#OKAY COOL NOW GO AWAY!!

[luck-of-the-drawings]

OH ARTHUR BENNETT.. such a gorgeous and intriguing character. terribly burdened by a GRUESOME set of crimes, his light suffocated by a HEAVY century of GUILT. so tragic, so dark and broody, and yet PAINFULLY awkward in any social setting ever

#jrwi fanart #cw blood #jrwi show #jrwi suckening #arthur bennett #OUHH THIS ONE WAS SITTING IN MY WIPS FOR SO LOOOONGwhen i took it out there was mould on it :sob: #BUT i think i was able to fix it up okay #i keep seeing SO MANY MISTAKES RRAAAHHH BUT YOU DONT SEE THEM RIGHT?? THATS ONLY ME. RIGHT?? EXACTLY. #THE KEY IS TO SAY. AND REPEAT AFTER ME. 'FUUUCK IT WE BALL #so anyway. arthur bennett huh? grizzly says that arthur is reaal fuckin difficult to play. and i SUPER get that. i mean LOOK AT HIM.. #grizz often needs a minute to think abt what hes gonna say in a way that matches w that Stoic Personality. which is FAIR but also that #ends up making way for awkward confrontations like: the lady in the parky lot. he took too long to answer and scared her away.& I LOVE THAT #arthur is tragic and sad and cool and stoic but hes ALSO awkward and silly and kinda dumb and short sighted. HE HAS COMPLEXITIES #I LOVE WHEN TTRPG CHARACTERS HAVE A GOOD SET OF SHORTCOMINGS. ESPECIALLY WHEN U FIND THEM ONLY AS U PLAY THEM. #I COULd go on and on saying the same things w different words abt arthurs intriguing and entertaining character but i shall spare u. for no #ILL ALSO MENTION HOW MUCH I LOVE HIS FLAVOR THO.. I LOVE TALL HOT BOY WHOS ONE W THE DARKNESS.. I REMEMBER WHEN HE FIRST MENTIONED THE #BADLUCK. N I WAS LIKE OOOHH THATS WHY HIS DESIGN IS SO COOL N CHAOTIC N ASYMMETRICAL. HES UNLUCKY!!! i love love love his design so much... #GRaaauruguguraguhhghghgh what else what else is there for me to spew on abt...i think im reachin a limit here..OH MAGNUS. i hope that #we get to know more abt how magnus and arthur met.. like How they became besties... ouuhh... I ALSO WANNA KNOW MORE ABT MARY DAVIS. LIKEHOW #he also apparently spent alotta time in a zone dominated by edward twilight? all he remembers is constant partying? I WANNA KNOW MORE.. #i think i got room 4 one more ramble SO. THE ART PIECE.as i said its gone a lil stale BUT. im still very proud o the bits where hes allScar #I WANNA SEE HIM GET SCARYMORE. I like the idea of shadows solidifying to make him strange and eerie.like TEETH n CLAWS n SPINES n YESS #also the SILVER EYES.no1 does silver eyes like the show Claymore. they make em look so striking and eerie...i also like to think that #human arthur had deep beautiful brown eyes.just in my beaitufl heart.i mean look at him..i wanna cook him n eat him.ANYWAY #i think thats all my ramblin for this piece. now i gotta go cancel a single day i had ata hotel bc my work schedule change last minute FUCK #feel free to ramble in my tags aswell tho i read all of them and i chew on thenm and i love them so sos os mcuh

[mistykaru]

i got stuff from the csp asset store and i wanted to play with it so this is a mess but i did have fun and i kinda dig the vibes

#andreil #aftg #the foxhole court #all for the game #i just thought the lil computer window borders were so cute #also okay listen my vision: #lmao i just wrote college au and completely forgot the canon story is in college pls #but like alt where neil does the photos bc he gets a camera #art majors???? #idk what's going on my vision is gone i am blind now #it was like a we pass each other on campus and a double take with warning signs is happening #i just thought the warning signs looked kinda cool #i also wanted the wavey thing to be a heartbeat w a skippy in it but i didnt know how to make it look nice it wasn't cooperating #and honestly i was getting tired of trying to figure out what should go in the space #i am not an aesthetic person idk how people do the fancy lil edits all the time #i draw i dont do graphic design i dont have the frog within necessary #myart #anyway im running away now bc idk how i feel about this bye

[etchedstars]

ugh wow. me when the artist/writer duos i was in grew apart but im still writing and theyre still doing art. im emotional

#oh ok. so you mean you’re going to school for design and our dream schools are both on the other side of the country but only an hr away #from each other. oh okay that’s cool. are we soulmates yet #shout out to Me for being in Four different artist writer duos and all of them are now Defunct #the overdue asteroid strikes again

[last-flight-of-fancy]

hey, hey, quick internet fandom ettiquete lesson; X has two hands jokes only vibe if you are talking to someone who is ALSO already talking about how X has two hands. Okay? Okay. It is in fact very rude to go onto other people’s posts where only one set of hands is involved to evangalise about two hands. When seeing ship art/fic of only half your ot3, it is proper ettiquete to simply enjoy the art/fic as it is, and if so inspired create/commission/seek out the ot3 content of your choice. This has been your quick internet fandom lesson, thank you for your time.

#this is one of those things that has been cropping up a lot lately and it's. not cool. don't do this okay? #bc no one likes being evangelised at; for any reason #i know its probably just because you love your ot3 and i 100% feel that. i have many an ot3 i adore #but to the person who reads your comment on the thing they put hard work and love into it just reads as- #-'the product of your hard work and love is WRONG you should fix it to MY PERSONAL STANDARDS' #you are not better than the singular otp sides of things and its *certainly* not a solution to ship wars #the ot3 is going to have a different dynamic than either side of the individual otps and thats simply not going to vibe with everyone #and thats okay! #long story short: enjoy your ot3. love it! and let others enjoy their otps in peace. tell them you like their art if you want! #just dont go on to say what you think is missing that the creator clearly never intended #stop talking to yourself flight #ngl this is like. at least half the reason i've kinda been shuffling away from srk #kh3 convinced me sr was endgame but i could have happily kept on shipping an ot3 without canon. i dont need canons permission to ship #but wow has the constant bombardment in almost exclusively sr fanworks of 'omg two hands' has really soured the whole thing to me tbh #stand au srk is kind of the only srk to me now

[wastinawaaay]

jason todd does not need new friends new team new costume new romantic plot he just needs a fucking decent writer

#also a decent artist but im okay with him being drawn ugly as long as the story is good #he needs to go back to his roots eight severed heads in a duffle bag terrorising black mask controlling the crime and killing nazis #for a change he should be depicted as not giving a shit about batman or bat adjacent people and actively ignore them #also let him be with no human friends no more outlaws he has goons now he must have cats because he is a cat person but only when he's read #he can be the aro ace king that he is and finally be free from forced romances he can be his fucking age for once #give him back his one year age gap with tim so i can finally be free from tim woobifiers #his all caste training was cool he can have that one take the crowbar away and give him his guns and the kriss back #he can have multiple knives as a treat #utrh and rhtld was top tier storyline unmatched and yes i am pointedly ignoring a couple of pages in tld #jason todd #dc

[dawnthefluffyduck]

#messing around in ms paint #i was working on something to post on halloween but i got frustrated with it and set it aside for now #maybe i'll redo this later 'cause the actual picture grew on me #there's more i could do to this but really i just don't wanna sleep #i think they call it reclaiming time and i should stop so i'm going to do that #anyway kris and noelle #i don't really have anything cool or profound to say #just that their relationship is so bittersweet #they have a bond that was quite possibly very strong a long time ago #despite whatever happened #i think kris still cares a lot for her #but an already strained relationship crumbled once more by something completely out of your control #is extra painful when that person was like family to you #i mean she's the first to notice something is off with kris in *that* route #granted she spent more time with them alone #but to catch it before their own mother?? #i know we have pretty good guesses as to what happened but i wanna know for sure #what could possibly drive you away from someone that close to you for so long #okay its 3:19 AM i'll stop blabbing now #kris #noelle #deltarune

[kakusu-shipping]

I drew this in 30 minute intervals while waiting for my Switch to charge today.

My Pokemon Scarlet Self Insert; Director Clavell’s Grandson, one of the kids who bullied Team Star and left school after being confronted about it.

When Clavell became Director he urged Emile to come back to school, not knowing the full story of why he left in the first place. He does eventually agree to come back, his only goal to stay out of the way of the kids he’d harassed the previous year and vanish into the background of everyone’s school life.

Too bad he gets roped into Operation Starfall.

#Emile's Arts #Self Insert #Clavell #Is there a romantic ship for this? #not like. Currently #Maybe Armarouge #But eeeeeeh #Look look look look look #I WAS a bully in Middle School Okay I was a God Awful Kid #And I want to believe in Bully Redemption because I want to Think I can be better despite being a horrid little shit in Elementary #Probably mostly Giacomo he fits the kind of Rule Tight kids I use to be mean too.... #And probably Ortega I didn't go to school with any Rich Types but they're... They're very bullyable..... #but Ortega simply has so much T-Boy Swag idk if I actually COULD bully him he's too cool...... #fgjdfgjdfkgjkdf #What's with the Gimmighoul chest? Why I'm so glad you asked #My S/Is original partner was a Gimmighoul he wanted to find every wandering Gimmighoul in Paldea and be a Pokemon Researcher #But his Gimmighoul left him because he was being so terrible to those other kids #And then the very next day Operation Star happened and he had to run away because he didn't have a Pokemon anymore #Then he stopped coming to school and just sorta... laid around his room #Now he carries it with him #He wants to find his Gimmighoul again and show it he's a better person now #He wants to apologize to Gimmighoul and all of Team Star for being so awful to them #I love Team Star y'all I love them so much they are my best friends now #Bully to Besties is a very good deeply hated trope but I ADORE it #Giacomo is very little brother energy I adore him #I want to do better I want to BE better #I'll be better...

[wander-over-the-words]

"Benny is the only one who gets away with treating Ethan like a short person" btw means that if someone else laid their chin on top of Ethan's head or picked him up Ethan would fuckin *FERAL CAT HISS*

but then Benny does it and Ethan just :3

#wandering over the words #Benny/Ethan #if Benny snuck up behind him and rested his chin on him Ethan would just #''THAT BETTER BE BENNY.'' ''it is.'' ''oh......hi c:'' ''hi c:'' #he likes it when Benny puts his chin on his head. specially when they hug. #Benny's average height but I see him as having broad shoulders so. when he hugs Ethan. who is short. Ethan is just. encompassed. #and sometimes Benny will pull his coat to kinda wrap it as much as he can around Ethan to bring him in closer against his chest #makes Ethan feel all safe and warm :3 #Benny picks Ethan up and walks away with him and Ethan just ''okay I'm going this way now I guess'' #if he was doin something at the time he'll give a half-hearted ''put me down!! put me down!!'' #they both know he could wrestle out of that and send Benny flying but he ain't gonna cause it's cool if Benny does it :3 #and y'know he doesn't hate Benny's guts anymore!! he loves him!! he doesn't wanna hurt him!! #(Ethan. genuinely has no problem being short. but he does have a problem w/ how people react to that. #even Benny got threatened w/ a kick to the nuts when they were still enemies cause he was all ''lmao small'' nrngnrg. #Victor gets away w/ calling him ''li'l rambler'' so he gets a small pass but Benny gets the big pass.)

[sevicia]

I wanted to make a cleaner summary of last week's classes and also review the classes I have this week since the material is already uploaded beforehand but I was feeling so horrible throughout the day that when I sat down I was just gonna look at the ones for tomorrow but I think I'm just gonna go to bed because I just gave my little numbers game a few tries and not even the joy of tribial elementary school-level math games is bringing my brain cells and/or full sentience back

#diary #accessing it through the CMD thing and not just running it from the IDE made me realize a few things about it though so I'll hav #I'll have to maybe jot them down somewhere when I'd normally just be rly excited and try to fix them straight away like I am truly fucked r #I do wanna make an eng version of it sometime soon so I can share it even tho it's literally the simplest little thing. it's fun if you're #an easily amused nerd that loves playing with numbers in a truly useless manner. if that makes sense #also very obviously text-only I am NOT torturing myself with any graphics of ANY kind rn #it closes immediatly as they do and also when it comes to having double/triple digit starting numbers it becomes a lot less fun I think tho #though I haven't used it much with those yet #I still wanna figure out a way of making it better when it comes to 2/3 digit starters. and my original idea included maybe keeping track #keeping track of how many steps you took even between different rounds but I made the simplest version for now. I also think making like a #''this was the least amount of steps possible!'' type thing would be very very cool but that is FAR too big brained for me rn #cause I can figure out how to do the record keeping thing but that last one is like. let's stop talking for a little while................. #oh but adding an actual interface sounds so fun even though I have very little clue on how to do that rn I could probably STOP typing becau #because I can feel my stupid ass self start getting excited about this which will make it so I start working on it instead of going to bed #NO. DOWN !!!!!!!!!!!!!! auhgh............ oh man I had a lame joke to make but I completely forgot what it was #I have coding class tomorrow in which I normally just do the exercises as fast as possible before playing around but the only Python editor #I could find installed on the school computers was Visual Studio Code and I have no clue how to use that shit like I don't need so many #so many buttons. probz. OKAY GOODNIGHT

[firebirdsdaughter]

Looking back at your Ask box…

… And realising you have Asks going back at least two years…

Which is a good thing bc I just accidentally found out someone blocked me that I think I only interacted w/ them all of once and I'm not sure why but I might know why and now I feel bad, and…

… Yeah. I'll. Uh. I'll go think about the Asks, maybe.

#Firebird Randomness #there's no real point in pursuing the other thing #I'm guessing it was my 01 melt down think I pushed a lot of people away w/ that one #I was twenty five and it was Covid and I was not in a great place emotionally #in it's own way 01 kept me going but damn did I get emotional about it #I still have pretty much the same opinions although I think I could explain them better now #I'm not stuck living w/ my parents I'm not in one of my most formative ages stuck in a global pandemic #I am constantly exhausted and burned out from work and thinking about going on meds again #I still have executive dysfunction and my social skills are subpar #I care to much and get worked up #I still have anxiety and depression #but I'm almost thirty (twenty nine end of this month!) I'm in a better living spot and I get paid okay #I still have weight and image problems and no motivation #but I don't have scurvy #gotta do my taxes #all in all… Doing okay #I still love Horobi and Fuwa w/ my whole heart #test for whoever reads the tags: who wants to see my merch/display wall??? #it's covered in dust and has some Hakuouki and DMC stuff on it as well but I still think it's cool!

[monstrsball]

do you ever just. hurt your own feelings.

#not in a 'HEHEHE ANGST >:)' way like in a 'hey maybe i should be nicer to myself' way #hm. maybe i am Not okay. #getting myself worked up bc i remembered how embarrassing it can be when you take a little longer to do basic math in your head #esp bc people can be SO mean about it. like i freeze and i go 'uh' and im thinking #and they go 'seriously? that's easy' #and like. you know a lot of the times it's lighthearted teasing so i would seem like a drama queen if i said anything about it but ALSO #sometimes it does kinda make me :/ #OKAY VENTING OVER. SORRY. #umm if anyone from discord sees this none of u were making me feel like this. i just started thinking of it on my own #my mind ran away from me #i am fine now. i am normal now. #so cool and normal. well adjusted.

[theultimatewildcard]

JARCHIE WEEK 2022 | Day 5: AU ↳ Road Trip AU

#JarchieWeek22 #jarchie #riverdale #jughead jones #archie andrews #riverdaleedit #me when i want to make a jarchie vid: okay pop girlies what songs have you got about getting away from it all #my idea for this au is cool and fun and gay i just don't have it fully fleshed out yet #in my mind they go on a bro roadtrip to make up for the missed pre-s1 trip and visit toledo along the way #and while they're there gladys calls them gay but they realise she is indeed correct and get together #before continuing to drive around and explore the country but as boyfriends now <3 #my edits #my amvs

[viiisenyas]

If my brain disrupts my plot with a new idea that changes the entire story ONE MORE TIME

#this is why i cannot finish my asoiaf fic #i had to change the plot like 10 times and I’m not even joking #first it started out with a Robb ship but I didn’t like the chemistry (or lack thereof) with my oc #then it became a Jon ship #ok fine they have a cute thing going #not a big deal #i can keep Jonny boy from joining the NW because all the adults failed him in canon #And he gets to marry into a relatively wealthy House that’s pretty much one person away from going extinct #okay cool #and here’s where it gets really interesting 🧍🏽‍♀️my brain wants me to obliterate 40k words and get rid of the arranged marriage arc #WHICH I SPENT MONTHS ON #and just make it a whole ass forbidden romance thing #where Jon ends up becoming my oc’s household guard since she did actually offer to talk to her dad about it in *checks notes* chapter 5 #and now I feel obligated to do it because I’m a SAP for forbidden romances and jsjddhhfjdjffj #I WAS ALMOST DONE WITH THE FIRST INSTALMENT OF THIS LONGFIC 😭 #not that I was gonna publish it or anything but still #MONTHS #I’m gonna throw a fucking chair #i’m losing my mind #writing commentary #dumb ramblings #so anyways how are y’all tonight? 😅

[sepulchritude]

how do i get a roommate scenario as sweet as yours when my 2 friends live super far away? i dont know how to safely find roommates let alone ones that are compatible enough to hang out daily

This ask comes at an extremely funny time because you would not believe some of the tension in this household rn

BUT that’s unrelated to the overall huge luck I’ve had with roommates. I have no roommate-finding advice for you I’m sorry, I stumbled ass backwards into having friends the weekend before I started my freshman year of college, and I kept them and then we moved in together

As for hanging out daily, I can maybe recommend having a group dinner once or twice a week? Some kind of “you cook, I clean, we split the cost” situation might work. Then you can chat or watch a couple episodes of a show together while you eat. The hangout has a built-in end if it gets awkward (start putting away the food and then make your goodbyes) or you can stay and chat as long as you want. I’ve heard most people practically never eat with their roommates and that’s wild to me, we cook group dinners three times a week. It’s nice to unwind and share the load (hey it’s HARD to feed yourself every night) and catch up with what everyone has been up to

I guess if I have any other advice for peaceful cohabitation it’s to be considerate. And I don’t mean it in a vague bullshit way, I mean it like,

“Oh your water bottle is empty, pass it to me and I’ll fill it when I fill mine”

And, “The stovetop is messy. I know that bothers them so I’ll clean it up”

And, “They’re taking out the trash, so I’ll put the new trashbag in the bin so they don’t have to”

And, “I have too many dirty dishes in my room because depression is real, but I gotta take them out so everyone else has bowls to use”

And, “Here I’ll help you put away the groceries”

And, “The toilet paper roll is almost gone, so I’ll finish it off and replace the roll” instead of leaving like two squares for the next person you monsters

And like just generally making life easier for each other. Sometimes you have to put on your adult undies and clean up a mess that isn’t your responsibility, and that’s because later it’ll be you who needs a little extra help. The first time you spend all day stressed because the sink is full of dishes you’re too busy to clean, only to come home and find that someone else did them for you, you’ll see what I mean. That, to me, is the difference between living with an adult and living with someone who’s still a child

It’s just… unbelievably nice to know that I have people who will go out of their way to make my life a little easier. I’m more than glad to do the same for them. So sometimes you have to be the bigger person and get the pattern started because that’s part of being an adult. But once you do, some people will see your consideration and start returning the favor, while others will see it and just… not. That’s how you find out who to keep.

#i’ve lived with 8 different people since i started college and i would move in again with like 3 of them #and two of them are named kelly #i’ve lived with multiple people i never want to see again #so i guess find people who seem cool and keep the good ones and RUN FAR AWAY from the bad ones #you would not BELIEVE some of the bad roommates stories i have #on a related note if you find yourself in a bad roommate situation you gotta run girl do not pass go do not collect $200 just RUN #edit: and communication is everything and it’s really hard but you have to try okay now i’m done #ask #anonymous #sepulchritudinous

[piplupod]

(can i please get a waffle voice): can i PLEASE having a coping mechanism that doesnt turn maladaptive. can i PLEAAASE have just one !!! i am Begging you, on my hands and knees !!!!! AUGH

#tfw your coping mechanism detaches you from reality and now you're watching yourself warily to make sure u dont fall into That Pit again #skirting around the edge and unhooking my claws from the coping mechanism and holding it gingerly with the tips of my fingers #praying i do not have to put it down entirely. because man..... its slim pickings around here for shit that actually Works fhfjdkl #the issue with reality being nigh unbearable ... is that you cannot bear reality. and thus detach. but u cannot go too far away from it. #or else Bad Shit happens. that i don't especially want to experience again fhdjdkdl #it'd be so cool to have a brain that didnt do this. so i could just freely la-dee-da along with fun things #instead of the fun things turning Bad bc they went too far fjfkdl #or having to keep a very close eye on myself when i get into new things bc i can see they have the potential to go badly for Me w my brain #sobbing forever honestly. i feel awful. this sucks shit. im trying to be funny about it to cope but im Upset fjfjddkl #im so sick of this type of thing fjdkdl I wish i could just like... be okay. for a while. without it going badly like this fjfkfl #i thought maybe i was on the up finally but nooooo it's just bc i was getting too far from holding onto reality properly #god i hate this pattern. im so fucking angry w it tbh fjfkfl i cannot believe i let myself think this was going to be different fjfkfl #but anyways!! onwards we march and hopefully i figure smth out fjfkdl im uhhhh very tired #going to crawl into bed at the ripe time of 8:30pm and just go listen to music and draw or smth idk fjfkfl this is frustrating #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[sapsolais]

,

#hey y'know what #i normally fall asleep holding beyonce (my favorite lil guy) #at least lately #it's just nice to hold smth #i dunno what it is about tonight but i wish i were beyonce y'know #i haven't felt that in a minute. it was too uncomfortable of a feeling y'know so i pushed it away for a bit but #dunno. smth about here and now #i would not mind being a bit vulnerable #i would like 2 curl up w someone or people that care abt me and rest for a bit #smth about love or whatever it's 3 am and i'm tired and feeling a lil small #but it's alright it's not too bad right now #just a lil achey. i reread that cat poem i keep with me on my phone and started feeling things again bc God if that isn't me #so unrelated but i'm a lil sad i had to clean up my nails bc i tried repainting them like 5 times before i realized i was #getting bubbles bc the. polish has gone bad shdjfhg #no cool black nails 2 go w my ken fit but that's okay 😔 #anyways #g'night #sap says