18 hours into my fast+ i got a monster for my walk :3 feeling good about today, but i need to stay on track so i can loose 25 pounds by my birthday :<
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Two hours ago I was having horrible stomach pain, and now that I've puked up all my dinner and am finally starting to feel better, my stomach is gurgling hungrily like it did nothing wrong.
As if I'm leaving it charge of any more food tonight.
Be empty for a while and think about what you did, punk.
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Monday, 08.05.23
Started my liquid fast today :) If anyone would like to join and be my fasting buddy, feel free to send a message!
- max. 500 calories (ideally 200-300) and max. 50g of carbs
- only vegan and sugar-free foods
- goal is at least 7 days, if I can I'll go longer
- current weight: 52.5 kg / 116 lbs
Today's diet:
- 500 ml tomato juice (88 cal / 15 g carbs)
- 250 ml apple juice (108 cal / 27g carbs)
- 500 ml vegetable broth (15 cal / 5 g carbs
Total: ~ 250 calories / 47g carbs
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I am just a gorgeous gorgeous girl trying to make it thru the day wondering why I have to work to survive w tummy problems
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I'm not going to do a full kinktober, just because any time i try to do a regular Event thing i stress myself out to the point of getting ulcers about it,
but I do still want to do Something. If you have any kinktober type prompts I'd appreciate you dropping them in my inbox bc like, idk inspo or whatever.
Anon is on and any posts made about this in the future will be tagged as dilferapy for your blocking and or searching convenience and marked as sensitive with the new filter system. (all the pieces will be posted to Twitter and linked here)
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met my goal!! gonna see if i can push it to dinner. staying under 200 cals. i lost like 2 pounds from yesterday bc i walked a lot and did some workouts. i just wanna be 108 by saturday.
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Being sick is stupid it's like
Doctors: You should stay hydrated when your body is expelling lots of liquids
Me: Ok *takes a sip of water*
Body: POISON POISON RID OF IT RID OF IT
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went to my digestive dr today & she prescribed me pepcid to take in the evening and im glad bc after eating like two hours ago my stomach is killing me
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thinking again of that one time i quit reading a fic bc it was getting to me in a bad way
the extend of warnings i got for that specific thing was 'angst'
and that was fair and technically correct. and at the same time, even if there hadn't been a more detailed warning, i doubt i would've realized it'd affect me so, bc it was maybe 2-3 years after that i properly understood why it got to me
and then the one other thing that i know of that might be an issue is so specific expecting a warning that specific is just absurd. i just stay mindful if the relevant broader context comes up instead
just. content warnings are never a perfect system. you can try be very throughout, but sometimes you gotta face it you can't warn for every single possible thing
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I’ve been so depressed I haven’t logged on lol. If I haven’t been gaining I’ve almost definitely been maintaining which is worse in my books. I took naps on the bathroom floor. I never want to eat but all I eat is bread. I’m craving meat but don’t have the energy to make any and week old coffee sits in the coffee pot. My best friend of years just randomly blocked me and kicked me out of our servers with no other explanation other than “I feel like we just don’t vibe anymore lol, toodles!” And I’m stretched so thin I feel so bad I can’t even hold a conversation with my father without wanting to break down crying. I thought I saw him walk down the stairs and sit on the couch, turns out I hallucinated it. I told the real him and he joked about me taking drugs. I’m so tired and in so much pain and it feels like nobody believes me anymore 🥲🥲🥲
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