#I'm sorry for freaking out

[darkforestdreams]

Can a Youtube employee that actually cares (if there is one...) please kindly get the spamming bots TO FUCK OFF!?! HONESTLY, I'M READING THE COMMENTS ON FILM THEORY AND BIG BUSINESSES USING AI ILLEGALLY AND ALL I SEE IN THE REPLIES IS

"MaTpAT iS lEaViNg I'M hAvInG a PaRtY mY tHeOrIeS aRe BeTeRRR"

Stupid. FUCKING. BOTS! IN A VIDEO ABOUT AI THEFT AND BIG BUSINESSES USING PROPAGANDA TO EASE THE AVERAGE PERSON INTO ACCEPTING AI ART AND ACTORS!

I don't know what's worse; the disrespect to the topic and MatPat, the irony of the situation, or how there don't seem to be any comforting facts in the videos about AI theft. We're all just frogs boiling, like he said.

I'm probably overreacting. It's just there so much shit going on in my life right now that I don't feel comfortable talking about. I don't want to trauma dump on my friends. I don't want to pour all of my emotions out on some post that takes hours to make and nobody even notices.

I'm just going to go see if I can distract myself because it's all I can do. Barely works, but it's the only thing I've been able to do for months without getting snapped at for DARING to have emotional responses to a shit situation.

#I'm sorry for freaking out #I just feel so hopeless #Too many people are going to get hurt before anyone makes AI theft illegal #hahaha :') #real life #real life problems #I want to fucking cry #this world is fucking rotten #no empathy #no morals #money means more than life #this world is fucked up #i hate it so much #people are being exploited #people who have passed are being SPAT ON BY THESE PRO-AI-THEFT ASSHOLES THAT WANT TO MAKE AS MUCH MONEY AS POSSIBLE #AND FRANKLY I DO NOT NEED THIS RIGHT NOW #I JUST got out of a nihilism-fueled depression I've dealt with for MULTIPLE YEARS #Writing #Voice acting #I've waited so long #and then this happens #What's even the point #trigger warning #tw depression #tw vent #tw vent post #tw negative

[theladyyavilee]

you all know the drill, corporate needs you to find the difference between these two pictures 🤣🤣🤣

#9-1-1 #911 spoilers #eddie diaz #buddie #(yes this goes in the tag because I am OBSESSED with the way eddie's entire body language changes at the revelation that buck is single #again like HELLO AND WHAT THE FUCK I know everyone has been freaking out over it but I am very much still stuck in this single frame) #because funstuff #I'm sorry this is not my best work but I couldn't stop thinking about this every since I first saw eddie's face like that last night and #this meme immediately popped into my head #I just had to wait until now to actually grab screenshots xD

[corrodedbisexual]

#steve harrington #joe keery #stranger things #large gif #gifset #misha-bawlins gifs #i know he's like in a lot of pain here but also. i have eyes i'm sorry #can't really blame Eddie for freaking out and trying to cover this boy up for the sake of his sanity

[twistcmyk]

#sorry for drawing the same two expressions all the time but i'm literally always either chilling or freaking the fuck out

[lastoneout]

I watched that video where that guy was just trying to find businesses with 0 reviews to review them and stumbled upon an illegal casino and the funniest thing about it is that he thinks he only found ONE illegal front/shell business but he probably found at LEAST three and it's a miracle he didn't get in trouble with an actual organized crime group.

#like I'm sorry bro that soup place is almost certainly a front for some kind of organized and/or white collar crime #I showed that video to my fiance and he was freaking out the entire time like “bro get OUT of there oh my god” #and “please stop taking your actual every day car there”

[forestgreenlesbian]

youre not allowed to b a freak loser loner anymore or at least youre not allowed to mention it lol. even like five years ago you could talk about being awkward and socially weird around meeting new people but now if you do that eveeryones like "ok edgelord you are deliberately cutting yourself off from community why are you so obsessed with being alone. you all need to go outside and make real friends you are too online." which like yes obviously but why is eveyrone acting like the only two options are you either a) have a load of friends or b) you don't want them??? it is so weird. to be seen trying & failing has become so taboo that people assume if you're alone it's because you want to be and youre trying to be cool & aloof or else you see things like small talk or reaching out to people as "emotional labour" and choose not to do them. like i am not fucking choosing not to do them i literally try to do them every day and find it very hard and then you tell me i can't even joke about that struggle or being a lonely friendless loser to maybe for one second make light of the bottomless pit of disconnect + loneliness i experience every day without someone blaming me for not putting myself out there. idk

#as i'm typing this i'mrealising maybe this is an autism problem. like to feel completely separated from the social world by this pane of #thick glass your whole life and then to hear people say it's a you problem that you need to fix if you don't want to be alone forever #idk just that post going around about small talk 'i have social anxiety' 'then suck it up and learn how to interact with people!' like?? #arent we trying to do that already??? i'm sorry that being percieved as a social reject freak my whole life might have negatively affected #my ability to reach out to people? it just feels mean spirited lol. idk. anyway

[nightllock]

buffysummers' vampire appreciation week (very belated) Day I: Favorite Vampire: Jessica Hamby

#I made this out of sheer spite cause noone was giffing true blood for vamp appreciation week and that is absolute madness #anyway I love her; this entire scene is so freaking funny!!! #i'm sorry i slapped this together rather quickly and idk why some of the gifs are grainy as heck altho i sharpened all gifs the same way?? #jessica hamby #true blood #truebloodedit #vamp appreciation week 2023 #cinematv #tvandfilm #hboedit #tvedit #tvgifs #filmtvdaily #tvcentric #dailytvwomen #mine #tb

[hajihiko]

because now I have to buy you another goddamn get-well-soon gift >:'(

#Hi it's your best friend Comics That Have No Point! #When angst hits you ya gotta let it out simple as that #Fuyuhiko is so funny in this way: #Cuts himself open as an apology. Is embarrassed that people freak out about it. 'Oops... sorry for the trouble.- #-I'll walk myself to the hospital now.' I cant be the only one who thinks this is funny right #An art #Kazuichi Souda #Fuyuhiko kuzuryu #I'm not tagging the tiny little Mikan and Nekomaru #Sdr2 #Super danganronpa 2 #Danganronpa 2 #super danganronpa goodbye despair #Kuzusouda

[reasonably-annoyed-fog]

me quietly singing to myself in the supermarket while checking out dough scrapers for 1.50 without really paying attention to what I’m singing: “Asmoooooodeus, I’ll look so lovely in your skin-”

the random turkish grandpa at the other end of the isle who just wanted to get a new cooking pot:

#puppet history #I only realized what I was singing when he slowly turned to me with huge eyes #I'm sorry random supermarket grandpa I didn't wanna freak you out TT_TT

[tatck]

Quick sketch Timelapse.

#Or what i also call #stressing myself out. #Knowing I'm being recorded freaks me the heck out #Sonic Boom #my doodles #sonic the hedgehog #fanart #his arm blends in too much with the quills that looks kinda goofy #i forgot to change the canvas size till half way through i am sorry rip #speedpaint

[trashmammal-7]

Tape recorders and manilla folders? Searching for cases about being buried alive and meat?? The Hilltop Center branch??? Chester sounds familiar to you, Celia??? An internal e-mail from Jon????

#the magnus protocol #tmagp #the magnus protocol spoilers #tmagp spoilers #i'm sorry I'm just freaking out there was a lot in this episode #I thought people online were overreacting but as it turns out they weren't

[marclef]

THE EYHM COLLECTION GROWS!!!! managed to make some space without having to move too much so they can all be together!!

(i made the smaller ones into stickers bc i'm running out of picture frames!! hope that's ok!)

THANK YOU SO MUCH EVERYONE WHO'S GIFTED THESE TO ME THOUGH!!! I'M CALLING ALL OF YOU OUT HERE BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!! ❤❤❤❤❤

*sharp inhale* @eskariolis-con-salsa @oddpizza @woobab @the-little-knight @moon9931 @misdreavusplush @noodletime @witch-tower-au !!!!!!!

hope you all have a good holiday season!! love you all! *MWAH*

#don't worry about the fish tanks they'll keep the kitties company! there's literally almost nowhere else good to put these lmao #but!! i think they look good there at least!! AND IN GENERAL THEY ALL LOOK SO GOOD THANK YOU #BUT NOW AFTER THIS I REALLY NEED TO FIND MORE SPOTS IF I GET MORE EYHMS BECAUSE THERE'S NO SPACE LEFT THERE! #....maybe i can move some of the pokemon posters i have by my bed lol. they're just kinda. there rn. #but yeah!! i never expected people to like this cat this much and i'm kinda freaking out!!! but thank you again so much!! #i'll say it 1000 times if i have to!!!!!! #eyhm stuff #gift eyhms #basically ALL of the gift eyhms i've gotten lmao. there's a couple that're in progress but they'll hopefully join the others soon-ish! #quick side ramble! i've got a couple more drawing things planned this year but they might take a couple days because Chrimbo and all! #but there's a couple pizza tower things/gifts and. maybe finally my About Me post? gotta figure out how i'm gonna make that heh #OK I'VE BEEN TALKING TOO LONG SORRY BUT I'M JUST SO HAPPY ABOUT THESE AAAHHHHHHH

[kuiilandtorch]

I didn't want to do this, especially on Christmas Day when mostly everyone is with family and/or friends enjoying the holiday or at least hopefully chilling at home, but as I've moved cross-country and am between employment, it's looking like the rental reimbursement check I'm expecting from my former property management won't arrive in time for my next bill this coming Wednesday. I've already postponed payment on a loan last week and things will continue to cascade the longer that check takes to show up. If there's any possibility any of you out there can spare some funds and I can have enough small contributions, maybe I could make the $200 I need to pay and avoid missing another bill. You can find my ko-fi page HERE, my PayPal page HERE, and if you prefer to use Venmo (which also won't take any fees from me), you can DM me for my handle. I know this is a long shot, but I'm even though I'm blessed to be spending my holidays with friends kind enough to take care of me and give me a place to stay in my new location, I'm still stressing out over money. I should be getting my reimbursement eventually, but it's a matter of timing. Thank you for your consideration and have a Merry Christmas or a happy holiday or at least some restful time off, wherever y'all are.

#sorry for being extra cringe on main #i know so many people need help & i feel guilty adding to that & just asking things of anyone in general #but i'm lowkey freaking out so I'm yeeting this into the void as a hail mary pass #merry crisis

[bibyshitsuji24k]

Daisy

In the Victorian Era, daisies symbolized innocence, loyalty, and an ability to keep things secret.

yikes

#yana (sensei) reaaAAlly likes the language of flowers does she not?? #i really like to read this manga again and find more hidden things about the 2CT #Im sure someone has already pointed it out but i won't scroll down 83943 kuro posts to find it #im also trying to keep me active in this fandom lol I'm sorry my dears #black butler #please dont tag me as spam #just block me #kuroshitsuji #ciel phantomhive #elizabeth midford #cielizzy #smilizzy #again #idk how to tag my ship anymore lol tot #cielizzy shippers we need a cielizzy week please i miss those times so freaking much qwq

[thekidsarentalright]

heaven's gate makes me so insane bc it's like. not just love as obsession and devotion in general, but love as obsessive and devoted as one could be with religion, love as obsessive and devoted as one could be with an addiction. love as being holy and taking over all of you and your thoughts. you're the one habit i just can't kick, everything else is a substitute for your love, so give me a boost into heaven so i can never have to be without you, as i am That obsessed and devoted to you .

EDIT ON THE POST TOO: this is not about the cult this is a post abt a fall out boy song oh my god 💀

#EDIT: if you are reading this and are confused this is about a fall out boy song not the cult oh god 😭 #i'm so sorry if u thought this was abt the cult im not a freak i promise #goes insane . #txt #analysis.txt #p: 100 #p: 500

[crookedlyinnernightmare]

i wonder what it would do to you?

#fun fact i originally started drawing this for kuusuke's birthday! apparently mad science = green glow + syringe in my brain #buuut then i started sketching it out in red and green. which is a lil too close to pink and green. which i eternally associate with kusuo #sorry kuusuke you'll get your day eventually #this was supposed to take 2 hours max but then i started nitpicking... augh #i thought the pun was cute when i first thought of it but i've stared at it for too long so it's turning cringe tbh #i'm still tempted to fiddle with the background but if i have to stare at this much longer i'm gonna have a big 'delete your art' moment #so i'm posting it right freaking now fhdjfksh #saiki kusuo #saiki k