#WHY ARE MY CATS HMS

[averlym]

"oh my soul, is it here? or is it rotting somewhere with my head?"

#rtc #rtc musical #ballad of jane doe #? i think those are the tags? got into rtc over the december break and like. headless blorbos ig #it's oddly similar to six in the sense that six dead people have a concert competition with varying contexts #considering my prev obsession with cats the musical maybe there is a common trend here #hm. anyways!! found the ballad of jane doe online and spooked myself watching it at 3am and in hope to combat the terror (i am not good with #the horror genre. i'm fantastically awful i Will Cry) i went to watch like. the chaos compilations and read ao3 fics to yknow. make it less #scary. so like! yes?? rtc is a good musical. the greatest of my brainrot for it is over but it is really quite fun nonetheless. i may have #added another slime tutorial to my collection. #in terms of current brainrot. i am. a bit (read: maybe a Lot) thinking too much about dovesso. ??why is lesso so attractive in the movie?? #truly it is a specific mood when it's like. this character is so?? so akshdhdjsj but also clearly they belong in otps with other characters. #idk how to describe it lmao! anyway the school of good and evil movie (i just watched it) came and called me a useless gay in multiple fonts #as one of my irl friends likes to say. women✨✨ #mkay this shall end the tag ramble. thank you for enjoying the last khoward post we're back to just doodles now #(but seriously thank you i look into the tags and just go 'hehehe' :>>>>> it's nice) #along with miscellaneous not six musicals i might be going back into a firebringer tangent?? idk the plot bunnies are varied and plenty

[deeisace]

guess who got weird about sexuality again and zoned out all day and forgot about food!

I'm going to go into the kitchen now. What is in my fridge. Yes.

#my thoughts as always are on nasturtiumsforbreakfast #and they fundamentally seem to boil down to something like #'i am a switch and it's confusing' and 'i don't think i want this to happen in person' #brought to you by: a nsft mutual saying 'i live in london why don't we meet up in a museum somewhere as friends' #and my first-sleep dream involving too many cats turning up in my bed and an oyster shell getting stuck in my throat #which. hm. well. #something. #i'm going to ignore. all of that. everything. and make myself potato dauphinoise. yeah. #potatoes fix all of life's problems #don't they? please say they do i don't know what else to do #help.

[jrueships]

gave gg a pet 😭

#speaking of pet #why do we call petting petting #like theres my pet #im going to give him a little pet #like? ure going to give him a smaller version of him? #no it's a verb #hm! #then we should start saying im doing a little catting when we meow #im not disagreeing i just find it funny #pets get pets #! #easy logic! #very funny to me #anyways please do not the gg

[dykethang]

does anyone else feel like this. or is it just me

#cat meows #i wasn't planning to elaborate on the This but like. #so sad all the time no matter what. i think i am fundamentally broken to be fair but like. For why and for what #i don't think i'm depressed and i don't think any sane person would like. disagree with me there. #so i think i'm just messed up forever because i'm so sad all the time lately. even when i'm clowning around #actually especially when i'm clowning around. it's like my level of funny haha guy scales with how Bad I Feel #but i am far too functional to be depressed even slightly so um. hm. whas going on #it's not just like sad. i just dunno how to describe it Other than sad #i know some of the ways i feel right now are like. red flags for me. but i just don't think i'm depressed so Why...... #anyway this is what i mean by does anyone else feel like this or is it just me

[softness-and-shattering]

Why are all the men on one piece so hot?! help

#the live action which true to snippets of tumblr gossip is actually good #i used to watch forever ago so i cant really compare #the only plot bit i remember was zorro fighting giant sword man and surprisingly that made it in #and mr knife hands; i knew that glasses gesture was catching something in my memory and at the reveal i was like ah of course #and zorro is a lot younger i thought he was 30s-40s but hes clearly quite young in adult terms #and the costuming the cats #clown guy is deke from shield?? #hey devil fruit are super rare heres 3 guys in 3 episodes whove eaten them #and then zorros quote unquote bleeding out hm that blood is all offscreen then but movie magic #and then sit and cry instead of looking for a medic or applying pressure #is sanji also a medic? #ugh in that shirt and tie #im so gay #and i appreciate nami is introduced and for a full episode is wearing proper pants and a regular tee #cute outfits later dressed sensibly first bc shes not just eye candy #thats my interpretation anyways #also hm why doesnt usopp know how to load the cannon when he knows everything else about the ship? #and is usopp into zorro what was with if you were kaya would you like me #be he didnt like luffy responding but he asked zorro #one piece #mine

[rottiens]

ignoring the strange and randoms sounds my house makes at night is my hardest job

#ahh I hate it #tell me why it sounds like my cat is outside while he's sleeping next to me #and something crashed into the window right now (?) hm ok anyways so #and I've been hearing sounds and I think it's bats #crying inside but pretending I'm a big girl

[amethyst-halo]

hi my power’s back! conceptual new alderheart design

#warrior cats #warriors #alderheart #sketch's sketches #not sold completely on it tbh i can't place why #might be bc he looks like he should be small but his size is the same as before #big fluff man #also his face marks are?? hm #idk! shrug i might mess w it some more #ive had the urge to redo my design for him for a while MOSTLY bc i dont like the design on brambleclaw #but i want them to look as similar as possible #shrugs away

[we-dont-talk-about-potato-nonono]

I hope your day/night gets better 💜 sending positivity your way💜💜

(You don’t have to answer)

jfkfjfje YOU’RE AN ANGEL OK PLEASE NEVER FORGET THAT 😭✨💫👍💖🫂🩵

thank you so much for this message ❤️ i’ll get there in the end (i hope) this ask means a lot <3 sending positivity on your way too!!

#tbh lately im just being. cranky and wasting time I know it 😔 #my life feels like a telltale game rn #too many decisions #and I just have to wait and see if they end up being the right one #a little miserable for a bit since my cat went missing and a best friend of mine is at hospital…. but i’ll be okay…. #thats why i had to close my req for now #i also feel so bad about myself because im not a very talkative person on tumblr #idk how to interact because of my anxiety😭 im the worse #but seriously i read all the tags and notifs from u guys and it made me very happy!! #i promise im not ignore it im just so shy to talk haha #hm ok enough about me #anyway I hope you’re better than okay 🤍 have a lovely day/night #sending you loads of love and reassurance! #sorry for too many tags…. #wholesome #lovely ask #ask

[quibbs126]

So my dad came back from the vet with our cat, apparently they said he has cancer on his tongue, and we’re gonna have to put him down sometime this weekend

My dad’s genuinely upset, he’s crying. I don’t think I’ve ever seen him this upset, or seen him genuinely cry (he sometimes fake cries when one of us say something “upsetting”, but we know he’s just joking and over exaggerating)

I know I’ve said this before, but I’m genuinely at a loss at how to feel or what to do. I’m not crying at it, or feel that upset right now. I feel like that’s the wrong reaction to it, but I don’t know how I’m supposed to act, and I feel like a bit of an ass for not seeming that upset about it

#I guess it’s because of how long we’ve had him #my brother doesn’t want us to put him down and says “why do we have to put him down?” #I don’t think he really gets the concept of having to put an animal down #hm #real life stuff #my cat #cw death #I guess? #if you don’t wanna hear about it

[sixftmp3]

would it be dumb and impulsive of me to adopt a cat? yes. am i tempted by a petfinder listing for a stupid looking little guy anyway? absolutely

#me.txt #listen as adorable as my rats are. its like. they arent v affectionate with me #they dont provide the type of Companionship i want from a pet #and my roommate's cat is. hm. there is a solid reason for why my roommate calls her a bitch but i think thats a tad extreme #she is scared of Everything #she wont let anyone get close to her at all w/o running away #she'll hide under my bed but she doesnt like Me she doesnt like my Roommate #honestly my roommate is. i dont know. stubborn??? for keeping her even tho she's an asshole??? #anyway all that to say i would adopt my Own Cat but i fear. she'd like actually lose her mind if there was another cat in the apartment #my roommate's mentioned not knowing if getting another cat is a good idea too so. #AAAUUUUUGHHH #im such a cat person at the end of the day and i Do want a cat but like. fuck man.

[clarkgriffon]

one gifset per episode → santa claws

#miraculousladybugedit #mledit #ml #miraculous ladybug #mlseries #creations #chat noir #okay okay so #to preface i have rewatched the show #multiple times since i first watched it #but i never rewatched the christmas special after the first time #and vaguely in my memory i was like 'hm. i feel like this special felt explicitly more childish than the rest of the show but i can't #remember why.' and then. then they started singing djkgfklgh #and it was AMAZING #chat noir's emo song is my favorite (see above) #oh to be a cat running through paris singing about how your dad never talks to you even on christmas

[keeps-ache]

look into my eyes

look !!

☯.☯

#just me hi #thinking about people hfvsh #they're pretty cool !! :> #there's like one person on this planet i'm not too shy to just Say that to. but if you are reading this and i've ever seen your url in my #life there's a 99.99% chance i. need you to just look into my eyeballs #no i don't know how that translates to admiration or appreciation. but it Does mean that hfvhsh #so like. eyestaring contest /extremely positive #//hm you know what whoever called me a cat that one time was right #i keep getting assigned animals (otter poodle goldfish bird(small) and a couple others idr hfvhs) but i think the cat one was closest loll #i get excited and bc people do not like it when you get Excited at them (rip my sibling but they get it. kicking them <3) i like to just #aggressively obtain eye-contact hvfsh #it's very effective! #//look into my eyes boy [you see a frog wearing a wizard hat spinning in the gloss of my eyes] #//funny tho cuz nobody knows what i'm doing when i do that. like dude what are you doin over there. why the periodic whale-eye #i am saying i care about you. look into mine EYES mothertrucker #//okay i'm going now hfhvs #i wanna try to finish this page today.. that would be cool :D #if not. well then i have something to do tomorrow!! #so bbbbyye i'll prolly be back in like. 10 seconds hfbsh

[tacticallyplaced-chaos]

finally had free time this weekend, so i got to draw my @infamous-if oc!

starring Mei Chea or better known as Lilith on stage, lead singer of Mirrored Eclipse!

while on-stage, she has quite the confident and captivating aura while performing. she’s also rather cheeky and mischievous

off-stage, she is more withdrawn and her stage persona is toned down, but that doesn’t mean she doesn’t have her self assurance.

both get flustered rather easily with praises and flirting but her stage persona can just laugh if off while her actual self can’t hide behind any facades.

also have a sketch of mei realizing her crush on orion

#my art #fanart #infamous fanart #infamous oc #infamous if #interactive fiction #oc: mei chea #i’m stuck deciding between choosing waves or a water dragon as her tattoo #hm #oh well #she also have a hydrangea tattoo to cover up seven initials #she don’t know if and how she want to interact with seven after they broke up #while she’s a huge scaredy-cat #she loves horror and romcom movies #oh and she actually have brown eyes #the green eyes are contacts #and she wear glasses off stage #and she hold grudges quite well #why is my art style different each time i draw??

[wolfeyedwitch]

I do not need another crossover. I do NOT need another crossover. I do not NEED another crossover. I do not need ANOTHER crossover...

Aaand its already got plot bunnies moving into my head. The fuzzy bastards never pay rent, either.

Feel free to ask me about my crossover ideas with an audience of one because the thing im crossing over with fandoms is my own OC and their lore.

#i have been reading fanfic of the sandman #and got thinking #'hm my mage who is something between a champion and an indebted servant to death could fit into this universe...' #so now im thinking of corva meeting dream and being extremely unimpressed by his mopey emo act #while still technically deferring to him like hes a king (which he is) #shes just doing it sarcastically so no one can call her out on insolence #why is she hanging out with dream? idk. maybe death saw her wet cat brother and said 'hm he needs someone to pull him out of his funk' #corva the shadow mage #corva and matthew would gossip like crazy #corva and lucienne would either be eternal enemies or get on like a house on fire. not sure yet. #update: upon reading more and thinking more about it corva would 100% vibe with dreams mopey emo act #and tbh he has every right to be a mopey emo #he just went through a shitton of trauma and isn't getting much (or really ANY) support for it

[smile-files]

i think one of the main issues with me making a fursona or whatever is that my brain doesn't like things without some semblance of logic (like i can only suspend my disbelief so much)... like i can't be an anthropomorphic animal... because those don't exist in real life... and it wouldn't make sense for them to exist in real life... so then i either stick to something quote-unquote "more plausible" (eg. mothman, who's a cryptid), or formulate a whole new, fictional world within my head that anthropomorphic animals could feasibly exist in... so in the end i end up doing so much worldbuilding nonsense just to justify to myself why i'm this animal or whatever :'D

#melonposting #i have to justify it all to myself! and that's so annoying!! #this isn't always bad - for example this is what led to all of the botanica worldbuilding #but it can be annoying... like why can't i use my imagination without logic being like 'ok but why' #y'know like here's an example. let's say i have a cat character who was specifically designed to look like a strawberry or something. #part of me will be like oh cute!!! i love <3 #then another part will be like. but why do they look like that. how on earth would genetics lead to that. #it'd be like. natural selection doesn't design ocs. it doesn't think 'hm i think i should make this cat look like a strawberry' #so at that point logic is beating down all of these very intentionally-designed characters just because it doesn't 'make sense' #which is very annoying :'D #waaugh this isn't anything incredibly frustrating or bad or whatever i just find it a bit of a bother y'know

[todayisafridaynight]

SORRY I AM DYING TO PROPERLY RESPOND but I just remembered this post from Nakai's blog while thinking about your post a couple days ago... Do you think. Whether it'd be with Ichiban or Arakawa. Do You Think Something Like This Happened One Time

MAYBE AT LEAST ONCE.....

#snap chats #crying at the casual acceptance his dad became a cat (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)(;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`) #ok but wait im Double Crying cause the timing of this ask is so funny #i was gonna make a post but ended up deleting it But 2x i might make it at some point But 3x anyway #in the tags of that post i was talking about the reincarnation theme surrounding butterflies and just wondering/talking bout why its a thin #i mean its obvious why its a thing ik but still i was just ramblin bout it cause i like explainin things.. anyways.. funny all the same.... #OH BUT ON THAT NOTE ICHI LOVES BUGS DOESNT HE.... i hope arakawa comes back as a bug just for him #thatd be cute in my heart #what bug would be best for him anyhow ? a lot of bugs are considered 'the king' of bugs #if we wanna go with ichi calling him a king and whatnot lmao but hm.. #for some reason a beetle sounds good to me but i aint so sure.. maybe im thinkin bout it too much LMAO #anyway Usual Unrelated Ramble Incoming #speaking of dads and bugs i remember catching fireflies and dragonflies with my dad a lot when i was a kid #theres no major continuation to that story after that. just my daily requisite to mention my dad #hes inspo for a lot of my arakawa fam thoughts anyhow so i think its appropriate..... 😔