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#IM SO EXCITED TO SEE HIM FRIDAY AHHHH
moonjxsung · 14 days
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hi hi bb! how are you?
i’m so glad that you don’t mind my shinee commentary bc i also don’t know any shawols(or stays tbh, this is how i get my kpop fix)😭 onew is suchhhh a humble king, literally can’t believe that he got fanmail so soon as if he isn’t in one of the most successful kpop group ever. the first time i heard about shinee was in like 2010 or 2011 (which was very soon for PR tbh, aquí lo que había en ese momento era just reggaeton). and i was so baffled at the fact that nobody liked kpop here. so yeah onew, you’re the real deal!! i’m so happy that he’s getting the love he deserves💜and i can’t wait to see his comeback! i’m so excited! and the antique shop matching necklaces from Monterey☹️ that is so cute!! (idk if you already went but have fun!! and if you did, i hope you had fun!! Monterey sounds so nice!). i bet that he’ll be so grateful with your super care package! pls let me know what you send him!!!
i got my second iced coffee of the week💁🏻‍♀️ and a macadamia cookie, i was working on this very tedious assignment most of the day yesterday and after i finished i was like “treat yourself”. i’ve really been eating super terribly lately and i hate myself for it😭
your pc of the day!!! your bag!!! your chan sweater!! that’s soooo pretty! i love how they all match too! i forgot to get my pc of the day yesterday too. (i was at my bfs house and his little cousin/nephews were there and the younger one who’s 5 just comes up to me and asks “who’s this?” and i was like “lee know” and he’s just like “why do you have that there?” and i was like “good question bro, idek, it’s just fulfilling”.
i love you so much angel🫶🏻 i hope your weekend is going so great and you have time to relax as well!!
-🐈‍⬛
HI BABYYYYY I MISSED YOUUUUUU 🫶🫶🫶🫶
Can you BELIEVE how active Onew’s been this week and his company already arranged his first FANMEET??????? SCREAMINGGGGGGG I am beyond jealous of anyone who gets to go frfr ☹️ manifesting Shinee stuff in the US sooooo hard I literally have to see them before I die. Or I will simply die 😔 I’m still on the hunt for cute necklaces or keychains for us or something, but I DID get him the cutest little glass whale charm bc In the Whale is my favorite kpop song of allllll time and I’m so excited to mail it to him so that we have matching ones 😭 I LOOOOVE ONEW IM GOING INSANEEEE AHHHH I’ll keep you posted on the jewelry we get tho !!!!
I think the only thing that kept me going this whole week was the iced coffee trips tbh 🤕 it was such a WEEEEK……. But I’m so glad it’s finally Friday 👼 we’re having a streaming party for Ateez’s Coachella set tonight so we ordered so much food and baked cookies and dragged our Ateez pcs around everywhere like all week I am sooo excited !! Still so bummed I couldn’t see them at Coachella but I’m so proud of how far they’ve come and the setlist looks INSANEEE ahhhh Hongjoong my beloved 🫶
Pc pics just for you from today’s coffee run ofcccc 💖🫶 I love you sweet angel I hope you had the best week!!!!!!!!!!! Sending all my love as alwayssss (also your answer to your nephew is SO valid LMAOOOO Lee Know is indeed v fulfilling ‼️‼️)
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1d1195 · 2 months
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SAM MY LOVE I MISSED YOU SO MUCHHHHH!!!!😭 it felt so weird not being able to talk to you😭 how are you my love?!? How was your break?!?
AHHHH SO MUCH TO CATCH UP ON BESTIE!!!
And you’re right we really are so similar that I honestly did not take it in a bad way! If anything I always appreciate your insight! Exams were hell but like it’s whatever at this point lol I have one last round of midterms in two weeks before my finals so I will be ✨suppressing✨ my feelings on that until I’m done bahaha BUT OMG I QUESTION MY FRIENDS CHOICES TOO BAHAHA I have had a history girl…. It’s a lot for sure for another day lol AND OMG SAM HOT PROFESSOR 😵‍💫 he’s sooooo omg I could cry bc he’s so hot and I seriously always spiral in class lol he puts effort in his fits but like still does not look exaggerated anyways idk if I mentioned before but HES A BIKER!!! And he’s so sweet and he always ends class with “see ya later gang” like 😭 THE DILF VIBES THAT HE EMITTS ARE CRAZY😭
Yeah I can totally agree with obsessions and the TOLL that it is lol like I feel so bad for my parents that they wasted so much money on me shopping at hot topic 😭 anyways still was fun though lol I definitely wish I had that energy again bc I simply cannot keep up anymore lol
Bestie I read part 3 and IT WAS SO GOOD !! SO MANY THOUGHTS HONESTLY oh and I read the sun kissed extra!!! So many thoughts!!! I will try to get my main points and reactions bc I feel like I wrote already too much lol
I LITERALLY WAS SO EXCITED FOR SUN KISSED EXTRA!!! I voted for that one and was surprised that it wasn’t voted on too much :( BUT IT WAS DIFFICULT TO CHOOSE BC I LOVE ALL OF THEM! Anyways I MISSED THEM SO MUCH I LITERALLY LOVE THAT STORY SOLEY BC WHERE IM FROM THE BEACH IS A BIG DEAL! Anyways I can’t believe they are moving together and Harry literally transferred to her district 😭😭😭 CRYYYYYYYY I HOPE WE CAN GET MORE OF THEM!
NOW PART 3 WAS SOOOO GOOD!!! You know I love when Harry gets jealous and possessive😵‍💫 and omg TELL ME WHY I HAVE A KYLE IN KY LIFE BAHAHAH but Kyle was so cute and honestly kinda loved he stood up for the MC and essentially was ready to go to war for her🥰 bahah anyways THEY ARE OFFICIAL NOW WHICH IS SO CUTE!!! I LOVE THEM QND IM LIVING THEOUGH THEM RN!!! I have a Kyle and all I need is a Harry 😩
Missed you so much Sam! Thank you for constantly putting out such lovely content❤️-💜
HIIIIII I've missed you SOOOOO much. I hope your exams went well, I'm sure you aced them! That seems so crazy you have midterms and you're already thinking about finals! I feel like the semester just started! I knew you were busy all week but by Friday I literally was like "Ughhh where is she!?" My break was good! Very boring, nothing to really chat about. I finished a book last week and I'm about half way through this one--it's very good. I actually think YOU would like the book I finished because I did not hahahahahahahaha don't get me wrong it was VERY well written and I did like it, but it was so stressful and not what I usually read. The Lost Girls of Willowbrook. Very creepy in my opinion.
ANYWAY.
YOU DID MENTION HE WAS A BIKER BUT I ALWAYS APPRECIATE THE REMINDER. We love a well-dressed DILF. I'm so glad you're able to learn in that environment. I would be a stuttering mess and would probs do something embarrassing like tell him I loved him or write our names together in a notebook. Did you see the pics of Harry at Manchester soccer game? He looked very DILF-y too🤤😍 I was spiraling myself.
HOT TOPIC I'M SCREAMING. I got my Edward shirt from Hot Topic and I wore it every night to bed like a a LUNATIC. (Now much more appropriately, I wear my Harry's House to bed and do NOT feel like a lunatic). But you're right I do not have the energy anymore. The CONSPIRACIES and THEORIES people have I am so overwhelmed, I don't know what to say. I'm not a Swiftie (not an anti-Swiftie either) but HOLY COW. "She wore purple so that means--" "The date adds up to the number 13" "In 2010 on this date she posted this so in 2024 that means this" ?????? THAT'S CRAZY, but like good for them. I'm in awe tbh.
Aw! I'm so glad you voted for them! I have another round of voting coming this week and I feel like it will be VERY split five different ways hahahaha I'm a beach girl as well! I feel like it's one of the only things I have a good grasp on writing about because it was so entrenched in my childhood. I don't know if I have any other ideas for them at the moment (I feel like all the couples I've been writing about lately/voted on are getting engaged this week and next week 🤭 --spoiler/not spoiler: not MFT they're just babies). But I can try and come up with something eventually. I gotta reshare my draft list so everyone can see inside my head, it's getting wilder by the minute.
I'm currently writing the 4th part to MFT and I feel like the first two parts were really good and parts 3 and 4 are very 🤷‍♀️ I'm so glad you liked Kyle! (I wanted to name him Noah actually but I think I mentioned I'm a big Noah Kahan fan right now and it was too coincidental; I noticed when I had his character say "that makes a lot of sense" and I was like "okay, Samantha, that's a literal song lyric, make it more obvious." So I renamed him Kyle). Idk if you read Icebreaker (it was very big on TikTok for a while) Kyle is modeled after Henry a bit. He's a cutie pie 😊
TELL ME MORE ABOUT YOUR KYLE!?!?!?!?! 😍
SO happy to hear from you, hope you had a relaxing weekend after a busy week, sorry for the novel rambling in response but you should not feel bad about writing too much. It's always the highlight of my day when I get a message from you! 💕
xoxo
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organic-guacamole · 3 years
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episode 211 let's go
ok first of all, this is the second to last episode guys... I don't even wanna think about how much pain I'll be in after next week's episode
mr mazzara doing the recap-
this is so weird to me and I don't know why
WHY DIDN'T YALL JUST ASK BENJAMIN FOR HELP, THATS LITERALLY HIS THING
is Nini giving out the cards a callback to season 1 when Natalie Bagley said that Nini gave her a card or something on opening night of another musical?
STEPHY AS THE ENCHANTRESS OMG YES
Ricky in the crown gives me Harry styles in that photoshoot vibes
he's so pretty.
ok but why did we never see Ricky and Ashlyn interact before? it's been like 5 seconds and I already love how they bounce off each other and it's just so natural
OH THEY REALLY DON'T HAVE ANY UNDERSTUDIES-
well that explains a lot...
so Ricky fell on top of Ashlyn and all that broke for both of them was their wrist-
insert Jake Peralta *coolcoolcoolcoolcoolcool no doubt no doubt no doubt*
of course howie was amazing as the beast, were we expecting anything less??
Ricky is so beautiful and I will not shut up about it....
let me enjoy this before the makeup crew slaps mud on his face.
Nini and Ricky talking to eachother? in a civil manner? wasn't she avoiding him just in the last episode? hm ok
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH THEY CANT EXPRESS THEIR FEELINGS JUST LIKE ME HAHAHAHAHA THIS IS HILARIOUS, WHATS NEXT? THEY CUT EVERYONE OFF CUZ THEY CANT HANDLE EMOTIONS? ...ha
yes Kaden and Rico, my favourite east high boys 🥰
I mean....where's EJ?
THERE HE IS
EJ AND GINA IN THE BACKGROUND... doing something idek
KOURTNEY'S MOM IS BACK YAY
Howie is a shining star, ofc ofc
the smallest fOrk
can't wait to see the fork burst into song about how she deserves more than to be used to eat salad😌
the duster and the bluster.... ok😃
hi Gina!
hi- oh wow I didn't know Robbie Rotten was in this show!!!!!
the portwell look.
that my friends, is a married couple's look✋
GOSH EJ WHAT DID THEY DO TO YOU
aww Gina's so excited for this
D word?
Die?
Delicious?
Dom Toretto?
"good, clean fun all alone with someone I dig...a lot"
sir that does not sound very clean to me
SEBLOS
Seb looks so cute standing there next to pope Carlos
DID THEYEY REALLY LIGHT ANTOINE ON FIRE-
I NEED TO SEE THAT
Seb's reading Carlos better than big red read the script in episode 102, this is great development after the "fight"
Kourtney really just made the best outfit for herself and let the rest of them suffer
the way Gina immediately goes to hold on to EJ after the announcement
"tonight we're going to put the U in UTAH"
...
"hey where are you from?"
"TAH"
SEB'S SINGULAR CLAP KILLED ME-
he's officially salt lake city's resident thanos
just wity clapping because for some reason I have a feeling he doesn't know how to snap his fingers...don't ask why
Ms Jenn do you mind encouraging your leads before the show? idk just an idea
pepto bismol product placement smhsmh
those flowers are bigger that big red himself-
*bops along to the opening theme*
that whistle at the end slaps everytime
WHY IS THE AUDIENCE SO MASSIVE
I guess they're all here to see Ms Jenn go on as a fork after Nini decides to *go her own way*
wow i am so funny
so they couldn't do many group scenes cuz of covid, but this 300 person crowd is cool? nice
OO THE VIOLIN GIRL FROM EPISODE 6 IS IN THE ORCHESTRA
HOWIEEEEEE
"Mr Caswell", he said, in the loudest voice possible while backstage at a show that's about to start.
Mazzara what are you trying to pull-
I usually like Benjamin but I don't like his tone
"iS yOuR wHoLe FaMiLy HeRe?" LIKE YOU DON'T ALREADY KNOW THATS A SOFT SPOT FOR EJ
"we've had some good conversations these past few weeks"
right so what's going to happen after you graduate?
what does he think of you not going to Duke?
what did he say about you giving the sweatshirt that's been in the family for 3 generations to a girl you're not even dating?
good old Mr. M
therapist Mr. Mazzara, they all need it.
start with Ricky though.
"Michael Bowen"
dude why did you shave, now you look less like "hot lumberjack" and more "creep at the gas station"
OH-
does she not like Mike anymore?
why does it sound like jennzzara started dating and now they just sit back and talk smack about everyone in their freetime
break the fourth wall-
uhhhh im scared
why am I scared
he's scary
hehe flowers for Ricky, obviously for Ricky, ObViOuSLY
oh boy poor Michael
this man is in love, rip
why does Ms Jenn always look at people with her eyes open so wide
LILYYYY
I'm only excited because I really like the idea of lily and Ricky being friends, nothing more.
ha this guy's got jokes
a MOAT AROUND THE SCHOOL
wheeze
also he's very pretty.
"the wolves and very talented humans"
how dare he forget to mention the very talented wolves and normal humans, smh erasure
"being nice, what a concept" ted talk by Lily who still doesn't have a last name
did she just say lol out loud
same with the hug emoji last episode-
go touch some grass babes
the way he didn't say no, but said he didn't know how the east high kids would react-
not saying he does want to date her but that's an interesting thing to think about, also another thing to write an essay analysis on just to leave it in my drafts for a few months
awww lily genuinely trying to help him
sorry guys, I've been taken by the Lily charm (didn't know it existed until now but oh well)
REMEMBER WHEN I SAID I'LL NEVER SHIP PORTWELL?
just look at me now
the Lily wink I can't she's so cute-
HELP ME I'M BEING HELD HOSTAGE BY LIL-
David Attenborough?
oh nvm it's Benjamin narrating the show in a really weird British accent for some reason.
STEPHY GOT MORE LINES YAY GOOD FOR HER
also is this to show that Nini doesn't care about being the star of the show anymore? the way she's supporting everyone else even though she's a fork?
I would pay for a special of the full musical ngl
OOO THE TRANSFORMATION WAS SMOOTH
shockingly
yo where did the makeup come from
man I wish I was a theatre kid
THIS IS STEPHY'S EPISODE NOW IDC✋
my girl is starring
"needs an X-factor"
Simon Cowbell creeps in
"it's a yes from me"
and them boom, he takes Nini and mistreats her horribly and then she comes back to theatre after deciding music isn't for her👍
"I thought she just hog-tied him?"
don't ask sebby, it's better if you don't know.
imagine they spotlight the wrong person and this dude is just some random person that likes writing down stuff during shows.
Ms Jenn just let them do what they rehearsed (at some point we never saw) or else this is gonna end horribly wrong
"help"
same Carlos, same
I love how seb is just his translator rn
I thought he said "great displeasure" instead of "greatest pleasure"....help?
big red coming out from throwing up to see his girlfriend star is the cutest thing in this show.
Ash and Gina dancing is so fun
I'm imagining them practicing at night at their home, watching the movie for the 100th time and making sure their one dance together is perfect
KOURTNEY YES
HOWIE IS IN LOVE AHHHH
I LOVE HOWIE SO MUCH
SEBBY
THIS SCENE HAS SO MUCH GOING ON I CAN'T KEEP UP
THIS IS SO GOOD
HOW???
no because I'm actually crying
I'm dead serious.
we need this musical released as a special
big red is so proud and I love to see it
Natalie: "if you do not by at least 20 dollars in concessions, you do not support art"
rando in the audience: "but I pay for ad free Spotify"
Mr Mazzara clapping in the distance
Gigi, the guy you like is talking to you, complimenting you and hyping you up
YOU LUCKY LITTLE FEATHER DUSTER
aw EJ teasing her about the chocolates in a way that doesn't make her feel bad? take notes Richard
JORDAN FISHER
there is no rest of the show idc Jordan is it for me
THE WIG CAP ON RICKY OMG
they look like they're high and having "deep" conversations on the floor
THE MEAN GIRL WITH THE EYES-
@sunshine-julie-molina YOU HEAR THAT
Natalie really just be coming for them all
Howie what is happening rn
I'm scared
"did you enjoy it"
"very much"
dude wants a kiss so bad
ASHLYN OMG
NO DON'T DO IT BECAUSE OF LILY, PUT YOUR OWN TWIST ON IT
I want a Jordan autograph please
just keep swim- oh pushing...
Gina is literally a giant next to him and I live for it
am I about to cry for the 3rd time in this episode?
yes.
Ricky's leg kicks under the table makes me so happy aw
the portwell glances will kill me.
ah yes, mashed potato snow
Mr. M.... I'm not a theatre kid but even I know you can't have your phone on backstage.
Howie please just do it
CHIP'S BIG LINE I CANT
I LITERALLY HAD TO PAUSE IT AMD SCREAM INTO MY MASK FOR A SOLID 2 MINUTES (I'm not at home rn) HES SO CUTE
oh ok bye Jordan
oo tea
NOT HIM BEING STARSTRUCK BECAUSE HE'S MEETING HIS FUTURE BROTHER IN LAW-
"we're all just glad Gigi has a big brother figure in her life"
excuse me for a few thousand hours while I laugh hysterically
THE CAMERA ZOOM ON EJS FACE AND EVERYTHING-
STOP EJ LOOKS LIKE HE'S GONNA CRY BUT I CAN'T TAKE HIM SERIOUSLY WITH THE STAGE MAKE-UP
someone else said this already but I think it's hilarious that they had to bring in 2 guest characters to create some portwell angst
omg this really is Cici's episode, found family is their thing
elevator music lol
I'm gonna bet that big red took the harness for his surprise for Ashlyn without realising what it was
did Ms. Jenn just....tell her most mentally unstable student....to commit suicide....on a disney show...was that....I'm very....well....what the actual-
oh and there she goes running off instead of trying to make it right
oh wow Nini's the hero, she's gonna save the show 🤩
😐
the judge is doing a sudoku
honestly if I went to the hsm show as well, I'd come prepared for this one too
Lily why are you looking like that-
I WAS JUST STARTING TO LIKE YOU DON'T MESS THIS UP
wow ok, there goes that.
omg
what if Howie was acting weird because he knew what Lily did and wanted to tell Kourtbut Lily threatened him so he was scared to-
anyways see y'all clowns next week when we all simultaneously lose all motivation for the week without Fridays to look forward to.
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moonchildstyles · 2 years
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hiiii how’ve you been? 🥰
i just realized that tomorrow’s friday so that means a new chapter of camboy!h AHHHH IM SO EXCITED!!!!
ive been good just busy w writing and working and everything!!!! but hbu???? im so excited for everyone to read more of him its so exciting to see everyones reactions and take aways !!!!! thank u for reading him!!
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clarawatson · 3 years
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🌹 !! (im so excited for literally everything you write ilysm)
ahhhh hullo you may have two too (ilysm too) | from here!
~ Quiet Birds / Autumn Rain ~
"Do you have to go back?" You ask.
"Yeah. On Thursday. Two weeks."
He doesn't meet your eyes as you do the maths. 
"Will you be home on Friday, two weeks?" You ask.
"Yes?" His brow furrows and you're not sure how he spirals but he's suddenly; "are you okay? Are you sick? Was leaving you with Jack and Sas too much? I can cancel, I'm sure Strauss could find someone else, I'm sure she'd understand--"
"No, no, God, Aaron," you smirk and pull him down to you, kissing him softly. "You have to be home, Friday, two weeks. We'll have an appointment to hear the baby's heartbeat."
(!!! yes i just gave you the baby announcement, this has been sitting in my WIP doc since the start of Part 2 HAHAHA. Poor Hotch gets that thrown at him.)
~Feathers AU & my lesbians~
When Jess smiles, it’s like Emily’s seeing it for the first time. The way she lifts her face to the snow, holds the snowflakes on her eyelashes. How she looks so snug in the jacket she borrowed from Emily, wrapped in the pink scarf only she could make look professional.
“Hey,” Emily says, grabbing Jess’s hand and twirling her. That smile makes her look young, and there’s no doubt that Mia’s hers when she laughs.
“I didn’t think we’d get snow, I don’t care that we’re stuck here for tonight.”
Emily cups her cheek, looking over her like she can’t get enough.
“You look beautiful,” Emily whispers.
“You don’t look so bad yourself.”
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aghasexxy · 4 years
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ONE WOMAN SHOW PT. 2 | Im Jaebum
Pairing: Reader x Im Jaebum
Words: 1688
Genre: Smut
Warnings: Stripping/ Teasing
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Summary: you work at the most famous strip club in Los Angeles and you have customers that come in asking for you all the time. Including one mysterious man whose father is the head of the K-Town mob. And who closes down the club once a week to discuss “business”.
The sound of the city spills into the club on a very packed Friday night. The last Friday of 2019. The last Friday of the decade. Our doors have been open for less than an hour and the club is already filled to the brim with men and women unable to walk steadily. I look across the club from backstage, laughing at the chaos out there. But those people don’t matter to me. Only one person does. And he’s nowhere in sight.
“Y/N,” I turn around to see my best friend Wendy. She’s grinning ear to ear as usual. She grabs my face with her delicate hands. “Could you pretend to be excited please? This is the final Friday of the decade!” She squeals like a kid in Disneyland. “I promise I’m excited. I’m just expecting someone,” I look back towards the bar. “Would that someone be JB?” I look back at her with a smirk and roll my eyes. “Y/N! You need to stop fucking
around and just go for it! He obviously wants you!” A whistle breaks through the sound of the dancers laughing and chatting. Our boss calls us for a final pep talk before the night truly begins.
“Ladies!,” he exclaims, demanding the attention of every dancer. “First and foremost, welcome to the end of the decade,” we all erupt in hoots, hollers, and applause. “We’ve really kicked ass this year and I’m so proud of all we accomplished. Both on stage and behind the scenes. To say we ended the year off with a bang is an understatement,” he whips out a stack of cash from his back pocket, snickering at everyone’s slack jaws. I stand arms crossed, completely unimpressed. “We helped sell a lot of product this year, all without any raids. Good work!” We all clap and talk amongst ourselves. He gets our attention again. “Okay for tonight, the lineup for the main show is Claire, Denise, Angie, Loren, Tabitha, Wendy, and of course,” I roll my eyes and smile as all the girls look to me and cheer my name. “Our star Y/N!” The room erupts in applause and I try to shush them. “Okay ladies! Go get dressed! We start in 45 minutes!” Applause erupts as we all rush to the dressing room.
I apply setting spray to my face to finish off my makeup look for the night. Looking in the mirror, I am in awe of the work of art I created. Wendy whistles at me from across the room and I giggle. She walks over to my vanity. “Yo mami you got a man?” I turn around. “Wendy why are you like this?!” She shrugs. “I’m pretty sure that whoever wrote the best friend manual included one of the rules to be “hype up your best friend in the most obnoxious way you know how”,” she kisses my cheek. “So that’s what I’m doing!” I stand up and take off my trench coat to show her my outfit of choice. The lights in the room flash which means that the show is about to begin. The girls scatter like roaches and I call Wendy over. “I’m wearing his favorite lingerie tonight for my set,” I say slyly as she grins from ear to ear. “Ahhhh I love that one! You’re gonna be breaking necks tonight for sure! If not his then everyone else’s!”
An hour goes by and Wendy is just now wrapping up her set. A member of the stage crew comes back to the dressing room. “You’re up in 10 Y/N,” I nod and make some final touch ups. Wendy peels around the corner, her hair in her face as she tries to catch her breath. “You killed it out there!,” I yell, running over to hug her. “How was the crowd? Did you see JB?” I pull back and before she can answer, I get called to the stage. On my way out, Wendy gives my ass a nice love tap. “You’ll find out,” she says as I walk to the side stage.
The announcer goes on stage before me and starts my introduction. The audience cease their hoots and hollers so that he can speak. “Ladies and gentleman, we all can admit that nothing is sexier than when we come home after a long day of work and the first thing we see is our significant other walking around in your favorite lingerie set,” men start whistling and I can’t help but blush. “And tonight, for those single, lonely souls, you’ll get to experience that fantasy for the very first time.” The audience erupts in applause along with the other performers watching behind me. I can’t help but just smile. “Y’all have been waiting for her all night! Here she is, our stunning duchess Y/N!” As the audience loses their minds once again, I let out a breath and stand tall. Here we go.
Wasabi by Little Mix starts to play as I strut on stage. Bills start to fly the moment I come into view and men are on their feet cheering for me. They don’t mean shit to me of course. My eyes scan the room, hoping to lock onto piercing brown ones. I keep smiling as I strut down the catwalk to the pole in the middle. I take off my robe, earning an eruption of applause and whistles. I look out on the floor again when I lock eyes with him. JB. There he was, sitting right in my line of vision. His smirk accompanied with him man spreading in his chair was enough for me to get on my knees right then and there. I twirl around nice and slow, giving him something to look at. He’s probably having a hard time keeping it together right now: his favorite dancer in his favorite lingerie set performing for strangers instead of just him. I press my back against my pole, dropping low in slow motion. My eyes never leave his. Maybe I should punish him for being late, show him who’s boss.The music stops and I receive a standing ovation from the crowd. Everyone was on their feet including him. The MC comes out on stage.
“Wow Y/N! Another show-stopping entrance! You know what time it is! Time to pick a lucky guy in the crowd to give him a lap dance!” The sounds of whoops and hollers at this point are deafening. “Now Y/N, what song would you like to dance to?” I turn to the DJ. “Play Rules by Doja Cat for me, please.” The MC fans his face dramatically as the crowd goes crazy once again. I look back out and see JB. His eyes burn into me like daggers. I know what that look means.
“DJ, if you would,” the MC asks as he scurried offstage. The music starts and my eyes start to wander. I walk onto the floor, locking eyes with every horny middle-aged man I see. I blow kisses, wink, and smile and it’s enough to get tens of hundreds of dollars thrown my way. The floor vibrates from the intense bass in the music and I am locked onto my target. JB looks me up and down as I circle around him. My fingers drag across his broad shoulders and I take a seat on his lap, licking my lips as I lock eyes with him. “You wanna play with me, baby,” he whispers softly to me, my pussy clenching and instantly getting wet. The men around us were cheering JB on and whistling loudly. I stand up and reach out my hand, answering his question with a simple head nod. He snickers and grabs hold, triggering another roar of applause from those watching. We walked back to the stage where a lonely chair sat. The spotlight shines over it as the metal gives off a supernatural glow in the white light. He sits down, not leaving my eyes for one second. “You know the rules sir,” I lean in, his cologne overwhelming my senses. “No touching,” I whisper sensually. I stand up and turn around. I look at him as I bend over, my ass being the only thing he has his eyes on. I come back up slowly and smack my ass. I can’t help myself from smiling at the evil mug on his face. This is torture for him. He wants to wreck me to no end, I know he does. But house rules say otherwise. I strut back over to him, kicking his left foot out. “Spread your legs,” I demand. I climb onto his lap and I feel a pulsating sensation from under me. “You like that?” I ask sweetly, like I’m not torturing him. I slowly start to grind on his clothed dick and he lets out the deepest moan I’ve ever heard in my life. I feel myself getting wet at the sound of it. “Yeah daddy?,” I whisper, grinding him a little faster. I stop and lean all the way back. My hands graze the ground along with my head as our crotches stay glued together. I come back up slowly, my breast threatening to pop out into his face. I come all the way up and the song is over. The crowd cheers and I get a standing ovation. He leans in closer to me and our noses barely graze each other’s. “I’m going to make a mess of you Y/N. You’re mine,” I bite my lip and giggle. “I hope that’s a promise, babe.” I wink at JB and stroke his face before turning around to address the audience. “Thank you for coming out tonight everyone! Happy new year!” The crowd yells it back and erupts in applause. I turn back to JB. “Let’s give a big round of applause for my performance partner tonight!” Whistles and claps follow as he walks off stage. I just know by the look in his eye that the next time I see him, he will have his way with me. And I can’t wait.
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Your Love
part 14 of So Happy Together
13: https://mysteryofren.tumblr.com/post/616258896977444865/im-sorry
Note: AHHHH so much closer to 16 im so excited for you guys to see it!! if you guys want a little preview of it im more than happy to post a little peek lmk!
  The next day came and went. Much of it being the same. The first thing you did was look at your phone to see if Ben had really texted you. He had. During the class you two had together he kept looking back at you. Everytime he looked back you stared at him like you were hoping he would catch on fire. After you grabbed you lunch from the lunch line you looked over at Reys table and he waved at you with a small smile. You kept eye contact with him as you walked out. The rest of the day you managed to avoid him, taking different routes to ensure you wouldn't run into him or Rey. Eventually the day ended, and you went straight for your dorm. Elaine hasn't been back from practice yet, and you don't expect her to be back anytime soon. She had that one NYU rep coming to her game there's no way she would risk messing up so you knew she would be practicing harder. You got right to doing your homework. It was about an hour after you started that someone had knocked on the door. You stood up and opened it seeing your grandfather on the other side. You both stared at each other a second before you let him in. 
“I know you're probably here to tear me a new one. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to lose it like that.” he examined your dorm looking at the papers scattered across the small desk that came with the room. 
“I'm not here to scold you. I'm just here to talk.” you stared at him. 
“I didn't know they would be there,” he started. “If I did , I never would have taken you. It surprised me as much as it surprised you. Trust me after you left I continued to yell at them both for not being there for you. I was shocked at myself for doing it.” he sat down on your bed and looked down at his hands. 
“When you ran off i didn't know what to do. I felt helpless, because you were hurting and there was nothing I could do about it. When you didn’t come back I assumed the worst had happened, and I felt like dying. I am mad. I'm mad, not because you fought with them, I'm mad because you ran off, and did not come back. I stayed in a panic all night, because I didn't know if you were safe or not. When Matt left he didn't say if you were safe or not he just ran out.” 
Hearing that made your stomach drop. You had been so worried about getting away that it never occured to you how it would affect him. You just wanted to get away. 
“Please. I'm begging. Next time do whatever you need. Walk into a different room, keep yelling, lock yourself away. Just please. Don't do that to me again.”
You hugged him tight. “I'm so so sorry. I didn't think about how you would react if I didn't go back. I just felt so embarrassed that I didn't want anyone seeing me.” 
You pulled away as tears fell down your face. “I know you're going through a lot, and I know they didn't help, but talk to me next time. I would have gladly taken us home so you wouldn't have to see them.”
“I know. I'm sorry.”
“How on earth did you find a way home.” you laughed. You sat him down and told him about everything. How you ran until your body felt numb. How you just knocked on someone's door for help, and Amilyn answered. You even told him about her. She was so nice when she didn't have to be that you knew you had to tell him about her. After a while of you both talking through last night's events he decided to leave so you could do your homework. You walked him out your door, and said your goodbyes. Right when he was about to walk away a door opened not far from yours. 
“I thought i heard you out here!” Rey walked out and ran over to your grandfather with a smile. She hugged him and he hugged back.
“Ah i was wondering if i should visit you or not, but i figured you must have been too busy for me.” Ben walked out of her dorm. That hurt. 
“I'm never too busy! Oh, I'm not sure if you met him or not, but this is my boyfriend Ben.”
“We’ve met quite a few times actually. Me and Y/N had dinner at his house last night.” 
Ben was looking at you. When Rey started talking he turned to her. 
“Oh? What was the dinner for?” she asked in an innocent voice. Looking at Ben.
“It was just a stupid dinner thing my grandparents were having. They were invited.”
“Why didn't you tell me? I would have loved to meet your family.” you stood there awkwardly as your grandfather looked at you with a questioning look.
“Can we talk about this inside?” he pleaded. Rey turned back to your grandfather. 
“Well, no worries. We should have dinner this weekend. Maybe this friday?”
“Well, that sounds lovely. All 4 of us can go. Y/N what do you think?” he looked over at you. You were looking at the floor to avoid Ben's gaze. Rey looked at you with a bit of fury behind her eyes.
“Elaine's big game is this Friday remember? We were gonna go together.”
“Well surely he doesn't need to go. She's not even family. How about you go alone while Ben, him and I have dinner?” you could tell she just didn't want you there. 
“Well I did promise Elaine I would be in attendance. How about we all go to her game, and support her, then afterwards we go get some dinner?” 
“Sounds good to me.” you heard Ben say. Rey looked back at him, and you could tell it was with an angry look on her face. 
“I'm fine with it. Is that okay with you Rey?” you said knowing it would piss her off. 
 She looked back at you and then to your grandfather. she put on her award winning fake smile.
“Of course. Sounds wonderful. I'll see you then grandpa.”  she hugged him again and kissed him on the cheek before giving you an angry look and walking back to her room. You stayed outside with him until she shut the door. He gave you a smile and one last hug.
“I look forward to seeing you two on friday.” he said before pulling away
“Can I go home with you after and stay the weekend? Maybe we can take Gideon somewhere if you're not busy.”
“Of course. I'll work a bit extra this week so we can have a day together.”
“Thank you,” you gave him a smile “ill message you what time the game starts when she gets home.”
 With that he left, and you walked back into your room. It kind of made you feel good that he chose to hang out with you instead of just her. Then it occured to you. Ben was coming. Shit. you had done pretty good so far at avoiding him. Now you HAD to be near him. Just looking at him hurt. Knowing he chose her over you HURT.she got everything you wanted, and you were fine with everything you got. Why is it the one thing, the one person, you wanted. She got to have. Great now you're sad again. You glanced at the work sitting on your desk and weighed your options. You could just push through it, and not have to do much the rest of the week, or you could put it all away and listen to your playlist you have specifically for when you feel heartbroken and cry. You started packing the papers in the folders they needed to be in, and tucked it all away in your backpack closing the blinds right after. You turned off the lights and put your headphones in. scrolling through the playlist you found the perfect song to start you sobfest to.’Should I’ by Phoebe Ryan seems appropriate for this situation. 
 As the song began you stared at the ceiling. What was it about Ben that made you feel like this? You opened up to him, and he opened up to you. You stayed thinking for so long. Stayed silent in the dark as tears fell down your face. There was so much happening in such a short span of time. First Ben. then Ben again. Then your friends. Then your parents. It felt like some things were falling apart, and some were falling in place. You didn't know if it was the best days of your life or the worse. One day this will all be a memory. One day maybe you’ll be married, and when you and your spouse talk about your teen years you can tell him about how Ben Solo broke your heart. How he made you feel so many things. Just to crush your heart.
Suddenly the lights turned on and you sit up seeing Elaine setting her things down. She looked sweaty, and disheveled. Her hair was in a bun but she had a few hair sticking out of it. Probably from falling in practice. She was breathing hard like she had run here. 
“You’ll never believe who was at practice!” she turned and looked at you.
“Hey what happened?” she came over to you. “Are you alright?”
“Just drama with Rey and Ben, but I don't wanna think about it. What happened at practice?” 
“Oh! So before practice i was texting Matt and i told him i forgot to bring food with me for my break during practice, and about 2 hours after practice started he showed up! He brought food and ate with me while everyone rested. It was so sweet! I love him!”
 Did she just say what you think she said? 
“You what?” she looked shocked for a second.
“NO! Not like that, like the way I love you. I mean I do have a crush on him, but I don't LOVE love him. You know. I'm focused right now. I NEED to get into NYU.”
“Ok well. Have you thought about what you wanna do once you're in?”
“What do you mean?” 
“I mean. What happens once you're in? Do you think you would want to be with Matt?”
She stayed silent for a minute before answering. “I might try to go for it. If he asks, I mean. I would be too scared to ask him, but if he wanted to? Yeah. i could see myself dating him.” 
You talked to her more about it before she decided to go shower. She grabbed her clothes and went into the bathroom. You hope she goes for it. He really likes her, and you know she feels the same.  At least they liked each other, and even if things went wrong.  Matt would never treat Elaine wrong. She wouldn't either. Part of you is glad something remotely good came out of this situation. If there's anyone that deserves true love it's Elaine. She’s what you think of when you hear the word angel. She's gentle, kind, and most of all giving. You can't think of a single time she's put herself first. You decided to go to sleep while she was showering.
 You wiped the dried tears off your face and got up to change into sleep clothes. Once dressed you looked at your phone wondering if you should text Ben and apologize for what happened at dinner. Something in you knows you shouldn't. Why should he get an apology when he did this to you? He didn't deserve an apology. He didn't deserve your apology. Not when he said all those things to you in text, and in person, just to turn his back on you and pretend you don't exist. Not after he kisses you and looks at you like you're his world just to do the same for someone else in front of you. 
Ben Solo didn't deserve an apology. 
Ben Solo didn't deserve your friendship
Ben solo didn't deserve you.
Above all though. 
Ben solo didn't deserve your love.
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stonerbughead · 4 years
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Maria watches friday night lights (#20)
wow 4x09 was political AF, noting for future projects I have in the works ;)
let’s do it, under the cut:
Damnnn they’re showing Vince getting stuck with having to check a box on his application already??? “have you been arrested?” Per Michelle Alexander, the prison industrial complex creates a permanent underclass who can be legally discriminated against even after being released from jail 🙃
Oh shit Becky’s pregnant?! Wait who did she have sex with? Do we know? Did she have sex with Luke??
Eric Taylor discovering the dangerous part of East Dillon so cluelessly in his full East Dillon High pullover and lil shorts — I’m both dying at everyone trolling him and thinking about how it’s insane to think this aspect of Dillon has been invisible to Eric across town for 3.5 seasons seemingly. That’s some white ass privilege! (Also I hope Tinker is okay since Eric never actually finds him, the whole reason he was there?)
lol Julie and Tami’s bickering about who made the decision for her to sign up for habitat for humanity 😂
“It’s a matter of resources.” (That they don’t give to poor Black and Brown communities.) Eric Taylor Discovers Black Struggle!
Glen, you’re literally the worst. Why did you come over to Eric to tell him about this I can’t !!!! “I just got so excitable.” GLEN ARE YOU AN ADULT HUMAN WHAAAAT I’m dead at this entire interaction, Eric’s reactions are priceless too 😂😭
lmao JD McCoy called his math teacher a bitch, who’s surprised not me
Ah, Katie McCoy finally left Joe?!
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“We have a little history, you know. Before she started playing for the other team...” I hate you buddy that’s a gross thing to say about an out lesbian woman but why would I expect more from you
Is this the actor who played Peyton’s stalker brother on one tree hill clearly being set up as Julie’s habitat for humanity love interest? I’m sorry but I can’t unsee him being cheerleader kicked by Peyton and Brooke, he is giving the bad vibes. (I mean also he’s in a position of relative authority over a teen girl flirting so YIKES.)
Damn prison industrial complex — Vince already not being able to find a job as a teenager bc he has a record and begging his white coach to be a reference is why we say abolish the police by the way
Ahhhh okay Becky clearly DID sleep with Luke. “I’m pregnant, it’s yours, and I need an abortion. It’s like $300.” Damn. Just more of why we need universal healthcare (and universal comprehensive sex education.)
“He just wanted to tell me about a little experience he had at a karaoke party.” LMAOOOOO
“You’re getting kissed by so many people over at the school you can’t even remember to talk to me about it?” I was fully laughing at this convo and how it was mostly Eric teasing. That’s a good marriage.
“I think we need a date.” “I’ll go on a date with you.” Awww seriously relationship goals
“You an idiot, Buddy. You an idiot for thinking your Snow White ass could make a difference.” L O L
Wowww Buddy did not just whitesplain organizing to jess’s dad at the barbecue shop after someone he knows saw one (1) shooting in a neighborhood seemingly riddled with violence — I can’t
creeped out by this dude Ryan from habitat for humanity — clearly older than Julie and they’re alone and he’s asking her to go out for food? This is super predatory.
ew! does Ryan make it a habit of making out with high school students he supervises volunteering at habitat for humanity in the house they’re building?! Gross
AHHHH omfg D’ANGELO FROM THE WIRE IS THE EX GANG MEMBER HELPING THEM WITH CARROLL PARK?!?! Amazing! All The Wire cameos! (Jeff and I are on S4 now if anyone’s interested lol.)
“Do you really want to make a difference or are you just feeling sad bc you saw a boy get shot?” Great fucking line, YES.
“This is what we need: we need money, for programs. And not just this week when there’s a kid in the hospital.” YES GO OFFFFF
Of course everyone can agree football is somehow the solution lmao oh Dillon
“I’m so glad some smart person told you to do this.” Tami is exactly what my mom was like growing up, I love it.
Ooooof Vince working for Jess’s dad, the tension between them again in that one moment she’s fighting with him about the toilet is better than all her scenes with Landry sorry 🤷🏻‍♀️
This Tim and Becky back and forth with the kisses even tho they’re clearly more compatible as friends is too much
Michael B. Jordan’s looking at Landry like, how is this dude winning in this love triangle? And I’m like, yeah same bro.
Oooof I knew the “just like my mom” part was gonna come up. Poor Becky 🥺 Aw Luke is SO sweet tho saying he hasn’t been sleeping bc he’s worried about her.
Oh geez wait no...Luke’s starting to veer into anti choicer territory, haha don’t do that you’re so cute. “Will you just take me home?” Yeah, go home Becky, Jesus.
I feel like Vince just made an enemy oh nooo 😱
Tami and Buddy trying to politely greet every gang member walking into the park is killing me
“Do you have any knowledge of how we might get past the padlock on the switch box?” LOL Im laughing at Eric jumping the fence too!
Sometimes I cringe when I see the assistant coaches wearing red ball caps out of habit and then I have the sinking realization this is Texas and half of them probably *would* be trump voters 🤢
Yesss to Eric singling out this middle school kid who’s good and telling him to come play with him when he gets to East Dillon High! It doesn’t fix the problem but it’s a start.
“You know it’s not lost on me that I owe you a date.” Awww
“Damn I love you.” “Damn I love you too babe.” 😭 crazy how Eric and Tami Taylor invented marriage
Glad Becky finally told Tim she was pregnant but I continue to ship them only platonically yeeesh
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my beloved morgy, good evening!! it's been a little bit, no? schoolwork has been running rampant and health issues are racking up, so i have unfortunately been away for a bit, not to mention i'll have to look for work soon due to financial issues,, life is quite hectic now! no matter what though, i always look forward to coming back here, talking to you has become one of my favorite things in the world!! 💕💌💫 (1/9)
"and so much has happened now, hm? with that in mind, please know that what i'm about to say isn't just mere kindness, and that i actually believe it wholeheartedly,, i think you are absolutely stunning!!! of course i got the notification during algebra of all classes,, but oh my goodness darling!!!! i'm so happy you somehow gained enough confidence to do that!! (2/9)
i was paranoid after my initial face reveal, but after getting so many nice responses before, i knew it would go just as smoothly for you 💓 ahhhh i just can't get over it at all, you're so pretty!!! i smiled a lot, and then my professor must've noticed, because he said "abby... abby... ABBY! are you ok?? you're face is so red, do you have a fever???" (3/9)
of course i dismissed it, but then to make matters worse, quinn called me during class about it as you saw already,, i swear, she just loves to torture me hm? 😖😖 but really, you are gorgeous, don't let anyone tell you otherwise, ok?? 💘 oh, and i must thank everyone for being so patient and kind during my absence!! your well wishes mean a lot to me! most people tend to get very frustrated with me, so i'm beyond glad that i can get a break from that type of treatment!! (4/9̶ 10)
it's been very difficult so far trying to balance school and my own health, so i've been extremely occupied as of late,, but when things settle down and i figure things out, i should be more active again! (it's what i hope for! writing you and seeing everyone is one of the things i actually enjoy anyway!!! 🌠) and all of those picrews and that drawing?? lovely as always!! (5/10)
aside from stressful school days and other events, today, quinn and our friend chloe surprised me by showing up to my house after school and whisking me off to this lovely asian market in the city! it was unusually cold, so quinn being the overly protective person they are, forced me to take their coat,, ahhh i felt so bad, the breeze was so chilly!! but sadly, the north really does get cold when the fall starts to hit hehe (6/10)
we took the metro over and messed around in our seats a bit,, it was nice and quiet for once! we ended up having a great time, getting dinner, buying lots of strange snacks, and eating different cakes at this quaint café, it was such a nice break from everything not-so-good that has been happening lately!! ✨ (7/10)
and luckily, i get to actually have a good time this weekend!!! my older brother is coming home to visit! despite college being so busy for him, he told me that he still checks in here at the end of every week haha, i'm surprised he even manages to do that with his workload 😖 he told me we're gonna go and get lunch together, so i'm really excited for that,, i miss him lots! ❤ (8/10)
so much has happened that i can't even keep track of it,, there's so much to talk about, it's crazy! i wish school could lighten up a bit so i could be here more, after all, i do truly enjoy my time here!! but i'm overjoyed that i get to return tonight despite my heavy workload,, it's always a rare pleasure to be able to talk to you dolcezza!!! hopefully i can be back soon by friday or so,, i'll be aiming for it 💗 (9/10
thank you guys for all of the support throughout these chaotic months, i never expected to meet such an amazing person and become so loved by a bunch of people i never met- you've all gone beyond my wildest expectations with how unbelievably kind you are to me! as always thank you, i love you all beyond words 💕 with love from the moon & back, your waifu xoxo 💖💖💖 ps: morgy you really do know how to pull at my heartstrings!! i better see no more of you doubting yourself ever again 😘 (10/10)"
THE LEGEND HAS R E T U R N E T H ONCE MORE 😳🤚✨ honestly darling ur reaction was quite literally priceless and Quinn only made this entire thing better ngl jdhdhwhd i almost cant believe me doing some dumb face reveal caused it either but....i aint complaining at all quite the contrary acc👁️👁️
I'd still insist ur bein way too kind but i'll thank u anyway for za compliments (i can only say the same regarding u dear👁️✨) dbqhshxkaha also a trip to za asian market sounds lit ngl me and the squad always go to this k mart thats on the way to our school and they have banging foods 😩✊
Now i can 100% relate to everything u said esp the school part....im exhausted outta my mind (in fact i deadass fell asleep while on zoom today during class djsbs) bc i still lowkey cant fall asleep in time at night and i have to get up early everyday so its like💀💀💀💀 i mostly catch up on schleep in the afternoon but its still a wack schedule and i barely have time to do other stuff let alone write which bothers me alot ngl....as for urself im glad u got to have some quality time w ur mates and also that ur legend of a bro is finally visiting (za clown army e a a g er l y awaiting his return)
I agree also that things have been movin fast like h e l l its already almost october tf🗿🗿 and i also hope ur fine health wise too bc ik all too well how school and an erratic schedule can throw ur entire body off and worsen ur immune system n all of dat shiz💀
Either way im glad u popped in again (as always my inbox been bombarded with questions regarding ur whereabouts djshdjdk) and may we speak of shows and anime again bc a bitch had finished bsd yesterday and im l i v i n😳😳😳
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sunday 27th february 2022 // 6:23pm
its really been a time
alex and i broke up on the 15th and i am still really sad about it
i've moved house on the 23rd
turned 24 on the 25th
im feeling especially lonely being in this space - i dont know why my mood is quite low. i guess i am just tired because i went out friday and saturday
i am an introverted person who likes having their own space, but right now i dont wanna be alone, i wanna be with someone
and i think now that alex and i are no longer together i feel so alone and dont have someone to share things with. i wanted to share this space with him cus it was always me going to his place
and again he was my first love and i loved his person. he was my person. losing a friend like that is ... weird? its like grieving its like someone has died
breakups are not nice - its like cutting off your best friend.
i will get over it one day and i just wish him all the best and to be happy- but i think there will always be a part of me that loves him
the only time i've ever really experienced loss was when nani died, that was true loss
and the only time i've ever lost a friend otherwise was when simran rattu died, still to this day cannot really process that, the death of a friend (she was pretty much family)
otherwise i cut off imogen but thats because it was just unhealthy and she had some issues
otherwise friends that i've had we just naturally drift away, and thats normal!
but to just cut someone off who was your best friend? that would be like me cutting off sam - omg if that ever happened to me i think i would simply just pass away
i have to remember that its okay to be sad - its been 12 days since we broke up so thats still very fresh. someone that has been a constant in my life and who i think about all the time and was always excited to see them and be with them, and they are just gone. its like a part of me has gone with them
its sounds all cheesy and cliche but i get heartbreak now and its hard to deal with. but it will get better with time
i think just generally, again, im feeling really anxious and stuff about everything. about my life and whats going on with it because i dont know what the hell i am doing. and people around me all have these clear goals and paths but im doing nothing
i just wish i didnt struggle so much mentally sometimes, i just wish i could feel happy and well and content and that i could just get on with life
dunno i dont really understand my feelings, i just feel sad right now
shane spent saturday with me and thats been really nice. hes a really nice boy and i like him but idk how much i like him
but i cant say for sure because im still hung up over someone else and i dont know how long i will feel this way. but shane just doesnt do it for me like that right now. but its weird because he is my friend and we get on and in that way i really do love and care about him and i just want him to be happy. but i dont want to break his heart but also i dont want to cut him off and lose his company because i do really like being around him , hes so funny and cute
ahhhh my life :(
it just feels like there is a part of me thats gone with alex. i dont know why it feels like that
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warmau · 7 years
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you're sO good at writing AHHHH i loved the bestriends to lovers au (both cheol and shua's hehe~) can u pretty pretty pretty please with a cherry on top write one for seokmin??? im crying just thinking about it bec he fits the image so wellㅠㅠ thank u and i lobeu you and ur blog!!!!!!!! !!!
find woozi (here), wonwoo (here), s.coups (here) & joshua (here)
putting it simply, in the 5th grade seokmin asked if he could cheat off you on a history test and you said no but then he’d looked so lost and confused staring down at his paper that mid-test while the teacher wasn’t looking you leaned over and whispered “the answer is b for one, three, and seven. that’s all im giving you.”
and ,,,,,, you almost fell out of your chair when seokmin turned to you - literal stars and hearts in his eyes - and went thANK yOU in the loudest whisper he could muster
since then,,,,,you two have kind of always been a duo. seokmin’s friendly, open personality granted him a LOT of other friends but you were the person he trusted the most
and he’d always made that evident,,,from telling you his deepest regrets that one time you guys ordered pizza and sat up on the roof of his building at 1am to,,,,,,the time you guys spent three months of saved up money battling each other at ddr at the arcade while everyone in the place watched
whatever you and seokmin did separately,,,whoever you became friends with or dated,,,,like in the end it always just ended up with you two leaning on each other for support
even if seokmin’s support is sometimes ,,,, over exaggerated and a little silly,,,,,,,that about him makes you love him all the more
(sometimes you’re not sure if that ‘love’ is just platonic,,,but ahem we’ll get there)
anyway you get a job at a cafe one day and you’re calling seokmin to tell him and he’s just as excited as you are about it ,,,but then you tell him your shift ends at midnight and suddenly the excitment turns into concern in seokmins voice
and he’s basically going that’s too late!!! it’s so dark??? your subway ride home is an hour long!!!! it’s dangerous
and you’re like seokmin please im not 12 i know how to prot-
but seokmin isn’t having it and he’s like “you work monday, thursday, and friday right?? i,,,,,have practice near there!! ill meet up with you and take the train with you to keep you safe!!”
and you’re trying to tell him that isn’t necessary,, you don’t want to add onto his schedule
but seokmin is as stubborn as it can get sometimes and you’re like fI NE,,,,,but seriously you don’t have to
but ofc,,,on your first day you come outside and seokmin is waiting outside looking through his phone
and you’re like oh my god dude you really came and he’s like of course,,do you see how dark it is outside????? and you’re rolling your eyes but like,,,,,it’s nice
because as you’re taking the train you and seokmin are alone,,,,,getting to talk and crack jokes like you did before your lives got so busy and stuff
and seokmin sticks true to his promise,,,every shift you get off he’s there. backpack slung over his shoulder, phone in hand
you get into the habit of sneaking out drinks for the two of you before you leave,,, seokmin always grins because he’s like you still remember my favorite!! and you’re like oF Course we’re best friends
and,,,,,it’s just so ,,,,,,comfortable
all your co-workers think you’re dating but you’re like it’s not like that!!!!! and they’re like uhuh O K
one afternoon seokmin’s friend who practices with him hoshi stops by and he recognizes you and you’re like “hows practice going??” and hoshi tilts his head and is like “we don’t practice today?” and you’re like,,,,,,,,wait what seokmin told me you guys practice near here
and hoshi shakes his head and is like near here??? our studio is like??? on the opposite side of the city
and you’re shocked because,,,,,,does that mean,,,,,seokmin lied? 
and hoshi is like um,,,,,,hey,,,,,earth to you,,,,,can i order??
and you’re like oH yeah,,,,,sorry
the rest of your shift you keep trying to fit two and two together,,,,if seokmin isn’t nearby that means he’s probably traveling to get here,,,,,either from the studio across the city or from his house which isn’t close either
does that mean,,,,seokmin had been putting in all this effort,,,,,for you?? 
but you can’t think /why/ even best friends don’t do things like that for each other,,,,
as closing time comes around you decide to confront seokmin and when you find him standing outside,,,,,his smile drops when he sees you’re not smiling back
and before he can ask you whats up you go “seokmin,,,,,,hoshi came in today.” and seokmin is like that’s cool!! did he bother you? just tell me and ill-
but you’re like “he told me that you guys don’t practice around here. seokmin,,,,,,,why are you coming to meet me after work? what’s the real reason?”
and seokmin’s face darkens a bit and you’re like ?????? but he looks down at his shoes and mumbles that,,,,,,is it really not obvious? he’s worried about you
and you’re like you can be worried but three days a week taking the commute here just to see me is a bi-
but then seokmin stops you and for the first time he’s looking at you with something,,,,,,different in his eyes,,,,,and he says that he’s worried,,,,,,and the commute is worth it because he gets to see you. he gets to make sure you’re safe
and you’re supposed to protect the people you love
and for a moment you think he means it platonically but then ???? seokmin’s pulling you into his arms??? your face pressed against his warm chest
and with his face in your hair he says that he isn’t trying to just be a good friend,,,,,,,he’s trying to show you that he’s someone who will be there for you,,,,,,,,like a boyfriend
and the word shocks you but,,,,,,,,,at the same time it floods you with happiness
because seokmin ,,,,,,seokmin whose so well liked and never bothered,,,,,is telling you,,,,in the most serious tone that he,,,,wants to be yours
and you lift your arms up,,, grabbing the back of his hoodie and pulling even closer to him because,,,,,,,,,you want to be his too,,,,,,
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inarsics · 7 years
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Jikook and yoonmin 3, 10, 11, 19, 23, 33, 39 & 41 (Im sorry if this is too many it's okay if you cant do both and all)
Ahhhh i’m sorry i don’t have any experience with y/m (;-; ) 
This will be a long post, so i’ll put it under here!!! 
3 - Are they open about their relationship? How do they feel about public displays of affection?
In a world where they’re not idols, yes, they’re very very open about their relationship. They don’t see why they have to hide, and neither of them want the other to think that they’re a dirty little secret. And when I say open, I mean sometimes getting caught having sex on their balcony lmao
In the idol world, I think they’d both be a little more careful. They’d hate it, and get frustrated about it, but they know that it’s for the best. If they want to keep their relationship, they’ll have to hide it for a while. 
10 - Who drives? Cooks? Does the handiwork? Cleans? Pays the bills? Handles the public?
Jungkook drives!! And not just because Jimin doesn’t have his licence but because Jimin thinks he looks hot whilst doing it. Also, Jungkook has the steadier hand when Jimin gets bored and decides to have a little fun lol. 
They would both cook!! Though they’re not at Seokjin’s level, they both give it a try. If it turns out bad they agree that they should just order take-out!! 
They both clean too! They split the bills in half, and it really depends on their mood on who handles the public. Even if they’re both not feeling up to it, they do their best to keep up a smile. It’s mostly Jimin who handles it. He’s the oldest, the most responsible, but Jungkook can also step up if need be. 
11 - Do they celebrate holidays? Anniversaries?
They do!!! They celebrate all the holidays! They’re favourites being Halloween and Christmas of course!! They decorate the apartment every time. They’re the couple that goes all out during the holidays because the other people in the building don’t care too much. The kids in their building love them. They always talk about how much more fun it’ll be once they have kids of their own because then they have an excuse to go trick or treating lol. Jungkook mostly is excited about the candy, and Jimin tells him he can just go to the store to get it but, 
“Hyung... it’s not fun that way...” 
As for anniversaries, they don’t care too much about the monthly ones, but they definitely care about the yearly ones. They always go on some sort of trip. Maybe camping, or hiking, or a quick vacation in Italy or Japan. They like the beach a lot too. Have thought about renting a beach house one day when they’re older.
19 - What do they fight about? What are their arguments like? How do they make up?
They get into pretty childish arguments. They’re both very competitive, so they’ll get into fights involving videos games or how much food the other can shove into their mouth without throwing up. Jungkook usually wins those. Their arguments are never too serious, however, if there was an issue that could complicate their relationship, they’ll sit and talk it out. 
Usually, they make up pretty quickly. If it’s a playful argument, it often leads to making out or just sex in the living room. They like to rile each other up, like to tease each other whenever they can. They know it’s not serious, it just makes the sex that much hotter for them. 
23 - How do they hug? Kiss? Tease? Flirt? Comfort?
Their hugs can be intense and sweet. When one of them is having a rough day, the other will crawl into their lap and cuddle up into the other’s arms. believing that their partner can protect them from the wrongs of the world. Jungkook does this most of the time. When classes and schedules become too much, no matter where Jimin is, he’ll latch on, bury his face in Jimin’s neck and not let go for thirty minutes. Jimin doesn’t mind. He’s always willing to comfort Jungkook in any way he can, vice versa. 
Their more intense hugs are reserved for reunions after long periods of time apart. Separated for longer than a few weeks, you bet these two will be making out right in the middle of the airport. So wrapped up in each other they can’t feel any sort of shame. 
They tease and flirt all the time. There’s never really a dull moment with these two. They flirt even after years of being together, they tease whenever they can. It’s to make each other laugh. They know each other well, it’s how they show their love. There’s no malice behind it, it’s just how they work. It’s their dynamic. 
33 - What kind of presents do they get each other? Do they only do it on special occasions?
They get each other presents most of the time. Every Friday they’ll get each other flowers. If one of them forgets, they make up for it by cooking or doing something the other likes. Since Jimin likes rings, Jungkook does keep an eye out for jewelry whenever he’s out shopping. And when Jimin passes by a game store, he’ll wander around and look through all the games to see if there were any that he thinks Jungkook would like. He feels like a parent shopping for their kid but he loves the way Jungkook’s face brightens up when Jimin drops a game onto his lap and says he thought of him. 
On special occasions, they get each other a new bead for their promise bracelets that they’ve had since high school. Every year, one bead is added to count down the years they’ve been together. 
39 -  Who initiated the relationship? Who kissed who first?  When did they realize they were in love?
I think they both fell at the same time. While Jungkook was less vocal about his affections, he was the first to ask Jimin out. They both had different ways of showing their affections, however, Jungkook was definitely the first to step up because Jimin wanted to see what he’d do. Poor baby bun was left to suck it up and just get on with it lmao 
They went in for the kiss at the same time, bumping foreheads after a date at the park. It was still sunny outside, yet they still managed to clonk their heads together on accident. They laugh about it before Jimin leans up and pecks Jungkook on the lips chastely. 
Jungkook falls first. 18 years old and a little careless, he blurts it out when they’re alone in Jimin’s room. Jimin, who’s in his first year of college already, who’s a little more mature now, is a little startled. He tells Jungkook that they might be moving too fast and that he needs to figure it out himself. Jungkook ends up crying, and they don’t see each other for a few days. And within those few days, Jimin is worried sick. He calls Jungkook all the time, asks if he’s okay. Drops by the school to see him but Jungkook always avoids him. Then... when Jimin thinks that enough is enough, he barges right into Jungkook’s room and demands they talk. He accidentally says that he’s in love too without realising, and they both cry about it. 
41 - Are they party-goers? What are they like when they’re drunk? Does it happen often?
They do go to parties on occasion, but it’s not very often that they go by themselves! They’re always with the rest of the boys since they trust each other to look out for one another, but they’re still adults so they can be quite reckless!! 
Jimin is a pretty happy drunk. He’s a little silly and he can get quite touchy with Jungkook, who is a loud, competitive drunk. He’ll challenge anyone to a drinking game. He’ll get blackout drunk if it means he’ll win. You can usually find these two in the corner of the room with a group of people. Jungkook is doing shots after shots, while Jimin is nestled in his lap, kissing along his neck and jaw, having the time of his life. They’re weird, but they work well together. 
This usually doesn’t happen! They have fun with each other without alcohol!! It’s only when Taehyung drags them to one of his ‘social gatherings’ that they get this way. Nevertheless, they’re both pretty wild when they drink lol 
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LAST NIGHTS EPISODE OF NEIGHBOURS WAS PRETTY MUCH THE BEST EPISODE EVER LIKE HOLY HECK HAPPY EASTER  TO EVERYONE. Ok so! ahg. I dunno where to start. Ok can we all just appreciate Paul since the boys came into his life. Like he is being a bloody good genuine person, like I can’t even believe him last tonight. Totally became the hero of the show with the things he said to David. The writers addressed lots of issues in society in this episode, and handled them all beautifully. David confessed that his idea of a father was someone stern with high expectations, who wanted their son to tick all the right boxes. House, Job, Kids, WIFE. Paul actually looked heart broken that David spent all his life thinking he had to do those things. Like, no one was even there to tell him that that was the norm, David just thought that was the norm all on his own. Which is almost sadder. Then after the Good Friday ceremony, Paul, admits that once upon a time he probably would have expected his kids to grow up to be like him, nothing else. And David thinks that’s the norm. So Paul corrects him and says well no it’s foolish. He talks about how wonderful his kids are because they aren’t like him.  Then, Paul. AGH WHAT A HERO HE IS. He gives David the speech of the year! “David....dont think you have to tick any boxes for me. Or anyone for that matter. Married, single, kids, no kids, doctor, cleaner, I dont care. As long as you choose the life that makes YOU happy. Do you hear what im saying? *David nods* “Good. I so wish I could have told you that all your life”. HERO COME THROUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. David REALLY needed to hear that. To know that how he feels is okay. Especially from the allusive father figure that was always holding him back. Paul you bloody legend. Like, seriously that made me so happy. Ok but also that last scene with David and Leo. BEAUTIFUL. I think it’s so important for David to admit that he’s gay. You can think things, you can act upon how you feel, but to verbally acknowledge who you are. It’s committing yourself to your decision, it’s having witnesses to your decision. It’s really really hard to do, especially with tough subjects. So it speaks even more of his growth, that he can do this. Also the fact that he’s telling his brother, the person who he sees as his most important person, and by some degree his only family. That validation is extremely important. BUT OUR OTHER HERO LEO. WHAT A FANTASTIC BROTHER. He never interrupted David once David said this talk was about him, he let David gather his thoughts and talk at his own pace. He turned himself around to properly face David once David started talking about Leo being the most important, and that he had to hear this first. BUT THE BEST PART. THE. BEST. PART. Was when David said “I’m Gay”, in that sort of worried, quiet voice, Leo before anything else, told him to say it again. Say it again!. Then you watch David’s face change from hesitance, to relief, to some sort of relief/excitement/confidence. It. Was. Beautiful. Then afterwards Leo says “it’s about time Bro”. Then they adorable bro hug. THE END. I couldn’t even imagine a better way of Leo handling that situation. I think if he had said said something like “I know”, or even said “About time bro” during that first confession, it could have rattled David back a bit. He let David take full control of this chat, and made sure David confirmed his feelings several times. I think that method was a clever way of showing that Leo was totally okay with it. “It’s fine with me, tell yourself it’s okay, tell yourself again”. David’s mindset that he has to tick all the boxes seems like it means he thinks he needs everyones approval. But really it’s him needing his own approval. Aside from Hiiobaa-chan not approving, everyone has in some way told him to just be himself. David kept convincing himself that it was not okay. So having Paul tell him, as a father, that he doesn’t have to impress him, and having his beloved brother tell him to confirm to himself again, that he’s gay. Ahhhh. IT’S. BEAUTIFUL. aSIDE FROM THAT, dAVID AND aARON WERE ALSO VERY CUTE THIS EPISODE. Aaron is kinda being a little more forward in how he speaks to David, it’s cute. David was was being vague about his lunch with Paul and Aaron pointed that out - “Dont go holding out on me here” and David’s all “I’m no-” and Aaron buts in saying “No. You are”. Awww lol and that invisible safezone Aaron made and he shuts the doors and David giggles and starts chirping away about finally having a dad. “Leo’s not here, neither is Amy. It’s just you and I, and Im not gonna judge you. Look *slides invisible doors* schhhhwoop This is our safezone” Agh its so cute. I can’t even begin to imagine what the next #Daaron interaction will look like. Is David gonna tell Aaron hes gay? Will David try and flirt randomly LOL. Will he be a chuffed giddy adorable young guy and Aaron will keep trying to find out why he’s so happy? Agh. Its too cute to think about. Ok this got a bit long Im sorry xD I needed to vent out my happiness HAHAHA.
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boyfriend!jaemin pt2
@nananavivienne :  hi mgirl!! if you're taking requests, could you do a boyfriend! jaemin one? i fjkbiabh loved your hyuck one uM i felt personally attacked reading that????
thank you for requesting omg and also for liking my hyuck bf!au im rlly touched aHHHH❤💕💖
so i did a bf!jaemin the last time around and i said that i would do a part 2 so here it is! i do suggest reading the first one first so you can get the hang of what i’m babbling about here hehe
and it has been raining since last night, and the weather rn is super comfy i want to sleep ugh 
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hi friends 
we are back w a part 2 of bf!jaemin
shall we start
ok let’s go
so
you and jaemin have been together for like, let’s say, 100 days?
and on friday it was the day of your dance recital and 100 days anniversary
so jaemin wanted to surprise u w lots of things
bc you have been there when he was feeling stressed about debuting etc
but his wallet restricts him from doing so
he specially requested to become the emcee of your dance recital
no doubt all of his fangirls were so hyped bc they could see their oppa on stage
but this oppa is alr yours so they felt stumped but nonetheless excited
yo and get ready for lots of mushy and fluffy stuff so:
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bare with me friends
so on that day jaemin would introduce himself (duh)
and all his fangirls were screeching
rip jeno was seated beside them
“to celebrate the eve of seollal, we have our school’s dance majors performing this morning!please put your hands together to welcome them!”
and being a ballet major aka me
ya’ll did a ballet/classical version of Secret by WJSN
its rlly short and ngl you had to rush to backstage to change to the street dance outfit
so jaemin spotted you running to backstage to change and 
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“babe!!!!!!” -clingy jaemin
“why are you like this omg”
“happy 100th babe ;-)”
ngl it totally slipped your mind that it was your 100th day anniversary
“omg im so sorry i totally forgot,, happy 100th to you too oppa!”
and you planted a quick peck on his lips and ran off to go and change cause damn jaemin made you late
as soon as you ran off he was bLuShInG
but its ok bc it was one of the rare times you initiated skinship awh
and after the performance emcee jaemin wrapped up with a very special ending ment
“today is y/n and i’s 100th day anniversary, this might come as a shock to all of us but please give y/n lots of love as much as i do”
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pls don’t kill me
then everybody was cheering and stuff
including the teachers
YOU GUYS ARE COUPLE GOALS TBVH
mark lowkey cried
ok and after the whole fiasco you went backstage and everyone were cheering for you and jaemin
and you hid your face in jaemin’s chest blushing so so hard
yo and he made it worse by holding you closer and burying his head next to yours
save me
after school jaemin brought you to eat
bc eating churros on your 100th anniversary why not
and jaemin followed you home after that
you didn’t know why so you pressed him,
“did you do something wrong, oppa?”
“no”
“then why are you following me all the way back home?”
“because i want to let your parents know that we’re dating”
with that you turned the opposite way
“are you crazy?! my parents don’t want me to date till i’m older! what’s more they will force you to break up with me since it might create scandals with your idol life!”
jaemin’s kind looks dissipated and frowned,
“so you don’t want to be my girlfriend anymore? because of my idol status?”
“n-no..”
“is it because of the hate? y/n! i have told you countless times that i will bear the consequences and no matter what we will be in this together!”
you had nothing to say and you let tears stream down your face
“i thought you would trust me, y/n. i guess not.”
with that he walked off into the distance
ngl you broke down immediately on the staircase of your home 
and you didn’t know how to react
jaemin was not having it nice either
he was holding in his emotions all the way back to his dorm
and when he came back mark sensed it immediately
“jaemin-ah! how was-”
*slam*
mark tried knocking on jaemin’s door several times but to no avail
when jaemin heard mark’s footsteps go away he immediately burst into tears
for an hour or so
then the door opened
it was his roommate, jeno
“what happened?”
“nothing”
“is it regarding y/n?”
and jaemin burst into tears again
his best friend patted him on the back and comforted him many times
basically jaemin and you cried yourselves to sleep
the next day nct dream were excused from school for practice
as soon as jaemin stepped on his hoverboard he felt a sharp pain on his spine
and the usually good jaemin fell off his hoverboard a few times
mark was legit concerned so he alerted his manager 
and he went to the hospital
turns out jaemin had a herniated disc 
luckily sm let him rest and get treated in the hospital
tbh the news spread fast and soon everyone in class were gossiping 
you had no idea why as you tried to call jaemin countless times but he didn’t pick up
and your bff was like
“y/n! did you know what happened to jaemin sunbaenim?”
“uhh no, we kinda fought yesterday”
“he had a herniated disc and he’s in the hospital now”
you literally dropped your books and whipped your phone out of your uniform pocket
“nct dream’s jaemin will not be attending any activities due to his herniated disc”
you literally speed dialed chenle who wasn’t in school
“hello-”
“cHENLE! WHERE IS U”
“woah chill y/n, i’m at practice rn”
“where is jaemin oppa?!?!?”
“he’s at the dorm-”
“DON’T YOU DARE LIE TO ME ZHONG CHENLE TELL ME WHICH HOSPITAL HE IS AT RIGHT NOW 现在,立刻,马上!(now, immediately, right now)”
i’m having the chinese feels rn 
“wow okay y/n i didn’t know you could speak chinese-”
“just tell me or i will skin you alive when i see you”
“okay okay chill he’s at dongdaemun hospital.”
“good ok i love you chenle have a nice day bye”
with that you literally rushed out of school to board a taxi to the hospital
and wow it was snowing and it created traffic
ngl you were super anxious 
and super sorry 
when you reached you bolted out of the taxi and into the hospital
“excuse me may i know which is na jaemin ward?”
“i’m sorry miss, i’m not able to disclose our patient’s personal information-”
“i’m his girlfriend, y/n. please tell me where he is. please.”
“ah y/n! please follow me”
and so you followed the nurse to the swanky part of the hospital
like the vip wards
“jaemin-ssi has been asking for you ever since he has been warded, but please be reminded he is not allowed to move okay?”
you thanked the nurse and entered the ward nervously
“oppa?”
jaemin’s eyes flickered open from his slumber and he was shocked
“y-y/n...”
jaemin was seated upright due to his spine
seeing jaemin in the helpless state made you cry
and you broke down immediately
“y/n! why are you crying?did i do something wrong?”
you just walk over to his bedside and burried your head in his hands and cried
“i’m so sorry if i made you doubt yourself oppa, i have been a really bad girlfriend”
jaemin just smiled and shook his head,
“its okay babe, stop crying. i’m fine now you see?”
as you continued crying jaemin dusted the snow off your puffy jacket and slowly help you take it off
when he saw your uniform underneath he gasped,
“babe!why aren’t you in school?”
“i literally rushed here when i heard the news, and i might have scared chenle a little...”
“you threatened him, did you?
“how did you know?”
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“wow ok”
“what did you do?”
“i said that i will skin him alive if he doesn’t tell me where you were...”
jaemin laughed so hard his sides hurt omg
fastforward 2 months later
you wee in the nct dorms to take care of jaemin after school
bc he’s a literal baby that can’t take care of himself
its actually bc he wanted to see you cook
“baaaaabeeeeee”
“hmm”
“i miss you so much”
“i literally left your side a minute ago”
and you began to whip up some simple dishes
like ramen and sausage and egg
idk and curry too
once you were done you called jaemin over to eat or he would starve to death
“i won’t move unless you give me a kiss”
sneaky
you complied bc injured jaemin is super whiny
when your lips were about to touch jaemin flipped you over to his side
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i shall end it here before i faint
i hope you like it my friends
thank you for reading✨♥
have a nice day/night!
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