#I literally woke up today and went....

[fighting-shadows]

Planning for most of my characters: “They’re a vampire from a royal bloodline who were framed for the murder of a family member” “They’re an angel who’s race is not holy at all, but more alien in nature, and they’re fighting to save human kind” “They’re trying to find redemption for awful things they’ve done a long time ago, but are a better person now to who they were back then...” Me this morning: “Lol I like Salem, I want a talking cat character”

#ooc #Pulling characters out of my ass #I literally woke up today and went.... #I want a talking cat character #One who was an elf once #But got turned into a cat #Because he dabbled with shit too powerful #so people were like #well fuck if that's how you wanna play it then we're turning you into a cat! #And it is so fucking copied from Salem #Yet here I am shameless XD #Obviously not exact Salem copy #but HEAVILY freaking inspired

[drawnfamiliarfaces]

i... wrote a smol fic (っ´▽`*)っ

also!!!!! If you haven't seen it - shoutout to first ever published fic in Ninja Showdown/My Immortal Soul tags - Lustrous Red by @missadmyre !!!

#ninja showdown #my immortal soul #first ninja x chase young #rc9gn first ninja #first ninja #rc9gn #chase young #xiaolin showdown #randy cunningham 9th grade ninja #rc9gn plop plop #well i say smol fic.... but those 4k words felt very long. #i did say i was going to direct my energy into writing >.> and now look at me ive gone insane #no actually dont look at me im just gonna go cry over my 20k words of rough drafts for like dozen ideas that are now going #to haunt my every waking moment like JESUS i woke up today and literally wrote out 1k words of an idea for a modern au for those two TToTT #its literally an au where its a meet cute turned meet violent and first is randy's sorta dad and chase wants to adopt omi #not to mention a different AU where its an epic mystery adventure AAAAAAA someone heeeelppppp meeeee #also. its been a month but im still staring so intently at missadmyre's fic hoping for another crumb. like thank you sm for the food!!!! #ive literally been rereading it several times after i went insane about it on my main blog and im still slurping at it like a starved perso #Ive been collecting my ideas like a dragon but after reading that fic i was like: I WANT TO READ MORE FICS ABOUT THEM #but i dont wanna be a whiny baby&beg others and be annoying about it. So i put on my big person pants and was like f it WE R WRITINg NOW #so i dont care how bad my writing will be. we gonna be balling on those ideas and YES it doesnt make sense im just v rambly rn

[mint-termsandconditions]

Free Rope MF

Rope MF is in the Kirby games, not clickbait?!?

Portrait and not dialogue:

Rope MF info-dumping about ropes (you can’t escape):

ONE LAST THING!

Thanks you guys for existing and deciding to follow for some reason!

Don’t worry I’ll make a more official thank you post later

Spoilers: Y’all gonna be hit with the neutral energy beam

Here’s the to sites I stole the rope information from:

Other site

#kirby #kirby oc #waddle dee oc #waddle dee #rope MF #Stupid brainrot for my stupid Kirby OC #He’s so stupid #I love him #Someone save them from Rope MF info-dumping #Nobody wants to learn about ropes #There’s actually a font called Rope MF which is great #Also aro week started off with a bang! I went to church and almost passed out?!? Idk #It was crazy my legs were weak and my heart was pounding and I first thought “huh is this a panic attack?” #It wasn’t a panic attack because all of a sudden my ears started ringing my head started pounding and my vision was going black #I could literally not stand it was crazy but I didn’t want to pass out in church because that would be lame so I just stayed until church #was over and then I fell asleep and woke up with a cold and my jaw was hurting through out the whole thing #This was yesterday todays pretty good #From what I’ve research it either means I have a migraine or needed to be rushed to the hospital one day ago #Like I said idk #Sorry for the ramble yesterday was just definitely something alright #Also sincerely thank you so much for (Wizard) 101 followers that’s crazy I’m baffled I’m bamboozled I’m flabbergasted #whispy woods

[snixx]

ok im sorry but i saw ur aro abed post and now i need to come into ur inbox and be absolutely insane about it because oh my god i actually cannot handle this

like coming out of the hunger games fandom and then the byler fandom where the main largely accepted opinion in fandom (including my opinion) was that katniss and and peeta and mike and will were allo and in love w/ eachother and now being in the community fandom like im actually going insane

bcs yeah a lot of ppl think trobed are romantically in love and i think romantic trobed is cute too but OMG like a widely accepted hc among fandom is that aro trobed in a qpr, like SO MANY PPL THINK THIS its actually insane and it makes me so happy and even tho my best friend is more annie coded than troy coded platonic trobed is literally so us abd im losing my mind ok i dont even know what im saying anymore im absolutely losing it

so yeah um oops in short: ARO ABED AND QPR TROBED FUCKING REAL

yes. yes. yesyesyesyesyesyesyes. i love my romantic trobed buT I LOVE QPR TROBED SO MUCH. ARO ABED MY BELOVED

#sorry im answering this so late btw i got sick and slept for 24 hours straight (woke up at 4:30pm to give a math test but went back to sleep #right after) #summer child 🍃 #community #happy valentines day btw loml #aromantic #aro stuff #also speaking of will. if that man were aro he would literally be me ok #aro interpretation of will and byler is literally me and my ex best friend. #like best believe if i could spend my whole life playling cringefail LARP games with my best friend i would #i would make her paintings and write her songs every day. but she doesnt care about anyone but her bf soooooooo wtv 😮‍💨 #rinkomania fight was something we've literally had WORD. FOR. WORD. #but its too early to go there today LOL anyway

[mattodore]

theo.

#river dipping #moodboard #theodore core #echthroi #long post #cw child abuse mention #cw drugs #questionnaire lb #<- tagging with this bc THIS is the effect reading his questionnaire has on me #well. #gonna be a rough one for me today lads... #my brain is just as fried over theo as it was last night i literally haven't left his pinterest board since i woke up... #i haven't even went back to his questionnaire to finish the last forty questions... i am so serious like. i've just been sitting here.

[hartmannyoukaigirl]

My simping has gotten me to places i wouldnt go to with a gun

#oh so bc ramadan is over i immediately go to the dark . webs of blorbo 💀💀 so unhalal #i literally stayed strong for two (2) days after i stopped fasting then went okay i want to see blorbo get obliterated i think #i LITERALLY. WAS JUST ON TWT & INTERNALLY MAKING FUN OF SOMEONE ELSE 4 THAT like wowww u rlly cant stay strong?? #i really hate that ship too like fr fr fr /gen but they are the ONLY ones to draw blorbo correctly. anyways id like to formally apologise to #eren he fr did not deserve any of that 💀 so disrespectful to him & his character. im like a degenerate 4chan incel who doesnt care abt his #waifu's character or personality just bc he simps for her #whats worse is that today i woke up with my correcter interpretation and the same thinfs just with a bit more in character AS IF THAT #MATTERS .

[running-in-the-dark]

I was asleep for most of yesterday. and today as well. like I basically only woke up to eat, watch tv for a little bit, and then I fell asleep again. I'm so tired and dizzy.

I'm really hoping it'll be better tomorrow. I really gotta start/continue writing my thesis. 😭

#it's so fucking stupid #last night I woke up on the couch at 2 am. then stayed awake for about 4 hours and went back to bed. I think I was awake for 5 or MAYBE 6 #hours total 😭 #and today was worse. I tried to only sleep a few hours in the morning. but fell asleep again on the couch less than an hour later #literally all I did was eat. start watching a youtube video. and fall asleep again. #the cats kept me company so that was nice #the nightmares were especially horrible though 😔 #all I want to do is go to bed. but I haven't done ANYTHING today. I woke up again like 2 hours ago. I'm not going to bed already 😭😭😭 #my body is fucking annoying #personal

[strawberrybyers]

realizing i’m so funny and talking a lot and making a million plans right now is not because i am healing for a new year new me era but because i am entering a state of ✨hypomania✨

#i am still dealing with the consequences of my last hypomanic state #i literally just received money to help pay off all the credit card debt from my last reckless era #i need to pay off these debts and bills TODAY before i start booking trips to all these vacations i’ve invited all these ppl on in the last #24 hours 😭😭 #the other morning i woke up and immediately went into full detail explaining to my mom how i could survive a zombie apocalypse #and today i drew a rectangle to represent this house that i remember and wanted her to remember it too bc i couldn’t remember whose house #it was #deadass i draw a rectangle and i was like ok so this is the house and i draw an oval to represent where we would park the car #that is it. that is the image and i expected her to remember where this house is 😭 she was like hey maybe we need to think about if youre #in a manic state because you’ve been on 10 for a few days now and going from rotting in my bed for weeks to THIS is giving ✨hypomania✨ #hypomania #hypomanic #bipolar ii #strawberrybyers text post

[guinevereslancelot]

my worst trait is the need to get 12 hours of sleep every night. if i have to get up at 6am well i should be in bed by 6pm. combine this with my natural inclination to stay up really late and you get me waking up past noon because i was up past midnight. if there is no external force like school or a job keeping me on my early bedtime schedule i will revert to sleeping til noon within a few days

#i tried getting ten hours so i would go to sleep at 8 for my job i have to be up for around 6 and i was literally so exhausted all the time #i should have gone to bed at 6 #i started going to bed at 7 and it helped #anyway #employment is hard enough but there not enough jobs where the schedule accommodates my insane sleeping needs #i did see one where the start time was 10am and it went until like 6pm but it was really far away and i wasn't qualified #but what a concept #also is was hybrid remote which would also be so nice #this post is to say that i accidentally stayed up past 1am last night so guess what time i woke up today #an extreme example usually i get by with 11 hours and stay up til 11 then get up at 10 #which is still not great but its not embarrassing #this is especially terrible with the days getting shorter #the sun goes down at 5pm so getting up at 1pm or noon every day this week is not good #in my defense im getting over covid usually im up by 11 #but still 🤡

[roadimusprime]

trying not to believe they turnt the Internet off before they left for work. 😒

#Absolutely something my dad's wife would demand. #Keep in mind this is the same woman who took away my laptop in highschool after I missed one work assignment. #Whatever. I am using 4G. #I noticed it was off before they left and then I woke up to see I had a text from my dad telling me the Internet is off at 6 am. #Y'all I could literally just use my phone (as I am now) or play the sims 2 all day or read or #Like. It's not the Internet that kept me from going to work #Or kept me awake for to long that made me ''tired'' (I even got the correct amount of sleep) #My mental health is just shit. #And yes I already planned on going to work today. #So it's not like I was going to stay home to begin with? #When I call out it is for a day. #And yeah. I already called out earlier this month after Covid #But that's cause I was still feeling the effects of Covid. #Do cameras need a wifi connection? #If so. Maybe one of them went to check the cameras #And they actually didn't turn the wi-fi off at all. #Loon.txt

[angustully]

i put this on and its like oh a new fave running outfit. gotta show the gay people in my phone <3

#i originally woke up at 6am today to go for a run #and then i ate breakfast and went back to bed ghskdhsj #and now its 10am and i really did think i was just gonna Rest today #but i spent all day yesterday playing video games and i feel some sense of guilt about it #and also i literally have nothing planned for the day until work at 8pm so might as well yknow. #anywaysssss have a good day

[despertara]

Can we get pics of pumpkin and beansprout!!!!!!!

Fresh from the living room!!!

#Light today is not amazing bc it's supposed to snow 🤪🔪 #Notice the change of location w Beansprout... He was napping and then I started taking pics and he woke up and now he won't leave me alone #Men who follow u around the house crying... #Men who post up outside the bathroom door every morning BAWLING bc they think u died (ur doing guasha)... #Men who literally lie on ur foot and chew on ur ankle while ur trying to make money... Yes he is a Cancer yes he is broke #Pumpkin (Leo w only child syndrome): Tch. Idk where mommy went but she isn't dead. Idiot. She's never died in her life. I hope U die tho. 😑 #Trashquest2k23

[wutheringmights]

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#my digestive issues are literally under the most control they have ever been in my life and they are still ruining my life #woke up fine today. went to a coffee shop. had to leave after an hour #i had so many plans for today and now i'm stuck at home because i can't be too far away from a bathroom #i didn't eat anything that would trigger this. my gut just hates me i guess #earlier this month i have a risk food but i thought i took enough precautions to be safe and it fucked me up for like #2 weeks straight #i wonder what its like for people to not have to wonder about bathroom access every time they leave the house #i wonder what its like to eat normal foods without calculating how sick its going to make you #i wonder what its like to not have entire plans tossed out the window for reasons beyond your control #fucking sucks man #i hate ibs #in exchange for my terrible gut i do have a fantastic immune system somehow but weirdly that means i never take time off work? #ok so i am so good at just managing my issues that i just power through whenever im sick. #it's not like i can afford to take time off whenever i feel sick anyway and besides once you have to take multiple AP tests in high school #while in the middle of an episode you grow a lot of tolerance for being functional while sick #but then. i just i could have excuses to take days off because i have a cold or something. get a rest every now and then #but what illnesses i get beyond digestion issues are so slight that i can just. power through. i am never ill enough to take time off #and i get so worried that one day I will need that PTO that I can't convince myself to use it for like mental health days and ugh #this is more of a personal problem than anything but still. i wish i got sick like a normal person

[rohirric-hunter]

So something interesting that I just learned about my thermometer is that it very consistently gives readings that are about two degrees lower than the actual temperature. So, uh, that 101 degree fever I had yesterday? Yeahhhhh

#i need to invest in a better thermometer #but i never think about it when im not sick #and when i am sick im hardly about to go out and buy a thermometer #i called out of work today too because even tho when i woke up the thermometer told me i was 98.7 #my head was still pounding and when i sat up i was still horribly dizzy #plus they cancelled my bus so i would have had to walk or take an uber #and its literally 5 degrees out im not walking #and i dont want to get into a strangers car while im sick #anyway chances are i still had a 100 degree + fever at that point #i have no idea where this came from #thursday evening i was a little sneezy but basically felt fine #i went home and went through my normal nighttime routine until about 10:30 #when i got a headache #i normally stay up until 11 but i went to bed then because of the headache #i assume that was the onset of the fever but like. it really just Showed Up

[bo0zey]

good morning y’all regrettably it seems that i have woken up against my will ONCE AGAIN……..

#and w a migraineheadache ewwwww #i started getting it last night before bed but i was like eh it’ll go away #but then i woke up at like 8am to my cat doing some bullshit and the headache was still there but like more prominent? #i was tired tho so i went back to bed n here i am awake at 1130 n my head huuuurrrts #i’m forcing myself to eat these lil mini chocolate rice cake things then imma go make coffee #caffeine is good for headaches btw #also my dads like ‘we need to take ur storage boxes to the storage place’ n im like uhh i literally just woke up w a migraine no #also i had a bad day yesterday n no one cared abt me to check on me #n ik that’s dramatic cuz like i didn’t even leave my room but try explaining that to my inner irrational child who wants to be comforted #wike a whiny wittle baby lol #anyways i’m gonna b less dramatic today than i was last night sooooo sorry to anyone who witnessed that lmaoooooooooo #shut up cianna

[the-acid-pear]

I'm hitting rock bottom <- dude whose belly aches so fucking much because he ate pork.

#luly talks #on top of the other horrors I've been feeling like shit for a hot minute now #i mean i did literally have a ptsd nightmare today and woke up w a pain in my eyes that is still going #and i had to hear my dad speak shit all day long with this anxiety crawling inside of me like the last man you'd trust loves you no more #and he won't hide it you're living with the enemy and no one will extend a fucking hand #when you don't ask for help it's a thing but when you're desperately doing so and no one cares it's... #I'm genuinely so tired #and i know i had a nightmare because i went to sleep extremely anxious #I'm so fucking tired AT LEAST I DON'T WANT TO KILL MYSELF but i just cannot do anything #i dont want to kill myself but i feel myself dying #when was the last time i could. draw? i haven't enjoyed anything in so long #i keep trying to do things and my brain clouds up my whole body tenses whenever he starts moving objects in the kitchen #i cannot go on like this anymore i need fucking help desperately