to go into it, please do! Just to repeat here, you shouldn't have been asking me in the first place.

Then, this part here, showed me that you have a history of dismissing antisemitism as Jews being overly sensitive "I always just accepted it as it’s probably got a lot more antisemitic undertone when it’s a Jew that hears it." And then that was compounded by your closing insult, "thanks for always sharing important Jewish viewpoints without undermining other social issues!"

And that closing insult told me that I had woefully failed in sharing any information about antisemitism at all. "Sharing important Jewish viewpoints without undermining other social issues". Jewish "viewpoints" and antisemitism are just as important as any other sort of bias. Pointing out antisemitism and sharing stories about antisemitism does not, and can not, undermine other social issues. It is not lesser. Honestly, I'm still kind of livid over that shot.

[lewisvinga]

There was massive discourse yesterday because a guy had entered all of the f1 x reader tags bacalao demanding that woman write for m!readers and basically guilt tripping at the end. It asked asks then said it male men fell short when no one writes for them. Then, a few seconds later, he answered one of his ask and said he’s not comfortable with writing for anyone except for men and ftm which is fine. Everyone has their preference.

But we got everyone upset is the fact that he’s saying that it’s not fair that women are only writing for women when men in the fanfiction community barely get representation. And then he turns around and says he’s not comfortable writing for women. Can you see the hypocrisy?

And then, a few hours later, he decided to address women as “females” and one of his ask that he also put in all of the F1 X reader tags. And said that “females act like they’re the only ones in the world and act, like only females, read fanfiction”

First of all, referring to women, as females is kind of gross. Even if that’s what they are, it’s gross, referring to people as males and females. I don’t know why, but it feels so gross.

Second of all, someone, another m!reader writer, came out of the woodwork saying that everyone was being dramatic and he wasn’t being misogynistic or asking anyone to write for m!readers. He said that they were just complaining, and everybody in the comments decided to go tell them to write it themselves.

Everyone in the comments was telling them that women might not feel comfortable writing for anyone outside of their gender and if they really want something then they have to write it themselves because they aren’t gonna get it by complaining

Bro, it was a whole entire thing. And then the one who decided to jump in all of us sudden said that it wasn’t that serious, but he and the other guy were the ones who made it so serious 😭

I’m pretty sure all the stuff is still there if you really wanna see it. You’re probably gonna have to scroll for a bit in the tags now, but the ones I recommend using is f1 smau, I think. That or f1 x reader.

No one was being rude, everyone was just trying to tell them that, just like he doesn’t like writing for women, some women don’t like writing for men. We were also trying to tell them that when women tend to write for men, men come into their ask, and Berate them for doing so, so they want to refrain from doing that so they won’t get hate sent their way

It was a whole thing and honestly so entitled of the m!readers. Here’s the thing, you’re allowed to be upset that there’s a lack of stuff representing you and your community, but to come into the tag, where people want to write and say, “I request for some people to write for m!reader because it’s not fair, we don’t get enough representation and I can’t do it myself because I don’t want to, and I’m not good at writing”

Let me just tell you, that man has written before, and seemed absolutely fine with it. He also had the goal to say that men don’t get Much representation on social media at all. Especially the fanfiction community. Which is blatantly wrong. There is a huge community of people just for male readers on this app. On Wattpad. On archive of our own. I just don’t think he wants to look for it, or be a part of it.

The person that randomly said that he meant that he’s just sick of seeing people right for male reader, and then women come and say, “can we get that but in Female reader” that’s exactly what they’re doing to us.

I just wanted to catch you up on the all the drama if you didn’t know. It’s over now, I think. But it was wild. His post reeked of entitlement, so people rightfully called him out for it, and then somebody act like we were attacking him is basically the td;or

omg i saw that and felt SO MANY THINGS ABT IT🙃🙃

like i kinda understand where he’s coming from😕, like sometimes i wish there was more latina rep on this app, but yall don’t see me putting the blame on non latino writers ???? i write that stuff myself and don’t guilt trip others 💀

and women aren’t entitled to write for male readers just because they’re underrepresented. just like non latinos don’t have to write for latina reader etc etc.

i know that i, as a woman, don’t feel comfortable at all writing for male reader because guess what? i’m simply not a man! i don’t feel comfortable writing for male/masculine aligning reader ( but that’s just me, perhaps other women are fine w it 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️)

but it’s very hypocritical to come at women for not writing for male reader just to turn around and say you don’t feel comfortable writing for fem reader when the same applies to a lot of female writers like myself 😕😕

i already write all my fics for free because i like to write and this app lets me have a way to let my creativity go. i’m not going to spend my free time writing something i don’t feel comfortable with. 😕😕😕

i understand they’re frustrated but they can’t put the blame on other female writers, esp if they criticize the ones that do write male readers 🤷‍♀️

but so many of us are doing this for free and we’re doing it for fun, and it’s fanfiction! of course we’re gonna write about what we relate to the most! 😩 and sometimes you just have to take matters into your own hands if you wanna see more representation, 🙁 like how i’ll write latina reader bc simply i want more latina rep and i don’t mind taking matters into my own hands !

( also, men referring to women as ‘females’ is SO icky. yeah it’s the scientific name or whatvr but whenever i see a man use the term ‘females’ it’s always followed by something misogynistic so it just always feels icky and gross )

#lewisvinga asks

[istgpleaseshutup]

They Don’t Know You. // Miguel Cazarez Mora x oversized!gn!Reader

Request: Heyy I was wondering if u could write for either Robin or Miguel idc Which one whoever u write for but maybe x plus sized reader and they either get bullied and robin tries to cheer them up then beats up the bully and reader has no problem afterwards orrr Miguel x plus sized reader and maybe they are alr dating and ppl talk crap Abt her weight online or something and he notices maybe a mood change from her usual self and they talk Abt it and he tries to cheer her up then maybe does a appreciation post on social media for her and talks Abt the bullying separately OR SOMETHING LIKE that haha u get what I'm trying to say right? This is so much and I'm sorry and if u don't want to do ir just completely ignore this ty. Also Like the bullying is from jealous ppl and they just like "he can do way better than her" and blah blah blah but again just ignore if u don’t wanna do it haha:) Anonymous

Thank you for requesting!!

Quick authors note- Anything I say in this request is only for the story, so please don’t think these things about yourself. Everyone is so beautiful and it breaks my heart on how cruel people can be with their bodies. I hope everyone here is happy in their own skin and if you aren’t just know, every body type is perfect even if you don’t think so. I hope everyone enjoys. I love you guys.

Warning: Reader has bad thoughts about their body, hate comments, jealous people, and rude bitches 🤬🤬🤬🤬

They Don’t Know You. // Miguel Cazarez Mora x oversized!gn!Reader

I scrolled threw Instagram, waiting for Miguel to get to my house. We were going out to a restaurant for a third date. He never said which restaurant, but I was really excited. I was in a f/c (favorite color) suit/dress which I didn’t feel the best in. I originally went on Instagram to distract myself from me not feeling great in my suit/dress, but I went into a spiral of hate comments.

@/MiguelLovesMeOnly : Um, why is Y/n dating Miguel? They are so ugly.. look at how they look in that suit/dress.   Likes: 532

@/Th3BlackPh0n3Fan : Why does Miguel like Y/n? They look weird. They need to loose weight.   Likes: 163

@/R0b1n_F1nn3y_M1gu3l : If Miguel likes that, he would leave Y/n in an instant when he sees me. At least I’m skinny.   Likes: 347

@/Robin_wants.M3 : He can do so much better, and I am that so much better.     Likes: 674

Why do these people have to be so rude? The suit/dress I was wearing in the photo was the same I was wearing now. Why did so many people have to like those comments? No one even replied to defend me or anything. I really didn’t feel like going out anymore. I lost any interest in eating, and I felt gross in my body.

Miguel was the best person on the planet. He never made fun of me about my weight, about looking bad in something, about any of my insecurities. He was always so nice to me, but he gets hate about dating me. I check Miguel’s location, seeing he hasn’t left the house yet.

Y/n: 

Hey I don’t think I can hang out today. I’m not feeling well.

I put my phone down on the couch and go upstairs to my room to change into something baggy, making my body figure not being able to be seen. I avoid looking in the mirror, but I couldn’t help it. I felt a lump in my throat, it was burning. I tried to swallow it away, but it made it worse. I lift up my over sized shirt, reveling my stomach. 

I burst into tears seeing my body. I slowly make my way to the ground, hiccuping from tears. I never felt comfortable in my body. There was always someone to comment about my weight, how I looked, but being in public attention made it worse. I couldn’t ever get a break. Well, that is a lie. Miguel was my break, but I never understood why. Even I think I wasn’t enough for him, so why does he think I am?

My head starts feeling dizzy, so I slowly get up and slowly go downstairs to the kitchen. I still had tears falling from my eyes, but I wasn’t making noise, I was just feeling numb. I grabbed a glass cup and filled it with water. I drank it then went into my living room. I stared off into space feeling tired.

I’m so tired of this. I don’t understand why 99/100 people I meet always have to hate on me. Sometimes it isn’t about my weight, but most of the time it is.

I snap out of my zone out and look at my phone. I wiped my eyes to see the notification clearly.

Life360: Miguel arrived at your location.

What? I look below the Life360 notification to see other notifications from Miguel.

Y/n: 

Hey I don’t think I can hang out today. I’m not feeling well.

Miguel: 

That’s okay, how are you feeling? Is it a cold?

Y/n?

Are you okay?

Hermosa you’re worrying me.

Hey now you got me scared, I’m coming over.

And just like that, I hear a knock on the door. I froze for a moment, not knowing what to do. Shit, I probably look horrible. I quickly wipe my eyes with my hands, and brush through my hair with my fingers (sorry if you’re bald), then walk over to the door. I look through the little peep hole to see Miguel looking around my neighborhood. I open the door, and greet him.

“Hey.” I said, kind of awkwardly. He looked at me and smiled.

“Hey! How are you feeling?”

“Good, sorry I wasn’t on my phone. I didn’t see your texts.” I responded, stepping aside and letting him in.

“Hey were you crying?” He walks in and turns to look at me. His hand makes his way up to my cheek wiping where ears previously were. I try thinking of an excuse, but I couldn’t think fast enough. I nod my head, looking down after. “Hey about what?” He tilts my face back up, making me look at him.

I walk him over to my couch and sit him down. I pick up my phone and unlock it, then hand it to him. All the hate comments I was previously crying about being read by Miguel. He starts scrolling, if I am being honest, I didn’t know there were more comments then what was at the top.

I hear him sigh and he puts my phone down, turning it off. He picks my hands up from my lap, making me look up at him. I was afraid of what he was going to say. He just stared at me in a pity way, but some guilt mixed in too.

“I’m sorry,” Is all he says. He pauses for a few seconds, I assume trying to think of what to say. “These people are horrible. They are just jealous. They don’t know the real you. You don’t deserve this at all.” The tone of his voice was serous, a bit sad and a little angry.

“It’s not your fault, you don’t need to apologize.” I respond, reassuring him. I grew sad at the thought of him thinking this is his fault.

“What they’re saying, it’s not true. You aren’t ugly, you look amazing in that suit/dress that you were wearing. You don’t look weird, you are so much more than beautiful. You don’t need to loose weight, you are literally so perfect. And look at this,” He clicks on the profile who commented that “he would leave me in an instant when he sees her”. It was a literal 9 year old. I laugh genuinely, and I saw Miguel’s face relax when he saw me happy. “These are just a bunch of nine year old’s that are jealous of you. Don’t let them get to you. Please.”

“I will try.” I say, hugging him.

THE END

I am so sorry that took for ever, the story felt a lot longer typing it then it was reading it so I am so so sorry. 

REQUESTS ARE OPEN FOR: Robin Arellano, Miguel Cazarez Mora, Finney Blake, and Bruce Yamada

#miguel #cazarez #mora #miguel cazarez #miguel cazarez mora #miguel cazarez mora x reader #miguel x reader #miguel cazarez x reader #miguel cazarez mora x #miguel cazarez mora x gn!reader #miguel x gn!reader #miguel cazarez x gn!reader #miguel cazarez mora x oversized!gn!reader #miguel cazarez x oversized!gn!reader #miguel cazarez mora x oversized!reader #miguel cazarez x oversized!reader

[spinosaurusenjoyer]

I have literally never seen a single post about Astarion that included any of the points on your list. Is this on Twitter or something? Are these astarion fans in the room with us right now? Shart is the best character, so I genuinely don't have a dog in this race but anyone who says Gale sucks is correct, I will vouch for that opinion. All the men in this game are losers, really.

1) I love all of the companions every single one. I’m a bit less fussed abt Jaheira and especially Minsc because they’re so late in I’m just caught up in the others at that point but they’re still :). And basically. Idgasf about your Gale hate, sorry. I understand not liking any of the companions, tastes are tastes we all have them and that’s okay. But I love all of them. My issue is not opposing tastes and that’s not what I’m talking about so I don’t want to get bogged down in that cuz again I love all of them anyway. What I’m heated over is people not using their frontal fucking lobes and regulating their behaviour lol. Feeing the need to comment shit they should have kept in their heads. I just wish people behaved a bit more decently.

2) That’s just it tho. It’s not comments on Astarions posts that I’m talking about. I’m talking about comments on content of OTHER characters. I see it on here, I’ve seen a lot on Reddit TikTok YouTube too, it’s pretty much everywhere. I will admit it’s not just tumblr I’m talking about yes. But it is partially. I just don’t understand the need to comment on edits art writings etc that are about other companions slagging them off because they’re not Astarion. And yet some of his fans constantly seem to feel the need to do that.

My favourite companion is Minthara and finding comments like these on edits etc of her isn’t rare. Tbf a lot of them come from straight guys who favor SH but a significant portion are also Astarion-only fans. The types who only look at bg3 stuff for him and get offended when it’s not about him. So. Yea.

I just don’t understand feeling the need to comment stuff like this on content people spent hours making. It’s just… really weird and rude and unnecessary. Okay you hate her, and? You think people making content of her having fun in their own lanes care or wanna hear it? Like go make your own post if you wanna be a hater that’s fine, but don’t come onto others posts. I’m not gonna hunt down anymore screencaps because I’ll be real I’m fucking lazy and I’ve got better shit to do than that but I assure you comments akin to this exist on content of Wyll Lae’zel etc too. There are certain Astarion fans who think the entire game is only about him and it bleeds onto how they treat the fans of other characters, 100%.

#the 2 packs a day is actually kinda funny and more harmless tbf #lol #it’s just there in the middle of the other comments #shes got that chain smoker sex appeal <3 #fandom critical #Astarion critical #bg3 critical #larian critical

[pashminalamb]

BELLEEEEEE!!!!! I’ve missed you so much 😭😭😭😭😭!!!!! Typing this as I’m sitting in my car after getting out of my last class. FINALS. ARE. FINALLY. OVER. And I passed all my classes with As!!!! Final exams went really well too!!! I feel like I’m gonna fall and pass out for 12 hours. Which I actually did yesterday because I had finished all my exams/classes but I had one more class to go to today.

BUT ENOUGH ABT ME HOW ARE YOU MY DEAR SWEET BLUE PUNK FAIRY FRIEND??? Have you been eating and drinking water?? Resting??? Taking breaks??? Isabelle. If you haven’t. *gently bonks head* Oliver would reprimand you too yknow? And not the fun bedroom scolding. TAKE BREAKS LOVE!!!! 😭😭❤️ Taking regular breaks is a responsibility to yourself that everyone forgets sometimes when they get lost in all their other responsibilities. Multitasking writing different works too much can cause headaches, speaking from experience sweetheart. And going to the gym is great but your body needs to relax and rest too. Water and a good meal and a hot shower/bath do wonders after a long session do wonders trust me. So please rest okay?

CONGRATULATIONS ON 1.6K 🎉✨🥳!!!! The numbers keep climbing so fast and all these milestones are amazing!!!! I’m so proud of you love 🥹✨❤️!!!

I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHOS WATCHED KUROKO NO BASKET. Seriously the fandom is almost completely dead 😭😭💀. I knew it was a oldie but a goody but I didn’t think it was dust and tumbleweeds out here 😭😭. So glad you like it too!! Haikyuu will always be my favorite sports anime and one of my top favorites in general, it holds a really special place in my heart, but KnB was still a really fun watch.

ASFKKFFKJFHKHJG. THAT OLVER ART. Pls he’d hate getting out of bed and just become a complete octopus in the mornings. You gotta wake him up for practice and it’s such a chore. He’s such a big baby pshhhh. But there are some upsides like him saying the only way he’s gonna get up is if you place exactly 100 kisses all over his face, more than half of them end up being on the lips when he actually starts to get up, and you relent every money with a roll of your eyes and and huff and a fond smile he misses cause his eyes are closed. The first thing you do is wipe off that smug smirk from his face. Also hc that Oliver is actually really ticklish and it’s your weapon. Don’t get up even after the kisses? His sides are looking very open rn. Wont get off after flopping on you on the couch? You’re in the perfect position to reach his armpits. Wont stop clinging to you while you’re trying to do a new eye makeup style for your guys’ date? His neck is literally wide open cause he loves smushing his face into the crook of your neck.

What video? Did you post it on your other account? Because I couldn’t find it. Dangit I wanted to simp for Oliver too 😭😭.

Seriously I’m an introvert what are you gonna do? Lock me inside your house? Great free access to your clothes. Still me seeing friends? What friends babe? Take me everywhere with you? Nice let me grab my book and coffee and we’re good to go. Adjkgfhnjhhhv 💀💀.

That girl shoving into you was so rude. All it takes is a simple excuse me dude. And ISTG PEOPLE WHO SPOIL THINGS WHEN NO ONE ASKED 😤😤😤. They seriously piss me off and ruin the experience. See it’s different when I intentionally spoil myself because I’m too impatient. Someone else doing it? Oh heck no. Its the same feeling as someone taking the last of your favorite snack from the vending machine.

Also just a heads up. I’m gonna sending in multiple asks cause there’s just too much I wanna talk abt and breaking it into parts sounds better. So this is the first one. *sends aggressive virtual hugs that feel like they squish all the exhaustion out of you*

- ✨ anon

Starry! Omg- All As! That's great! And it's a good thing you took rest too- ik that i'm bout to pass out when i finish exams. I hope you're doing alright tho! Sorry it took me long to get to your ask; tumblr is being weird cause i can only see it when i get on my pc... and not on the app. yeah no I'm moving to ao3. i saw the rb of which character i would interpret the best and you said- Oliver Ofc. he's my husband but he doesn't know it yet ૮꒰ ˶> ༝ <˶꒱ა Well, I've been doing pretty good! I finished a jar of nutella (in 2 days) and i'm planning to buy a bigger one; i did drink a lot of water, ate some pasta, taking rest too made a wedding playlist for me and aiku and lowkey enjoyed it *the way i laughed when i saw : And not the fun bedroom scolding.' I'd like to see Oliver reprimand me (truth : he can't. Cause he knows at the end of the day even if he's bigger and stronger than me, he is gonna be beneath me) but yeah he'd probably say something like "you're gonna get sick, doorbell." But yeah i've been taking rest, dw starry! i'm actually giving myself a treat. with ao3 i can take things slow and easy tbh, which is another reason i'm moving there. The blog will be up ofc; to answer asks and for anons who wanna talk to me abt my work, but yeah my activity on ao3 is gonna be very irregular... THANK YOU!! 1.6k is such a big number, past me would have been like 'huh... never thought i'd make it this far.' BUT YEAH I DID ! T.T But actually it’s you guys who got me there so thank you everyone 💓

I think everyone thought that they were the only ones who watched knb; me included. I used to have the BIGGEST crush on aomine, i even found an asmr of his. (and yeah i do listen to asmrs btw) And yeah the fandom is almost dead (｡ ́︿ ̀｡) and I didn’t even get to read that many aomine works too…but yeah I really liked that anime! Haikyuu made me cry after clannad and also made me laugh the hardest, does hold a special place in my heart as well, Bokuto was my fav and rn… no one really. I like all of them cause they’re so unique yk?

As for the Oliver art, pretty sure he would hold you down to the bed. He would demand kisses! He is such a smooth talker- but since I’m me. When he expects a kiss *places hand on his lips before you kiss* “good morning. It’s time to get up” and he just groans when you have a tiny smirk and walk out of your shared bedroom, and his brain just going ‘god woman. You’re gonna be the death of me.’

How- I think I’m getting too predictable with my writing cause I do have something to do with eye makeup in Ocean hues… 👁️ *but we don’t talk abt that cause no spoilers!*

The video! Starry. I BLEW A FUSE CAUSE OF THAT REEL. so story time, I was checking my insta in the morning after I woke up and this gym based reel popped on my feed. And the moment I saw it - I thought of Oliver. Like alright fineeeee this is a guy Idek on the internet just doing his own thing and posting fitness reels but his body. IT LOOKED. LIKE. OLIVER. AND HIS HAIR WAS LIKE AIKU’S TOO! I’m not even joking - The shaggy hair down at the back minus the green highlights - it’s like the way I imagined Oliver’s body to be like. And- I really wasn’t expecting to see THAT in the morning. So it was a really great start to my day- and I couldn’t stop thinking about it for a whole day so I had to save it. I posted the link for a bit so that blue (💙 anon) and other Aikuists could check it out and we were just fawning over this guy. I took the link down soon after cause I didn’t want anyone reblogging it and creating chaos. I’ll put the link again and take it down in 10 mins. I’m telling you though. IT. WAS. FUCKING. HOT. (i'll be putting up the link in a bit and taking it down too you should totally take a look at it- cause the content is not mine neither do i know the guy but FUCK. THAT LOOKED LIKE OLIVER.) The free access to clothes 😭 Happy relationship = yandere bf + a very introverted partner oliver stealing my oversized clothes in the corner I'm an introverted person as well introverted enough to terrify a yandere as well istg- idk who that was, but it was rude to push shove someone and not apologize for it or even an excuse me. and the girl who spoiled wednesday, never saw her again. i get that someone's enthusiastic about a show, but at the same time... some consideration for people around you 😭 anyway, that times gone and i got a lot of better things to move onto like movies, working out and just overall, making myself happy and having a good day yk? *Sending hugs back*

#belle.☏ #.moot🍦: ✨ anon

[marmett]

i love how every time i come onto your blog majima is judging me for not being forklift certified lmaooo

anywho- let's play the ask game! >:D i gotta basket a' questions for ya: A5, A13, B2, B4, C1, C6,C7, D7, E2, F7!!!

A5: Favorite final boss(es)?

sorry for being a predictable slut, but majima in y5. it was just. such an emotional and dramatic scene, when kurosawa brought him out in chains, beaten and bloody, and saejima was infuriated, and then it switched to confusion when they let majima go and gave him his tanto. and then when kurosawa told them to kill each other. the DRAMA. still confused on how he learned to do shadow clones, though.

A13: Favorite minigame(s)?

i love all of the rhythm based ones! karaoke, disco, dance battles, i love them!

B2: What’s a scene that never fails to make you cry?

GOD. so many. tachibana's death in y0, when majima chooses to walk away from makoto, majima and taiga's reunion in y4, the rooftop scene in y5 when majima says if its btwn him and taiga and haruka, they should die bc no one would miss them, just so many >.>

B4: Who would you like to post more about but you don’t? Why don’t you?

yasuko, i can never post abt yasuko enough. but my little pea brain mostly makes thoughts and connections based on stuff ive seen recently, and since i dont rlly see a ton of yasuko content i just dont achieve critical yasuko thought very often.

C1: What was the most infuriating moment?

when they killed yasuko. i was too mad to cry when she died, bc i wasnt even sad i was just angry.

C6: If you could revive any deceased character, who would it be and why?

YASUKO. she never should have died.

C7: Which character should have died but didn’t? (If that’s too harsh, who deserves to rot in prison?)

u know im not rlly sure. i cant think of any characters who from a thematic standpoint would have made more sense to die. i get where ppl are coming from when they say kiryu shouldve died at the end of y6, and ok yeah thematically that wouldve made the most sense but consider: i like him and it would have made me sad :(

D7: Who was the least engaging protagonist?

hmmmmmm...... i hated akiyama in y4. i actually didnt like him at ALL and when i got to his part in y5 i took a rlly long break bc i didnt wanna play as him. y5 made me like him a bit more, and now im fine w/ him, but i still like the other protags more lmao.

E2: Bops: Haruka Sawamura, T-Set or Dream Line?

haruka shouldve tiger dropped T-set for being so fucking rude ngl, but also. im sorry haruka, but i prefer T-set's singing voices to hers ;_;

7F: Who are you fighting on the Millennium Tower rooftop?

mmmmmm no one, im baby and id just cry if someone tried to fight me. that, said, i do think kiryu needed someone to knock some sense into him at a few key moments. sorry.

edit: forgot to answer b4... it is now answered....

#y4 spoilers #sorry to all the akiyama enjoyers #i appreciate that u appreciate him #hes just not for me ig #y5 spoilers

[haechanitboy]

🌙 ✨⭐️🌟💫🌙

#juul.txt #okay i literally never do like . posts from one platform to another but THIS !!! #respectfully if i am awake/active on social media past 1am and i don’t answer a message or smth #i just want to be alone 💖 pls don’t take it personally 💖 #like 1am to 7am is like the only time i get to genuinely be alone bc like #no one is talking to me no one expects anything from me i am just vibing 😭😭😭 #it’s bliss :(((( #i’m not even kidding i’ll be active on idk like . here late at night and then maybe get a text or smth and my heart drops bc i don’t wanna #TALK but i know they know i’m awake but i don’t wanna say ‘hey this is my alone time’ bc that feels selfish / rude #so i usually either resort to playing dead somehow 😭😭😭 like i might stop rbing posts and just start liking them #or i’ll stop going through my dash entirely and i’ll just look through tags i stalk for stuff to read #OR if i rly feel like :/ abt it i just abandon tumblr altogether and go to twitter or tiktok #those are the only 2 apps where like . i don’t have to interact w ppl on them i get to just lurk and GOD it feels so good 😭😭😭 #i can be extremely antisocial i am realizing this now #BUT YEAH tldr if you are my friend and you text me past 1am and you see im active but i don’t answer you #i don’t hate you it’s not personal at all and i very much just want to be alone w my thoughts

[officialratprince]

hate to always be the one saying stuff like this but if you’re foggy on etiquette when interacting with authors on ao3, here are some things I’ve noticed and wanna caution against ! if you’ve done these things in the past and genuinely didn’t think abt it that’s fine but time to be more self aware kings

don’t ask to include works in a collection with an insulting name. collections like “my favorite trash fics” or “actually decent fics” are both ones i’ve encountered. this is so rude !! it seems like people don’t know this, but the word “decent” is not a polite adjective to use.

when leaving bookmarks, obviously leaving your brief thoughts about a piece is normal. please be polite and don’t leave comments like “6/10” or “this was okay but not my favorite” or even worse, “this was fine but the ending was rushed and was kind of bad” . jesus christ there is a button to mark your favorites so ppl can differentiate. you can make your bookmark private so the author can’t see how much you disliked their work. more importantly, if you don’t like a work then why are you fucking bookmarking it ?

if you don’t know the author, calling them by the nickname used by only their friends is not appropriate. it feels invasive and overfamiliar. we don’t know u!! we are not friends and similarly it’s not okay to make assumptions about the authors mental health (like saying “are you good” or “this feels like you’re processing *insert trauma*”)

being in comments saying things like “I wish you’d included *insert unmentioned or unrelated triggering topic or ideology without warning*” is not okay, considering that authors don’t owe you anything. actually complaining about lack of your specific interest is also weird as fuck just make a normal request on their tumblr if they offer that opportunity to you. this is literally just a hobby unless you send me $50 I don’t give a shit what you wish I’d covered.

leaving comments that are just a string of one emoji is fine if you absolutely have to do that but leaving that same comment on multiple fics is like. please just leave kudos (this might be a personal thing but it makes me feel absolutely nothing and doesn’t tell me anything. just type “nice fic” it’s two words )

some of these may be me being overly irritated, and obviously different authors may feel differently. but after several years and posting too many fics, I’m getting a little tired!!! authors can add stuff youve noticed but don’t be freaks abt this

[wickedpact]

i feel like we’ve absolutely had this conversation before but i can’t be bothered to actually check if we have- but there’s So Much “nicky isn’t good with words” content (and like, i don’t completely hate it in uses of maybe aus where nicky hasn’t been alive for nearly 1,000 years) but the thing is is that canonically, we’ve seen nicky be scary good with words. like i will die on the nicolò “acts of service to show love” di genova hill. but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t know how to use his words!! he might not say as much but when he does speak there is a certain... weight behind his words? he says things with a purpose and a meaning. even if it may seem he’s saying something casually, there’s so much behind it??? but again, i’m just working with the movie as my source, and we only saw a very uhh?? brief bit of their lives so really we need a sequel to explore all this more. - 2ta

you 🤝 the same fucking braincell 🤝 me

when we were talking about nicky being both reserved and Not Reserved like.. idk a couple weeks ago i Almost made another post that i typed up at like 3 in the morning and then saved as a draft (bc it was three in the morning ofc)

i never posted it but it was like the same fucking thing you just said. like. nicky is not only good with words and good at expressing himself, but i also think of him as pretty social

like tldr

1. nicky is, like you said, Good at talking 2 ppl. Scary good. there are multiple instances through the movie of nicky shutting someone The Fuck Up via just talking to them a little. i mean in the train scene he gets andy (ANDY!!! stubborn andy!!) and book (BOOK!!! the guy who greatly benefits if they dont go after another immortal!!) to concede to his point abt nile after saying like 3 sentences to them. he strikes kozak speechless. he makes merrick run scared from his own lab. nickys GOOD with words and good at expressing himself and good at talking to people & good at making people agree with him, even if they wont admit it

2. i think its kind of pointed that in the scene where he says hello to the little girl in s. sudan, hes in the back of the group? like, we’re shown andy, book, and joe all passing the sudanese people without saying a word. nicky is the only one who greets them, despite the fact that it wouldve been hardly rude to not to.

so hes not only good with words, but hes also social. he says hi to strangers he passes in the street. tho a lot of interpretations of joe and nicky have joe being the social one and nicky being the introverted/awkward/shy one, i actually think of nicky as the more social between the two, and honestly maybe even the most social of the group. book and andy dont exactly strike me as gushing extroverts

altho i have to admit i think of them all at least slightly extroverted (i mean joe at least was a merchant. theres no way he could be Bad with people). i just think of nicky as just a little Bit More social

like. consider a diagram i made like 3 weeks ago

theyre both social. nickys just. a little more.

3. ik weve all talked endlessly abt nicky being a priest but like... being a priest is a social job. idk how Priesthood(TM) has changed between now and the 1000s but i doubt that particular facet has changed. priests are involved in their community. the whole point of being a priest is talking to people. i assume nicky chose to be a priest, thus his chosen career was a social one that involves talking to people as a core aspect.

& i agree that its definitely up in the air regarding whether younger nicky/ au nicky would be social/good at expression or not. However it always feels silly when joe is like.. the same exact guy circa 1100 as he is in 2020 but nicky is radically different in terms of how he expresses himself and his social habits. same goes for aus.

i mean. at the end of the day, im not the fandom police, and i dont ever wanna give off the impression that im like.. trying to tell fic authors what to write bc i get thats annoying as hell.

(and i mean i get it. nicky talks softly, doesnt have Marwan Kenzari’s Expressive Eyebrows, and is shown to be a bit of a bookworm. shy/introvert!nicky is a easy conclusion 2 come to. i simply Dont agree with it)

#im extremely pro acts of service nicky However i feel like ppl get Too Deep into the whole #acts of service nicky/ words of affirmation joe #to the point that they only portray those 2 as showing affection only in those 2 respective ways #like nicky 'love of my life' di genova isnt Just acts of service #and joe snapping keane's neck sure wasnt a fucking word of affirmation #AND WE DO NEED A SEQUEL @ NETFLIX ANNOUNCE IT COWARDS #🔫 i am no longer asking #2thoughts anon #Anonymous

[cupidlakes]

honestly, thank you so much for that rant. I keep seeing posts like that in the georgenotfound tag and frankly, it kept annoying me for some reason. People are entitled to their opinions but you don't have to constantly put George down or compare his looks to others like Wilbur or Quackity. If you don't find him attractive, that's okay but there's literally no reason why you feel the need to yell about how you don't understand how George has simps and looks bland/boring or has a personality that is plain. Especially when it is so obvious that they don't even watch him that much. I'm glad someone feels the same way because I'm honestly sick and tired of people saying that George is like a plain cracker. I heard it when I first entered the fandom and I hated it from the very beginning because its just so rude!!

no, thank you!! and sincerely sorry anyone had to read all that 🙏🏻 this is likely the only ask i’ll answer because i wanna go back to regular posting i’m so anti-posting negativity on here in any form because that’s genuinely just not me and tumblr is not the place for drama i’m also genuinely not picking a fight with anyone ultimately it was just a vent i needed to get off my chest and a culmination of frustration that’s been building up for months

but yeah agreed agreed i just think people have the whole audacity to not watch george, like ever but have quite genuinely the rudest things to say about him? i want to let people know you can’t hide everything behind a /j if you don’t have anything nice to say sometimes you just don’t need to say it i’ll reiterate (and you can go look) that i’ve never been rude about a cc (on the dsmp especially) on here because i believe in my heart of hearts it is not my place if i don’t know enough about them and their content! you also generally don’t have to pit a cc against another to uplift them and yeah i really do just wish people would extend the same respect to george this sounds stupid to say but just because he has fans doesn’t mean he should be the butt of all your “personality-less” “bland + average looking”, “basic” jokes because you have nothing else to say about him he’s still a person and at the end of the day? just be nice

@netheritedream also made some good points in the tags of my rb abt the treatment of “george stans” reeking of misogyny and yes honestly this has also been something i’ve always believed about the treatment of the dream teams fanbase in general like oh hey for example liking technoblade is cool and all! but if you like gnf + enjoy his content you’re a cringe gogy stan with an assumed lack of taste or something and really it does get frustrating after a while

#asks #but yes yeah #!! #at least don’t post it in the tags #common courtesy and whatnot #ty for hearing me out guys LMAO #discourse #negativity #cw negativity #long post

[angeloncewas]

Hi! Person who wrote the dream crit post about mcc just coming to clarify that I do Not at all stand with what a lot of what my anons were saying. I don't think you were trying to imply that, but ig I just wanted to make sure that my point was coming across "maybe dream should calm down Abt individual points in mcc because it takes away from the emphasis on teamwork, and also he comes off a bit egotistical in the way he says that the points should be changed to benefit him" and Not "dream is a horrible person who we should send hate to"

All /nm, I actually like ur blog a lot lol, I just didn't want my rep to be that one person who hates dream a lot haha

Ah hi ! Sorry if I did imply that you stand by what your anons said. I tried to emphasize with the link that I saw you arguing back against someone who was really rude about it, I just didn't have more examples because it was a lil too much for me and I didn't comb through the rest of them. I only brought it up at all because I thought it was another thing that might've made people who like Dream upset, but I can take it out if that'd make you more comfortable !

I do have qualms with your post itself - like I just personally didn't have a problem with Dream's comment since he stressed that it was about his individual placement and it's his only his opinion condensed into a Reddit post + I thought the bit about Techno not complaining was unfair, since they're very different people and players (Techno literally quit because he doesn't wanna be a competition guy, Dream literally is a competition guy) - but I definitely don't think you're like outrageously angry or something. We just interpreted the situation differently.

Anyway, yeah, that makes sense. And thank you; I've always seen you as a fairly measured opinion-haver (is that the right phrasing? like you form an opinion but don't take it to an extreme /pos) and I really like your c!Wilbur takes and how you talk about his bond with c!Niki. You're definitely a lot more than your Dream crit.

(If anyone needs examples, check these out !!!)

#angel answers #thespoonisvictory #ty for coming to talk to me #if you want me to clarify something or do something idk im always open to talking #i dont wanna sound like im sucking up to you now that you've sent me an ask because i knew you'd probably see the post anyway lol #i genuinely like seeing you around n stuff #this is why i said i hate when ppl argue bc i like ppl everywhere #okay ill stop rambling abt myself #long post #discourse #cc critical

[itsonlystrange]

Can we please stop invalidating Bylers or Milevens. This ship war has gone on for too long. We each have our own side of tumblr/twitter/Instagram and nobody is asking for either to go on the other side. Some people WILLINGLY go onto Mileven tumblr or twitter just to get mad at Milevens who are minding their business and some people WILLINGLY go onto byler tumblr/twitter to comment hate and then get mad abt it when THEY DID THIS TO THEMSELVES.

Mileven and Byler are some peoples comfort ships. And so invalidating either when nobody knows what’s going to happen in the actual show is just rude. We won’t know until season four, and whatever happens, we have to remember to be respectful about it. I don’t want to see any Milevens calling Bylers delusional or any Bylers making fun of Milevens bc their ship wasn’t end game.

BOTH SHIPS ARE GREAT!

And you have to admit, both Mileven and Byler have had some amazing moments. It’s not like either don’t have any potential

As someone who used to ship Mileven for two years straight, I see the potential they had. And even though I don’t ship them anymore and will probably be disappointed if they are end game, I won’t go around having a hissy fit and you shouldn’t either.

Mike and Eleven have had some soft and cute moments, whether you ship it or not, they have. Mike and Will have had some soft and cute moments, whether you like it or not, they have.

Mike loves both of them, whether that be platonic or romantically. He loves them. And he’d probably die for either of them. So can we PLEASE stop pretending that Mike doesn’t care about El, or that he doesn’t care about Will. Stop pretending like when Mike visits the Byers he’s only going to spend time with El. And stop pretending that if Byler were to happen Mike would forget about El’s existence.

I believe that no matter what happens, Mike will continue to love and respect both of them. He will always and I mean ALWAYS care about Eleven and Will. That’s a fact. He is a caring person.

So no matter what happens, we have to respect the duffers choice.

And I’m not saying we can’t have an opinion! We totally can! We are allowed to critique this type of media! That’s okay!

However saying “byler will never be canon you’re delusional. Go get help and go to a mental institution because you are stupid.” That is NOT an opinion. You’re invalidating someone’s comfort ship.

And saying “Mileven is horrible and Mike hates el and el hates mike and they dont care about eachother.” That’s NOT an opinion. That’s invalidating someone’s comfort ship.

So regardless of what happens, (because they BOTH have a great change at being end game ships) we must remember that the directors have had this planned for awhile! So it’s not like they’re pulling it out of their asses if they make Mileven or Byler end game. It would have been made to be from the start.

You don’t have to agree with how Mileven or Byler is presented. You don’t have to ship either. You don’t have to find them cute. You don’t have to do any of that. But you DO have to respect it and it’s shippers.

And admit it, Mike is a total softie with both El and Will. And I know that whatever happens it’ll be good. And even if I personally wouldn’t enjoy an end game Mileven, I would NEVER go out of my way to invalidate that. And even though I WOULD enjoy an endgame byler, I would FEEL for the Milevens because- imagine having your comfort ship not end up to be canon! That shit hurts! And same for if Byler isn’t canon!

I hope that all shippers can see from everyone’s point of view (unless you ship minorxadult, or anything disgusting like that.)

And I hope all Milevens and Bylers can learn to respect eachother.

And PLEASE for the LOVE OF GOD, I know that if Byler becomes canon we’re gonna wanna get cocky, and I know the same goes for if Mileven is end game, but please don’t go around saying “I told you so!” It’s never fun and it just makes people feel worse. People are ALLOWED to have faith in something. They’re ALLOWED to enjoy a ship.

And FRIENDLY REMINDER:

Statements like “Byler is endgame” or “Mileven is end game” shouldn’t be taken seriously.

Even I, who always says Byler will be end game, have no idea what will happen in season four. So we can dream all we want but it’s all up to the duffers.

SO PLEASE: let shippers have faith in their ship. Mileven and Byler are pretty vibey and I try to respect it as much as I can.

AND ALSO:

To anyone who has seen my previous Byler vs Mileven posts, I want you to know that although I do have my own opinions on Byler and Mileven- I never want you to stop shipping what you want! And I will always respect whatever you choose to ship (aslong as it’s legal and appropriate) this is just a fictional show! None of its real! And I hope you all know that I love Mileven shippers with my heart, even if I don’t love the ship. And I think both are awesome!

LETS ALL BE RESPECTFUL <3 it’s not that hard! Unless you are a toxic shipper, I will respect whatever you choose to ship. (Again, unless it’s inappropriate, but that goes without saying.)

And whatever becomes end game, I hope we can respect the brothers choice. Because at the end of the day, none of us know for sure what’s going to happen. And so we should just keep our heads up and respect everyone’s side of the fandom. And we need to stop getting so pressed when someone says they don’t ship something that you happen to. Not everyone will share your opinions. And as long as that person isn’t invalidating anything or hating on you, then you should respect them too!

Sorry, anyways. I went on a rant there.

TLDR; ship what you want and respect all shippers please! Even if you don’t ship it personally, you HAVE to respect a ships existence and when it comes to byler and Mileven, you gotta admit that both of them have a good shot at being end game ships. Whatever happens, I’ll always respect Mileven shippers and the ship itself even if I don’t like the ship personally. And If it is end game, then congrats! I love all shippers (as long as it’s appropriate) and I hope you do too!

PS: I’m tagging this In the Mileven tag but if anyone is bothered by that I will take it out!

#stranger things #byler #stranger things 4 #mike wheeler #will byers #el hopper #mileven

[wcamino-confessions]

this is more of an ‘asking for opinions’ thing. it is based on something that happened a while back but I’m not gonna go into what happened cause 1. It doesn’t really matter and 2. Idk I don’t wanna seem dramatic cause I don’t even really care, so if you know what I’m referencing don’t comment about it cause that isn’t what this is about

if you’re confused, good, that message wasn’t for you /srs but in a lh way? Idk that sounds mean I’m just trying to be funny like ‘can I go to the bathroom?’ ‘idk can you?’ levels

ok uh:

so how do you guys feel about people having design preferences? Like, idk example (nothing against nf or pyroke just using a well known example): “looking for just_nightfox designs” or “selling pyroke design”

Do y’all find that to be like— okay to specifically have a preference or use a well known designers popularity to increase a possibility of sale/trade, or do you think it’s biased to have a preference?

honestly it’s been on my mind for a while and I’m curious what others think about it. Personally (warning, my opinion ahead, it’s okay if you don’t agree lol I don’t hate you if you don’t agree and you don’t have to agree either it’s not really an opinion that would end friendships or anything lol) I believe that it’s okay to have a design(er) preference simply because designs are similar to art styles as in, it’s okay to have style preferences so why not design preferences?

Idk I feel like WA gets super heated over certain designers being popular and while I see that it can be frustrating when a cat with 3 colors sells for hundreds I also understand that people can really only connect with certain designers’ designs, ya know?

I think compared to art designs should be seen the same way. Like you don’t call popular artists overrated cause that’s rude but sometimes people are just a-okay with getting upset at designers for being popular ‘just for coloring’ or something. Idk that’s my opinion if you disagree tell me why (still have no idea how tumblr works so idk how to respond so pls don’t expect me to :,) sorry)

idk it’s just a stupid thing I wanted to ask abt

TL;DR, opinions on people having preferred designers/putting them in the spotlight on posts (i.e., nightfox designs only or requests for pyroke designs), or just specific designers being more popular than others?

#wyvern-joshy

[hajimine]

LEX’S 2020 APPRECIATION POST PT. II !

— to the lovely moots & followers who i talk to quite often (or pretty much everyday), this one’s for you.

thank u for being in my life, you made my 2020 so so much better. i’m so grateful october lex decided to make a tumblr acc 🥲

i’ll try my best to keep it kinda short 🥲👍

in alphabetical order:

@4fterh0urs — my omega phoebe 😩‼️ ily so much bc you’re both extremely stupid n extremely smart at the same time. u mean so much to me and i love talking to u even if u call me such weird as nicknames every damn day 😃 you’re so sexy n hella intimidating smfh idk how i was able to make u my bitch (JK PLS DONT KILL MEE) anyways, thanks for being a real one bae + you’re the person i block the most, so you’re special ig 😹👍 ily you’re actually such a sap but u pretend to be all tough heh <33

@archivednikes — my solar system, my wh*re (lovingly) hi bae 😣 ok yk how much i love u but. im gonna tell u again: ILYSM!! OKAY??? please know that you’re such an amazing human being and you’re SO incredibly talented. god i love u so much please take care of yourself baby, you’re always so kind to other people and i hope you can do the same to yourself. once again, i am so fucking glad you decided to slide into my inbox that day, because now i look forward to talking to you every single morning. insert grabby hands ilysm <33

@boosyboo9206 — onyx hi babes! i’m so so grateful for you omg u dont even know it. you always manage to cheer me up with your antics and you’re always here to support me 🥺 whenever i’m down you somehow aways manage to make me feel a lil better. i love talking to u whether it’s about sth as mundane as the weather or even your obsession with the word peepers. thank you for being you, please take care of yourself and stop sleeping so damn late. ilysm <33

@ch4jime — chloe bae!! 😁 hi omg ilysm you’re so cute and cool and nice urghh thanks for always checking up on me! i love love seeing you in my asks, you’re such a lovely person to be around. i seriously need to be better at dropping in other people’s inbox, so just know that i’ll work on hanging out on your blog more often this year bc ily! i wish u all the best and please never stop being you baby mwah <33

@fairyoomi — hi bae 😣😣 how are u?? i know we don’t talk much anymore, and that’s okie, but i still wanna write u this lil note because i’m so thankful i met you here on tumblr. you’re an amazing writer and u were so sweet to me even when i was a teeny blog who didn’t know anyone. i admire u a lot, yknow? thanks for being such a friendly and welcoming person, ily <33

@gu3to — mochi bestieo 🙀 idk if you’ll even see this smh so i’m just gonna text u after this (if i don’t forget to rip) okay so. hello?! you’re so mf cool and you’re a trendsetter 🤩 yes yes im fueling your god complex it’s bc ily smh. you’re so dumb i wanna choke u sometimes but i won’t bc i’m also just as dumb 😁 pls stop disappearing from the face of the Earth okay ilysm you always keep it real and i know i can always count on u to listen to uh... my shit. okay so when are we gonna make out? 🤨 oki bye <33

@hoekageyama — wifey!! maddie baby urghh yk how much i love you, you’re one of my earliest moots im pretty sure? and aaaaa i’m so so glad i decided to be weird as hell and slide into your asks that day (pancreas. sighs. iconic.) you’re my numero uno whenever i wanna bark about hot 2d boys and what i’d let em do to me coughs err yea hehe. please take care of yourself baby you’re such a sweet and kind and loving person and i’m so glad to have you in my life. smh we text each other lovey dovey texts anyway but i still wanna do this for u 😋 ilysm!!! <33

@honeyskawa — lani baby hi! i know you haven’t been super active lately, but i just wanna tell u that i appreciate u so so much!! you honestly made my goddamn week when u sent me that ask about how i inspired you bc what the heck?? never in my life have i expected to have such an impact on someone. you’re a wonderful writer honestly. i love u so much and i hope everything’s going well baby, i’m excited talk to u more whenever you decide to be active on tumblr again <33

@jougogo — kaybae hi!!! you haven’t been on tumblr much lately but hi sexc it’s me lex lol i’ve moved accs hehe 😎 i hope u see this whenever u get your phone back cries. you’re such an amazing person to be around, always so cheerful and friendly, you exude so much positive vibes and ilysm. you always manage to lift up the mood with your sexc self and i admire u for that. you’re so incredibly chaotic and fun to be around ahrgehxhh i appreciate u sm and i hope you’re taking care of yourself bby ily <33

@kemochie — my waluigi, my favorite f*rry, hi 😝 urghhh god we just started talking everyday pretty recently but god. you’re so funny??? and i love bullying u bc u give me so much material to bully u with (ok jkjk i love u that’s why i bully u smh) also, you’re so incredibly supportive and u were actually the one who pushed me to finally post that atsumu fic, even tho stupid me accidentally deleted it LMAOBSBD anw, u bring sm joy in my life, so thank u for that. we’re a small lil filf and you’re the milf to my dilf LMAO ilysm mwah!! <33

@kenmaki — gabbae! virgo bestie!! hi hi !! you’re such a talented person and you’re an amazing writer, and i hope one day u can get past your insecurities and see yourself as the wonderful person u truly are. i love how we were able to relate to each from how similar virgos think + our initial conversation of dick measurements and such will forever be seared into my memory. and congrats on getting a daily railing on the dash HSBDH i don’t look at em i promise lol 🤩🤩 jdbdhdh ilysm bby <33

@miyams — ren sweet babie hi! you’re so incredibly talented please don’t listen to stupid hate anons. i’ll stab them with a serrated knife if i have to 😠🔪 you’re so flippin cute and sweet i love talking to you, and i love love love whenever u come by my inbox to say hi. i hope we can talk even more in 2021, my dms and asks are always open for u bby (even though i suck at replying right away, sorry abt that huhu) i love u sm baby please take care of yourself <33

@miyasangel — ardie bae 😜 hi sexc!! i still cant believe we talk like everyday now lmaoo i used to think you’re so freaking cool (i still do) and now i’m friends w u whattaheck 🥲 you’re such an amazing writer wtf. i hate that we had to start our friendship on such a sour note (ehem discord ehem) but i’m really glad it brought us closer together. ily cockarden i’ll be sure to bully u even more HAHAGS IM JK makes out w u so hard bc you’re so damn hot ily 😣‼️ <33

@owlywrites — owly baby hello! ily so so much and you’re so talented, you deserve so much recognition. i hope i can read more of your fics soon bc they’re so well written ugh 😣 thanks for always checking up on me and always being so incredibly sweet. i love u so so muchhh huhu i wanna give u the biggest hug in the world :( please take care of yourself and never stop being your genuine self kith kith <33

@rilacry — milfy gorlillola 😜😜‼️ hi sexc. omfg i was so intimidated by u wtf (and i still kinda am smh) bc you’re so cool?? and your writing n carrd making skills are amazing as hell wtf. u just exude BDE bc you’re hella hot AND bc u wanna peg everyone. anyways,, i’m glad we got closer recently, even if it was out of really wack circumstances. ily bae pls stop sticking your memojis everywhere mwah <33

@rintaroll — my kue tete ☹️☹️ ilysm smh bye i can’t believe we’re close now wtf you’ve always been so cool and sexc 😩‼️ oh god i rmb when u were still on your old acc and u seemed so out of reach and i was a lil intimidated ANDBDJD SHHH but yea now ik you’re just a big h word dork and i love u for that 😣 i wish u all the best for your singing career bby you’re such a talented writer AND singer wtf. also you’re so pretty???? wtf how rude 😠 JKJK HAHHSBD ilysm kithes u so hard <33

@tetsoleil — geegee!! hi baby 😣 thanks for being such a sweet human being ily! it’s been a while since we actually talked yeah? but i still want u to know that i love u a lot and i appreciate u so much. i’m so so grateful you’re in my life because you’re such a joy to be around. you’re an amazing writer bby and i hope you get the recognition u deserve. i’m always here for u if u need anything. ilysm bby <33

@velvetfireworks — rachie bae 🤩 my bakso goreng, my golden kiwi!!! ily!! hehe im so glad i decided to slide in your dms when u asked me if i was indo. but ahhhh you’re ao sweet and cute and supportive ilysm. an amaaazing writer and i admire your work so much, but i think you’ve heard me say that multiple times before. i’m so glad we became closer recently through our love for greasy food and wonky lil faces 👁💋👁 kith kith ilysm <33

@yato-o — yato baby hi!! urgh honestly i appreciate u so so much?? i feel so lucky to be able to get to know you. i don’t even remember how we met but ahhh thank u for always stopping by and have a chat with me even though i know you’re a busy person. please take care of yourself and get some rest whenever u need to! don’t feel pressured to come on here if you’re tired baby, im so grateful to have u in my life, i luv youu <33

HAPPY NEW YEAR YOU SEXY BAES!

kisses, lex

#💬 #bye this took me so long #the biggest kithes for u all mwa

[orowyrm]

I dont wanna join the ovw discord youve made and I have no intent on giving blizz any money so i cannot play ovw with you BUT im a lil curious and I care abt u bc ur my friend so...... what r some of ur sigma hcs. Tell me what you think abt the funny video game man

oh god rev this ask got drowned in my notifs and im legit so mad because i would LOVE to share some hcs actually thank you so much for enabling me

- [gestures to my pinned post] he is autistic nonbinary and bisexual because i am also autistic nonbinary and bisexual so i make the fucking rules

- he floats everywhere mostly because his back always hurts. like hes capable of walking if he HAS TO but he WILL complain about it at every opportunity

- ive posted about this a bit this morningish but i do genuinely believe that he's not 'being manipulated' into joining talon and they arent 'taking advantage of his fragile state of mind' or whatever the fuck i do wholeheartedly believe he's fully aware of what hes doing and just straight up does not care. he's absolutely fed up with everything and has decided he wants violence. not because hes insaaane and crazayyayay or w/e he's just really pissed off after being forcefully institutionalized for god knows how long. i wanna reiterate i have not watched his lore video or whatever it is cuz from what i know about his story i feel it might Hashtag Trigger me lol but i have no respect for blizzards storytelling anyway so who cares

- he seems like a cat person to me

- we know he's a big classical music kinda guy. i think he'd enjoy holst's planets suite

- i HATE it when people are like omg hes baby hes so baby this grown man is an infant uwuwuwu but also like. i think hes just a nice person, like at the center of it all. hes just some guy but like in the best way. he's capable of like complete and utter destruction but he mostly minds his own goddamn business and will use his powers for like silly little mundane things like 99% of the time just because it's fun. it's like almost offputting at first because its like 'WHAT is this genuinely nice and relatively normal seeming dude doing here' but make no mistake he knows exactly what hes doing here

- he probably leans into the 'omg this guy is crazy hes unstable he has no idea whats even going on' thing, mainly cuz in his eyes if people underestimate him as being manipulated and think they can talk him out of it or try wasting time reasoning with him that'll give him the upper hand, but also in general he just really wants to be left alone. he can't be assed to clarify he is tired of explaining himself just believe whatever you want at this point

- i think he would honestly get along with the rest of the talon heroes surprisingly well just by nature of being so goddamn friendly they can't help it. what are they gonna do, get mad? he's literally just some guy. he's the type to like check with everyone if they want anything if he's about to order food just because it's rude to NOT ask, he's the 'i heard you say something about needing one of these and remembered i had one i don't use anymore, here you can have it' kinda guy, it's one of those things where you have to actively look for reasons to dislike him. i think he should get to have friends i think its what he deserves

- moira uses him to reach high shelves, not by asking him to grab things for them like a normal human being, but by literally just climbing on top of his shoulders and using him as leverage to reach whatever it is they need because they're stubborn as all hell

i cant think of anythign else but this post is already long enough and im still like fresh off my shift so my brain is goo tonight. thank you for coming to my tedtalk

#overwatch #long post #probably. god #anyway #i care him

[hajimeow-archived]

Yo Hajime talk abt ur kin mems

since there were no specifications on which ones i am going to start from the beginning and go where my brain takes me from there. they're all gonna be for hajime bc i physically cannot think about my other memories anymore jsyk

also! this ended up being so long i had to put a cut. i will not be apologizing because i feel no remorse.

so first the basic stuff, i remember having a med skin tone and a FUCK ton of freckles like those motherfuckers were everywhere i had skin. also i was 5'7 i think?? or 5'6. i still can't remember exactly but it's something like that. i was also alloaro, some form of mlm, unfortunately cis, and autistic and probably had some other stuff like adhd or depression or whatever but i forgot. also i was kinda muscle-y but also chubby at the same time. and i had light green eyes. basically i was fanon hajime JSJSKDJDKS

and i was going over the wiki recently and my personality was EXACTLY how they described it like i'm genuinely surprised they got it so accurate

i don't remember much pre-game and post game, most of my memories are in game but i do remember pre game chiaki really well, honestly i rly miss her :( she would always reassure me that i didn't need a talent and i never even cared when she beat me in games cus just simply playing them with her was so fun .,.,,;:,,...,,!:&:&:jsjdjskskck</3

anyways. in game. ok. i'm gonna skip over memories where i just know feelings and not specific things like strong feelings or ppl saying stuff or else this would be so long. also obvious sdr2 spoilers

so i remember the party & blackout in the beginning of the game pretty clearly. i was mostly just standing alone in the corner and watching everyone have fun, but it was really freeing to see the others able to enjoy themselves in such pressing circumstances. then the blackout-- it was kinda like all that happiness going away and the dread and denial immediately setting in .

anyways i remember like panicking and wanting to cry when i lifted the table cloth cus i really liked twogami. i'm p sure i did end up crying cus i really liked them for their realism and leadership skills, and the realization that one of us killed them and that the killing game was actually real etc etc

anyway i don't remember much from the investigation or trial besides being really freaked out when nagito basically admitted to being the killer n stuff, and pretty much all the body discoveries after that (besides ch 5) we're just like "ah shit here we go again" but i do remember mikans trial really freaking me out when she just straight up shifted completely, and i also remember being really proud of fuyuhiko for putting his walls down a bit and deciding to help everyone out while the despair disease was going around

anyway enough of the boring stuff, i spent basically all my free time with komaeda, chiaki and mikan (in order of frequency) and with mikan i mostly listened to her talk about medical stuff and i comforted her when she needed to vent, but i didn't hang out with her much because the constant apologizing n stuff started to bother me since i really liked seeing her happy. chiaki i would mostly play games with and we wouldn't talk much, but she gave me a really strong sense of familiarity like when we played games together it gave me a shit ton of deja vu

AND i've already talked a lot about komaeda but idc i'm doing it again. so we started talking cus of him waking me up on the beach obvs and i was pretty attached right off the bat, but i stopped talking to him for awhile because the way he acted in the first trial REALLY scared me so i just got a pit in my stomach even being around him

but he was the one who started approaching me first, i'm guessing since he couldn't rly sense anything was wrong he just kinda picked things up where they left off and started talking w me at breakfast n stuff and it was pretty weird at first, but i wanted to give him a chance and didn't wanna be rude so i accepted offers to hang out in his cottage n stuff

i remember he has surgery scars tho and i'm rly mad ppl don't draw him with any!! i think he had about 5 and i don't remember all of them but i know one was a skin graft on his leg and the one on his side/stomach that i touched wassssss for appendix removal maybe???? mmmm i'm not too sure about that one tho

also !!!! his death. hoooooly shit. ok so yunno the despair that junko always talks about ?????? yeah <3!! i remember like once i saw his body and took the reality in i just. straight up could NOT stand i like fell to my knees and jsut . cried. like i had no thoughts my head was so full that it was empty i just kinda sat there and silent cried while chiaki stood next to me it was so awful dude

later while investigating n stuff i felt really bad ab how i treated him and thought about him, and i thought a lot about our last interaction. it was the first time i had ever approached him myself cus usually he'd come to me. i was gonna hang out with chiaki but i wanted to check up on him first, so i did and he told me to go hang out with the others and i just. knew something terrible was about to happen.

OH AND THE FUNHOUSE OMG ok i literally. i usually didn't mind being around komaeda like he was chill most of the time when he wasn't ranting about hope but when he was acting like such a bitch in the funhouse i wanted to punch his stupid twink ass so bad like...... what BUSINESS does this dude have being such an asshole. he doesn't even know what face wash is. what the fuck. which is another fun fact! komaeda did shower every so often which is why he didn't smell that bad but his skin was always so dry cus he didn't know how to actually wash right and do proper skincare so he just washed his face w soap and left it like that

also he didn't need to cut his nails cus they were so brittle they would just break off on their own <3 plus he had a nail biting habit so they just never grew ever

OH AND THIS IS THE SADDEST THING i remember feeling so bad for this man bc i would like put my hand on his shoulder and he would lean into it. i mean i'd tap his shoulder for a SECOND and girl when i let go hed be lowkey so sad i could just sense it like??????dude he needed a hug SSO BAD like when i hugged him in my cuddling memory he was like holding on for dear life but also was like "u dOnT hAvE tO tOuCh TrAsH LiKe mE hAjImE" like dude it was the saddest shit. i want to hug him forever. like what the fuck what the fuck!!!!!!!!!

also a thing hed do when he started ranting ab hope n shit like he would just go on and on and yunno that one sprite where he's hugging himself yeah he literally did that shit. also sometimes hed just stare dead at me and start backing me into a corner ((ish-- we were usually sitting somewhere but he mostly just got super close to me) and it was the scariest shit i. bro if i saw him like that on the streets i'd return him to the mental hospital like i can remember it somewhat vividly and that shit was TERRIFYING i mean obvs after i shoved him away and told him to cool it he'd apologize and go back to the way he was but jeez dude ....

also a little fun fact the only reason i really kept hanging out with him (i had a few ofc but this was the most prominent) is cus he was hot in my stupid monkey brain. yes that's it. like that's literally pretty much it. i hate admitting it but this post is SO fucking long i doubt anyone's gonna read it anyway so i'm admitting it now lol

anyway i hope u enjoyed :) i'm glad u asked btw! i'm sure you regret it though!

#do not fucking underestimate me #i feel like i'm not allowed to talk about myself in conversation so when i'm asked like this you're NOT hearing the end of it #kinblr #fictionkin #hajime hinata kin #nagito komaeda kin #putting this in tags bc theres so much and. i dunno ajdjdjsjdk #kin talk #ask #bestie neko 💕