#Ryan Middle School

[one-time-i-dreamt]

I was back in middle school but I was in a flirtationship with Ryan from High School Musical.

#dream #school #middle school #high school musical #ryan evans

[eyes-like-coal]

i like ryan gosling just fine but he is not ryland grace to me

#project hail mary #sorry but he just doesn't have the correct vibe to play a middle school science teacher #ryland is a sweater vest guy to me and ryan is so not

[benevolentthorn]

ryan erzahler head canons!! (and maybe some rylan?🗣️🗣️)

Hey anon thanks for the ask! I’m just gonna do the Ryan headcanons in this post and make a separate post right after this one for Rylan because it would be way too long of a post for me to include both here LOL. I hope you enjoy!

Ryan Erzahler headcanons

This sounds really basic but I think Ryan’s favorite food would be pizza. He especially loves a good surpreme pizza.

For a sweet treat, Ryan really loves warm chocolate chip cookies! He especially loves making them with Sarah every Friday night :)

Ryan is really into horror movies, especially classic horror. His favorite movies are Texas chainsaw massacre, the original halloween, hellraiser, alien and the Friday the 13th series.

Ryan’s favorite time of year is fall and he loves Halloween! While Ryan isn’t typically into parties, he goes to at least one Halloween party every year and shows up in the most elaborate costume out of everyone. On Halloween night, he doesn’t go to any parties because he takes Sarah trick or treating. He also likes to help Sarah make a Halloween costume.

Ryan also loves a nice rainy day. He likes to cozy up with a good book, music and a lit candle.

He loves warm, spicy scents like patchouli and cinnamon.

Ryan also loves earthy scents, like pine, sandalwood and the smell of rain.

Ryan loves survival horror video games. Some of his favorites series are dead space, silent hill, resident evil, and the evil within.

Ryan owns a pair of Tripp Nyc pants and they’re his favorite pants ever.

In general, Ryan’s fashion style is reminiscent of late 90s/early 2000s mall goth. He likes to shop at hot topic but he also loves thrifting and altering clothes.

He paints his nails black from time to time.

Ryan and Abi have been close friends since childhood and first met each other at camp.

Ryan plays bass guitar in his free time.

Ryan had a childhood crush on Zak Bagans from ghost adventures

Ryan has a septum and eyebrow piercing, along with multiple ear piercings.

Surprisingly, Ryan does not have any tattoos. However, he would love to get a large one on his back someday.

His favorite colors are dark purple, grey and black.

He likes to wear black eyeliner and mascara on some occasions.

His favorite music genres are nu metal and 2000s rock. Some of his favorite bands are Deftones, Korn, Slipknot, linkin park, System of a Down, creed, three days grace, evanescence, kittie, tool and static-x. Also likes some smaller alternative bands like title fight and quannic.

Post game, Ryan becomes highly claustrophobic (due to when he had to hide from Bobby when being chased by him) and he gets panic attacks and nausea from being in tight spaces.

Ryan also hates anyone other than Dylan touching his sides. It reminds him too much of when he was stabbed by Bobby.

While I think all of the counselors would suffer from depression, anxiety and PTSD post-game, Ryan would especially get hit with the worst depression. Growing up, Ryan’s father was not in his life and while he loves his grandparents his grandfather couldn’t be much of a father figure to him. Him and Chris had a father-son-like bond. Shooting him was as painful for him as losing a parent.

Post game, Ryan decides to go to school in Boston, Massachusetts for animation.

As an adult, I feel like he would become a television show animator for adult swim or Comedy Central and would create an adult cartoon series.

#ryan erzahler #Ryan erzahler headcanons #the quarry #the quarry headcanons #supermassive games #supermassive games headcanons #headcanons #the quarry game #Ryan reminds me a lot of a friend I had in middle school so I was very passionate about this post

[viccharine]

who the HELL is panicking at this disco!!!!

(reblogs greatly appreciated!)

(available on my ko-fi shop!)

process + commentary under the cut!

about the piece: i found myself in a bit of a slump after pushing out so much art in about 2 weeks so this piece took wayyyyy longer than any of my other ones. i knew I wanted the concept of a thermometer as a “cigarette” (do you guys get it. because like. a fever you can’t sweat out. a high fever. right you guys get it right??????) but it took me a LOT of tries to eventually land on a composition i actually liked—do not even get me STARTED on how I incorporated the title. I couldn’t decide on using a font or hand lettering or even where to place the text, it took me a solid two days to get to where it is now and I’m not even 100% happy with it. i tried to mimic a playing card design with the text placement but I’m not sure how well I pulled it off

here are some of the process pics:

the concept itself comes from a lot of the references to addiction in the album as well as the heavy burlesque, early 1900s, circus influence on the album aesthetic (whoever thought of this album theme deserves an award, AFYSCO has genuinely some of the coolest concepts from a design perspective to me)

about the album: AFYCSO is probably one of the best debut albums imo (although that title probably goes to Olivia Rodrigo’s “SOUR” for me)—it’s genuinely in my top three favorite albums of all time, no skips whatsoever on there. regardless of my opinion on Panic! at the Disco (which was pretty much neutral, I never really got into bandom and I didn’t really listen to panic’s music outside of AFYSCO) AFYSCO will always have a special place in my heart, both musically and lyrically it’s SO GOOD

although, I will say that there are some misogynistic undertones (and in some cases just outright misogyny) in these lyrics—I did touch on this topic in my DANCE DANCE commentary so I won’t repeat myself, check that post for more of my thoughts. all in all, the album bangs, but the misogynistic undertones were basically unavoidable if you look at the album in terms of being written by a teenage boy in the early 2000s who got cheated on. hell hath no fury like a woman scorned but the devil himself doesn’t write lyrics like a teen boy cheated on—go figure. im not saying all the songs have misogynistic undertones but I will say there are a couple that are WAY in ur face (looking at you, I write sins)

anyway, that’s basically it, ok byeeeeee!!!

p.s: i was debating mentioning this because I feel like im beating a dead horse, but in light of Brendon Urie’s recent actions (as well as past controversial actions), I don’t support him and feel extremely bad about the people who his actions have hurt—but I don’t think that means much from a person who never really liked him in the first place. again, while I was a BIG fan of AFYCSO, I never really got into Panic! at the Disco (I only listened to Pretty. Odd. recently this month and before that I only really knew the big radio hits). im not gonna pretend like I know everything about what happened with Panic! at the Disco in recent years and truly? I don’t Care to find out—panic! has been disbanded, and while I look at AFYSCO fondly with nostalgia, I don’t feel much about the band itself

p.p.s: AFYCSO almost killed me once because when I had a kidney infection (although I didn’t know it at the time) I had an INSANELY HIGH fever. I thought to myself “haha this is a fever I can’t sweat out!! like the album!!” and then promptly passed out—I wasted my last coherent thought on some stupid P!TAD joke instead of. asking for medical attention. anyway I ended up in the emergency room so I didn’t die but it was a near thing

#panic! at the disco #p!atd #pre split panic #pre split patd #patd #panic! at the disco fanart #a fever you can't sweat out #afysco #a fever you can’t sweat out fanart #afysco fanart #fanart #art #bandom #<-STILL HATING ON THIS NAME #ryan ross #spencer smith #jon walker #I had no business listening to this album at the age I did #middle school me could NOT relate idk what I was going through #artists on tumblr #digital art #ryro #patd fanart #panic at the disco #panic at the disco fanart #xoxo my art

[sundaynightlive]

I’m scared to see Barbie with my partner.

I’m scared because she experienced girlhood and I did not. No—I ran from it, my father’s wrong ideas and conflicting words clanking against each other in my pockets like loose change—I hate the way pennies make my hands smell. Like iron, like blood.

He told me I could be anything, but Barbie could not. He told me I was different—that I was extraordinary.

And then he fed this lie to three more daughters, and they obliged him, like cattle at the trough.

I grew up thinking I was Barbie, but better. I called her tacky—I thought the girls who played with her and loved her and wanted to be her were brainless and cheap—I would stick to my Legos, and action figures, and video games. I would beg my mother for Beyblades so I might battle the boys in the morning before getting on the bus. I would relentlessly commit myself to softball and soccer and being the best in P.E. (though I never came close).

And then one day, they all wanted Barbie. And I wasn’t her. I had never been her before, and I couldn’t understand it—what changed? What they had valued before—boys, my father, my mother—became something else entirely.

And I wasn’t it.

Suddenly, on top of all these other things, I also had to be girly. I also had to be pretty. I had to know how to wash my face and curl my hair and how to stop being a friend and start being a game. I learned there was nothing wrong with Barbie—in fact, Barbie was the goal, because she could do all the things I had done and still be a girl.

But I could not.

I changed, slowly and quietly, but never enough. And I’ll never know if I changed because I wanted to, or because I had to. I’ll never know if I adapted to their rules, or if I wrote my own after I lost to theirs. I’ll never know if I was the creator, and therefore, I never will be.

Whatever childhood it was I experienced could not be shown back to me in a theater—I had Barbies, but I was never proud of them. I never loved them. I opened them excitedly on Christmas, and profusely thanked the adults, but I knew what my father thought of this, and I could not rightfully enjoy this gift of girlhood if I wanted him to love in me.

And now he asks me why he sees himself when he looks at me, why he sees masculinity where there should be femininity, and I don’t have the heart to tell him all I ever wanted was to please him—that this macaroni-art gender I wasted all my time on was so that I would be more relateable to him, more likable.

Lovable.

So as I don my pink and curl my hair and paint my face pretty and sit in a theater, watching the ghost of what could have been join hands with the person who is, I will feel, in that moment, woman, and afterwards, carry out the sleeping little boy who finally got to embrace a doll—a doll who was not just girl, and not just woman, but everything.

The next day, I will buy myself two—one for both of us.

#barbie #tomboy #nonbinary #for any person who felt the shift from elementary school to middle school #where being smart and athletic was for boys #and being pretty was for girls #and being ostracized was for the rest of us #I love you Barbie #and I know I’m gonna cry #greta gerwig #margot robbie #ryan gosling #kenergy #i am kenough #daddy issues

[vnusasboy]

sigh

#jeffmo #jeff randell #ryan sumouski #sumo x jeff #clarence cn #my meow meows #au #theyre in middle school here LMFAO #jeff is inspired by will toledo

[oc3anic-ang3l]

just purged through more than a ton of my posts. felt amazing.

#literally feel like levitating rn #got rid of a bunch of shitty bandom memes #that i reblogged when i was like 12 #how have i had this blog for 4 years #wild #now this is more or less a purely percico blog #no more bandom no more cringy ass self deprecating memes #from when i was severely depressed in middle school #yikes #also can you guys believe i used to worship brendon urie #disgusting behavior #love panic (ryan ross) just not him #the internet is such a time capsule #like i can't believe how much better im doing now compared to them #more stressed but less sad so i'll take it #this blog feels so blank lmao #i still have 1k+ posts #but its actually all pjo which is the whole purpose #it took me less than a couple seconds to reblog all those random things #but over 2 and a half hours to delete all of them #holy shit

[hotpoopymilk]

not to be dramatic or anything but i've literally been using the new taylor album to cope with the watcher news😭 alexa play the smallest man who ever lived

#why does this feel like a breakup?? #i've been watching shane and ryan since middle school and i'm 20 now #i can afford $6 but this whole thing just put such a bad taste in my mouth #not to mention this is coming like a week after announcing a new show where steven is flying around the world eating expensive food??? #i'm just sad y'all #buzzfeed unsolved #watcher entertainment #we are watcher #shaniac #boogara

[eddiebabygirldiaz]

🎵

send me a 🎵 and i'll reply with a song that makes me think of you

#been obsessed with this banger since middle school btw and yeah it feels like you #ryan gets mail

[snallyghosted]

fighting for my life as a shaniac today

#snallyghosted #watcher entertainment #tumblr top 5 #reylo #ok i shipped them in middle school #sorry #shane madej #ryan bergara #coppy #ship wars #puppet history #watcher

[graciousdragon]

honestly i'm really glad i only just found out about the panic! at the disco live in denver show last night because i really should've known about it in middle school but if i had i know i would've been the most insufferable person ever about it

#rys.txt #i haven't even seen the full thing yet #i was just looking for the source of the ryan ross “well i'm afraid that i” clip so i've just seen the karma police cover #they ate that shit up honestly. like i genuinely like it better than the original. how the fuck did they do that #pre-split panic! was on another level entirely what the fuck happened #this definitely did something to my brain chemistry fr #i know if i saw this thing in middle school i would've never shut the fuck up about it #i'm lowkey scared to watch the whole thing because i think camisado might straight-up just kill me. mecore song of all time #i think the amount of panic! songs i listen to on a consistent basis at any given time is a good reflection of how mentally stable i am #my guys i am fucking struggling again 👍 yippee!!

[betty-bourgeoisie]

I have tried so so hard at multiple points through out my life to understand just like... the basic facts of the Israel Palestine conflict, but every time I feel like I'm getting close someone will bring up some religious belief that's influencing it, that I, as someone who was raised very much outside of any Abrahamic religion, have absolutely no understanding or context for and I feel like I have to start all over again.

Like I can not be the only one who feels this way. Isn't there a 101 primer out there for those of us who simply didn't grow up in these communities?

#what do you mean the rapture is part of why the Christian right supports the Isreali government???? #I'm still not entirely clear on what the rapture even IS #and now you're telling me it's influencing U.S. military policy on Israel-Palestine? #like I swear to god sometimes growing up in a non Abrahamic religion #feels the same as being the one kid in middle school who got actively and intentionally left out of gossip circles #only to be shamed and ridiculed for not knowing Stacy and Ryan had broken up #like what is this?? #and I know people don't always like it when Abrahamic is used as an umbrella term #but I am using it here because communities and beliefs from all three Abrahamic religion very much ARE involved in this conflict #like I try to be thoughtful when it comes to what language I use around these religions #but I think Abrahamic is the most accurate term to use here

[tonymarias]

RYAN MCCARTAN & KANISHA MARIE FELICIANO as tony & maria for the lyric’s production of west side story

#big day for girls who were in love with heathers the musical in middle school #ryan mccartan #mine: WSS #tony x maria #kanisha marie feliciano #west side story #wss #tonymaria: actors

[dbphantom]

maybe i should have gone into practical effects instead of computer science...

#when i was in middle school i used to use red and black pens + spit for blending to make it look like the backs of my hands were torn open #i can't believe it's almost 4am. i just spent 5 hours typing up an essay about MM's erik that i just fuckin privated bc i was embarrassed #AND I STILL NEVER SPELL HIS NAME RIGHT THE FIRST TIME AAAAAAAA #i was right but im going to save all my points for the fanfic im currently planning out and promptly NEVER GOING TO ACTUALLY WRITE #I say shoving my plans for my h2o s3 rewrite off the table #yes i skipped from s2 to s3 i had a BRILLIANT idea [season 3 h2o spoilers ahead be wary my mutuals who are still watching] #okay so you know how lewis goes to the american institute of marine bio in the middle of 3? since this is tied to my s2 rewrite fic i wante #to actually finally reasonably re-introduced dr denman to the story because i never liked that she just fucked off at the end of s1 #despite WITNESSING the moon pool magic. so i made it so she runs into lewis while doing a presentation for the college and they have a chat #(because her JAW paper plays an important part in my s2 rewrite bc i imagine lewis is the kind of guy who SAYS he deleted every copy of #it... but ACTUALLY he secretly printed himself out a copy to study in private to compare to his own notes bc #[lewis voice] come *on* guys just THINK of the progress that he could make with this! [grabby hands in front of chest]) #so yeah they have a chat and Linda kind of gives Lewis the opposite dilemma in s3 that Louise gives him in s1 about science and magic #since SHE knows about the moon pool and has been biding her time and she knows Lewis knows and Lewis is like ah... uh oh. #it will eventually tie into the idea it's not about forcing science and magic together or separating them #its abt respectfully and responsibly utilizing both to see their fullest potential. which lewis learned in s2 and Linda has... not. #BUT #later on she gets a call from 1 (one) ryan who is like 'hey so i heard u did environmental studies on mako for dr bennett a couple years ag #and i was wondering if you've seen anything weird there as im currently doing a-' and she's immediately like 'YOU SON OF A BITCH IM IN' #and he's like 'wha-' and she's like 'i have already booked my plane tickets we're going to have a great time we have lots to talk about :)' #and wheeee now they have someone who knows about mermaids on their team and it's the perfect way to bring lewis back to relevancy in s3 :D #it also gives me reason to have two bad bitches (linda and sophie) meet and get to know each other which is not a dynamic ive seen in #any of the H2O fics i've ever read so im very hyped to delve into how they'll play off each other #also charlotte is there so technically three bad bitches (only in my au Charlotte never lost her tail and is part of the gang she just move #because she felt like she needed to leave to really be able to find herself without being in her grandmother's shadow but she comes back bc #well... it's season 3 mako is sounding the fucking emergency alarms everyone is showing up sdkghkfjhg) #im also so so so hyped to show u guys who's coming back in the s2 rewrite because it ISNT denman and i think everyone thinks it will be :3c #(i said she when telling ppl to look forward to a familiar face... but can u blame me for getting hype she's one of my favorite characters! #i love u H2O #cruddy rambles

[wazzuppy]

ryan and shane air blasting each other at every possible opportunity is such a sibling thing to do

#tara says stuff #watcher #mystery files #ryan bergara #shane madej #FUN FACT: my middle school science teacher kept one of those things in his classroom and would air blast students who fell asleep in class #my schooling experience was very odd

[akascow]

had a really weird dream last night where ryan bergara posted a video coming out as gay but instead of talking in his normal voice he used his b*uzzfeed uns*lved/are you scared voice

#*true crime cadence* watcher fans i have an announcement to make… i am officially… /gay/ *scary sound effect plays* #also the video was editied luke a middle school presentation with weird word art and slide transistions #kat has weirdass dreams #ryan beraga