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delusional-headcannons · 3 months

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Winchesters- Dating head cannons

this is the delusional point of view cause tbh some of these I couldn’t see them genuinely doing but this is just for them delusional girlies (anybody rlly) if you want more characters on here let me know!!!

Involves- sam and dean

Warning- a little suggestive, cursing, bad spelling

this is my first time doing this I hope it’s good 😭 and they might not be long I’m sorry sorry I didn’t do cas and others I’m just tired and not sure how it’s going to turn out

Dean-

• He wouldn’t want you out on hunts cause it worries him that you might get hurt

• would totally smack your ass

• wouldn’t give you his last bite of pie but might give you a bite

• you would be a passenger princess

• totally would have an inside jokes to many actually

• calls you sweetheart or princess

• would cuddle and watch movies with you all the time

• very touchy, like hand on thigh while driving or always holding your hand stuff like that

• burrows his face into your neck when you hug

• would ‘try’ and cook for you but then orders take out

• ^ knows your order by heart

• loves ABSOLUTELY LOVES seeing you in his clothes but would pick on you for it

• loves you sitting in his lap (agian he’s touchy)

• it’s hard for him to express his feelings so bare with him

• if you fight he would say things he doesn’t mean then feel bad and eventually apologize

• tells Sam about you all the time even if your right there

• jealous like incredibly jealous

• likes when you play with his hair

• ^ will play with your hair to help you sleep

• very….EXTREMELY protective

• likes to hold you in his chest when you cuddle it makes him feel like he’s protecting you and keeping you safe

• loves every part of you like he will lay on your thighs and your boobs (if you have them) he is obsessed with every part of you

• might not be the best at comforting words but with just hold you when you’re sad

• flirts with you ALL THE TIME

Sam -

• Gives THE BEST Hugs and he knows it

• very comforting, tells you everything will be okay and he’s with you when your sad

• likes when you play with his hair…or pull it ifykyk

• he tells Dean about you even though Dean picks on him for it

• like Dean he also loves seeing you in his clothes

• knows you can handle yourself but still worries about you on hunts

• is scared he might crush you sometimes

• you too research together all the time as a date

• coffee dates all the time

• I can see him buying you flowers while out or your favorite food

• ^ knows what you like and what you order

• remembers little details about you

• would share his food with you but not all of it

• likes to tell you how pretty/handsome/beautiful you look all the time

• loves when you give him compliments he will simply melt

• gets shy sometimes

• tries to flirt but just ends up messing up or getting embarrassed/shy

• likes to talk it out instead of just blowing up on you

• you two figure stuff out fast when together

• gets a little jealous but not as much as Dean

• he tries to be honest with you because he’s scared if not something will happen to you like Jessica

•likes when you lay in his lap like your head on his lap while he dose something, not big on you sitting in his lap but wouldn’t say no to it

• loves spending time with you any chance he gets with you alone he takes it

• you two go running together

• “hey beautiful/handsome”

• you two joke around quite a bit 1 or 2 inside jokes

• protective over you

• head kisses for sure

• tries to get you to eat healthy while on cases

• you two both cuddle while stay up late watching late light tv ESPECIALLY on cases

• loves every part of you (inside and out) but favors your eyes the most

• likes seeing your hand in his and how big it is compared to yours

#sam winchester #dean winchester #dating headcanons #sam and dean #sam x reader #dean x reader

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tearsfordean · 2 years

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IDK if it was just me, but when I watched the Supernatural finale, I was beyond devastated that Dean died. I just felt like he deserved to live a normal life, growing old, maybe even retiring from hunting or being a mentor for a next generation of hunters. I don’t care if it was with Sam, or Cas, or alone. I just wanted him alive. To watch him learn to love himself, and to love to live his life however he wanted, like when he cooked, when he slept, and when he watched horror movies while eating fast food. And for weeks, months, a whole year, and even now, I feel so stupid for the grief the ending caused me to feel, because “Dean isn’t real, so [I] shouldn’t be sad about it”. But to me, since I was seven I watched that man sacrifice everything for those he loved because he felt he didn’t deserve to live, because he thought someone else deserved to live more than him. And then, he grew, he somewhat started to want things even though there were all these terrible things happening. Most of what I am, is because of him, and I love him so much. And then, WandaVision came out and I was just: “Wanda, I feel your devastation, that’s exactly what it feels like everyday when I think about what Dean should have gotten.” And then in Multiverse of Madness *SPOILERS* when Stephen said to Wanda: “all this for kids that aren’t even real,” I was like “YES! I so would do the same thing just for Dean to be happy and alive.” Anyway, Wanda really helped me to deal with that and made me feel heard. I know she did some crazy stuff and all that, but I truly empathised with her, idk lmao. I’m still not happy about the ending, and I miss Dean more than words can say, and I feel a bit delusional, really, for allowing a fictional event to get to me this way, but it does, and I don’t think I should feel ashamed of it. I’m just grateful that Marvel showed us how Wanda was feeling, I never thought I needed it, and I’ve just been bottling it all up inside me, and the pain truly does feel the way it it is portrayed when Wanda goes to that house where her and Vision were supposed to “grow old” together. It feels like this massive darkness inside me, the grief feels so consuming and drowning but it’s also “love persevering”. Like, on one hand it feels like the death of a star bursting inside me and it destroys everything around it, but it also feels like love: like the Big Bang that created the universe. I love that Vision said “what is grief, if not love persevering” because it changed the way I felt and the way I was dealing. With every burst of pain it really does feel like “hope, and… sadness… but mostly… love.” I also felt so much comfort when SPN fans started opening up that, they also felt grief because of the way Dean’s life ended, and that their therapists said it was normal and okay to feel that way. Seeing everyone’s hopes for what Dean should have gotten is something I appreciate so much, and if anyone is also ashamed for their grief, don’t be. I understand and I would just like to hear and see how everyone truly feels: angry, upset, etc. [y’all, I still feel embarrassed writing this like Dean is some real life person I lost 😭] anyway, I love y’all. — eris 🫧

TLDR: This is a rant about the ending of SPN, dealing with Dean’s death, and also an appreciation for Wanda (and Marvel) for portraying grief in a way that I related to. Feel free to say something as long as it’s not disrespectful, pls. 🤍

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moonlayl · 3 years

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Since you're mentioning Steve's ending again, can I just say I love it so much 😭 I cried sobbed like a baby in the cinema and now on my first rewatch. At least one of my babies got the happy ending he deserved 😭😭😭😭😭

I knowww.

I’ll admit, I have some problems with his ending, mainly being I’m sad everything that’s happened to him probably made him no longer feel safe or welcome in the modern world, and he only felt like he’d be at peace if he went back (which is just so sad because he deserved to love his new life and I wanted him too) but like his actual ending isn’t that bad.

They needed a permanent reason for him leaving, and the only real options were go back in time or die, and I’m so happy he actually got to live and be happy. (though I wish the actual character could’ve stayed in the mcu longer). It’s a good thing, and I would’ve been so pissed if he’d died like Natasha and like Dean.

Despite me wanting him to have stayed to an extent, that scene was so perfect. Sam getting the shield, the flashback with peggy dancing. It all fit! In the first avenger, the movie literally ended with them talking about the dance and him waking up and going “i missed a date.” In catws, he tells Peggy that she owned him a dance to comfort her. In aou, there’s literally that whole scene where she goes “are you ready for our dance?” Like it’s been a thing in the mcu since his first movie, so I don’t get where the “it came from nowhere” argument actually comes from.

The ending was good, considering the usual mcu bs, and it actually makes a lot of sense. I wrote this in another post earlier, but the common argument that it’s ooc because “steve is supposed to move on” is actually bs, because he DID move on. He moved on from the fight. he moved on from fighting the war and he overcame his fear and realized his value outside of fighting. He chose peace and happiness, and that’s character development, and it’s amazing.

Just because everyone would rather stick with character who stay the same, never change, and never learn doesn’t mean it’s bad when character development DOES happen.

Also thank you for sending this in!!

#layl.inbox #deansmultitudes #steve rogers #pro steve rogers #pro endgame steve #mcu #marvel #steggy #peggy carter #steve x peggy #endgame

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lovecolibri · 3 years

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Things that Spark Joy-3x11

I have GOT to stop leaving these for the end of the week because I lose track of my immediate emotions after the episode and then my brain doesn’t want to work so hard to remember everything and do these posts. Now, no show is perfect and I do have some issues with this episode which I will talk about here, but (personal salt moment here), most of the rest of the season, while overall maybe having better plot moments than this one, was close to unwatchable at times for me as I’ve discussed in my other episode posts. So I probably enjoyed this episode more than other people simply because it’s one I actually WANT to watch again, despite any plot or character wonkiness which I’m always more willing to excuse if I’m having fun. So keeping that in mind, lets talk about the good stuff!

We are really getting into the Unhinged Jones of it all in this episode! Nathan Dean continues to amaze with how GOOD this character is that no one even wanted at the end of season 2! Watching him and Liz go toe-to-toe in a battle of wits was so much fun and it’s nice to see Liz in charge, breaking her and Heath out of the back room, coming up with plans, and making a deal with the devil. Jeanine is queen of sassy comebacks and deadpan delivery and watching Jones try to pretend he was being civil and they were negotiating only for Liz to remind him point blank that he threated to maim Heath to get her to cooperate.

I love all the names they come up for to avoid calling him Mr. Jones, but “Galactic Ass Clown” might be my new favorite.

Heath rigging up a radio transmitter because he’s a Smart Cookie and reaching out through old camp connections to get Dallas a distress message is some kind of soulmates bullshit and I love it and will be very disappointed when the show doesn’t let them be lovers in the night time (still searching in vain for that Psych gif so if anyone finds the one from Last Night Gus, let me know!). Heath is 10000% more interesting now that we know what he’s fighting for (and whooo boy do I have some things to say about that on my other post!) and I’m actually excited to see him and Liz doing science together again. It’s a shame we didn’t get some full on Liz/Kyle/Michael/Heath science squad but maaaaybe?? The finale will let us??? see all our science bros??? together??? 🤞🤞🤞

I’m really enjoying the Rosa/Isobel moments this season because a) Lily and Amber work well together, and b) this season has done a lot to alleviate the season 2 vibes/fears I had that they were going to couple them up with each other. This season feels a lot more like a mentor/mentee relationship which I still think is an odd choice to pair these two up specifically (give me more Rosa/Michael you cowards!), the actors’ screen chemistry is undeniable and fun to watch.

Speaking of Rosa, she wants to go to art school and I love that journey for her! I don’t want her to go, but if she’s pursuing her dreams then I can make an exception. Also, if they stick with the slower timeline pace for season 4 (not sure how I feel about that, I think they need to find a middle ground between a whole year, and like, two weeks), we could see her home on break from school. I just got so 😭😭😭 over her talking about how hard it is to change in a town that will only ever see you one way, and saying that she can’t leave because her family needs her to much. Like girl, you are amazing and they DO need your skills, but you also gotta do what’s good for YOU. Get TF out of this town for awhile and be who YOU want to be!

While the actor chemistry with Amber and Dylan is good, the Wyatt arc is 😒😒😒 but he did make a LOT of mentions of the future, and who he and Rosa might be then, and that he would mail out her application sooooo, that sounds like Wyatt is our funeral vision plot (my behated) victim, which DOES spark joy, though I don’t want to see Rosa sad.

I’m sure Lily at least, thought probably Nathan Dean as well, have had a blast doing stunts and their fight scenes together are always fun to watch! And filming in that big house with all that space offered some pretty visuals. And as good as Nathan Dean is, I sometimes forget the logistics behind Jones and Max being in the same scene, but it sure was fun to have Max step in like that this episode!

I. LOVE. DALLAS. SO. MUCH. I made this meme earlier because I honestly don’t know why we didn’t get Dallas SO much sooner! (I mean, we been knew *side eyes pointless vision plotline* but still). I need more of him all the time, always. I loved that he did have an initial freak out but he isn’t having a huge crisis of faith. You can’t claim to believe in an entity that works in mysterious ways that you may not understand and then lose all faith the moment you have to...confront something you don’t understand. I desperately need Dallas and Arturo to have a chat because Arturo should have been brought in on the secret as soon as they told him about Rosa. Also you know Arturo would immediately adopt Dallas in his mind and I think they would have interesting conversations. Dallas is also way more patient with Max that anyone should have to be, and he’s so determined to save Max, but he can also work a sassy comeback with that parallel of Max to Jesus as a sacrifice (and I see we are bringing back the “savior” metaphors which cropped up a few times this episode). I know a lot of people didn’t like all the talking but I don’t mind it too much and I enjoyed getting to see Dallas be the Reasonable One to Max’s Panicked One because Max is often painted as the Reasonable One (*Thor voice* Is he though?), so a change of pace was fun to watch. But we also get that moment of righteous fury from Dallas when he talks about the memories he received and knowing he was used as a weapon against his dad, and that Jones robbed him of the family he could have had. And MAN does that make me want to see so many more heart-to-heart scenes with him and Michael. We have all been banging pots and pans about the show letting Michael have a friend and this is a friendship I desperately want to see. Also, it furthers my “Malex and Heath/Dallas double date” agenda.

I might have some 😒 thoughts and mixed feelings about the power reveal, but Michael and Sanders interacting will always be a delight! And yeah, RNM has been a bit heavy handed especially this season with the pop-culture references, but Old Man Trying To Talk The Young Lingo To Clumsily Connect With His Child thing is always sweet so I can’t hate it too much. The whole scene with the handcuffs and Michael turning into the petulant 10 year-old-with-powers we know he would have been if Sanders had been able to adopt him was also funny and touching. His little “ta-da!” after he lifted and smashed one little planter like “See? I’m a bad kid” was just such a mistreated kid tactic to push people away. Sanders calling Michael out for having a gooey, marshmallow center was fun because WE all been knew that! But it’s nice to finally have someone confirm that, especially to Michael’s face, especially after he got yelled at for supposedly being a lazy drunk early in the season and all the cheap shots people have given him over the past seasons well. And I love that Michael has someone to tell him about his mom that ISN’T an evil dictator, and Sanders reminding Michael of who she was and what he sees of HER in Michael will never not make me tear up because I think it’s a reminder Michael needs, more than once. Also, this proves that Alex and Sanders are on the same page about who Michael is so the double dose of support he gets from them is nice to see. Then later, Michael having that deeply vulnerable moment of “Are you horrified?” was 😭😭😭 and the way Vlamis played that brief moment was *chef’s kiss*. He talked so fast like ripping off a band-aid and then held his breath and I just *cries* And getting the support of his siblings in that moment was everything. Plus we got a brief but great demonstration of consent from Michael where he lets the sheriff know what he’s doing, what she needs to do, and what he will do if she can’t fight against Jones. As much as this show has struggled with that, especially in regards to the mind power stuff, that moment was really nice to see.

And finally, while the CW PR Team (my behated) kinda spoiled the surprise by showing us everyone free and doing other things, I did like the cliffhanger and Jones pulling everyone into the mindscape. Plus his little “Well, everyone seems a little tense, sooooo” was 🤣🤣🤣 I love him and I reallllly hope he doesn’t get killed off just because I want him to come back again later.

#roswell nm #season 3 spoilers #things that spark joy #3x11 #very late this week because i have a brain that's bad

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taylorkellyreporting · 3 years

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grey’s s17 let’s gooooo!!!

i hate this covid storyline so much

man i feel so bad for deluca, the writers did him super dirty

the look harriet gave vic i’m in TEARS

SHE SHOWED UP IN NOTHING BUT A COAT 😭😭

did harriet say “not a mom” ???😭😭😭😭😭

“Godspeed” DYING

lmaooo i love this intern

“that makes you a murderer” woah

is maggie no longer in cardio? why does everyone always go for altman?

forgot about jo and jackson

jo is so funny i love her

i hope they feel like pure shit for not believing deluca

woah that tom scene was unexpected

she really kissed jackson and started crying 😭😭

oh my gosh this scene with richard and that mom is making me tear up

this deluca scene 💔

this episode is hitting me hard i didn’t expect it

bailey and richard’s relationship is something that can be so personal

THE END?????

“you want to know if she’s back on the market?” “kind of you, but no” i love tom 😭

amelink’s baby is so precious

gabe lincoln dkfkfkdks

“i always wanted a son” “well you got one” HA! MAGGIE AND JACKSON ARE SIBLINGS CONFIRMED

get her ass, jo!

oh winston is a keeper

oh my gosh meredith???

i didn’t know it happened this soon

oh wow they remembered that she owns the hospital

bailey is what, 6? 7? why can’t she talk yet?

ohhh she’s luna’s mom

this maggie and winston scene is so sad

lmaooo she really fell straight on her face

“no kenny g” 😭

omg tom????

i love tom sm

“i wanna be happy” 🥺

well that episode ripped my heart out of my chest and then proceeded to stomp all over it.

woah oh my gosh that’s the trafficker from the other episode with deluca

“you’re the devil’s barbecue, bob, so get used to the smell of burning flesh” GET HIS ASS!!!!

how dare they make me fall in love with deluca just to kill him i hate everything

love how everyone keeps calling teddy out on her shit

they really did deluca so dirty i’m heated

watching the station 19 ep and i’m already holding my breath

have no idea what happened on the other episode but i’m on dean’s side

does he hate that maya is in charge of him because she’s a woman???

this train scene with the deluca’s is breaking me

they don’t even know that the charges were dropped against the mother bc of money and not bc there was a video uploaded to the internet

andrew deluca deserved so much better. he would still be alive right now if someone had just believed him when he said that woman was a trafficker.

“i’m not wearing my mask!” “honey, you’re not wearing anything” her tone of voice has me 😭

jo and link getting day drunk while jackson just sits there watching is exactly the content i signed up for

deluca’s memorial damn near broke me

oh how i wish this episode was centered around literally anyone other than teddy

ik it’s not real but the way she just dropped alison on the bed has me dying

“if i don’t meet you, i can’t hurt you” she didn’t?

“so, she comes first?” “no! no, God no. Cristina comes first.” lmaooo exactly it will always be cristina

is this scene with teddy and alison in the park a memory or a hallucination? i can’t tell anymore

“do you walk around telling everyone about how you strangled cristina?”

she read owens ass to filth.

#grey’s lb #long post #grey’s anatomy #meredith grey #andrew deluca #carina deluca #richard webber #miranda bailey #ben warren #maggie pierce #winston ndugu #cormac hayes #jo wilson #jackson avery #catherine fox #tom koracick #owen hunt #teddy altman

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spneveryseason · 3 years

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15x19 Reaction

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Those shots of an empty world looked weirdly remniscinet of early shots of the pandemic.

Their differing reactions to what happened to the world is fascinating to me: Dean, accepting. Sam, disbelief. Jack, mourning.

Sam saying that he was the one to resist in *chefs kiss*. Goes back to his role as the rebellious one, albeit in a very different context.

This is a personal reaction but the scene where Sam and Dean “give up” to Chuck is like...weirdly similar to my pre season 15 fic I wrote lmaooooo.

That dog was so CUTE and him disappearing broke my HEART okay. Would’ve loved them to have gotten a dog 😭

The Lucifer & Cas fakeout got me. I will say it’s interesting that this is the second time they’re mistaken for each other (the first time of course being when Lucifer possessed Cas in S11).

NEVER trust Lucifer. EVER.

Michael: 2. Lucifer: 0. In case you were keeping count.

Was that a reference that Sam remembers some Enochian? Because I’ll take it.

There’s something really sad about how desperate Lucifer and Michael are for their Father’s approval. At the end, they didn’t change or learn. It’s still a tragedy, in every sense.

The getting back up and not giving up despite being beaten down by God...very in your face and very in brand for the theme of the show.

I was NOT expecting that twist!! Jack!!!! I’m so proud of him!! And they played EVERYONE I loved it!!

“See, that’s not who I am” was nice but I wish it was a case of showing us instead of telling us. Like having Dean wrestle with violence throughout the season. Oh well.

I do like that they kept him alive. They chose mercy, like Sam at the end of season 2. But this time, it’s the right thing to do. Love it. I will say too that last scene of Chuck screaming at them as they drive away...powerful.

WHY DIDNT THEY HUG JACK?? This felt like they were seeing their kid off to college or something...really sad. I did like Sam got the goodbye statement.

Is it just me or did Sam flinch when Dean touched his shoulder?

THE FLAHSBACKS MADE ME CRY DAMMIT. The fact that they ended on the last shot from the pilot....GODDAMIT.

This was kind of a...retread of Swan Song, huh? Lucifer and Michael and God against the Winchesters, and they win by playing them against each other. But this time, they both survive...for now at least. I appreciated that.

Implications for the future

So that “leak” is most likely wrong! Some good news at least.

Jack...so much to say here. I’m so proud and happy that he became God: it makes sense. He defied everything he was supposed to be, what everyone told him that he was. He’s the epitome of “it doesn’t matter what you are, it only matters what you do.” He’s the ultimate good now. I hope he’s able to find happiness this way. I’m upset he doesn’t get to be a kid for longer, or get to stay with his family. But maybe in some ways, he is? He’s God now, so he’s with everything and everyone. I hope they can feel his presence from time to time. Also loving the implication that Sam and Dean and Cas as well have raised the next God and are therefore the fathers of the new world.

Only one episode to go! It’s crazy that we’ve already gotten to this point. And this ep REALLY felt like the finale. What I’m concerned about, however, is how they’re going to end it from here. Because this ending, both brothers driving off together into the sunset, is wonderful. However, because this episode ended in this way, I don’t think that the next one will, because I don’t know if they’ll repeat this ending. So, what could this mean about how the entire show will end? Maybe not on a happy or hopeful note, and that really concerns me.

#spn #supernatural #sam winchester #dean winchester #Jack Kline #chuck shurley #Lucifer spn #Michael spn #spn spoilers #spn 15x19 #speaks

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