#I’m just angry this morning

[thewhitemaletm]

TERFs are delusional if they think that trans males will listen to them. Or trans mascs for that matter.

So I’ll be honest here.

Yeah, I’m escaping womanhood. I’m happy about it.

I AM a boy. I dont just identify as one. I will always be a boy. I don’t mind being a feminine male. I’m not a woman and I’ll never be one.

I love trans women. I love cis women. I love them in the straight way, too. Because I’m bisexual.

I love other men, cis and trans. Because that’s the definition of bisexual.

Im not female. I honestly don’t think I could be one anyways.

Hell, I hope TERFs find this post. I want them to leave other trans men and trans women alone.

#adam rambles #ftm #mine #I’m just angry this morning #I’m but a wee little lad you see #trans #transblr #but an angry guy at that #lgbtqia community #queer community #trans community #transgender community #trans masc #transgender #trans man #trans boy #trans male #2slgbtqia+

[why-the-heck-not]

no those aren’t weird sex noises coming from ur neighbour’s apartment; it’s ur local insomniac slap & folding bread dough in the wee hours of the morning

#also I was doing that for wayy too long bc I think I autolysed a bit too long so the gluten structure just isn’t gonna be the best no matter #how angry I am at the dough but also idk why I’m bothering bc I’m also 80% sure the sourdough starter is not ready for bread yet #so like I’m going to have the densest loaf tmrw morning/this evening #this is a trial run abt if I remember how to make bread and if I'll actually have something edible it's a bonus #also it truly is meditative so I lost track of time bc ugh the texture of dough is just very nice #good thing abt naming it (the starter) Elvis that I now have my ’’bread making music’’ set and it’s honestly vibes #also yeah in a phase where I sleep abt every other night (unless I like rly rly try but even then it’s like max 4h and I dont get it and I #hate the process of desperately trying to get sleep more than like wasting time making inedible bread) #a human disaster but at least I will have bread #a very dense bread probably but bread nonetheless #march 2024 #2024

[crybaby-bkg]

Incubus Dabi who is so used to being so charming and easy to slide inside the comfort of anyone’s bed, only to be brought to his knees by you—a succubus so old and grand and divine that he can’t even tell that you’re other. that you’re higher and greater than him in every way, shape, and form. that pins him so easily and makes him scream your name, gets him drunk enough on your scent and power that he forgets who, and what, he even is.

#wow that’s a lot of italicizations #but u get the point #I’m literally 9 weeks late but I finally got to the episode where he reveals that he’s touya #and HELLO I’m bouncing off the walls for him #had to pin myself down to keep from pulling my computer out and write something for him #only bc I have somewhere to be in the morning 😔 #but I wuv him and wanna write a million stories about him #I feel like he’s a character that you can do so differently ya know??? #like I can write him so cold and standoff-ish and so vulnerable and emotional and angry and even a lil sensitive #I just #am not normal about him sorry #he’s my bsf’s fav and she goes bonkers over him #but do you think she’d block me if I got fanart of us together 🫣 #the answer is actually yes and I’m so disappointed ☹️ #—new treat in the streets! 🍫 #dabi treats! 🍬

[dailyteamrancher]

[day 34] he’s trying very hard to stay grumpy but unfortunately, jimmy

#dailyteamrancher #team rancher #jimmy solidarity #tangotek #double life smp #trafficshipping #dlshipping #i guess jhsbd #that’s the whole caption. jimmy is the cure for the Morning Grumps #btw the moment i drew tangos face i had to stop for a sec because i kept laughing #he’s just a small angry little man #also idk if anyone noticed but i changed his design a bit again. i PROMISE this is probably the last time #i never drew him often before this okay i’m refining him

[plague-of-insomnia]

I have decided as of now I will not publish any more translations for kuro publicly anymore here or anywhere else

Within minutes of posting today’s cover and brief summary here on tumblr, both were stolen and reposted with zero credit by an anti on Twitter with hundreds of retweets. Mine has 2.

I am not wasting my very precious spoons on reading, translating, and formatting anymore if this is how I’m going to be treated month after month.

I’m sorry to those of you who have been respectful but I’m done. If you want nice things in fandom then appreciate the work that goes into creations and translations and such and don’t do shit like this.

And no I won’t hide their username bc fuck them. They could easily have linked me, but they probably decided since I wasn’t an anti that it was fine to do.

Btw I want to be clear why I’m angry— not only did they steal the ss, fine. They also took my words that were from my reading and translating of the chapter. THAT is why. And I’ve had many diff people steal my translations over the past two years and I’m done.

I’m am willing to bet if I had posted more of the chapter’s info today that also would have been stolen.

#psa #black butler #黒執事 #I’m so fucking done #I’m just glad I didn’t push myself harder to do a fuller translation this morning bc then I would be even more angry

[rebelcthulhu]

my state of denial runs so deep I’m throwing a tea party with satan and the duff bros themselves

#I’m just so angry tbh #I’m a 4’7 ball of rage this morning #arrgghhhhhhhh #eddie munson #eddie munson x reader #steddie #eddissy #the duffer brothers #stranger things

[shima-draws]

Told my boss that NO I cannot take over customer phone calls because my anxiety will literally not be able to take it. And I’m being SO brave about it,

#I say this as I’m sitting here shaking and on the verge of having an anxiety attack. AHA #Shima speaks #She called me yesterday morning and was like. Hey your coworker is drowning and I KNOW you hate phone calls #But she really needs help #And I was like. Yeah okay. Maybe I can do this. #Fast forward to last night. I’m in bed hyperventilating bc no I CANNOT do this #My mental health has already been Bad for the past few months bc I’m already working overtime for this job #And now to take on the One thing I generally get anxious about? Bro. It’s gonna kill me. 100% no exaggeration #So I called my boss this morning and was like hi I’m so sorry I said I would but I actually can’t. I deadass had an anxiety attack #just THINKING about it last night #And she was like omg no I get it. I have anxiety too I know what it’s like. It’s debilitating sometimes #So she said I didn’t have to do the phone calls and now I’m like YIPPEE #And she said hey that was a really brave thing to do. Speaking up like that and making it clear when you’re not comfortable with something #Me still shaking and holding back tears: Thank you I’m being SO brave about this rn #Anyway I’m still coming down from the near panic attack I had before I called her to tell her lmao #It’s been a rough 24 hours. I’m fine (lying) #I’ll BE fine now that I don’t have to talk to angry customers on the phone tho 🥰

[celestialulu]

Mmm I’m gonna need more jealous Natsu actually

#so much of him being angry about it or whatever #which I enjoy but also #i wanna see him being sad from it #Natsu not knowing why he feels so bad because of guys trying to be with Lucy #because he doesn’t want to lose her being a part of his everyday life if she shares more time with some other guy #idk how to explain it whatever just know I have but thoughts about it #typos typos sorry it’s half 7 in the morning and I’m about to sleep gn

[permanentreverie]

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#ok so mini rant session #i am doing a bit better today - little less distraught over getting fired from a job i thought i was doing pretty good at and i was trying #really hard and genuinely enjoying #and just more baffled because truly i had no warning and i was completely blindsided #i was in the middle of a 3 month trial and i would have a review at the end in which i would be offered a permanent position if it went well #and i thought i was making my way towards that! granted i was still making mistakes but genuinely not of such a great scale i thought it #called for my immediate dismissal #that being said i was still VERY MUCH IN TRAINING. i had only been there A MONTH AND A HALF learning COMPLETELY NEW SYSTEMS #and i was told that i had been there a few weeks already and that i wasn’t catching on quick enough. that there were some areas i was #understanding and others i just simply wasn’t #and i asked what areas specifically so that i could learn more and try harder #and they didn’t give me a specific answer. #ok and so. so. i have this insecurity. #that at first impression people will like me. that they may think i’m pretty or kind or funny or whatever #but then they spend time with me or get to know me and realize that that’s all bullshit. #that i’m actually not pretty and im mean and loud and selfish and lazy and rude and etc etc etc #MASSIVE fucking insecurity in that like that’s why i genuinely don’t have friends or a significant other #and that genuinely i’m just a Bad Person #and when i was fired? i was told ‘a persons true colours show after a few weeks’ #so that’s MAJORLY fucking me up. #when i was hired i was boasted to about my boss’s hiring process and how she’s ’only been fooled twice’ #and the morning before i was fired in a meeting my supervisor told everyone that i was doing quite well. #so yeah i truly had no fucking warning. at fucking all. #hurt and confused and angry and baffled and did i mention hurt #anyways if you’re still here i’m sorry i know this is not a good look for me

[polyamorouspunk]

I hope I'm like you when I grow up

#super depressed; bitter and lonely; hates everyone + everyone hates? #jk thank you so much you have no idea how much this means #imma be honest a good 50% of the time I wish I was fucking dead #I’m so tired of living event to event like ‘oh I can’t kms my best friend is visiting’ ‘oh I can’t kms I have to go see INK’ etc. #and honestly I’m such a bitter and angry person I mean some of it is valid #like when my managers are like oh I can’t finish all my shit can you clean the bathrooms for me and I’m like sure #only to get to work this morning and told that they were messy and gross and I did a bad job etc. like okay I just won’t next time #but also just like can’t control my emotions having so many meltdowns at work + home + on this fucking blog #feeling like I’m ugly and no one’s ever going to love me again etc. #but also like you know what I’m cool. I’m smart. I’m hot. I got some good qualities #be like me: have bpd and fibromyalgia and love horror and metal bands and listen to true crime and donate to victim funds. #be gay do crime post about it online #punk gets mail #personal

[kimtaegis]

did the exact thing I shouldn’t have done and stressed myself so much about a stupid birthday post that I ended up trying to do something the WHOLE night, literally not getting a wink of sleep just to still end up with empty hands cause I hated everything or it would’ve taken too long. feeling like utter garbage 👍🏻

#how the fuck was I able to tutor in that condition this morning #it’s 1pm now and I think I’m gonna have a good cry about it all now #then try to sleep at least a little bit bc I have plans in the evening #why do I do this to myself lmao it's SO unhealthy and idiotic and not. worth. it #anyway happy yoongi day later I’m gonna avoid being on here bc this is just so stupid and makes me so angry #the day I'll be able to lift all this unnecessary pressure off me will be the best of my entire life

[covenofthearticulate]

Lestat really said Crybaby Rights and that is something that I took personally

#i already cried for 3 hours last night due to ~stress~ from my job + other serious Life Stuff #and then today i have been getting angry phone calls ALL MORNING from fucking Karens #yelling at me for shit that is not my fault At All #i hate hate hate confrontation oh my god lmfao #rich white ladies who send their kids to Musical Theatre Summer Camp are a different breed of monster #ANYWAY i just cried in front of 3 of my co-workers and boss and it was super embarrassing #so the only consolation i’m taking is that lestat is a crybaby too lmfao #catch me out here WEEPING

[rosicheeks]

🤦🏽‍♀️🙃

#I can’t stop thinking about it #I keep replaying the morning over and over in my head #my friend said she thinks I should write a letter or text tell them #and I’m thinking about it #the more I’m processing it and it’s kinda sinking in #the more angry and offended and hurt I am #idk I know super vague post #and since you guys keep saying you like my crazy dumb Rosie rant posts maybe I’ll do one telling you guys what happened #I’m just still so fucking mad? #and she has NO idea how badly she fucked me up #she’s texting me like nothing happened and I’m like ???? ok sorry but I can’t just move on from this #anyway fun fact and update about me and my life #I’m looking into a php 👌 #partial hospitalization program #if you didn’t know what I was talking about #so that’s suuuuper duper fun (hope you can feel my sarcasm) #but at this point in my life I feel like I need it #not gonna get into that right now cause ooofda one thing at a time #but this whole situation reallyyyyy set me back in my progress and healing so thanks buddy 👌👌👌 #you are lucky I love your dog so fucking much otherwise I probably would never talk to you again #shut up rosie

[floral-hex]

woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.

#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void #shits rough dawg #I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts #haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier #it’s cold #saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early. #and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed. #went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours #guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left #even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are #I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh #my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week #maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done. #I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting #woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside #hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning #can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding) #actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so… #I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience #anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments #I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired. #I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die. #is this relatable? #just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda. #gonna look at pictures of butts now #ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever #you can ignore this #text

[genderqueer-karma]

you know what. as much as i love her (aa anime) i’ll never forgive them for making phoenix so pasty pale. like… what’d they do that for? he looked perfectly fine (and also just … really pretty) before :/

he literally looks *gray* compared to other official arts!!! they removed the UNDERTONES in his skin !!! how the hell do you do that

(and i’m not gonna speak on his 5 + 6 appearance because i’d be here all year)

#yo it's d :) #sorry i’m never not angry about the treatment of characters’ canon skin tones within the series #that’s actually my biggest problem w/ the whole anime fr. like people can laugh at the occasionally janky art but that’s nothing #in comparison to shit like this (to me). and that’s not even to say anything about phoenix’s skin tone being light/dark! i don’t care! #i just wish they would’ve committed. #fuck it this is maintagged #aa #ace attorney #had this in the drafts and figured i could let it out into the world #good morning

[loveofastarvingdog]

i’m trying not to kill people

#timothy's txts. #i’m finally home and i’m alone but i am so so tired and sore and upset and i think taking a nap little spoon style would fix me #i just want to be held. i’m so tired can someone please let me curl into them.. #guy who is just so tired of being tired and who got too overwhelmed today #and who doesn’t like being angry and has been angry all morning #but at least i got quarters so i can do laundry again…